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[07 Aug 2003|09:34pm]
[ mood | confused ]

So my baby has been home.. It's tough, I can tell, even though he doesn't say anything to me about it.. I wish he would, though I don't usually talk about things I'm feeling either, so I won't nag. I just hope, anything, whatever little I'm doing is helping him some. I hate feeling useless.

My newest movie, Uptown Girls, premieres on August 15. I really need to go to it.. I've been skipping out a lot on work. And I'd love for Joey to be able to come with me.. Though I don't know, because of course the press will be there and we haven't exactly gotten noticed in the public yet. *looks down at her hand, spinning his ring around her finger, then smiles a little*

Justin keeps asking how I'm doing. Then he yells at me because I say the same thing every time. "I'm fine." Ok so I'm working on less sleep (I DO get sleep, don't freak out at me, ok?) and less food (and I DO eat, leave me alone) than I used to, but my body is getting used to it and I can handle it. As for.. my mental things.. The images have been coming less often, and I'm not afraid anymore.. Not usually anyway. So there you have it, Justin. The update on Brittany's health. Are you happy now? I swear if you scold me I'll kick your butt, and you know I can.

That's all for now. ~Murph

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[04 Aug 2003|08:46pm]
[ mood | broken ]

He was doing so well.. And then I came along. I should've known that I would never be good enough for someone like him, especially now.. I never should have told him what happened. I should have just made him leave and told him to forget about me. It's gone too far now. I've turned the person I love more than my own life itself into someone different.. And I completely hate myself and will never forgive myself for it. I'm going to leave, maybe go home.. to my mom for a little while. I don't know. Maybe I'll just wander onto a random bus and let it lead me where it does. All I know is I need to leave and stop what's happening. *sighs and wipes a tear from the space bar*

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[02 Aug 2003|10:16am]
Something bad happened.. And of course Joey is there for me.. He is just.. absolutely the most perfect man I could ask for and I'm so thankful for everything he's done for me. I just feel like.. everything I do and everyone I talk to.. I'm asked if I'm ok. I'm as fine as I could be right now. Am I supposed to be doing great? Because I find it hard to just have that "I'm doing wonderful" feeling. I can't see out of my eye, and what I can see when I look in the mirror looks horrible. Woo I'm great.

Anyway I gotta go. Love ya.
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[27 Jul 2003|07:52am]
[ mood | grateful ]
[ music | *walks off humming TIPY* ]

*wakes up and slowly slides out of bed, placing a soft kiss on his forehead, then notices his laptop and sits down at it, watching him sleep until the site loads*

A great band once sang the most beautiful song I'd ever heard... I find that it's the perfect song for *glances over at the bed again, a soft smile on her lips* the perfect man.

It goes something like this.. )

I love you.

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[26 Jul 2003|08:48pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Today started out very well.. I called Joey, we decided to go for a walk to the beach.. The walk was beautiful. I told him.. that I was falling for him, which I truly am.. He is amazing. He's funny, sweet, cute, loving.. Yeah, I'm really falling for him. So much that, when this whole thing with the baby happened.. I felt horrible. He was upset so I was upset. I didn't know what to do or say. Then when I saw him today, he looked so much better. I thought maybe a good sleep had helped him feel better. But when I found out what he'd been doing, it broke my heart. He wouldn't promise me he'd stop, and it hurt even more. It scares me.. and I hate it. I just don't know what to do..

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[22 Jul 2003|10:15am]
[ mood | good ]

At last, I have decided to update. Yes, for once, Brittany actually has something to update about other than "nothing new" or "I'm just going away..". Now.. let's see, where to begin..

I woke up yesterday.. laid in bed for a while, sighing to myself and thinking, "yay, another day of work then coming home and sitting around.." My average day, you see, is waking up early, going to the site to film whatever movie I'm working on, or going to a few interviews, or getting all done up for some photo shoot.. Then coming home, whether early or late, to a dinner of... Well whatever I can find around, chips, pretzels, maybe a piece of pizza or something, then sitting around watching TV, or talking to a few people online..

Well, yesterday started out quite the same as every other day. I woke up at seven, went to an interview, sat in a few meetings, then came home. But then, as I looked for someone to talk to, I saw Joey was around.. and then Justin came to mind. "Well it's your own fault if you don't have anyone but me to talk to. You don't talk to anyone else!" (Thank you sweetie, you know I love ya, right?) So I talked to Joey, and we ended up going for a drink.. We went to the little bar Justin took me to when trying to hook me up before.. (Again, such a lifesaver.) We danced some.. drank some.. All in all, I had a great time.

And today when I woke up, the day was different. Different surroundings.. different feelings.. Amazing how one person can brighten the entire day by just being there when you open your eyes in the morning. I got a call a bit ago. I only had one meeting today, and that's been cancelled. Maybe I'll actually get my lazy ass around and go grocery shopping. Who knows!

And thus ends my cheesy(retarded), once-in-a-lifetime long ass update.
Much love,
~Britt

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[03 Jul 2003|11:30am]
Hello, my name is Brittany, and I am a retard. And I don't normally slap people.. I really am sorry about that. I was.. really weird last night. Yeah..

And Justin, I didn't teach your kids bad things.. It's your fault I said what I did. So.... Blah. *sto*
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[01 Jul 2003|11:19am]
[ mood | amused ]

Hmm so Hello! I have returned from my hole in the ground.. For a couple days anyway. So I've just been having a nice little chat with Justin (Actually he's been threatening me) and Michelle. She is a sweetheart. She also finds Justin hilarious, as do I. I mean, he truly is a funny guy.

What else.. what else.. I miss Chris. He's so much fun to be around. I really enjoy spending time with him. I also need some groceries, so I wonder if he'd be willing to go shopping with me sometime soon. *smiles*

Ah well.. off to.. do something. Maybe I'll go jump in the ocean or something. Woo. Later all.

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[11 Jun 2003|09:13pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Heee. Teeny moment. I'm wearing Chris Kirkpatrick's pants! My ass hurts though. Did you know floor are really hard? I mean.. ow. And water is slippery. We too. Heee! *Does a silly dance* Oh my gosh. I'm ok. I just need... to be calm. Be calm. I'm calm. Weeeeeeee!

Chris, you're never getting your pants back. Mine. Heeeee.

*takes a deep breath* I love you my LOVERS!

*skips off, pants falling down*

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[05 Jun 2003|10:15pm]
[ mood | silly ]

Pierre asked me to be his "chick" today. *laughs* And then we played barbies. I was Ken. Ken's a pimp. He lost his head. Now Barbie has head. What an interesting time. OH and my stomach tastes like pizza. I'm hyper. I'm tired. And now I'm off to bed.

You know, I'm not sure that even all happened. I think I'm already half asleep. PIERRE! If that didn't happen, let me know.. Haha.

Love ya'll.
Except Justin. He hurts my ovaries just to think about him. :p

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[01 Jun 2003|08:07pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I'm bored. Got this survey. Read it if you like. Steal it if you like. Do whatever. :D

Survey )

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Just for Trace [01 Jun 2003|06:21pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Because he's just so cute. You do realize there are gunna be A LOT of complaints about this, don't you? *laughs* I can't promise I'll keep it here long, but for now. <3

I enjoyed clubbing with you today. Very hot dancing. *licks lips and grins*

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