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every time i see you, i fall even more in love with you [18 Jan 2004|09:22pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | Korn ]

i am bored. i finally figured out how to change my blurty!! im so happy!! tomorrow we have all these wierd people coming to work on our heater because its broken (CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?!? BROKEN!!! IM SOOOO COLD!!!AH!!!) so i get to sit at the computer all day because they have to go in my room....I DONT LIKE STRANGE MEN IN MY ROOM.....*grrrrrrrrrr* i wanted to go to the movies, but no one can go cause everyones parents work so now i get to sit here all day tomorrow..how fun. i went to red lobster today with my grandparents....mmmm...not fun. im still pissed at my mom!! she is being a fucking bitch!! god!! i just want to curl up and die....am i really insane? i dont know...maybe i am...well, i cant think of anything more to say to waste your time...


best song ever...Korn-Dead Bodies Everywhere

Come on, step inside, and you will realize.
Tell me what you need, tell me what to be.
What's your vision?
You'll see, what do you expect of me?
I cant live that lie.
Hate!
I sing my words
I'm fucked at dealing,
with your life
dead bodies everywhere.
You!
Really want me to be a good son. Why?
You make me feel like no one.
Let me strip the plain, let me not give in.
Free me of your life, inside my heart dies.
Your dreams never achieved, don't lay that shit on me.
Let me live my... life.
Hate!
I sing my words
I'm fucked at dealing,
with your life
dead bodies everywhere.
You!
Really want me to be a good son. Why?
You make me feel like no one.
You want me to be, something I can never ever be!
I sing my words
I'm fucked at dealing,
with your life
dead bodies everywhere.
You!
Really want me to be a good son. Why?
You make me feel like no one.
Dead bodies everywhere!

bleed*for*me

[16 Jan 2004|10:41pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | the CD Nell burned for me ]

i have lost all will to live in this world anymore, i think i will shrivel up and die. my parents hate me and i hate them. i just want to die. school has become my only hope of getting out of this hell hole...here's something i wrote just now...


i hold the pills in my hand,
just two more and ill be gone.
Darkness will overcome me,
and i shall live no more.

When will this pain cease?
or will it ever?
I have no desire to live.
I have the need to bleed.

You say i have to stop,
but somehow i cant.
and I dont know why.

I raise the pills to my mouth,
but drop them on the floor.
I scream for you,
and you come to my side.

I've tried so many times,
but every time i've failed.
Maybe it's a sign,
maybe i'll prevail.

I don't know what to do,
i need someone like you.
Someone that i can talk to,
someone who understands.
Someone who doesnt get paid,
someone who actually cares.

You all want me to stop,
but i really don't think i can.
You say that i should,
but the thing is,
im not so sure i want to...
-mE-

^it doesnt rhyme, but hey, i like it....^

falling heart1 | bleed*for*me

*screams in frustration* [10 Jan 2004|08:44pm]
[ mood | angry ]

i want yall to read this and PLEASE tell me what you think....shouldn't you respect other people's beleifs and not try to change them? tell me what you think...

PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:09:07 PM): decide its not that dificuldt
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:09:21 PM): um...ya i think it is
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:09:40 PM): it hurts
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:09:42 PM): mwahahahaha
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:10:00 PM): ok then i will start with trying to convince u that God is real
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:10:17 PM): ya i know he is
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:10:25 PM): [ur so gay and you need to die
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:10:35 PM): y
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:10:53 PM): ]
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:11:03 PM): y
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:11:04 PM): y
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:11:06 PM): y
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:11:19 PM): damnit!! u need to fuck off
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:11:28 PM): just leave me the hell alone
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:11:33 PM): u cant be friends w/ everyone
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:11:37 PM): especially me
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:11:47 PM): yes u can
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:11:48 PM): y not
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:11:50 PM): so in answer to ur question.......no!!!!!! i dont want to be ur friend
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:11:57 PM): fuck you bitch!!!!!!
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:12:07 PM): and go fuck yourself
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:12:28 PM): u say that preps rnt friends with people if there not the same so i am proving u wrong and i will always be trying to get new friend
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:12:41 PM): i never said that!!!!
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:13:54 PM): yes u did
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:14:02 PM): no i didnt
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:14:08 PM): yes u did
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:14:20 PM): YOU SAID THAT IF YOU DONT LIKE PREPS THEN YOU ARE A DORK AND I SAID THAT WASNT TRUE!!!!!!!!!
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:14:31 PM): yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did yes u did
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:14:33 PM): no
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:14:35 PM): GO TO HELL
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:14:38 PM): BITCH
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:14:53 PM): i dont cuss sry
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:15:20 PM): i reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelly dont give a shit
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:17:10 PM): y do you want to be my friend soooooooookoo bad?
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:17:16 PM): sooooooooooooooooo*
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:17:49 PM): cause i sure as hell dont want to be yours
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:20:25 PM): u have no good reason
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:20:31 PM): none zip
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:20:31 PM): i dont have to
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:20:38 PM): i want to be frends with everyone
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:20:39 PM): but yes, i do have a reason
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:20:41 PM): k
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:20:44 PM): wats that
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:25:36 PM): you are a liar and you put words in my mouth. plus, i was NEVER friends w/ you. personally, i DONT LIKE YOU AT ALL . NEVER HAVE!! so, for the last time...FUCK OFF!!!
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:26:14 PM): ok i will continue to try to get u to be my friend and to become a christian
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:26:24 PM): I AM CHRISTIAN!!!!!!!
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:26:32 PM): GOD!!!!!!!! JUST GO TO HELL!!!!!!!
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:27:10 PM): ok see that was using Gods name in vain christians arnt supposed to do that
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:27:52 PM): UMMMMMM...................EVERYONE I KNOW.....EXCEPT YOU (OF COURSE MISS PERFECT LITTLE ANGEL) USES IT IN VAIN
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:27:55 PM): HE FORGIVES!!!!
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:28:05 PM): PLUS....U NEED TO RESPECT OTHER PPL'S RELIGIONS THO.....EVERYONE ISNT CHRISTIAN YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:28:11 PM): only if u ask him
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:28:16 PM): GO TO HELL
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:28:48 PM): thats what my point of being on this earth is to convert people to be christians cause thats what God wants
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:29:03 PM): NO ITS NOT
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:29:12 PM): YOU NEED TO RESPECT OTHER PEOPLES RELIGIONS
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:31:01 PM): i do and i am going to convert people to beleive in God and tell them htat God is sitting right next to you right now watching you typed those words
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:31:51 PM): well, i believe different things than you, obviously, so respect MY beleifs and FUCK OFF!!!!
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:32:40 PM): ok then i hope to see you in heaven
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:32:44 PM): i pray to God every night....
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:32:51 PM): and if u want to be my friend then i am here
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:33:13 PM): and he is obviously here because you do not know how much shit ive been through in my life....and somehow im still here
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:33:22 PM): ok well have u asked God into your heart and asked him to wash away all of your sins
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:33:32 PM): he is sitting next to you right now
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:37:42 PM): fine, i will pray that you find your way out of your little narrow minded world and see that you are wrong
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:38:14 PM): i am very comfortable in my beleifs
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:39:38 PM): ok
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:39:48 PM): i am just trying to help
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:39:59 PM): sorry, i dont need any outside help
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:40:16 PM): wats that supposed to mean
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:40:48 PM): i dont need your help. i have my own friends and family and pastors and preists that respect what i beleive and wont try to change it, unlike you
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:43:06 PM): sry i am sry ok i am trying to help u and trying to get u to be nice to people and liek all people and u know what u have a problem with staying with ur friends, u yelled at me for saying that if u dont like the popular people u are a dork which i didnt say then u go and say that preps are stupid and horible people so u know what u are a hypocrite
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:43:42 PM): i never said preps are horrible people
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:43:48 PM): you are putting words in my mouth
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:44:26 PM): no u are a hypocrite and say that preps are horible and need to die and thats a quote
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:45:17 PM): no, i said YOU are horrible and YOU need to die...i never said that i didnt like preps....MOST ALL OF MY FRIENDS ARE WHAT YOU WOULD CALL A 'PREP'
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:45:59 PM): sure if a "prep" wears all black
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:46:53 PM): i am the only one of my friends that wears all black.....and whats sooooooo wrong with wearing all black?
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:47:23 PM): *coughbangercough*
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:48:20 PM): *coughbitchcough*
PaRiS fRaNCe 90 (8:49:45 PM): *coughfollowinGodcough*
pApeRfLoWeRs99 (8:50:05 PM): *COUGHgo to hellCOUGH*


god....i want to punch her!!! people should respect everyone's beliefs and not try to change them. We are all different and believe different things. Maybe its just me....but do you agree?

falling heart5 s| bleed*for*me

i am dying [09 Jan 2004|09:32pm]
[ mood | enraged ]
[ music | the leaving song part 2-AFI ]

i finally finished it!!! whoopie!!! i read this book called Go Ask Alice...it's a diary written by a teenage drug addict in the seventies. It was soo good! god...at dinner tonight, my dad just HAD to bring up the chicken thing!! why? why must he? (for all of you who dont know, i refuse to eat chicken because they are VERY VERY mean to them...they torture them!! ANYWAYS...) He is tryin to prove the article i read wrong. (WHICH IT ISN'T!!!) He has been looking for over a month...and he hasnt found anything!!! he didnt even read the article when i showed it to him...he just threw it down cause it was from PETA. So when he FINALLY finds something...im not even going to read it because (YES I AM GOING TO STOOP TO HIS LEVEL) he's so EVIL!!! *screams in frustration* and then he called me a LIBERAL!!! can you believe it? HE CALLED ME A FUCKING LIBERAL!!! i am not a liberal!! he makes me so angry. AND THEN somehow we got into how he thinks women shouldnt be aloud to be a preacher or fight in combat in wars....o god that REALLY pissed me off!! my dad is a fucking sexist PIG!! i cannot believe this...my family disgusts me. i think women should be able to fight in combat....they should have a choice!! MEN DONT ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THE 'BIG PROTECTORS'!!! we can do anything just as good. i dont know, maybe im just another women's rights freaks or something. God i hope not...some of them are scary!! my dad says im too opinionated....maybe, but its not my fault! he currupted me!!! haha...my mom said that when i was little he used to make me say 'dittohead' (from rush limbaugh, if you didnt know) DUDE!!! that guy is an ass! my dad is like his biggest fan and some of the things he talks about makes me sooo angry!! someitmes i just want to reach through the radio and punch him!! my dad has completely currupted my brain!!! well, i won't rant on for any longer. bye, for now.

bleed*for*me

[08 Jan 2004|08:02pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | lacuna coil ]

hey i dont really have much to say...we won our basketball game yesterday!! the score was 18 to 10...kind of pathetic but owell. Ethan came...so i was happy...hehe. i must have no life...cause i take too many of these damn quizzes...they're addicting tho!! if anyone wants to go to the movies saturday night..you can..we're meeting there at like...6:30 ish...i dunno what we're seeing..whatever anyone else wants...nothing more to say...-mE-


Graveyard
You are Black: You like to see people DIE! You are
a sadistic bitch that always gets what you want
(the person to keep it from you is dead in a
red puddle at your feet with one of those corn-
on-the-cob holder things in their eye plus a
steak knife in their ear.) Your allies are Blue
and Red. Blue is determined to get what it
wants, like you. And Red is sadistic and hates
order like you. Your enemies are White and
Green. White want to smash you down and tell
you like a broken record: kill more people and
there will be no bail for your prison sentence.
And Green loves life, you hate it, you want
everyone to DIE! (Exept you of course) You can
kill people by pointing at them (they shrivel
up and turn to ashes before your eyes. COOL!)
All together you are DEATH!


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J
You are "But why is the rum gone?!"


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bleed*for*me

hahaha im a nerd slut!! wheeeee [05 Jan 2004|02:26pm]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | liam lynch ]

nerdslut
Nerdslut


What's your sexual appeal?
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HAHA THIS ONE IS ANDREA'S....


tomboy
Tomboy


What's your sexual appeal?
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falling heart1 | bleed*for*me

black horse riding star [05 Jan 2004|02:26pm]
[ mood | wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ]
[ music | scarling ]

Black Horse Riding Star
Good - Bye
And Damn You.....

Sick Girl want to cry
Said Good -Bye
And Damn You

So High and you can't feel it
So High and you can't feel it
So High and you can't feel it
I'm So High and you can't feel it

Black Horse Riding Star
Break My Heart
And Fuck You.....

Sick Girl want to cry
Said Break My Heart
And Fuck You

So High and you can't feel it
So High and you can't feel it
So High and you can't feel it
I'm So High and you can't feel it

It's all fucked you've blown it
There is no recovery
It's all fucked you 've blown it
You took that away from me

It's all fucked you've blown it
There is no recovery
It's all fucked you've blown it
You took that away from me

Once there was an ocean
That came into my arm
Horse made out of Black Tar
Kept us Safe from Harm
The day with no emotion
We drift into the sea
All I could remember
I wished I wasn't me

So High and you can't feel it
So High and you can't feel it
So High and you can't feel it
So High and you can't

Black Horse Riding Star
Black Horse Riding Star
Black Horse Riding Star
Black Horse Riding
Black Horse Riding Star
Black Horse Riding Star
Black Horse Riding Star
Black Horse Riding Star

bleed*for*me

[04 Jan 2004|09:50pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | social distortion ]

hahaha...you have to read all these...they're hilarious...



Sunday School

Little Mary was not the best student in Sunday School. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, ''Tell me, Mary, who created the universe?''

When Mary didn't stir, little Johnny, an altruistic boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. ''God Almighty !'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good'' and Mary fell back to sleep.

A while later the teacher asked Mary, ''Who is our Lord and Savior?'' But Mary didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. ''Jesus Christ!'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good,'' and Mary fell back to sleep.

Then the teacher asked Mary a third question, ''What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?'' And again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time Mary jumped up and shouted, ''If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!''

The Teacher fainted.





Restroom Poetry

The following are poems found inscribed in public restrooms
(fill in the blanks using your imagination):



Here I lie in stinky vapor,
Because some bastard stole the toilet paper,
Shall I lie, or shall I linger,
Or shall I be forced to use my finger.

Here I sit
Broken hearted
Tried to ****
But only farted

Here I sit
What a caper
I have to ****
But I'm out of paper



You're lucky
You had your chance
I tried to fart,
And **** my pants!

Some people come here to take a ****,
I came here to leave one.

Some come here to sit and think,
Some come here to **** and stink,
But I come here to scratch my balls,
And read the bull**** on the walls...



Here I sit, I'm at a loss
trying to **** out taco sauce.
When it comes, I hope and pray,
I don't blow my ass away

(Written high upon the wall)
If you can piss above this line,
the Hillsboro Fire Department wants you.

(Seen above a urinal)
Please do not throw cigarette butts in our urinal.
We don't piss in your ashtrays!

(Scratched into the paint of the condom-dispensing machine)
"Don't buy this gum, it tastes like rubber."

(Under a sign that said: "Employees Must Wash Hands")
I waited and waited, but I finally washed them myself.

falling heart1 | bleed*for*me

[04 Jan 2004|04:31pm]
breast implants!
YOU HAVE BREAST IMPLANTS!!!


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o wow....i thought they were small...guess i never noticed..whoops
falling heart1 | bleed*for*me

[04 Jan 2004|04:09pm]
[ mood | bored ]

CWINDOWSDesktopnightmare.jpg
Nightmare Before Christmas!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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Vampire
You'd bite their neck and drain their blood! Why?
Because you're a vampire like me! Whats that?
You're not a vampire? Well here's your chance.


How would you Murder?
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mwahhahahaaa...lol...nice way of killing someone...i dont know...very bored




HASH(0x84a1dac)
schizotypal


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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bleed*for*me

wheeeeeee [03 Jan 2004|04:59pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | my immortal ]

wheeeee i am so happy....i just got back from the mall with sarah. and now i get to go out to eat at chuchos w/ my friends....yay. well, i have nothing more to say...


I'm so tired of being here,
suppressed by all my childish fears.
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave,
'cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone.

These wounds won't seem to heal.
This pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
and I've held your hand through all of these years,
but you still have all of me.

You used to captivate me
by your resonating light.
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams.
Your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me.

These wounds won't seem to heal.
This pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream, i'd fight away all of your fears,
and i've held your hand through all of these years,
but you still have all of me.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
and i've held your hand through all of these years,
but you still have all of me.

bleed*for*me

[03 Jan 2004|11:52am]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | scarling ]

god...im so pissed. my mom is being a fucking bitch today...whats new? i just want to run away to somewhere far away where i never have to see anyone again. that would make me so happy. everyone just needs to go to hell. i just want to fucking die. today is going to be so boring cause i have nothing to do except listen to my mom yell at me. well...i have nothing more to say... -mE-

bleed*for*me

[02 Jan 2004|07:29pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | scarling ]

wheeeee i had fun doing nothing today. i went to sarah's and we played foosball

bleed*for*me

[01 Jan 2004|07:45pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | scarling-h/c ]

i had fun last night...amber almost killed andrea. she shot her w/ a roman candle. haha. it was funny...god...then at midnight...my dad started singing Auld Lang Sine i wanted to curl up and die...mmmmm... i slept all day...yay...got nothing more to say...


burning
Your soul is bound to the Burning Rose: The
Rapture.

"I go where my heart beckons me, and I go
with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need
until I bleed so my heart swims above my
head."


The Burning Rose is associated with passion,
intensity, and desire. It is governed by the
god Eros and its sign is The Flame, or Physical
Love.
As a Burning Rose, you can get lost in the moment
if you let yourself. You are a very physical
person, be it in relationships, work, or play.
You may be driven by your hormones sometimes,
but you know it's because you have to follow
your instinct.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Earth
Your element is Earth. I hate to say it but you are
down to earth. Stubborn and loyal. You tend to
want to nurture others and you are the one
person friends always come to for awnsers.
Without people like you others would be flying
over the edge because, whether you know it or
not you keep a steady beat to your life and
will end up where you want to in the end. There
is a sureness about you that is hard to match
that draws people to you. No matter what
happens the Earth keeps turning.


What's your element
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Rain: You are the sound of rain. You have two
important sides. There is your strong, powerful
side and your calm, gentle side. Both are very
important. Rain also reflects a bit of darkness
in your personality. It isn't bad, just shows
that along with the good, you also can see bad,
which can come in handy. (please rate my quiz)


What Sound Are You?
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Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.
(please rate my quiz)


**Where will you go when you die?**
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You, my friend are a true individual. You most
likely hate trends and are creative. By seeing
things differently, people either admire you or
think you are a bit strange. I'm guessing you
are a lot like me. Perhaps a Good Charlotte
hater? I hope so. An inspiration to us all,
continue being you! (If you like GC, I'm sorry,
I am just expressing an opinion)


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So goth you're dead!
You are every goth-kids dream!


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wheee i am bored...so im taking all these quizzes

bleed*for*me

[30 Dec 2003|10:57pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | evanescence-Exodus ]

Evanescence Fall From Grace

Band's label pulls album from Christian outlets

Evanescence

Not a ministry band

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Prompted by the band's use of profanity in recent press interviews, Wind-Up Records Chairman Alan Meltzer has ordered the recall of Evanescence CDs from Christian stores and radio stations.

"Recent statements by band members have made it abundantly clear that Evanescence is a secular band, and as such view their music as entertainment," Meltzer wrote to members of the Christian music industry. "Despite the spiritual underpinning that has ignited interest and excitement in the Christian religious community, the band is now opposed to promoting or supporting any religious agenda. The decision to release Fallen into the Christian market was made subsequent to discussions with and approval by the artist. Obviously the band has had a change in their perspective . . . Wind-Up deeply regrets this situation." Evanescence's debut album Fallen has been camped in the Top Ten of the U.S. pop chart since its release three weeks ago. Though the Arkansas goth-metal group -- led by vocalist Amy Lee and guitarist Ben Moody -- came up through the Christian circuit and amassed a loyal following through live shows and limited-edition EPs and singles, the members have been gradually backing away from their faith backgrounds. "We're in no way a ministry band," Moody told Rolling Stone last month. "It just really doesn't have anything to do with our music."

Moody's comments to Entertainment Weekly, which included a joking references to Jesus ("I'm like the guy who was crucified next to Jesus. All I want you to do is remember me") and a few f-bombs ("We're actually high on the Christian charts, and I'm like, 'What the fuck are we even doing there?"), prompted Wind-Up to pull Fallen from thousands of stores across the country overnight.

According to Meltzer, the move was made before the interview hit newsstands because Wind-Up cares deeply about the Christian marketplace. While the label, home to famed spiritually inclined rockers Creed, has no official Christian affiliation, bands such as 12 Stones and the new group Big Dismal are being marketed to both the Christian and mainstream music market.

Wind-Up began courting the Christian music market more than a year ago, making its first foray with 12 Stones' self-titled 2002 debut. Hooking up with powerhouse Christian music distributor Provident -- which, along with EMI and Warner Music Group's Christian divisions, controls nearly seventy percent of the Christian music market -- Wind-Up attempted to tap into a segment that generated sales of more than 50 million albums in 2002, according to John Styll, President of the Christian Music Trade Association. Half of those sales came from mainstream retailers (Wal-Mart, Target, Tower Records, etc.), while the remainder were from the several thousand Christian book stores across the U.S. that also carry music.

The offending interview precipitated Provident recalling approximately 10,000 albums, which pales in comparison to the half million the group has sold in mainstream outlets. Fallen had sold approximately 3,500 copies in the Christian market since its release in March and has been Number One on Billboard's Christian album charts -- which includes sales from mainstream retailers as well as Christian ones -- every week since its release.

Provident President and CEO Terry Hemmings said the Evanescence flap won't likely hurt Wind-Up's image in the Christian market, which was pleasantly surprised by the quick, decisive action on the label's part. He was puzzled, however, by Evanescence's about-face, especially in light of their appearance as a co-headliner at a Provident sales conference/showcase in December. "They clearly understood the album would be sold in these channels," he said.

In a sign of the sometimes difficult marriage of mainstream and Christian markets, Meltzer continued, "We will scrutinize our Christian artists' beliefs and commitment with even greater diligence . . . I will personally inform all of our future artists who represent themselves as Christian artists and wish to be represented in the Christian community that in doing so they must understand the lasting and on-going commitment that involves."

GIL KAUFMAN
(April 15, 2003)

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[30 Dec 2003|10:41pm]
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Amy from Evanescence!! You baby, are fucking
gorgeous and you have an awesome voice!!


Which Rock Goddess Are You? (with pictures, evanescence, lullacry, lacuna coil, collide) Finally DONE! :)
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Bring me to Life
Bring me to life.


What Evanescence song are you?
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[30 Dec 2003|09:35pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | the who-pinball wizard ]

You're Yourniquet.
You're Tourniquet. I want to stop my pain... and
yours. I know I can only do it that way, and
you know it too.


Which one of my fav songs from Evanescence are you?
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http://www.asifyousaw.com/evanescence/images/photo62.jpg

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[30 Dec 2003|04:52pm]
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Dark goddes. You are responsible for all thats bad
and evil in the world. Some would say you were
let out of Pandoras box


What beutiful goddess are you?(with anime pics!)
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noooooooooo!!!!!!!!! [29 Dec 2003|10:39pm]
[ mood | worried ]

Evanescence’s Ben Moody has walked out midtour, rock sound can exclusively reveal. The guitarist and co-songwriter, who formed the band as a teenager with singer Amy Lee, flew home without speaking to his bandmates during a day off on their German tour. They were then left to play the rest of their European dates, including the UK, without him. As yet it’s impossible to say he has left for good but an angry, emotional Amy told us: “You don’t do that to your band. You wouldn’t do that to your friends or your family. You don’t do that to anyone.”

Apparently it’s not the first time he’s walked out. The band have had to cancel a tour in the past and Amy told the crowd at a recent gig at Manchester Apollo. “Ben flew home, but we didn’t want to let it cancel the tour again.”



*tear*

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my immortal [29 Dec 2003|10:06pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | evanescence ]

today was so fun...amber, andrea, and me all rode our bikes to mcdonalds through all this mud and shit...it was funny. o and i have some words of wisdom...never try riding a bike while wearing suspenders. mmmm not fun.


amy lee's journal... http://www.evanescence.com/band/journal/


I'm so tired of being here,
suppressed by all my childish fears.
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave,
'cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone.

These wounds won't seem to heal.
This pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
and I've held your hand through all of these years,
but you still have all of me.

You used to captivate me
by your resonating light.
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams.
Your voice, it chased away all the sanity in me.

These wounds won't seem to heal.
This pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream, i'd fight away all of your fears,
and i've held your hand through all of these years,
but you still have all of me.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
and i've held your hand through all of these years,
but you still have all of me.

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