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First post, sorry it's depressing [24 May 2005|06:26pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | Miyavi- Freedom Fighters ]

Today something awesome happened... I told a few friends... But I guess they didn't care... I guess I can see why, it wasn't them. It's okay. Ugh I found out today that I can't possibly pass spanish this quarter. I have a 57 average, school is over in 11 days. I can't bring it up. But, I don't want to fail.

Ugh... mom is always complaining about grades, I don't think anyone believes me when I say it... but I really am trying, I'm trying really hard actually. I just want to do good and impress my mom...but it seems that nothing I do is right *sigh* I guess that's okay too though.
Can't have your cake and eat it to as my brother says.

I hate that expression.

I can't help but ask myself, why am I so depressed latley? Why is everyone depressed latley? I don't understand why but I'll get depressed over little things. I guess I'm just emotional... I guess...

There's always good things though. In my Livejournal I put that Marc never looked happy when he was with us. Well in the auditorium today him and Steff were jumping around on and off the stage and I couldn't help but think "Wow, he isn't depressed, I guess Steff and I can make him smile like those other girls can." ...That was cool.
100 on a Math quiz. I'm excited but...

Cait Sith

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