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Tuesday, May 20th, 2003

Subject:;_;
Time:11:49 am.
Mood: depressed.
Music:Alice In Chains - Down In A Hole.
God, I miss Layne ALOT today..I'm listening to "Ring Them Bells" with him and heart..ugh I feel like I'm dying..I don't understand why he died..I mean I know WHY..but god..his anniversary passed and I was oblivious..I fucking..ugh..I can't...*listens to Alice In Chains* fuck Layne ment so much to me and my life..It's making me sick to just sit here and listen to it...*sighs*

I'm going to STOP listening to it before I do something bad to myself..

Ring Them Bells by Heart )
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Subject:.......................
Time:11:56 am.
Mood: blank.
Music:Jerry Cantrell - Gone.
The Unforturnate Death of Lead Singer Layne Staley -- 1967-2002
By: Travis Gibson (nadawgy2k1@yahoo.com)

Alice in Chains' Layne Staley died from a mixture of heroin and cocaine, an autopsy and toxicology report revealed Monday.

Laboratory results determined the singer died April 5, according to a spokesperson for the King County medical examiner's office, the same day fellow grunge pioneer Kurt Cobain committed suicide in 1994. Staley was found dead two weeks later, surrounded by intravenous drug paraphernalia in his Seattle apartment.

The death certificate reads Staley's death resulted from "an acute intoxication due to the combined effects of opiate (heroin) and cocaine." The death was classified as "accidental."

The lethal combination goes by the name "speedball" in drug circles. The same ingredients contributed to the deaths of comedian John Belushi in 1982 and actor River Phoenix in 1993.


Down In A Hole
Alice In Chains

Bury me softly in this womb
I give this part of me for you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
In a tomb...in bloom

Down in a hole and I don't know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You don't understand who they
Thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who won't let himself be

Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, losin' my soul
I'd like to fly,
But my wings have been so denied

Down in a hole and they've put all
The stones in their place
I've eaten the sun so my tongue
Has been burned of the taste
I have been guilty
Of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more
of my feelings beneath

Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, losin' my soul
I'd like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied

Bury me softly in this womb
Oh I want to be inside of you
I give this part of me for you
Oh I want to be inside of you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers (Oh I want to be inside of you)
In a tomb...in bloom
Oh I want to be inside...

Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, losin' my soul
Down in a hole, feelin' so small
Down in a hole, outta control
I'd like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied
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Subject:I can post lyrics...cause I'm cool like that >.>
Time:12:03 pm.
Mood: crushed.
Music:Jerry Cantrell - Solitude.
Gone
Written by Jerry Cantrell

All dreams have died along the way
I coughed up the price, I bought a cage
I've had a hell of a time since I went away
Don't know when I died or where to lay down

Gone, gone away
Yeah, gone, gone away

God knows I've tried, I'm dyed in pain
Strong yet simple drive, the freedom to say
I've had a hell of a time since I went away
Homing on traces of light, that distance fades

Repeat chorus

So they say with time we slowly heal
I caught a flash of your smile throught the fog of a dream
I'll have a hell of a time, I clearly see
I can't be by your side, I'll see you when I sleep


Now you're gone...gone away
Yeah you're gone...gone away
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