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[15 Feb 2008|12:45pm] |
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oh my gad, i feel so fat, it's driving me insane... arrghgghghgh!!!! i'm so upset, as much as i don't want to be. i know i'm trying now, which is the important part. but still. losing about 10 lbs in the next 5 minutes would do me a world of good, ha ha.
later today i have a power yoga class.. that should make me feel a bit better, but still.. ugh. i want this belly gone NOW. not to mention all the other parts, but my belly is horrible. one big meal and it sticks out, and it stays stuck out, and just gets bigger. disgusting!
new rule: no more going back for seconds. just eat more slowly. (b. always, always goes back for seconds and thirds. his habits are too catching. i need to just take longer to eat, so that i only have one serving. simple.. )
i have a show to play tomorrow. good thing my belly is HUGE >:(
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