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I will always love you [03 Sep 2003|07:35pm]
Ive decided to make this journal friends only. I need somewhere to write things that only people I dont know personally can read. So if you want me to add you, leave a comment. If you want to read my normal journal goto www.livejournal.com/users/cut_me_yemaya
Comments: 7 Diseases - Infect Me.

GO AWAY [02 Sep 2003|09:14pm]
[ mood | numb ]
[ music | The suffrajets - Distinction ]

Ive got a fuckin horrible cold, my nose is all sore :( got a bit bored today. But Big dani called me so we went into town for a bit. She had to goto Nala to get her lip piercing stretched because the place she got it pierced at put a ring that was too thin in. She squirmed a bit, bless. Then I got home. My mum was moaning that we had no food, so she made ME goto asda. mean. This townie girl followed me around the store.. CANT I EVEN GO SHOPPING FOR A FUCKIN LOAF OF BREAD IN PEACE???
My skins been getting worse, Im not sure Im tearing it to pieces in my sleep because I'm depressed or because of the weather *sigh*
what do they really think of you by purple
lj name
your best friend thinksyou look good in pink
your family thinkyou were switched at birth
strangers thinkyou're lickable
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

Comments: 1 Disease - Infect Me.

[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | The Darkness - Get your hands off my woman! ]

I didnt get up till about 2:30 pm. I havent slept properly in ages. Kris called me. He left me voicemail sayin 'omg I heard you slept with joel' well yea... I thought everyone knew? quite a lot of people were at that party. Anyway, I called him back and he invited me over. We listened to the darkness untill lil kayti came over. Then we randomly drove to Burton for no reason whatsoever, other than we were bored. Went to see Becky and steve, aint seen them in so long! The traffic on the way home was really bad. Kris almost missed his guitar lesson. Im supposed to be at mine now, but I hate them so much, im quitting. Hes not teachin me anything at all, so i might as well spend my money on other things.... like PHONE CREDIT!! to all the people I havent replied txts.. I have no credit!!! SORRY!!!!

My aunties dog got put down today. Everyones pretty upset. They only live 2 doors away, so I pretty much grew up with that dog... very sad...

Comments: 1 Disease - Infect Me.

here I am [31 Aug 2003|07:35pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | A perfect Circle - 3 libras ]

Difficult not to feel a little bit
Disappointed and passed over
When I look right through
To see you naked but oblivious
And you don't see me

But I threw you the obvious
Just to see if there's more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy

Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded

EVERY FUCKING TIME I go to subculture something goes wrong. Someone ends up crying. THis time it was both Amy and Beth. I was just pissed off. It was ok at first, we met up with soldier and al and mike and we had a few drinks in costers. Then we went to subculture and danced for about an hour. (I was quite pissed) Some guy who was trying to flirt with me back when I was going out with Jon kissed me. I tried to hide behind this guy called Dave, ewwwww. So i ended up talking to dave. Amy got a bit annoyed, because beth had dissappeared to flirt with her ex adam (suni had a go at me for calling adam ugly) So she kept interrupting us... then she threw lager all over everyone. I always seem to end up with lager in my hair when I go out :S. So me and Dave swapped numbers, we kissed... he said hes gonna get together with me next week... thing is... every time I go to subculture I meet somebody this way... but i never like who I meet... *sigh* im just destined to be alone
sing the sorrow

amy and beth ended up argueing over adam. I got really angry, I really like beths boyfriend adam, hes really good to her and she cheated on him. Me suni and dave waited around for ageeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees for them to stop... grrrrr. After it all beth cried, she cried on my shoulder. Amy annoyed me.. she refused to get a taxi home, she sat against the wall outside subculture and demanded I go and buy her chips.. I told her to fuck off, everyone was starting to annoy me, I just wanted to go to sleep. Sleep is the only place I can escape... then a fight broke out at the chip shop... a brick got thrown through the window...

EVENTUALLY got to amys and fell asleep. Id had enough. I drove home at about 8am. then slept

But I see
See through it all
See through
See you
Comments: 4 Diseases - Infect Me.

we don't care... [29 Aug 2003|04:32pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | KMFDM - Suck ]

What is real today?
rain soft aura potion.. CONDEMNS ME NOW

The price of all this vanity is getting way too high...
The maintenence of my sanity is taking too much time...

Alone between my trip and me

WEll matt invited me to come over and see him. I gladly accepted, I needed company from my circle of best friends. I drove all the way to worcester for the first time instead of using the train. lol its only 2 roads! but anyway, he took me to halford and bought me an air freshener for my car. its soooooo cute!!! its a lil yeti and it smells all mountain fresh hehe. THen came back to his n listened to music and had a good long cuddle. Theres nothing like cuddling one of your most favourite people in the world. He dissappeared at 3:30pm to go for his driving lesson. So im updating from his computer. well ill write later on to say how the rest of the day went and stuff.
Im just gonna go and sleep on his bed

faith was cursed upon me
Comments: Infect Me.

water leaves of grey [28 Aug 2003|07:22pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Kidney thieves - Serene Dream ]

well i have a live journal now, so I dunno if im gonna be updating blurt as much, my username on livejournal is cut_me_yemaya

been very down today. I stayed in bed until 4pm watching the first lord of the rings. I played my acoustic guitar a lot too, the songs I was coming up with reflected my mood... they just all happenned to be in a minor key...
thing is i dont get what people want from me.. I dont get why anyone would like me? my ex dan said yesterday:
im so lonely i dont even want to be with myself anymore, may as well be dead says:
your so lovely, you will find someone

but i wont, everyone i find.. something goes wrong

shaun sed:
[This is the Last time i'll abandon you] says:
i want to look into ur eyes while u smile and see a happy person inside

WELL IM SORRY, untill i start to feel better about myself and everyone else, THAT JUST ISNT GOING TO HAPPEN!

Comments: Infect Me.

[27 Aug 2003|09:15pm]
Which Band Should You Be In? by couplandesque
Your Name
Band NameBad Religion
TrademarkMassive Amounts Of Eyeliner
Love InterestThe Guitarist
Created with quill18's MemeGen!
Comments: Infect Me.

im not sorry... [27 Aug 2003|03:04pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | Dope - Die Motherfucker Die ]

well, today I got up and tidied my room. After Zayne went home it was a right mess! he'd got just about every CD I own out and all the balls of wool I use for wool wrapping were all over the floor...
Got into Birmingham bout 11, but Zayne was an hour late, so i had to go and buy another car park ticket for my car. Drove to my house but stopped off at ASDA first to get munchies and GLITTER STRAWS!
then did his hair
It looks pretty but it took me so long! from 2pm to 9pm
then I had to drive him home, but got a bit lost at one point, ive never driven to wolverhampton before, let alone in the dark! But managed to get him home. Then his mom helped me find the motorway so I could get home myself

yay got my drum lesson at 5:30, havent had one for 3 weeks because my teacher has been on holiday

Comments: 1 Disease - Infect Me.

Arsenal [25 Aug 2003|09:22pm]
she's a time bomb, with her vibe on
she's gonna use it and surprise them
she's a time bomb, with her vibe on
they'll never know where she got her weapon.

She Waits.
Comments: Infect Me.

your so pretty when you lie [24 Aug 2003|07:47pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | My Ruin - Miss ann thrope ]

o0o eddies was fun :) well we went to costers first. had a few drinks. then me and amy talked to my piercer friend dawn, shes so pretty. then Jon and soldier came to say hi... jon had his hair down and his twiggy coat on... i had to fight my urges to jump on him... then we all went to the gallows. Soldier bought me a snakebite and black.. tasted bit yucky... so i gave it to jon.. i was toying with the idea of asking him if he wanted to hang out one day.. might still txt him or something...
then me and amy went to eddies, sat in the goth room. I was so drunk by that point... had fun-ness with some guy, then amy felt really ill, so we went and sat outside subculture. Started talking to these random people, after about 2 hours there was at least 20 people sitting with us. Then saw someone who looked like kurt. So amy shouted him over..and it was him!! he was soo drunk, he ran over to me hugged me then went...
said hi to bexie
then got a taxi to amys
drove home at about 10am this morning, VERY suprised i didnt get lost!!

Comments: Infect Me.

Rar [23 Aug 2003|01:13pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | shitty elvis that kris kept putting on ]

well, i only went out to get something to eat... ended up at one of lezbo Katies parties, fuckin glad I went though! I met Joel *grins*
I went into town, then thought id goto the pit to see who was there, I was amazed at how many new people were there.. so me and daniel wandered off to find hair dye, then i bumped into goth amie and lezbo katie and two of their friends, they asked me to goto the party. So we drove to asda to get alcohol, good job they asked me as im the only one with ID.

During the party Lezbo Katie cornered me and kissed me... well i was REALLY drunk..
and then i nearly choked to death because someone made me laugh whilst I was downing absinth.. It burned my throat...
kris kept putting elvis presley on :S
then Joel asked me to go upstairs, we had sex on katies bed... we had a nice talk afterwards, he told me im sweet
Went downstairs and katie was a bit weird.. she tried to kiss me again, but I kissed Joel instead hehe
loads of people started to go after that
I finally left at 2am, and attemted to drive home, luckily I got back ok

Tonight im off to Eddies no.8 in birmingham, its been ages since ive been to a club :)

Comments: 3 Diseases - Infect Me.

I wish I was Special [21 Aug 2003|08:04pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Radiohead - Creep ]

It took me bout 4 hours to take my wool wraps out. I was going to keep them in for longer, but they started to fall out, so my mums gonna do some properly for me on monday. While i was taking them out i managed to listen to:
My kidney thieves compilation
KMFDM - Attak
Alice in Chains - Dirt
AFI - BLack Sails in the Sunset
Marilyn Manson - Golden Age of Grotesque

Then I got dressed and went for a drive, I couldnt stand to be in the house alone with my dad, he really does my head in.

I said sorry to Matt, I really don't know why, but he has this amazing ability to wind me up. But he says he knows I dont mean it.


The Royal Family
Circle I Limbo

Tony Blair
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

George Bush
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Ska Punk
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Saddam Hussein
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

Osama bin Laden
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Circle VII Burning Sands

Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

The Pope
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

Comments: Infect Me.

[20 Aug 2003|10:12pm]
[ mood | distressed ]
[ music | Marilyn Manson - Disposable Teens ]

its quite sad really, People don't regard friendships as special anymore. I need my friends, without my special people I might as well not be here. Maybe its ok to use people. Maybe its ok to throw them away...wow new concept

I certainly feel like one sometimes.. tho I know I have people who love me... Thew <3 Kris <3 Amy <3
You three are the most amazing people in the world
Thank You

Comments: 3 Diseases - Infect Me.

...it keeps me stronger [19 Aug 2003|09:06pm]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | Kidney thieves - Mustard Seed ]

Well i got wool wraps..
wool wraps

I met up with Giles today, hes sweet. We went to see terminator 3, then we went and had a drink in a bar, it was nice, I felt a bit un easy with him at first because he is 29 and im only 18... but hes sweet :)

well i dunno what to think about my hair... it was waist length, but my mum 'trimmed it' now its just past my shoulders... I really cried when i looked in the mirror. I really loved my hair.

Im just gonna keep wool wrapping it untill it grows back

Comments: 5 Diseases - Infect Me.

fuck [17 Aug 2003|06:27pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | My ruin - Miss ann thrope ]

well yesterday met up with greg, but he was late so i went to talk to the fog in music zone for a bit, he was trying to put CDs of bands he'd never heard of back where they belong. It was nice to see him again, aint seen him for ages. Then saw aaron and al and their girlfriends and talked to them for a bit outside tempest records until greg got there.
talked to greg for a bit, then we went to see pirates of the caribbean, its sooo good! and johnny depp looks SOOOO hot *drools*
annnnnd im gettin wool wraps tomorrow! yayness

Do You Like:
1. Nirvana- there ok
2. Sublime- no
3. Depeche Mode- Not really
4. Linkin Park- no
5. No Doubt- yes - old
6. Rage Against the Machine- yes
7. U2- NO
8. Green Day- NO
9. Beastie Boys- no
10. Red Hot Chili Peppers-yes - middle
11. Blink-182- NO
12. System of a Down- not really
13. The Smashing Pumpkins- yes
14. Korn- blah
15. Bob Marley-no
16. Metallica- stuff before black album
17. The Offspring- NO
18. The Cure- YES
19. Incubus- there ok
20. Stone Temple Pilots- No
21. Pearl Jam- Yes
22. Tool- Yes
23. Radiohead- Yes
24. 311-no
25. Nine Inch Nails- Yes
26. Weezer-no
27. Social Distortion- No
28. The Smiths/Morrissey- No
29. Jane's Addiction- yes
30. Oingo Boingo- ???
31. Alice In Chains- Yes
32. Limp Bizkit- nooooooooooooooo
33. The Clash- no
34. Dave Matthews Band- no
36. The Ramones- sorta
37. Staind-no
38. R.E.M.- no
39. Bush- use 2
40. Bad Religion- no
41. Foo Fighters- not really
42. New Order- ??
43. Soundgarden- YES
44. Garbage- yes old
45. Pennywise- no
46. Violent Femmes- ???
47. Rob Zombie/White Zombie- yes
48. David Bowie- No
49. Godsmack- No
50. Duran Duran- No
51. P.O.D.- no
52. Coldplay- no
53. Beck- no
54. Eminem- no
55. Deftones- yes
56. Cypress Hill- no
57. Oasis- No
58. Jimmy Eat World- EW NO
59. Tori Amos- i admire her
60. Moby-no
61. The Pixies- no
62. Blondie- no
63. Live- ?
64. Hole- yes
65. Rancid- No
66. Fatboy Slim- No,
67. Siouxsie and the Banshees- yea
68. Marilyn Manson- yes
69. Save Ferris- no
70. The Sex Pistols-No
71. Disturbed- Do
72. Billy Idol- No
73. The Strokes-No
74. The Police- No
75. Primus- sorta
76. The Go-Go's- No
77. Everclear- No
78. Bjork- No
79. Dramarama- ??
80. Prodigy- yes
81. The Cult- Dio
82. Cake- no
83. MxPx- ??
84. Third Eye Blind- No
85. Sum 41- NO
86. Travis- No
87. Papa Roach- NO
88. Devo- ??
90. New Found Glory- no
91. The Cranberries- No
92. Lit- no
93. The B-52's- no *shoots them*
94. Puddle of Mudd-No
95. Blur- no
96. Unwritten Law- no
97. Pet Shop Boys- hehe no
98. Hoobastank- no
99. X- ?
100. Lenny Kravitz- no
101. Adema- no
102. Echo & the Bunnymen- no
103. Kid Rock- no
104. INXS- No
105. 50 Cent - no
106. Everlast/House of Pain- No
107. Faith No More- YES
108. Ozzy Osbourne- No
109. Evanescence - np
110. The Misfits - yes SAW THEM *grins*
111. NOfx - No
112. Casualties- ??

Comments: 3 Diseases - Infect Me.

I got the cure [15 Aug 2003|08:00pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Kiss - Dr Love ]

pizza hut made me sick

Comments: 1 Disease - Infect Me.

you die die die [14 Aug 2003|07:27pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]
[ music | FDQFP13 - Motel Killafornia ]

no update for a while, ive been pretty busy and finally..
so ive been driving everywhere hehe.
I drove to Birmingham city centre today with big dani and tom. pretty scary! my moms been driving for 15 years and even she wont drive there lol *grins*

Comments: 2 Diseases - Infect Me.

gemm sa, gemm sa huf [10 Aug 2003|07:10pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | funker vogt - gunman ]

Its been stupidly hot, and central trains are gay. I went to see matt yesterday in worcester, we had fun, but it was hot.
Then going home, the 8:30 train to birmingham new st was cancelled so i had to get the 9:30 which was delayed. We sat at worcester foregate st station for about 2 hours and in that time we saw one train, which was on the other platform *growls* and THEN loads of drunk people got on the train, which THEN took us to birmingham snow hill! grrrr and i missed the connecting train to tamworth and my dad cam to pick me up from new street, so I had to walk across birmingham at about 11:30 pm by myself, I could have got murdered, and its all central train's fault! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

E tuhd ghuf fryd du drehg yhosuna. Eja dneat du crid uvv so vaamehkc vun res, yht E drehg edc fungat. Pid muugehk yd dra uha brudu E ryja uv res dutyo...yht raynehk yso dymg ypuid res, yht ruf padr fyc paehk sayh du res. E zicd fyhhy cruf res, dryd ra lyh pa mujat.

Im just gonna give up with people

Comments: Infect Me.

go on take EVERYTHING [07 Aug 2003|08:35pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | Hole- Violet ]

Got a scaffold pierced into my ear today, stings a bit... lol jon is such a whore he asked my friend/piercer Dawn out too lol. Hung out with rich today, he told me hes there for me too, hes sweet :) and kris took me to the pub and bought me some hole pin badges :)

say it if you mean it )

Comments: Infect Me.

nothing seems to satisfy... [06 Aug 2003|07:28pm]
[ mood | hot ]
[ music | Tool - Stinkfist ]

o0o its hot, TOO FUCKING HOT. I havent left the house since sunday, apart from guitar and drum lessons. So im going to dans house in 30 mins. Ive been so tired, Im never usually in the house, always with friends. I needed this rest.

Comments: Infect Me.

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