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| 10:11pm 04/07/2003 |
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I've finally realized that I'm a worthless fetus rammer that doesn't deserve to live, so I've decided to end my life. That's right. Tonight, at midnight I'm going to inject clorox in my veins. I'm only glad I was able to live my life wearing that pink cape, carrying my tampon scepter, sitting on that throne in the middle of K-mart, with my condom crown. I guess that makes me the biggest, fattest, ugliest dick I've ever seen in my short meaningless life. goodnight and goodbye.
Hail and kill
Keep it metal
I <3 Billy
:.*Mallcore massacre*.:
*Exotic love muffin*
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| 07:57pm 16/06/2003 |
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Um... O.O. *Hyper* Um... on Saturday I stayed home most of the day waiting in anticipation of Tanya's partay. I came unvelievably fashionably late. At 7:40... the partay started at 7... haha. When I got there, like 15 or more people were there. First we just talked for a little while, but then the guys were throwing coke and Sprite at each other. Jesse threw coke at me... and so the war begun. Bwahahahah! I threw coke at him and many others. My shirt and hair were soaking wet with coke and Sprite. 'Twas fun. I got my ass paddled by Andrew, Joey, Jesse, and Jarett though. I'll have my revenge. Most of the time we were listening to Black Sabbath, Iron Maiden, and Sublime. I made out with Tanya and Jesse, then we played Truth or Dare. Then I made out with Gaby, and Tanya. Wooo! We invited Alex and Travis but they couldn't come because it was too far away. *Tear tear*. I left at 10:30 *Growls*. Alex told me he "wants me"... and so did Travis, and Kevin says he likes me a lot... eh. But I still like Billy. I haven't really talked to him lately. I wish I did. Blah. But... me and Kevin made plans to go to Sunset on Saturday with Jack <333. Jack is a short kid wit green/blue hair that I met once with Julie and David (Julie's brother). Ahhh! He's so cool though. Wooo! Yesterday I was talking to Kevin until like 4:50 am. I fell asleep. Lol. And then I just woke up like "Hello?", and Kevin was still on the line. How sweet. Lol. I'm going to try to make the most out of this summer vacation. And now I have to fill up an empty void that was left from S.E.A., they're not having it this year. Grrr. That was were I met Julie, Martin and Ralph!!! Not cool at all. On Sunday I really didn't do anything. I just rebuilt my computer because my comp had a virus. Grrr... all of my poems, pictures, songs, videos, webpages... all gone. Except for my buddy list *Whew*. So lucky. Actually I'm going to save it into a floppy disc right now... Ok done. And I think I'm going to talk to Billy right now... I mean he's on so yeah. Wooo. Well... I must bid you farewell now. Buh byes. Oh yeah I got a new s/n... MALLCOREMASSACRE!!!
Hail and Kill --- ...:::Mallcore Massacre:::...
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| 03:36pm 26/05/2003 |
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mood: lonely music: Nine Inch Nails - *Hurt*
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Hmmm... i've been pretty anti-social lately. I haven't called anyone on the phone, and I don't pick up the phone either. I decided to pick it up yesterday, it was Gaby, she was on Frenchie's cell, at the Falls, having a good time. Eh, I was stuck at home watching Braveheart and eating Chinese. I love that movie. It's so... romantic and... epic. -.-. Well... I feel like I have no one to talk to and just plain out... not my usual self. Just really anti-social, I don't really want to talk to people right now. Just be by myself and listen to music. Well I'll probably talk to people on-line. And maybe when I go back to school I'll feel the same again. Not anti-social and distant.
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| 11:38pm 16/05/2003 |
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mood: hopeful music: Scooby Doo's Theme O.o
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Ok... hmmm. Me and Matt broke up. Billy told me he likes me. Alex told me he likes me. I feel free. Independent. O.o. Yeah... and now im going to make a webpage and stuff for ME now that im single and I dont really have to worry about anyone but me, me, me. Yay. I get "me time". w00t w00t. Hmmm... well... nothing else is really going on. I really want to date Billy... I mean, i've been waiting such a long time... around 9 months for him. But... I think he'll be worth it. I hope. He said he wants "our friendship to grown soon" and to not "let your hopes down. Keep them up". I hope hes trying to hint that he IS going to ask me out. O.o. If he doesnt... then... grrr. I dont wanna think about it. But... w/e... um yeah thats mostly it. Ok... um bye. HELLMOCORE OWNS YOU ALL!!!
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| 04:55pm 27/04/2003 |
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mood: melancholy music: DarkTranquillity - *Monochromatic Stains*
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I really feel alienated. Like nobody likes me, nobody cares. Fuck. I hate this feeling. Everytime something in my life goes wrong, I experience it for weeks, or at least until it blows over. Note this:
MetalEuthanasia (1:41:27 PM): Why the fuck are you mad at me?
MetalEuthanasia (1:41:32 PM): What did I do?
Poison Cupcake13 (1:41:50 PM): You really wanna know?
MetalEuthanasia (1:41:50 PM): Was I being bitchy to you or something?
MetalEuthanasia (1:42:01 PM): Yeah... I wanna know
Poison Cupcake13 (1:42:10 PM): You're a fake slutty bitch who doesn't know her elbow from her ass
Poison Cupcake13 (1:42:14 PM): good day to you
Poison Cupcake13 signed off at 1:42:17 PM.
SHE BLOCKED ME! Shes such a heartless bitch... I cant believe it. Plus... thats not even a REAL reason. What the fuck did I ever do to anyone?! Not anything that would force them to shun me at least. Sure, everyone has their little fights, but you have to forget about them and move on. Move on to better things. I really miss Julie though. But I think weve come to terms with this... I mean... at least were talking now. I think we might go back to being best buddies soon... I really hope so at least. She gave me advice, and she was so smart, witty, and just all-around awesome to me. But we kinda drifted apart during the last half of the 7th grade. But I still wanted our friendship to work out. I really liked her as my best friend. Yes... best buddies we were, since we were tiny lassies (She was 11 and I was 12 to be exact) O_O. Well... at least I have Matt. But it seems like no one except for Matt, Nina, and Pepito care about me right now. So, yeah it feels horrible to be alienated like this. Especially from the people or person you really care about. Damn.
.::~Olenka~::.
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| 06:14pm 25/04/2003 |
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mood:  anxious music: Metallica - The Unforgiven
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Hmmm... im going to the Falls today. Good ol' Erin is givng me a ride. I'll get to hang out with Matt AND Shadya! *Score* Woo hoo! *Confetti* Thats cool. I cant wait. Erin is picking me up at 6:30. Blah... g2g... i'll write later today. |
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| 05:41pm 13/04/2003 |
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you are the "I hate you so bad" happy
bunny. You hate everyone and eveything and your
not ashamed of it.
which happy bunny are you?
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schizoid
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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Cocaine.
You like to talk,
you like to run,
but most of all you like to have fun.
Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]
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Rock on, dude! You are Punk music!
What type of music are you?
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Black:
PEOPLE SUCK THE WORLD SUCKS EVERYBODY SHOULD BE
KILLED AND BLEED TO DEATH TILL THE COLD EARTH
SOAKS IN BLOOD. Well, you're angry at the
world. For reasons who knows, but you
definately hate life.
What color do you see the world in?
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You are *Frank*! You are the star of the show! You
are definitely a performer although you can get
stroppy if you don't get your way. But you are
sexy, charming and rather naughty. Ditch the
pearls though...
Which Rocky Horror Character are You?
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Chicken? something buck buck bugawK! bugawk!
....yes. you are so nuts that we can't think of
anything to say. ITCHY LEGS!
Are you crazy? No, really... Are you?
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Texacala Jones! of Tex and the Horseheads!
Which Original Deathrock Diva Are You?
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Ahhh, so we have the slightly ummm odd person. Yes
well...people see you as a little, well odd.
What do other people see you as?
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You're Zim. Bent on taking over this pitiful
planet, you hole yourself away and plot, plot,
plot. And you get a lot of ocular exercise
rolling your eyes at your loopy robot
assistant. "Dumb like a moose, Dib! Dumb
like a moose!"
Quiz of Doooooooom!
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Psycho. You are overwhelmed by anger. You may even
hate the world and everything in it and you
believe revenge is the way of the world. An eye
for an eye.
How Emotional Are You?
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David
Which voice in my head are you?
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| 04:59pm 13/04/2003 |
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mood:  horny music: In Flames - Dawn Of A New Day
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Hmmm... yesterday I went to some weird-ass latin restaurant thingie... we had to wait to be seated at a table for like 40 godamn minutes! Blah them! Well after that I went home and Nina left a message on my answering machine... shit I couldnt understand anything she said except for "Nina" and "Olenka"... the numbers where all fucked. She wanted to go to Sunset with me, Matt, Tiago, Christine, and this other cool chick. But im kinda glad that no one wetn to see "House of a Thousand Corpses" with me and Matt because... we were getting it on in the 3rd row and disturbing parents, little kids, and old people with all of our crazay-mofo shit! After that we went up to Scorpico to try to get the game-addicts out of that god-forsaken place! Once you start playing those godamn games you just cant stop! Weird. I almost poked Matt to death! Woo hoo! And I saw Ramiro with some dude, a white rastafarian, some porn in a movie, spilled soy sauce on my bed, and spilled orange juice on my shirt. Awesome day. And I got to eat Chinese food! Woo hoo! *Confetti* Well the movie part of the day was strange but cool, and a bit embarrassing. But w/e... I dont care about the people. Screw them all! Woo hoo!
P.S. I love Matt!
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