Below are the 8 most recent journal entries.

	2003.03.29  00.46 thought tonight was going to be a bag of shite, as i had no-body to go party with :/ damn friends. i need more of em. in some ways it was a bit shit, non-eventful, jsut stayed on the net. but! i got caramel chew chew ice cream. ohhyeaah, it had so much caramel in and loads of chocolate caramel cups....it was heaven... oh god, i am boring, talking about ice cream. i shouldn't even be eating ice cream let alone frickin chatting about it...:/ everyone was going onnnnnnn about uni stuff today. i don't like it, i feel left out in some ways. im thinking that i just go to salford uni...its close enoguh to manchester, and besides, even if i do get a place at the met i'll be last and get a shit choice of accomadation there anyhow...so i might not even be as near to the centre as i would be in salford...ahh well, whatever. i really don't give a fuck at this present second. im listening to sixties music, its so good. im gonna get a sixties style dress for holiday.....ohhh holiday, i was looking at skirts and bikinis! and its all so exciting...i don't even give a fuck that im going on holiday with a load of twig people, because to be honest im quite happy with my figure for once! so fuck it! if im happy, who gives a fuck :D mgiht be going to ireland the week before too which would be so wicked. i looovee ireland, its just so lovely and all the little towns and pubs...i want to live there when im old and married to al, in one of those brightly coloured houses \o/ ive had this stupid ache today, its been moving about all day...over my face, like one second in my nose then my eye sockets then my teeth and my jaw...its odd, painkillers would be an idea i guess....but i always forget that they exsist. gah. i probably should've got on with loads of work i had to do tonight....but...i haven't. i suck. i really do, im so crap at this work lark...but the weather distracts me :/ makes me hyper...therefore no concentration... thats my excuse anyway ;) Mood: okay Music: the monkees - daydream beleiver

	2003.03.26  20.22 hmm I am 48% Geek You probably work in computers, or a history deptartment at a college. You never really fit in with the "normal" crowd. But you have friends, and this is a good thing. Take the Geek Test at fuali.com thats ok, i guess.

	2003.03.18  23.44 ive noticed loads of people going 'friends only' with their journals well ya see. problem there. maybe if i make my journal friends only, people might think i have something interesting to say and therefore, i will make friends. cunning eh! lol. blah i = spaz. i jsut had to edit this because i both 'only''s came out as 'online' motherfucking tired yo. Mood: pleased

	2003.03.18  22.50 blah. death by essay. im about to top myself. im never ever in a million years going to get it done. and i knew/know this....yet still, i have 0 willpower, and i hate myself for it well anyhow, spent today wtching news, or so i feel.....haven't heard the word iraq so many times in my entire life its doom. war is bad. but then again saddam is badder. he tied a guy to lampost the other day and cut out his tongue, leaving him bleeding to death. not saddam personally like...at least i don't think so. who knows withthese crazy dictator types i want some chocolate, i really do. damn my diet, dammit to all eternity god what a cheery post. i wish i live in the north pole. igloos rock \o/ Mood: depressed Music: the whirring of the cursed one

	2003.03.17  18.33 marararrrr your beastie boy buddy is micheal diamond. better known as mike d. he's crazy, commercial, and he didn't age so well. woo hoo! who's your beastie boy buddy? brought to you by Quizilla

	2003.03.17  18.10 frickin hell, here i am worrying about my english coursework and feeling ill when we're about to embark on a frickin war. it actually for the first time yesterday really fucking scared me, now we come down to it and its the 'final countdown' as such im properly scared. i don't wannnaaa goo to waarrrr my dad thinks he's extremely funny by saying ooh you might get called up! have fun fighting, get your gun ready! i don't find it amusing. of course, there isn't any other way this situation will get sorted...guess we'll jsut have to wait and see... now i feel extremely gay typing about trivial events in this, or any other of my diarys....but oh well, at least i realise this.

	2003.03.17  00.04 on second thoughts....i quite like it \o/ those hamsters are damn cute.

	2003.03.17  00.01 eesh horrible colours and layout must sort that out when im not so tired i predict i'll forget about this journal in....3 days or less. Mood: tired