holiday...   
09:34pm 04/12/2002
 
mood: angry
music: i wanna be your dog-iggy pop
tomorrow our holiday begins.lot of candy, lot of chocolate...i'll eat like dog....only meaning of this religious holiday is eating for me.i don't care what happened thousand years ago.I'm very angry and upset with my boyfriend.He's my mortificated left arm.I need to cut it but i can't figure out how will it be life after without arm.
 
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03:51am 03/12/2002
  so this is my first day at blurty.i don't know what to write.today like everyday i was very confused.i still don't know what to do.i need a job.or may be i can study something.but i'm not sure what it will be.today i slept 14 hours.because i have nothing to do except tv and internet.i watched 4 movies.all of them sucks.i missed my life in chicago..my sister called..i said to her "maybe i can return to chicago with you" and she laught &said "you're only searching a place to hibernate like snakes."  
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