10:58pm 05/07/2005
  arrrr...so irritated. jap all day long. morning, do homework. afternoon-classes. evening- homework again. repeat blardy process. i'm sick of seeing characters. i have so much other things i want to do but it's becoming futile. then it's so hot that it just pisses me off more. frustration is not fun. and other people irritate you as well. its drivin me mad. damn, this is my only outlet. i can't freaking shout out loud. i can't go boxing. heh, maybe i should go play ball tomorrow morning. just to clear my head. but if i'm in a pissed mood, then my shots won't fall. and that just bites. it'll just piss me off more. watch war of the worlds? i herd there's a lot of screaming. bah! i want peace. sometimes i wonder if i can survive in the real world out there. balancing work, life, relationships, etc. i need to learn how to get less frustrated at things. and be a bit more patient and not get irritated quickly.

heh, i was planning to blog some decent stuff. in the end, this once again becomes an frustration outlet. rite, i feel a bit better now. or am i? stupid mind. i want to sleep. ya, maybe sleeping early today would do wonders. oh well. screw homework.
 
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