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Tuesday, November 18th, 2003
5:44p - Lucky You. Here's More.
You'd be a gun, the ordinary, o so common weapon,
easily concealed yet you pack a big punch

?! What Murder Weapon Would You Be!?
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"I hope and pray every day, I'll get the news
that you passed away. So take your life and
turn it off, good-bye, so long, get lost, fuck

.+.What Murderdolls Song Are You?.+.
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"My mommy don't love me, and my daddy don't
care, NO. My sister's a slut, and my brother's
a drunk. And I'm standing in the mirror now
getting myself all dressed up."

.+.What Murderdolls Song Are You?.+.
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Congrats! You are Acey Slade!
You are Acey Slade!

???Which Murderdoll Are You????
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...STAB TO love the way the knife
splits the it seeps into every
poor...drawing blood to the surface.....and the
way they scream and writhe......yay stabby

how do YOU KILL? (part one of the trilogy of murder quizzes i want to make)
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BLAM! You use a GUN!

What is your murder style?
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What Kind Of Murderer Are You?
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Ooo..sexyass Eric Griffin -drools-
you are Eric Griffin.
you play bass, although you prefer the guitar.
people sometimes mistake you for a
vampire(people are weird). you played a vampire
for a brief second in Static-X's vidio for
"cold". you got some good hair. i
love you.

what sexy bitch from Murderdolls might you be?
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Here To Stay

The hurt inside is fading
This shit gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm done, Im not a whore
You've taken everything and oh I can not give

What koRn song are you??
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sarcastic korn fan

what korn fan stereotype are you? huh?
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Wake Up Hate

What KoRn Song are you ~pics~
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You are "Falling Away From Me". You're
suicidal, but you really shouldn't be. You have
a little box, and everytime you open it, KoRn
pops out of it and starts playing songs for
you. We would give our houses for that box, you
lucky bastard!

What KoRn song are you?
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You are "Pretty". Not nececcerally pretty in physical features, however. Pretty as in.. I'm honestly not sure actually. Smashing a 12 month year old girl's face into the bathroom floor isn't exactly what I'd call pretty.

Ok, you really do like Disturbed, im proud of
you...Quotes can be hard....but if you made it
here, you must really like Disturbed as much as
me.. >:-P

If You Like Disturbed...
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You're a sexcrazedmon!

wow, are you always this horny? well that's okay,
we all love orgies.. but probably not as much
as you. you enjoy mosh pits, flavored condoms,
and drinking a couple beers here and there.
you're pimptastic and you know how to slap dem

What disturbed pokemon trait are you? x_x
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Your song is Numb.

Which Disturbed Song Are You?
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David Draiman: The voice: You are
intellectual, spiritual, soulful, insightful,
philosophical, goal-oriented and never


Your quote: "My brothers, my sisters, my
blood.... SPEAK TO ME!!!!"

Which Member of Disturbed Are You?
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current mood: pseudo-suicidal
current music: Disturbed.Numb

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6:49p - And more.
All you want is hardcore yaoi. It doesn't matter
who the couple is and it doesn't matter how
they got together as long as they screw. ^_^
Good for you, you're a yaoi fan.

What kind of yaoi do you like?
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.:What's Your Drug of Choice?:. (with pictures)

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You aRe COKE
You Are COCAINE you are hated by alot of people but
why?You arnt so bad now are you?

WHAT DRUG ARE YOU (with images)???????????????
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and I can't be fucked doing more. Peace.

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8:35p - Can you tell how bored I am...
You and Yourself
1) What's your name? Mark
2) Do you like your name? Sure
3) What other names were your parents going to name you? Michael or Philip are the only one's I remember.
4) And if you were born the opposite sex? Isabel
5) What is the most annoying name? It's just names...
6) What is the most attractive name? see above.
7) Ever wish you were a member of the opposite sex? No, not really
10) How do you relax? Different ways. Get pissed, get high, sleep.

You and Others
1) Who is your best friend? Dave.
2) Why are they your best friend? Wouldn't have a clue
3) Do you have many enemies? More so than friends
4) Do you find it easy to get along with other people? No.. people generally tend to annoy me
5) Do you talk to strangers? All the time
6) Prefer to talk to people younger or older than you? Either
7) Are you patient when talking to others? Not often
8) How to you deal with people that annoy you? Avoid them, hit them, annoy them back.
9) Would you say you are polite? Depends on who I'm talking to

You and Love
1) Are you in a relationship with anyone? I tend to avoid this question.
3) If not, are you currently looking?
4) Would you ever have an affair, and why? Yes, it's part of my general nature.
5) Do you agree with casual sex? For the most part, yeah.
6) Would you have a relationship with someone that already had children? It depends on the kind of relationship, but no, I don't think I would.
7) How old do you want to be when you marry? I don't want to marry
9) What would you call your future children? (Male and Female) I'll get back to you on this one.
10) Would you ever marry an 80-year-old millionaire? No, I don't want to marry
11) What is your age limit for relationships? There isn't one, exactly.. though I don't think I'd be going over the 30 years mark.

You and Life
1) What do you want as a future career? I don't.
2) What are your ambitions? What ambitions?
5) How would you want to die? Any way, as long as it's relatively soon.
7) Would you kill yourself if a loved one died? I'd probably kill myself anyway, so sure. An easy excuse for it, I suppose.
8) If you had one last request, what would it be? That no one dies because of me. The person knows who they are.
9) If you only had a month to live, what would you do? Sulk, as it's probably two months too long.
10) What is the point of life? Wouldn't have a clue, it's different for everyone.
11) What are you living for? I really don't know. The vague hope that there might be more.

What is your opinion on...
2) Discrimination? I'm an avid participator.
3) Smacking children? If they need to be disciplined and nothing else is working, then sure. But it should be justified.
7) Online dating? Depends on the situation
8) Adultery? Each to their own.
10) Vegetarian diets? I'm vegetarian usually.. when I can be bothered.
11) Self harm? I should teach it, I'm that qualified.

You and Situations
1) If you could save only one person from a burning building, your favoured parental figure or a doctor with the knowledge to cure a disease such as HIV or cancer, whom would you save? The doctor. I don't have a favoured parental figure.
2) If you (or your other half) were expecting a child, but were told that due to unfortunate complications, only the mother or child could be saved, which would you let die? The mother
3) If you were trapped in a lift that was about to collapse with a elderly lady and a young boy, who has the right to escape first? Depends on the people. If the young boy had a day to live, I'd say the elderly lady. If the boy had his whole life to live, I'd say the boy.
4) How would you react if you came home and caught your best friend cheating on your trusted other half? It would be old news.
5) Would you sacrifice your own life for a loved one or family member? It depends on the person.
6) Would you ever donate any of your organs to anyone, either a loved one or a total stranger that needed it? Depends on the person, and which organs...
7) Would you ever abort your own child, or place them up for adoption if they were disabled or unplanned? No
8) If your best friend's other half was cheating on them, and you knew, would you tell your friend, or confront his other half? Both, and bash the fucker that was cheating on my mate.
9) How would you react if your own child was a murderer and placed on death row? Would you campaign for or against their life? What fucking parent would campaign against their own child's life?
10) If a family member or loved one were killed either through an accident or murder, would you demand justice, the killer’s death, or try and forgive them? I'd go after the murderer myself.

When is your birthday?: August 18
Eye color: It changes
Hair color: At the moment navy blue.
Who do you love/like: Not many.
Who is your girl crush?: dunno
Who is your boy crush?: dunno
Outfit: black cargo shorts and a t shirt.
Hairstyle: spiked.
Jewelry/Accessories: metal bead necklace, spiked wrist bands, fuck bands, spiked collar.
Underwear: boxers
Do drugs: constantly
Wear dark colors: constantly
Kissed someone: yes
Killed someone: not a suitable question, so I'm not going to answer it.
Smoked: yes
Gotten Drunk: yes
Talked on the phone for over 3 hours: yes
Left the country: yes
Had a party with over 30 people: yes
Taken nude pictures: of who?
Stolen something: yes
Caught something on fire: yes
Cheated on someone: yes
Asked someone out: yes
Been dumped: yes
Had a dream, then the next day it happens: I dont dream

You Touched: Brandon
You Talked to: Caitlin
You Hugged: Brandon
You Kissed: Brandon
Had sex with: none of your business
You Instant messaged: Alee
Who broke your heart: ...
Understanding: sometimes
Open-minded: most of the time
Arrogant: can be
Insecure: at times
Interesting: /fucked in the head
Hungry: not right now
Smart: if the occasion calls for it.
Moody: always
Childish: sometimes
Independent: yes
Hard working: depends on what I'm working at
Healthy: no
Emotionally Stable: no
Shy: no
Difficult: yes
Attractive: no
Bored Easily: yes
Thirsty: yes
Obsessed: no
Angry: always
Sad: always
Happy: not often
Trusting: no
Talkative: depends on who I'm talking to
Ignored: yes
Reliable: no
Self-disciplined: no
Sleepy: no
Lonely: no

Do You...
-have a pool?- I do now
-have cable?- yes
-watch MTV?- no
-sleep nude?- sometimes
-have a waterbed?- no
-have a watch?- yes
-sing in the shower?- sometimes
-keep a photo album?- no, but I keep some photos
-drink water?- yes
-like roller coasters?- they bore me
-drive?- I use a motorbike usually.
-have a best friend?- no

Food (do you like...)
-tacos?- no
-bread?- no
-veggies?- yes
-pizza?- yes
-doritoes?- no
-pretzles?- no
-chocolate?- sometimes
-garlic?- not by itself
-veal?- no
-hamburgers?- yes
-chicken?- yes
-hot dogs?- no
-ice cream?- yes
-popcorn?- no
-pop tarts?- no
-coke?- yes
-pepsi?- yes
-gatorade?- sometimes

Online Journal
-How many times do you update your journal?- Whenever I'm bored or feel the need to
-How many hours do you spend on here?- I don't time myself
-How does your journal look?- I can't remember
-How many icons do you have?- Wouldn't have a clue
-Can you do any of those cool LiveJournal overrides?- haven't tried
-Do you have music on your journal?- no
-Do you update your journal with font colors?- no
-How many communities do you belong to?- can't remember

Have You Ever...
-bunji jumped?- yes
-gotten a tattoo?- yes
-sky dived?- not yet
-skinny dipped?- yes
-gotten your tongue stuck to a cold pole?- yes
-played truth or dare?- yes
-kissed for more than 10 minutes at one time?- yes
-made a prank phone call?- yes
-flashed someone?- yes
-set anything on fire?- yes
-eaten snow?- yes
-mixed sodas together?- yes
-had sushi?- yes
-worn a thong or speedo bathing suit?- no
-had dejavu? - yes
-hung up on someone?- yes
-used all cuss words in a sentence?- yes
-had the cops called on you?- yes
-stayed up for more than 24 hrs straight?- yes
-cried during a movie?- no
-swallowed gum?- yes
-said, "I love you" and not meant it?- yes
-slept for more than 15 hrs?- not that I can remember

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9:40p - And another one. Can you tell how fucking bored I fucking am...
Name: Mark

Nicknames: Sparky, Sparkman, Marky, Mrak, MD

Screen Name: marked ¤MD¤ mrmark

yahoo: none

When is your birthday?: August 18

Eye color: It changes.

Hair color: Navy blue

Natural Hair Color: Brown

Who do you love/like: Not many

Who is your best friend?: Justin would be the best I have

Who is your girl crush?: ...

Who is your boy crush?: Brandon.. haha

Your favorite people? (Up to 10):

x -- Caitlin
x -- Samara
x -- Justin
x -- Lisa
x -- Brandon
x -- Dave
x -- Luce
x -- Steph
x -- Jonno
x -- Woodeh


Outfit: Black cargo shorts, black t shirt

Hairstyle: Spiked

Jewelry/Accessories: Metal bead necklace, spiked collar and wrist bands, fuck bands, celtic ring, tongue pierce

Underwear: Boxers

Do drugs: Yes

Wear dark colors: Yes

Dye your hair: Yes

Shave strange places: Define strange...


Kissed someone: Yes

Killed someone:

Been raped: No

Smoked: Yes

Gotten Drunk: Yes

Worn rainbow: ?

Talked on the phone for over 3 hours: Yes

Left the country: Yes

Had a party with over 30 people: Yes

Taken nude pictures: Of?

Stolen something: Yes

Caught something on fire: Yes

Cheated on someone: Yes

Wanted to cheat on someone: Yes

Asked someone out: Yes

Been dumped: Yes

Dumped someone: Yes

Had a dream, then the next day it happens: Yes


Cat/Dog: Dog

White/Black: Black.

Hot/Cold: Cold

Far/Near: Far.

Water/Land: Water.

Kiss/Sex: Sex.

Online/Phone: Online.

Beer/Book: Beer.

Novel/Poetry: Novel.

Music/Silence: Music.


Short/Long Hair: Long.

Preppy/Dorky/Druggie: All.

Freckles/No Freckles: It doesn't matter.

Hair Color: Doesn't matter

Hat/No hat: Either.

Fat/Thin: Doesn't matter.

Makeup/No Makeup: Black eyeliner on guys and girls = hot.

Dressy/Casual: Either.

Holding hands/Holding 'other body parts': Both.


You Touched: Brandon

You Talked to: Lou

You Hugged: Brandon

You Kissed: Brandon

Had sex with: ...

You Instant messaged: Lisa

Who broke your heart: ...


Understanding: Usually

Open-minded: Usually

Arrogant: Can be

Insecure: No

Interesting: Depends

Hungry: no

Smart: At some things

Moody: Usually

Childish: Can be

Independent: Very

Hard working: Sometimes.

Healthy: No

Emotionally Stable: No

Shy: No

Difficult: All the time

Attractive: ...

Bored Easily: Yes

Thirsty: Yes.

Obsessed: No. Addicted.

Angry: Yes.

Sad: Yes.

Happy: No.

Trusting: No.

Ill: No.

Talkative: Somewhat.

Ignored: Yes.

Reliable: No.

Self-disciplined: Somewhat.

Sleepy: Yes.

Lonely: Somewhat.

Word Association
-dog- collar
-brown- water
-hot- flame
-water- cool
-bed- rest
-flower- alive
-cold- autumn
-love- broken
-cow- spots
-car- red
-sex- healthy
-phone- disconnected
-ring- bind
-God- bullshit
-friend- fake
-swim- breathe
-rock- dirt
-sweet- candy
-bad- punishment
-tree- broad
-school- boring
-summer- hot
-picture- frame
-fast- life
-boat- oars
-shower- long
-feather- light
-ear- deaf
-vomit- bolemia
-baby- new
-light- dark
-blood- warm


Have You Ever...
-puked on someone you really liked?- Yes
-eaten pure sugar?- Yes
-mixed sodas together?- Yes
-hung up on someone?- Yes
-had the cops called on you?- On multiple occasions
-stayed up for more than 24 hrs straight?- Yes
-stood on your head and drank milk?- No
-cried during a movie?- No
-swallowed gum?- Yes
-said, "I love you" and not meant it?- Yes
-eaten glue?- Can't say that I have
-slept for more than 15 hrs?- Yes
-been on a train?- Yes


Finish the Sentence
-I would like to go to... sleep
-I want... a purpose
-I need... psychological help o.O
-more than anything I... want to get away
-If I won the lottery... I'd be rich?
-I love...
-I see... emptiness
-My dream concert would be... Korn/Disturbed/Adema
-The last thing I did was...Answer the previous question
-The last person I hugged was... Brandon
-I yelled at... Dave
-I cried when... I didn't cry
-If I could have one pet it would be... a bear
-Last night... I tried to kill myself again. I should really stop doing that.
-Right now... is tedious
-Love is... a pain in the neck
-I hate... liars
-My favorite phrase is... It is better to burn out than to fade away
-The last person I saw was... Dave
-My parents... are fucked. I don't even know where my mum is... what can I say, I feel loved..
-God is... mass-media propaganda.
-My favorite sport is... fencing
-My favorite band is... Korn/Disturbed
-I last ate.. four days ago
-I'd like to... rest
-On a scale of 1-10, I rate this survey... I don't rate this survey, it was merely me passing time...

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