| Last day of school |
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| 10:42am 11/06/2003 |
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Me and Travis are in Computers playing that addicting helicopter game!!! I GOT 607!! GO ME! GO ME!!! Travis got 882! LOSER LOSER! (he told me to write that) My grandparents are coming up today so me and Travis are going to clean...YAY! hmmm....ummmm...OH!!! Anthony (Neneldo) gave me a benie baby cat in this box thing today. It was so sweet. We also talked on-line this morning. He told me about the "truth or dare" game the troubled posie had. They asked him this: 'would you marry her?' 'Are you deeply in love with her', 'and if you chose dare, would you kiss her?' he said yes too all 3! I was shocked when he told me his answer to the 3rd one! AWWWWW! *heart flutters* The bad news is that I'm not sure I could marry him? Its too much to think about at 14 years old. but you know what is annyoing: I hate when people say "love hurts" or "love stink" because it isn't love that does such things. Love is one of the greatest gifts form God! Hate is the thing that prys us apart! Get with the picture people! Sorry I haven't been on in like FOREVER but I have been so busy and junk.
Jessicas gift for me came on monday. It was such a great gift! especialy the card that said we will always be friends through out the distances. wow! I have to call her tonight. I miss her sooooo much.
Oh yeah, and i feel bad, i got into a fight (well, semi-fight thing) with Neneldo because I chose pippin over him. Not that I would, but I can like ficticious characters if i want. I mean I am not married to the guy or anything. It does make me wonder what will end our relationship and who will end it. I mean, I wonder if he will move away or maybe i will move away, or what if i die, or he dies or what if one of us meets another person that is more of what we wanted??? whatever, I can't be obbsessed with this topic. so i will move on to another one. I wonder who acutually reads these entrys. I would post this for all to see, but I some (okay all) of it is me freaking out when I know too little. I have a filty mind and it crudles me with depresed feelings that wont let me break from the rein of captivity. oh well. so to whoever is reading this now, I propose this: don't take offence of these entrys, they are me at my worst, and me at my one-dementional thinking mode. I pray.
hmmm...it's 11:11 and we get out at 11:49...i think. I guess that leaves more time to dedicate to this jounal! *big proud smile* but I want to check out some of the jewel stuff online. I think I stink...erg. Can't wait to get home but I am going to miss my friends soooooooooooooooooooo much. we have to get together over the summer. I think I am going to throw a ringer party! that would be nifty. For what its worth, I want to hang out with shannon sam and stacy more than humanly possible because they have become like my best friends. this year started out soooo bad, but now, it has become one of the best so far! Oh! i am getting some great jewel info at pieces of uk and i'm addicted to the site now. ooooo. okay we are leaveing in like 5 minutes so i am going to log off now, i may be back some time over them summer when i can't get to sleep. |
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