It's nothing more than a little pet peeve, but when I see it happening, I feel extreamly uneasy. Okay, as you may know, Their names are not ARWEN and LASTANDE, they are their elven names. Now I hope I don't offend them in ANYWAY but the whole elf thing gets to me. Like on friday, They both told us a joke about Arwen's sister and how she CAN NOT speek elfish. Yeah, it was funny and all, but they were under the impression that we wouldn't get the joke because we weren't elves. And I REALLY don't want to offend either one of them...but the whole "elf" thing is getting to me. How do they know they have an elfish touge and we don't. It's just little thing like that. And how they both keep a notebook just blows me out of my straw. WE used to have a notebook. I know, again this is probably jelousey, but i can't help it. I have none of my friends in my classes this year. No one to write notes to. No one to talk about the rare occurences in class with. No one to do anything with. Many people love this year, But as far as I'm concerned, it's one of the worst years ever.
between Homework and tests, I have no time to do anything anymore. What I need is a friend to call me over the weekend, even if I have too much to do, and ask me how I have been. That's all I'm asking for. A simple sign to let me know that I have friends. Then again, I try to configure, Why I don't do the same. I can't help it. If I'm in crunch with someone, I need to confront that person of the "wart" will be in my skin forever.
Me and Arwen are pretty close, but when it come to hanging out...were just out there. There is nothing else more to talk about. I sent her an e-mail about my making it in to the charter school but God only knows if she read it. Maybe if she weren't so tied up with her LOTR stuff, we'd be closer. Then again, If I wasn't always wallowing is self pity and juvinile deprestion, I could have maybe contacted her to ask her "what's up?"