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this is my show... [04 May 2003|08:52pm] in all its fame and glory. here is my show. in sudbury, ontario. 3 comments|post comment

three dollar bills... [08 Apr 2003|12:45pm] [ mood | rejuvenated ] [ music | pda - interpol ] yesterday was intriguing. i got a wad full of film devellopped then saw justin, alex, and adam in the food court. i usually hate the mall. mostly because i always go by myself when i devellop film. we played around in the Showcase store. i ended up giving my phone number to the boy christian who works there. how odd. hes twenty years old. and i dont like his laugh. his hair is so styled like cal from the undergrads or something. ...im critical? no. just observant. im not mean either. hes got a nice body though...he lifted his shirt to show me a bite from a dog. just an update... post comment

[06 Mar 2003|10:26pm] Heywood Jablome says: I experienced an epiphany Heywood Jablome says: I just realised what it means to live Heywood Jablome says: I dont really talk to people anymore right... so I have become myself and shed much of what society imposes on me a lot of those things I have begun to see as wrong and adapted to make me happy I feel as though I am a good person now and I will always look into a situation to better myself whats the point of living if you arent taking part and actually learning from what we do Heywood Jablome says: uhm.. i want to live my life as good as I can.. many say this, many also say it in a very selfish sence.. They want to live for theselves which is fine.... it is how they make themselves happy and I really accept everyone for who they are. I cannot try to change them that is a little selfish on my part Heywood Jablome says: I guess what I am trying to say is that I find true happiness in detaching myself from who I am told I am I am myself and I strive to live as close to a selfless life as possible Heywood Jablome says: for instance... I would rather hear someone honestly saying what they feel and what they think instead of telling me what they think I want to hear true conversation.... true relationships come from those who do in fact open up to each other this is why i admire andre. we agree on so many things. and our conversations arent just small talk. i detest small talk. 3 comments|post comment

you take my heart... [06 Mar 2003|08:25pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | superstar - tegan & sara ] i hope michelle gets home soon. im antsy and want to go out...bad ! i applied for a credit card today. debt begins as soon as i get it. that would be so badass if i got it in the mail before i left off to toronto ! so yeah, thats the plan. i go to toronto for the week, and sleep at andre's all week. not in the vacant basement apartment. but in his own bed. it wont be as lonely. i like it. and plus. despite the hour away distance. it will be free. here i come toronto. i figure i'll go to a library downtown and fool around on the net, so i can warm up/give my feet a rest when i get tired of walking around so much. the upside is my truck is getting fixed tommorow i think. *steeples fingers*...excellent. the weekend might not be such a lost cause. i kinda felt like shit when i phoned ken at noon today and woke him up. i hate when people wake me up like that. ahhhhh well. *shrugs* my antsy mood doesnt allow me to elaborate on things. post comment

you got the best of meeeeeee... [03 Mar 2003|10:10pm] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | best of me - american football ] first off. i this night is so kickass. *smiles smugly* im pretty happy tonight. actually. fuck that. im so fucking happy!!! i was happy cause when i was at the mall, i bought a bingo scratch ticket which im addicted to, and i scratched it when i was drinking orange julius tropi-colada or some delicious shit like that, and i won three dollars. that rocks. and i risked it and i bought another one. and i just scratched it and i was like " WOOO. another three dollars ! kickass." but then i looked at it closer, and theres an upside-down Y also....so that means another 100 dollars racked onto that ! im so fucking badass. im hyped. check this estimation out. $103.00 [lottery ticket] +150.00 [last week's paycheck] +150.00 [this week's paycheck] - 3.00 [gonna buy another ticket] -------------------------------------------------- =400.00 i dont think ive ever racked in that much money in a week. yeah. kinda sad when money=happiness huh? oh well. thats just a good wad of money for my toronto trip. my mom kinda spoiled me for once too. we went off to the mall. and she paid for my pictures which rocked. 12$ more in my pockets. and then we went off to sears, and she bought me perfume ! ive never ever gotten perfume. mind you ive never been all that fond of it. so this stuff ought to last me until im like 60, and actually need to start wearing perfume to cover up my stink hah. i saw neil in sears. apparently hes putting on a show on the 28th. its an all local band show. im so in the dark about some things sometimes. im out of the loop and dont even care. *shrugs* apparently neil told me that eebs gonna have a show in his house or something, and he was like "haha theres competition for my show." not really. with blind spot and last chance and all that stuff, hes automatically got the whole town's 14 yr old population, and enough studded belts to make a cruise ship mind you. my mom also bought me kickass undies + a half price navy waffle underwear shirt. MMm. i like being all warm. hug me. i feel like tea. i think im gonna go make myself some. im so addicted to chai tea ever since last summer when me + camille took tea breaks from work. it was so rediculous hah. this is so hideous ! I LOOK FAT. LIKE CHIPMUNKS. CAUSE IM EATING. pinch my cheeeeeks. pat is pretty kickass. too bad we dont talk cause hes going out with some lame ass girlfriend. i hate losing my guy friends. *waaah.* heres some hideous pics of andre. he looks so hick in these pics. *sigh* 4 comments|post comment

whats it like to have a room of guys encircle you? [02 Mar 2003|07:06pm] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | all the photographs - the sea and cake ] so ive got the motivation to look for an apartment in toronto for next week. but not to do homework. oh yes. my priorities are right out of whack. andre is going home tommorrow. *el sigh-o* matt is gone home today i think. i talked to andre a couple of times online today. he told me he phoned me last night, i told him that i phoned back afterwards when i got home at 10:30, and apparently he didnt get that message. he was sorry he didnt phone around then cause he had been told that i was going to be home. but apparently shit got caught out of hand at the Darkroom, and then he headed off to vicki's later on after that. i dont know with who. doesnt matter. ahh well. its amusing how he apologizes so much. its funny like that. ive told him to stop. i mean, i was sooo trying to hog him while he was down, and he totally would have gone for it, if we hadnt been playing telephone tag hah. he didnt even have time to hang out with soulmate-eric , and erics known him for so long. *shrugs* im so special. *smirk* so many good memories were made this weekend. i cant wait to spend the week in toronto next week. ohhhhh yeeeees. i know i ought to be saving money for my cameras/a car/tattoos, instead of spending it all there. but ive got no discipline apparently. post comment

i grab a new seat, i dont like the one ive got, the fabrics wearing through... [01 Mar 2003|11:18pm] fuck. i hate playing telephone tag. its a constant battle with andre these past days. and i havent been updating, cause ive had no time for the internet. imagine that... me, no time for the internet. thats crazy shit. i would have never thought that possible. im here. home. by myself. on a saturday night. went out till 10. andre phoned, at 6:45...15 minutes after i had already left. FUCK SAKES. ugh. yeah. well at least we hung out yesterday. got all bundled up. went to some hick-ass bonfire party thing. good times. i swear. tonight i went to watch the dance competition afterwork. im so tired i dont wanna go into depth with details. *fustrated grunt* im not even gonna bother putting a song or emotion here. i just need to finish replying to these goddammned 18 new messages in my inbox. post comment

you got me crawling, crawling on the floor... [26 Feb 2003|05:59pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | a girl like you - edwyn collins ] so i signed out at lunch time today. only went to my peer helper course this morning. said i had to go to the clinix, i thought i was pregnant; "im going through a very traumatic time." [its always fun spicing up signout times with nicely fabricated lies.] im not so ignorant that im making fun of irresponsible pregnant teens. its just that i lie about things off the top of my head. i just lie to people i dont care for when i know i can get away with it. sure. i can go get analyzed and then id be diagnosed as being a compulsive liar or i can tell you to shut the fuck up as i continue to drink my fruit punch. *sip.* i went straight to Records On Wheels, i killed about an hour there, browsing through everything, withon a twenty dollar bill in my pocket. i tried to trade in lame ass used cds. i gave one to tony, compliments of me, i kept the other two to myself. i hate when random people send me their godawful shit in the mail and think its good. [sure, im aware that its a matter of personal taste for th emost part.] i found a little gem in the "2 FOR 22$" bin. Hennessey - life on AM radio, i was ecstatic. that song alone [life on AM radio] makes the cd completely worthwhile. he gave it to me for eleven dollars, and i also chose a used cd of the empire records soundtrack. its so badass. the song A girl Like You by edwyn collins makes the cd totally worthwhile, and tony gave me the 6.99 cd. for free, "on the house", definitly kickass. that .:life on am radio:. song on the cd is mastered/recorded so much better than the mp3.com track and even the video i saw on muchmusic a long while back. ugh. i need to go back thursday and buy a wad of about ten cds...including the new cat powercd. its so tori amos stylee. from the record shop, i went to the second level of the abandonned mall food court. i had some fruit punch there as well. i listened to my cds and watched this atrocious looking girl. [i wish rob was with me, he would have laughed so hard.] its a shame that i didnt get a chance to whip out my sketchbook and draw a pic of her. it was so hilarious as she eyed the ass of every guy that walked by and then looked at her friend and said "wooow!" with big eyes, and amazed expression and all. classic. definitly. i like observing people. i was in the food court for about 2 hrs, then i booked it off to work. when i got home, i got connected to the internet before michelle could phone [which is bad] but also, before the school had a chance to phone to notify my parents of how much ive been skipping school [which is good]. its all about mastering the art of intercepting calls. definitly. dial up internet is definitly good for that. and thats probably it. 6 comments|post comment

HAHAHAHAH. [25 Feb 2003|10:44pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | bad diary days - pedro the lion ] Why Bother Wondering says: hey jen ! Why Bother Wondering says: whats up sweet cheeks? haha go fuck yourself kyle. needless to say , i didnt respond to him. i bet five dollars that he just got dumped and is gonna try coming back to me. i could use a little making out sometime. i'll give in. then leave. heh. SHABAZAM. im slick. so i got all my semi formal pictures. im so sassy. *gives the ole wink and gun* i ought to put them on my site, so i can post them up here. ive been slaving for about an hour and a half on these god dammned band pics of the spicolis [california ska/punk] and always outnumbered [hamilton punk] *swears with numerous profanities.* post comment

follow suit in same order. [25 Feb 2003|06:58pm] [ mood | amused ] so andrew did some neato thing which intrigued me in his blurty. i thought id do the same, but when i looked at my interests, they mostly consisted of bands, which peole either didn't know of, or didnt like. so i guess ill do somewhat the same thing. these, are all bands... -abandonned hearts club [toronto hardcore] -all state champion [indie] -animotion [80s synth? very 80s. very good.] -buried inside [ottawa hardcore] -d.b.s. [why the fuck dont more people like them. c'mon kids.] -duotang [west coast indie?] -chris isaac [maybe i spelt this wrong.] -honeysuckle serontina [indie] -jude the obscure [hardcore] -kill mannequin [ontario hardcore] -kitchens & bathrooms [moreso indie] -mary's bleeding eyes [st catherines hardcore] -masculine feminine [austin texas indie, great bands from that town] -miracle of '86 [emo] -six going on seven [what the hell? arent they popular?] ...and mod and romantic styles, are the way i dress for the most part. i enjoy the glamourous accentuation and flamboyant exaggeration of romantic styles of makeup, and the clean cut proper dressed ways of the mods. so i dont have a scooter to accentuate my mod ways...so sue me. people resorted to te ways of the mods when punk floundered and then died off in the late 1970's. not go give you a history lesson or anything. but thas what i know. but some didnt turn to mod instead of punk, they had wanted more ways to express themselves, and then were labled as New Romantics. think duran duran, or spanddau ballet. oh well. enough learning for yous. im glad that my alexisonfire pictures are up on several sites, i'll send in the remaining 5 or so , and send them all into bandphotography.com i think. *steeples fingers.* yeees. excellentee. post comment

when you dont know, you just dont know... [25 Feb 2003|06:12pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | sun lotion - far from heroes ] so being a peer helper is just as tedious as work. but without pay. for a good hour and twenty minutes today, i filed reportcards into peoples files. and i realised something, i was a fucking sexy hot damned good looking little kid. i used to look at my pictures i was like, oh man , youre so 80s, what with the big bangs and all. but i look at other people with their face deformities, UGLY poofy hair, tacky clothes, and i realise, i was damn well lucky to be so special not to be tortured with bad looks as a kid. man. looking at peoples transcripts is fun. *gives the thumbs up.* i havent told anyone i dropped photography. oh well. damn straight. this saturday. shits going down. ten year old girl from my school. having a party. me + rob. causing ruckus. word. this is ken... [i hope i learn how to post pictures right.] well i have to go pick up my semi pictures from walmart now. more later perhaps. post comment

when we meet on a cloud, i'll be laughing out loud. [24 Feb 2003|07:05pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | the bear attack - aviator ] hopesfall7824hXc: i love boys night out mudpuppyanna: yeah boys night out kick some ass. hopesfall7824hXc: have u checked out silverstein, alexisonfire? mudpuppyanna: pffft. alexisonfire are almost local here now haha, my friend keeps on getting them to play shows like monthly . its kinda lame, but yah, they are good. hopesfall7824hXc: ah over doing it eh! tell yer friend to get a band called "marys bleeding eyes" ...sounds gross...but along the lines of alexisonfire. they are from niagara falls. mudpuppyanna: yeah mudpuppyanna: i like them mudpuppyanna: theyre from st catherines arent they? mudpuppyanna: she actually was gonna get them to do a show. as well as another. mudpuppyanna: i think they broke up. hopesfall7824hXc: some bands i like are the beatles, afi, finch, thrice, johnny cash (the new stuff haha..hate to admit it yes!), death by stereo hopesfall7824hXc: ah really...shitty. mudpuppyanna: yeah, mary's bleeding eyes and jude the obscure broke up i think it is. hopesfall7824hXc: you have an amazing music sense. and so far interestin knowledge. damn...im luvin' it *blush* mudpuppyanna: haha. why thank you. mudpuppyanna: *curtsies.* that was definitly a cool convo. were really similar. thats always cool. yay. i love random aim messages. three cheers for moc, another reason its better than lnc haha. DOWN WITH LNC. work wasnt so shabby today. good fun. what an asshole. ken just left off for supper, before i could ask if he wanted to go off for coffee. ohhh well. maybe i'll stop by his house? i hate doing that. i think i will though. *gets all antsy and undecisive.* irk. i dunno. *ponders* art project overdue. no motivation whatsoever to get it done? dammit. *rolls her eyes.* i never cease to be lame. post comment

definitly... [24 Feb 2003|06:10pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] [ music | pda - interpol ] sooo...this grimey old man just walked by me and the back of his sweater said Body Heat Activated, i kinda laughed, then shuddered... he turned around and turns out that its a sweater advertising "Degree Antipersperant". im using some fucking french keyboard at the public library which doesnt allow me to do simple symbols, like slashes, and at symbols, and even quotation marks, BUT HOT DIGGITY I CAN DO EVERT ACCENT MY LITTLE HEART DESIRES. alt+91=[....theres a whole code page beside me... what a fucking pain in the anus. ugh. i make myself fucking sick. why am i so scared of confrontation sometimes? (there was no question mark on this keyboard, brackets either.) i went to drop my beloved photography class. its too late, and i cant become a part time student. *sigh* i was desperate to not have to go back to photography class....so i opted to do a course which gives me a gr 11 credit...im a PEER HELPER NOW!!!. haha bullshit. wanna see more bullshit...this is what is says at the top of the page... "Congratulations, Jen Gillen on joining this course. If you are now a peer helper in a classroom, an office, the library, or the educational media center, it is because a teacher andor guidance counsellor thought you responsible and professional enough to undertake the expectations of the curriculum. " thats great. just fucking peachy keen. oh yeah. this is like another job pretty much...they even mention that im almost like an employee now later on in the letter...basicly, im the guidance counsellor`s bitch. hah. *SIGH* eugh. this is so lame. i really need to get my life together. i keep on reflecting on my own life and all that hooplah. i keep thinking about all the friends which id like to keep, and who im close to and all. and then i think of what the hell im going to do in the future. maybe i should take a year off of school and just live in ottawa with jen and get a fulltime job and hang with eric on the side. pfft. lame. i dont think i wanna meet any of the kids whom i talk to on the internet who are from ottawa. i`ll probably get raped. i need money so bad. then again, dont we all. i really want a car for ottawa...but i also want my tattoos. theres no more uncertainty in it. grr. i think im gonna head off. this is bullshite. this is definitly shite. post comment

im definitly posting too much today... [23 Feb 2003|09:15pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | with every word - choke ] ive been on here for the most part of the day. its pretty sad. i should go do my art project. i just had a kickass convo with rob. he just made irc worthwhile for me today. next party....were goin there. causing a ruckus. stealing booze, then bookin it outta there. trashing basements, bonfires in basements apparently. we talked about everything. relationships, goodlooking people, ballroom dancing, "punk" kids in town [see below], work, getting fat [see below as well.], partying, breakfast and shit. jengillen : cause shes about as rebellious as my anus. raabhimself : lmao raabhimself : we are punk raabhimself : jen you and i raabhimself : are new school punk raabhimself : in the flesh jengillen : ugh. i need to get a membership at a gym. like pegasus or something. i think thats cheap. raabhimself : i work out at school jengillen : im gettin all outta shape. raabhimself : i do track and work out raabhimself : every day jengillen : since i quit dancing. raabhimself : ahw raabhimself : thats fucking atrocious raabhimself : GET IN SHAPE jengillen : yeah i know raabhimself : lol. raabhimself : joke joke jengillen : my chin is gonna be attached to my boobs raabhimself : we should like raabhimself : party sometime, jengillen : then im gonna get a gunt jengillen : GUNT!!!! raabhimself : bring me out with your friends raabhimself : NO raabhimself : NO gunt jengillen : HAHA. ahhh i love him. hes definitly one of my best guy friends. sure. he totally abandonned me when he went out with sally. he totally fell for her. hes the kinda guy who doesnt fall for girls also, which was weird and funny and we had a good laugh at it at first.. he admitted hes a man slut. weve made out a couple times. its what we do best hah. were such a pair though. he gets weird and depressed and thats how he gets out of it. i hold nothing against him. hes a decent guy. sally dumped his sorry ass though...it sucks. definitly. i feel bad for him. i can tell he doesnt wanna talk about it. he just got tense. but weve got a plan to bring our friendship even stronger which is nice, cause hes gonna phone me every week. ou la la. *grins.* im still waiting around for pat to get dumped/dump his slutty girlfriend. he'll come around again. *sigh* i never talk to him. i miss it. maybe id see him more if i was at school more often. it annoys me though. i switched over to this new school for photography and now, im thinking of dropping it so that i get more sleep in the morning , and i only have two after noon classes which would be kinda cool. im thinkin of dropping my aspirations of being a photographer altogether. i dunno. *shrugs* college really doesnt seem like the thing for me. sure. you cant make a living out of retail jobs, cause they dont go anywhere. but what if i dont wanna get anywhere. i really dont mind barely scraping by all my life, and living in an apartment. i dont think i want a luxurious life and all that hooplah. then again, i really dont know what i want and all. im really torn. weird. i just went from amused from my convo to nostalgic. hold me. 2 comments|post comment

HAHAHAHA. [23 Feb 2003|06:27pm] "guatemalan priest raps out the message" oh cnn when will you cease to amaze me. *shakes her head* i remember they had a whole story on Arab Rappers too. i think that ted turnedr definitly has a secret obsession with foreign rap. post comment

its times like these which remind me of how emo i am... [23 Feb 2003|02:47pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | holland 1945 - neutral milk hotel ] stupid topic. why are you so true. so this morning i woke up and sat on the carpet in my living room, in front of the window, in the sunbeam. its so nice. i sat there for a good halfhour at least, just thinking. and now im in this cold stupid den. ugh. *breathes on hands.* last night i watched the movie Pumpkin, after finishing the rest of Ghost World. [i love ghost world. enid reminds me of nat and myself. we rule. indefinitly.] man. pumpkin touched me so much. it was weird. i dont know if i cried because i wanted to, or if the movie actually wanted to, i'll have to test this out and watch it again sometime. you know. one of those moods where youd like to cry about anything and everything on someones shoulder? *sigh* this made me smile...... anderwear says: ok... you are a very interesting person. When I see you log on to msn, I get happy because I know we will have a good conversation and that I will be happy afterwards this style is timeless. says: awe why thanks. anderwear says: if I were still living there, I would most likely pursue a friendship (or perhaps even more... but that is too early to tell) this style is timeless. says: yeah. i definitly enjoy conversations with you. anderwear says: but you are cool and I would like to hang out with you anderwear says: would you like to go for tea sometime this style is timeless. says: and it just adds that you DoNt TaLk LieK DIs wiF NuMbErS 2 this style is timeless. says: sure thing. that would be kickass. anderwear says: hehe.. that is irritating anderwear says: I guess what I was trying to say was that I have a certain interest in you and I am trying to find out if it is on a purely friendship level.. or if it anything more. anderwear says: hehe anderwear says: hmm... can you see that honesty? hes really kickass. he lived here, moved to toronto, then is coming back for the week. so yeah. might go make plans with him? i dont even know what he looks like. i like being daring like that, and not letting looks affect how i talk to someone online. i wish i had gone..... the matrix has you says: u missed fun timesat chavins this style is timeless. says: oh yeah? this style is timeless. says: do tell. the matrix has you says: well I started the night with 4 bong hits, then to a 40 of beer, then to my 1.5g of shrooms then another joint, then grimee passed out, spizz was peaking out, I hit a last chance kid with a guitar, was hugely fucked up by then,, everything had a tracer on it, wsmoked about 20 smokes, got on the bus, thought it was falling off the world, got on my other bus thought I was in the matrix, the matrix has you says: the bumpy ride made me nauscious and I puked on the bus, got home and peaked outin my room for a few hours or so i want to be in a band. i want to call it 'frisky and the mamaguccies' i want to change the band name every week and spice it up with various charities like "the jake bonanza rainforest fund orchestra." good times will be had by all i say. post comment

"like i need a motherfucking asshole on my elbow" [23 Feb 2003|01:23am] [ mood | envious ] [ music | improbable upside - camber ] definitly a classic quote from the movie i watched tonight... "the rules of attraction." hot boy... ian somerhalder was in it. *drools.* played a gay boy. tasty gay boy...Mmmmm. go rent the movie. its good. its based on the book by Bret Easton Ellis who wrote american psycho. *gives the thumbs up* i dunno. it was a pretty good night. i went over to michelles, we watched 'liscence to drive', then we went out, dropped off late movies, paid off late charges, went to another blockbuster closer to home, rented movies, went to her house, watched movies, stuffed our faces. OH YEAH. its definitly all about stuffing your face till you can do so no longer. i need to download more music. earlier i got some american football, emery, danzig and uhhh. more boys night out i think? im gonna go fetch me some more of minus the bear, neutral milk hotel, you and i, the wolfnote, and whatever else i can get my grimey hands on. post comment

waaaah... [22 Feb 2003|02:05pm] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | breakfast of champions - rainer maria ] my fucking arm still hurts. son of a bitch. i was writing around in pain all last night. it took me sooo long to fall asleep last night. ken is all lonely and alienated. *sulks* wont hang out right now though, and i cant tonight, cause ive got plans with michelle. he takes 45 minutes to get ready apparently, cause hes gotta shower and shit, as do i, but hes also gotta clean the basement or something or other. awe. such a cute little lad. hangout. maybe monday. i popped a bunch of tylenol for my arm. hopefully it goes away. *glares.* i think im gonna take a nap before calling michelle so i dont like, fall asleep at her house or something. i think im gonna keep my computer running so i can get some new songs downloaded. post comment

semi-lame? [22 Feb 2003|01:21am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | watch your back - knife in the water ] sooo yeah. i went to my semi formal tonight. i went stag. i saw a hellofalot of people i knew. it was pretty good fun. much better than dougs semi. i wish ken came with me. i guess ken told matt that he liked me, cause matt asked "why didnt you ask ken to come" and i told him the dealy. me + nat + erin + her friend + annie + kurt + wes + nora all sat at a table. i danced quite a bit. i love busting out cheesy dance moves. can you blame me? im a dancer at heart. this is where ten years gets me hah. matt [different one] and i are so sassy. he rented a hat from my store, and he was gonna give it to me at the end of the night and all...cause its a two hundred and fifty dollar hat, and wanted to push the responsibility on me. but yeah. hes so kickass. i love him so much. i really do. we took some kickass pics. its a shame hes gay i guess. *shrugs* i claimed nat to be my date. she rocks. so much. heh. the song The Art Of Conversation by Kite Flying Socitety is on right now. its so damn good. it reminds me of andre for so many reasons as well as the fact that he sings like that. after jetting from semi, me + wes + kurt + annie booked it off to the bowling alley to find booze. no luck. after failed attempts. we chilled out in Tim Hortons. i saw josh walk in . and im like "whoa! i havent seen him in ages." i went up, put my arm on his shoulder and leaned on him and was like "hey" he gave me the weirdest look, said hi, and showed no look of recognition. i was like what the fuck? and im like "dude. its jen. i cut my hair. and just came from semi." hes like "whoa! holy fuck. hey there. .... im really stoned." figures. we chatted. it was good catching up somewhat. i had no school today techniically. because of art, it was like an art trip to do ice sculptures, we did this huge ass mother fucking dragon thing. it was actually not half bad. it was pretty fun doing it and all. my arm hurts. it really sucks. its like those "growing pain" things , which people get. i dont grow though. *shrugs.* its weird. im booking it off to bed. i have no work tommorrow again...mega sleep in time. *sighs with relief.* post comment

"its their junk" [20 Feb 2003|11:55pm] [ mood | infuriated ] [ music | sans cosm - sparta ] ugh. i went to the mall tonight. i hate the mall. specially when im all by myself, waiting for film to devellop. thats the only reason i go to the mall. i bitched to doug. he said to go over. so i did. we watched hockey. and laid on his comfy couch. thats where good times are made. i picked up my pics. went to michelles. she wasnt home. she wants to meet up at the party at lauras tommorrow. i cant go. i have to go to semi-formal. [WAAAAAAAH.] i cant go to chavin's party on saturday. me and michelle L are having an 80s movie night. my coworker jess, who i dont like, is getting fired. despite me knowing her for ten years, because of her lame personality, we wont hang out. shes got my fifteen dollars. i wont be getting my fifteen dollars back. i want my fifteen dollars. *frustrated grunt* post comment

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