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[28 Jun 2003|11:19am] |
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Eh, well, last night was quite obviously bad. I got lonely. I went downstairs to find some benedryl to knock myself out, but I couldn't find any and it ended up making me even more upset. I'm thinking I'm a tad bipolar, but I'm not willing to go get myself diagnosed as such. I'd rather not be known as bipolar, or have to look at myself in the mirror and think,
"Wow, I'm really fucked up..."
I already know there's something wrong with me, I'd rather not give it a label. Yeah, well, last night on the phone Matt said to give him a call this morning and maybe we could hang out before work, but I don't know if I will or not. I probably will. I always do. I try to stay away, but I can't. That sucks. I hope I get to hang out with Nathan today, I haven't hung out with him in forever.
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[28 Jun 2003|03:38pm] |
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The Smashing Pumpkins - Cupid De Locke |
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turns out matt forgot he had drivers school today, leaving me alone for the first half of the day. hopefully nathan will feel up to doing something after he gets out of drivers school. stupid kids getting tickets and leaving their friend kristina to rot. bastards. i drew a naked woman...thats nothing significant though because i always draw naked women. nothing interesting has happened, but nothing interesting ever happens, so thats what was expected. life is predictable. bastards. thats all for now.
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| Nothing To Do |
[28 Jun 2003|04:19pm] |
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Still Breathing - Prevails |
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fuck i'm bored.
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[28 Jun 2003|05:59pm] |
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Brand New - Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades |
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i've been in my house for about 30 hours now. turns out nathan went straight to sleep after getting home from driving school. i'm thinking about taking a walk. you know...once i have a life again, this won't exist anymore.
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| seeing red |
[28 Jun 2003|06:25pm] |
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AFI - Morning Star |
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fine, this will be a real entry as opposed to "i'm bored" and all the shit that goes on. the only reason i created this was because i was bored. and i've been updating it like...every other hour. now that's what i call pathetic. anyway, i'm done being a lonely little emo kid (even though that's exactly what i am...like, i mean, to the letter, i'm a lonely little emo kid). now the question is, is there anything really to write about other than being bored and saying whats going on? no. there is not. my life is one of boredom, and shit that goes wrong that continues to cause my boredom and loneliness. it sucks to be sad all the time, but i'm pretty damn sure i have a chemical imbalance. its kind of funny in a way. a couple of weeks ago i was out with a fellow vegan, phil, and we went dvd shopping at circuit city right before close and he couldn't decide what he wanted...the neverending story or edward scissorhands. well, the right decision was obviously edward scissorhands because edward scissorhands is amazing. and the neverending story...well, i just don't know about that. i met phil through matt, which is surprising because matt and phil really aren't friends. more like aquaintances. they never hang out. he drove us to warped tour 2002 which was quite amazing. warped tour this year should be even better. it'll be downright sweet as fuck. the only bummer is that the distillers won't be there...the distillers are amazing. i saw them play at 929 cafe way back in october. thats when i became obsessed with brody armstrong because brody armstrong is quite attractive. yeah...i wish the distillers hadn't dropped warped tour. it could have been incredible. but afi will be there, and afi is amaaaaazing. okay, this isn't really important. i'm just reallly bored and waiting for my phone to ring and get someone to take me out of this godforesaken place i call my house. i think i'm going to clean my room now. the moniter isn't healthy for my eyes.
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