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shesellsseachels' Blurty:
| Wednesday, April 9th, 2008 | |
| 11:15 am | Just have nothing to say... I am not sure what I should do. |
| Monday, June 19th, 2006 | |
| 3:01 pm | 1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. A. "if anyone in his party was missing. Missing? No. And there's” {whole quote: Buck's seatmate roused, drooling, when an attendant asked if anyone in his party was missing. "Missing? No. And there's nobody in this party but me."(from the book Left Behind)} 2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you touch? A. Febreze bottle, camera, webcam, speaker, blue pen, house key 3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? A. CP24 News 4. Without looking, guess what time it is. A. 2:40pm. 5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? A. 3:05pm 6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? A. TV, fan, cars and trucks on the highway, cat digging in the litterbox 7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? A. about 2pm, walking back from my boyfriends house. 8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at? A. Jenn's blog 9. What are you wearing? A. navy yoga tank top, beach bum shorts, sunglasses on my head 10. Did you dream last night? A. I did dream, it had something to do with work. 11. When did you last laugh? A. my boyfriend, he is not exactly handy and he is trying to put his air conditioner in. Too funny! 12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? A. calendar, aerobics schedule, picture my Mom painted for me. Otherwise, bare. 13. Seen anything weird lately? A. This guy was hanging out around our apartment building before we left for Home Depot. When he returned, he was still there. I looked at him and he lipped "WTF are you looking at?" 14. What do you think of this quiz? A. interesting...things I don't normally think about 15. What is the last film or video you saw? A. I watched the 2001 World Gymnastics Championships on video 16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy? A. pay off debt, a new car, a new house and pay off my parents farm. 17. Tell me something about you that I don’t know. A. I just found my birthmother this weekend. 18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? A. I would make the rich take care of the poor. 19. Do you like to dance? A. no. 20. Comment to George Bush: A. Don't know you, as long as you don't think you can get our natural resources for free and keep your nose out of our business, I don't care what you do. Oh, and work on getting our borders safe. (I can Canadian) 21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Carly Erin Faith 22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? A. Ryan Brendan 23. Would you ever consider living abroad? A. Yes, in an English speaking country. 24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gate? A. Good effort...you're IN! |
| Monday, February 6th, 2006 | |
| 2:02 pm | Gosh, I just don't understand all of these Muslims that are protesting over CARTOONS? Don't they have anything better to do? They must understand that in the FREE WORLD, we have freedom of speech and expression. Their demonstations show the reason they have not broke the threshold to civilized society. I am not speaking of Muslims in general, I am only speaking of the ones that are burning down buildings and burning flags etc. They prove nothing except why the world is so hostile to them. They do not know how to protest peacefully. Try it, people may respect you more. |
| Monday, January 23rd, 2006 | |
| 4:51 pm | Voted NDP today....er, don't know how I feel about that. Things are great with Chris. I love my boy. |
| Saturday, December 3rd, 2005 | |
| 4:38 pm | Lesson for today: PERSONAL SPACE. I am big on personal space. In fact, I think it is a Canadian characteristic. We don't like being crowded, AT ALL. At least, I really don't like it. I like a certain space around me. This is ANYWHERE. I realize sometimes you can't have that space or we allow people into that space from time to time, but for the most part, Canadians RESPECT that space. Today though, at Tim Horton's, there was this lady behind me who was obviously in a HURRY. She kept crowding me in line and I was trying very hard not to snap. Personal space is one of those things that when violated, I cannot "keep" my emotions inside. I was ready to say "Look, do you want to go in front of me?" when the lady took my order, but then she stood BESIDE me as the lady took my order, and I just rolled my eyes at her. I really was annoyed. It is one of those little things that bother me. I had a friend who I worked with, who was from New Guinea and personal space there is NOT an option. It is crowded and he never "learned" what personal space was. We finally explained it to him and he let out this big sigh. All this time, he thought people didn't like him because they would give him "looks" when he came close. After we explained that it wasn't that we didn't like him, it was that he was probably invading people's personal space, he realized how important it was. To that point, he didn't "get it". Anyways, once he realized this important social norm (at least in Canada), he was able to get along better with people. There are some people who still haven't learned this concept. I will continue to quickly spin around in lines and stuff to get my point across. Maybe I should just say "You are invading my personal space."? I don't know, seems rather confrontational. Ah, another Canadian trait, being passive aggressive. LOL! |
| Friday, December 2nd, 2005 | |
| 8:42 pm | It has been a while. Things are great with C, we get along very well and along with being bf and gf, we are good friends period. I have been sleeping a lot lately. This job takes a toll mentally on me and I find that I am often really tired by about 9:30. I am trying to get committed again to working out. I have been slacking the last couple of months. I have to learn to push through and just GO. I went tonight to Pump and then did 40 minutes of cardio. I want to keep this up. Weight is slowly creeping up on me and I just can't let that happen. C is working tonight until about 9:30...I hope I am not asleep by then! |
| Monday, November 7th, 2005 | |
| 10:12 pm | Miss Kev. Lots. |
| Tuesday, September 13th, 2005 | |
| 9:31 pm | On why Roman Catholics pray to Mary: People pray to her b/c ANY teenaged tramp who gets pregnant, then gets away with convincing her dumb-ass older fiance (with whom she's never had sex) that it was GOD who knocked her up so he should still marry her and raise the bastard crotchfruit as his own instead of having her stoned to death DESERVES to be worshipped. |
| Thursday, September 8th, 2005 | |
| 5:02 pm | I think my brother is a drug addict, and it makes me so sad. He was doing well for a while, about 6 months, and now he is back to it. He got kicked out of his apartment, we have no idea where he is living. He also stopped working at the restaurant he was working at, so we have no idea where he is. I wish more people would admit that drug use is a big part of family strife. I am back on Blurty now, and although I won't get into details yet, I have met a wonderful guy who accepts me for me, and things are going well. Look for more updates soon. |
| Saturday, August 13th, 2005 | |
| 6:50 pm | Well, I see no problems writing now, seeing as K and I are not seeing each other or anything. He is a great friend, and I am glad that we have a friendship and can share things. We were never "dating" or anything like that. As for my personal life, I have hung out at Chris' a bit, and tonight he is taking me out to the Charcoal Steakhouse. Fancy Shmancy! We enjoy each other's company whatever we are doing. He is an amazing musician. I wish I had some kind of original talent like that, lol! He is so talented. I can sit and listen to him play for hours. Having dated J when I was younger, I know that musicians require a lot of free time and stuff like that. I think he likes the attention of me watching him. ;) None the less, I am obviously not rushing into anything at the moment, but I would say that there are possibilities, but I can't force it, nor will I. I have many fears about getting into a relationship. But I really do like this guy! Work has been tough lately, but I just need to keep my socks up and my enthusiasm high. Time for dinner and wine! Yum! |
| Wednesday, July 20th, 2005 | |
| 9:50 pm | Another way that you love your enemy is this: When the opportunity presents itself for you to defeat your enemy, that is the time which you must not do it. There will come a time, in many instances, when the person who hates you most, the person who has misused you most, the person who has gossiped about you most, the person who has spread false rumors about you most, there will come a time when you will have an opportunity to defeat that person. It might be in terms of a recommendation for a job; it might be in terms of helping that person to make some move in life. That?s the time you must do it. That is the meaning of love. In the final analysis, love is not this sentimental something that we talk about. It?s not merely an emotional something. Love is creative, understanding goodwill for all men. It is the refusal to defeat any individual. When you rise to the level of love, of its great beauty and power, you seek only to defeat evil systems. Individuals who happen to be caught up in that system, you love, but you seek to defeat the system. ..............to S, I really pity you. Good luck in your life. I hope things work out for you. |
| Monday, July 4th, 2005 | |
| 8:12 pm | So my day has been really nice. Tanned all afternoon. K washed my car, and did a great job, I might add! I had to leave to go to step, and got through the class and now I am ready to relax. Ooops. House is messy. Tomorrow is back to work. Salary day though, so I will most likely be busy. In addition it is Mela remittance day, so I will be doing figures most of the day. I do love my job, but math for 8 hours? No one can say "joy!" to that, unless they are an actuarian. As for my previous entry, again, to my friends, I apologize. If you would like to read any of my entries, just let me know. But I will not have my privacy violated by jealous women anymore. I've been there, done it. These types of people are not worth my time or energy. After today's "incident", I must say, karma really bites you in the ass sometimes, eh? My doctor's appointment was great. I've been off AD's for a month now. My anti-anxiety pills seem to be working fine. In another 6 weeks, the doctor will rate my concentration to determine if I need to go on something for that. But I must say, I feel great. I am happy, I am confident, and I am really content with my life. Current Mood:  chipper |
| 12:50 pm | Welcome back to high school! I have been hanging out with a great guy, K, and things were going really good. Then I got sabotaged apparently. It goes a little like this. When you are hanging out with someone as friends, this does not necessarily mean that you are exclusive, unless it is defined as such. So, naturally, K may talk to other women, go out on dates with them, etc. This is common knowledge. I do the same thing. However, sometimes, these other women do not quite see it the same way. For instance, they may decide that after one date, they are suddenly exclusively dating, and the wedding invitations may already been drawn up, unbeknownst to the man they are dating. Then, they find out about YOU. Suddenly, you become the enemy, and they start researching you, trying to dig up information on your past, trying to figure out who you are, etc. Quite immature and pathetic, I know. After all, if you had high self-esteem, it wouldn't matter if the guy you are "seeing" is meeting others. You would be confident in yourself to realize that there is nothing you can do to control this situation, and building a friendship and possible relationship is based on trust. But, unfortunately many women do not have the wherewithall to trust men. Maybe it is not so much the men, they do not trust the women. Especially if the "other" woman may be younger, with no baggage and higher self-esteem. Who knows? All I know is that if someone is willing to dig up information on me and then pass my website off to the guy I am hanging out with all in an attempt to discredit me, that is pretty pathetic, wouldn't you agree? Desperate people do desperate things I suppose. And while it may make someone feel better to do such a thing, you have to take it in perspective. Would a man really be interested in a woman who is catty and gossipy and fake like that? Someone who doesn't look in their own backyard at the improvements that need to be made, but instead tell someone else that they need to improve their yard? Ha! Yes, I do take medication for anxiety. In fact, it helps a great deal. I don't hide it. But you would would be astonished to know 20% of the Canadian population takes some type of anxiety or depression medication. So before someone criticizes me, look in the mirror, would you? As a result, I have encrypted this journal so that only those entries I want public are public. Only my friends with passwords can access the private material, and even that will be modified. I am sorry that I have to do this, Meg and Erin, but the internet is a powerful tool that sometimes people manipluate. And to the individual that did this to me sorry to hear that it didn't work out between you and K. Bummer. Must I keep saying that K and I are ONLY friends? Sheesh. |
| Tuesday, June 14th, 2005 | |
| 9:53 am | Sizzling....c'est HAUT! Last night I went to the gym, but skipped the weights part. I am still not 100% after the week off, so I decided not to push it. Had a decent step class, then I went home and showered. I hung out with my buddy Dallas, but left after a couple hours because his place was so warm. I came back to my sauna, and I streaked around the apartment. I went to bed with the fan blowing on me, but at that point it had cooled down to a chilly 25C, lol! In the middle of the night however, it was quite comfortable. I was even able to use a blanket. I still tossed and turned a fair bit, but it is supposed to cool of considerably, so I look forward to being able to put clothes on again. People at work are kind of getting sick of all of the nakedness. :) I am in kind of a daze today. Not sure why. I have a tea in one hand and I already mowed down a couple of Wake-ups to help me through the day. I could use a good, oh, 4 hour nap, I think. Tonight is step at 5:30, in Waterloo. Then I am going to come home and clean my house like the great domestic goddess I am. Who am I kidding. I am going to shower and sit my bum on the couch. Cleaning will be done by my servant, aka it won't get done until later. :) I have to finish some reading, as I am currently hoamskooling my final course. Perhaps I will do that, perhaps I will just lay on the couch cursing the Jays. If I am really terrific, I will multi-task, reading and cursing simultaneously. I find if I try to read during the game, my reading is usually between innings on commercial breaks. But even that is difficult as I am a victim of marketing. I actually enjoy commercials, critiquing them and ooo'ing and ahhh'ing at them. Yesterday I managed to finish my invoicing at work, and then raced to the gym to see Michael Jackson get acquitted. Not sure I thought he was guilty or innocent, but none the less, he is done financially. I hear he has a catalogue of the Beetles songs which provides him royalties of $0.09 everytime a song is played on the radio. Not bad. Maybe he should hold on to that and sell some of those rediculous outfits he wears. I'm telling you, put them on eBay. Many o' freak would bid, I am sure! Bad news though. My best guy friend Tim, whom I went to school with, called me yesterday to tell me he is moving to Sudbury. While I am happy that finally he and his girlfriend Lissa will be living together instead of having the long distance relationship they have had for 3 years, I am still sad to see him go. He will be in Kitchener for 2 weeks in July and he will be staying at my place, so at least we will be able to hang out until he goes for good. But it is still hard. I know people come and go into ones life, but I have had a lot of people go! My best friend Meaghan lives in England, my best friend Erin lives in Australia. My very bestest friend Angela (we went to pre-school together and have been best friends since our first trip to the "bad chair" together) is moving to Sault Ste. Marie in less than a year. So it is hard, because these were not merely acquaintances, these were best friends. It can be very lonely when people move so far. Of course I am happy for them and the experiences that they are having, but still, hard because I can't just call them up and say "wanna go for a coffee?" With Meaghan and Erin it is even harder because of internet access issues overseas. Very expensive. Anyways, enough with the complaining. I am very fortunate to have these friends and I am lucky enough to have spent time with them. Ok, this pile of paperwork on my desk is getting to situation critical levels. Unreal. Yesterday, my desk was clear at hometime. Sometime between 5pm and 8am, little munchkin elves have come in and annihilated my office, causing mass confusion and destruction of my perfect little utopia. I had better hop to it and do something constructive. Current Mood: Meh. |
| Tuesday, June 7th, 2005 | |
| 8:02 pm | Another day at work. The new pills I am taking are making me nauseous. I couldn't go to the gym this evening because of it. I can't stand missing the gym like I have been, but I do need to take care of myself. I just don't want to gain weight and lose all of the progress I have made. Jays and Cubbies are on now...must go see! |
| Monday, May 23rd, 2005 | |
| 10:15 pm | The following all begin with 'In your lifetime, have you....' 1. ...ridden on a rollercoaster? YES 2. ...performed (in any area of the arts) onstage? YES 3. ...planted a garden? YES 4. ...ever had to reformat your hard drive due to a virus/spyware? YES 5. ...written a book? A poem? A song? NO 6. ...sang karaoke? NO 7. ...been interviewed by a local tv station/newspaper? YES 8. ...witnessed a tornado/earthquake/hurricane first-hand? NO 9. ...participated in a photo scavenger hunt? NO 10. ...traveled to another country? YES |
| Friday, January 7th, 2005 | |
| 8:09 am | Blurty is so slow. I think I am going to have to move my online journal because of the very slow connection time. I understand that it is free, but.... First off, I haven't really written. The only thing I really want to say is I have kept up to date on all of the tsunami news and I feel really guilty for living in a safe place like Canada, while people there have lost everything. I donated to the cause, but I somehow feel like I can't do enough. I really hope that all of these government pledges actually go to help people. I don't really want to keep writing. I think that entry is fine. I will catch up on the rest of my life shortly. Current Mood:  guilty |
| Friday, December 31st, 2004 | |
| 3:01 pm | I am not at all excited about New Years. I am miserable and I don't know why. I am tired, I am just plain unhappy. I need a nap. |
| Wednesday, December 29th, 2004 | |
| 7:41 pm | My car died today. Punctured gas tank or similar. My exhaust system has a huge gaping hole in it as well. My transmission is going through fluid like a camel when it's thirsty. My gym membership was cancelled and I don't know why. I didn't eat today. I took the bus home. It took me over an hour. My car is somewhere in the middle of Kitchener. I'm screwed. |
| Saturday, December 11th, 2004 | |
| 7:11 pm | Now that I am "done" school (the exams anyways), I will have more time to work on my body. I am back up to 145lbs, and that scares me. I don't understand why I can't just hover around 135lbs. That is where I am happiest. I just have to tone it up a bit, and I will do that starting next week, I will have much more time to get everything in, esp. work and gym. I can start going into work an hour or two early on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays, and that will give me $120 extra per pay cheque, which isn't a bad thing. In other news, I am also debating whether to keep my blurty here. I may do to a different daily, with more features. For now though, I like here, because I can add my thoughts quickly, no html, or anything, but if I start learning more advanced html and xml, I may trade, but I have no definate plans yet. And Tess, if you read this, I had to send your package again. I sent it to the wrong address. In fact, an address that doesn't exist, so I sent it back today and you should get it in a few days! |