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| 01:37am 26/04/2005 |
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its weird. i get depressed upon waking up when i take a nap around 3 or 4 and wake up around 5 plus.
ya, i feel like crap when that happens. Then i blast some more depressing songs...and bam, my evening feels spoilt.
then i had dinner. I feel a bit better. I realized there is segregation during meal times. We asians (we're not that many) sit on one long table. We rarely mingle with the rest.
I mean sure, we can have casual talk throughout the day, like when u meet them and the like..but dinner, it's been basically the same from day1. we all sit together.
And yes, most of them are girls. I sit often with girls for meals. Either that sounds gay or that makes me look like a player. haha..but it's neither. It just so happens the asians here are well, females. And no, i dun have interest in almost all of them. maybe one or two, but they're hooked up. yup, its interesting to note that i tend to take interest in girls who are hooked up... lol...or maybe i just have good taste.... gah! wat the hell am i talking about.
maybe a long hot shower will cheer me up as i begin another study marathon. ah, maybe i'm partly depressed cuz i'll be leaving soon. The exams are a sign of the culmination of things. All good things come to an end. And this is one of them. I hope another good thing begins right after.
i'm usually in the mood to write poems during depressed times. maybe i'll write one later.
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A crushing blow
my face, pinned to the ground
TBC
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| 03:18am 26/04/2005 |
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Visit or Die! kiddin...lol
cuz i wrote an *gasp* article... and i shall continue to contribute from time to time. :D
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