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[27 Jul 2004|05:09pm]
"Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they’re here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly, I’m not half the man I used to be,
There’s a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why she had to go I don’t know she woldn’t say.
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday."
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Two lovely verses. [05 Jul 2004|01:33am]
"Did you come here to watch me burn?
I'll let it show that
I'm not always flying
Come all the way down
And watch me burn
I won't let it show that
I'm not always hiding
So on the way down
I'll watch you burn
So let me know just how to take this
You're way too cold
Now show me how before it breaks me
Did you come here to watch me burn? "



"I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
You're wrong if you think that I'll be
Just like you
On my own, cause I can't take living with you
I'm alone, so I won't turn out like
You want me to. "
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[03 Jul 2004|10:37pm]
"I woke up and called this morning
The tone of your voice was a warning
That you don't care for me anymore.
Well maybe nothing lasts forever
Even when you're still together
It's your laughter won't let me go
So I'm holding on this way.
Did you see me walking by?
Did it ever make you cry?
Now here comes your secret lover
he'd be unlike any other
Until your guilt goes up in flames.
Did you know when you go
It's the perfect ending
To the bad day I've been used to spending
When you go all I know is
You're my favorite mistake."


Today i felt a uplifting that i haven't felt in a good year probably.
On a related note, it's amazing what one conversation with someone supportive of you can do.
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[26 Jun 2004|04:49am]
if anyone has reasons that they dislike me, or blame me for anything, they should tell me outright. If they don't, they should talk to me online or on the phone or write me, or include me in some way..
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[23 Jun 2004|02:03am]
i'm a prefreak. lar.
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[23 Jun 2004|02:00am]
Provoking Puppet: nirvana smells like teen spirit.. yeahhhhhhhh
Lent Somnolence: thats a good song
Provoking Puppet: poor kurdt i hope his ghost is happy
Provoking Puppet: kurdt is like.. the greatest.. you could like.. watch him and have a spontaneous orgasm just from the realness of him
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[23 Jun 2004|01:49am]
if you think i'm stupid tell me. i can fight words.. i can't fight silence..
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i'm here.. [23 Jun 2004|01:29am]
I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
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[17 Jun 2004|05:18pm]
"There is something sustaining in the very agitation that acompanies the first shocks of trouble, just as an acute pain is often a stimulus, and produces an excitement which is transient strength. It is in the slow, chaned life that follows--in the time when sorrow has become stale, and has no longer an emotive intensity that counteracts its pain--in the time when day follows day in dull unexpectant sameness, and trial is a dreary routine;--it is then that despair threatens; it is then that the peremptory hunger of the soul is felt, and eye and ear are strained after some unlearned secret of our existence, which shall give to endurance the nature of satisfaction."
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[17 Jun 2004|01:38am]
"You may not believe in me
But I believe in you
So I still take the trash out
Does that make me too normal for you?

So dig a little deeper, cause
You still don't get it yet
Stand in the street, yell out my heart
To make, to make you love me

See me jump through hoops for you
You stand there watching me performing
What exactly do you do?
Have you ever thought it's you that's boring?
Who the hell are you?

I am extraordinary,
if you'd ever get to know me"
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[26 May 2004|12:51am]
put some pictures of my sandcastle up
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[14 May 2004|02:25pm]
It may possibly be that if you have a name and account that you have to make a post in your journal because if you don't they sort of inactivate your account after a few days because they figure that you don't really want it. i don't know if this is correct.. but if you sign in and still can't see my entries one day.. then try making a post.
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[13 May 2004|11:04pm]
I went swimming today and it was nice. I did my laundry and i cooked some food. I wish noone was home during the day everyday.
more shows:
strawberry shortcake
adventures of teddy ruxpin
teenage mutant ninja turtles
my little pony
muppet babies
Kissyfur
the Puffalumps
Rainbow brite
Peter pan and the pirates
the real ghost busters
she-ra
he-man
alvin and the chipmunks
carebears
mariobrothers
gummibears
jem and the holograms
legend of zelda
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[27 Apr 2004|12:30pm]
Friends only means that you have to register at blurty.com for a username. Then you have to tell me your name so i can put you on my friends list.
Also i put up some pictures of Rain on my site.
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[26 Apr 2004|10:08am]
my journal is now friends only.
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[16 Apr 2004|10:13pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

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My rabbit's name is rain. [13 Apr 2004|04:51am]
[ mood | pleased ]

so guess what? i got a rabbit. yep that's right a rabbit. Steve got him for me on saturday. he is dark grey with grey/blue eyes. He's tiny right now, but i think he's a baby, we're not sure how old he is though, or what kind of rabbit he is. We also don't know if he is a he or a she. You can tell if you look, if you learn what to look for, but i don't want to do that until he/she is more settled in. Right now he lives in two connected boxes. One that's mostly closed and one that's open on the top but covered with wire. Even though it totally doens't look like it, he can fit through the holes in the wire. He's just starting to figure out that that means maybe he can climb out of the box.. uh oh. When we first got him he was scared of everything and just sat all crouched down and wouldn't move. But now he's a happy bunny and he runs around in his box and we take him out he smiffs around and runs around in circles and does this crazy jump and run thing, that sort of looks like he's having a seziure for a second but it's just because he's crazy. The first day we got him right away he drank a whole bunch of water, and they gave us some pelleted food, and he ate a whole bunch of that, and he ate some lettuce, two carrots and a stalk of celery. All in one day. and he's like.. the size of a large rat or so. So.. he's not picky.. that's good. But after the first day he's eaten less. We are gonna build him two cages. an outdoor one and an indoor one. Because i like to have him indoors but there's not enough room in here to build him a big cage only a little one. We have to go buy a bunch of stuff for him. Some pet store stuff, some stuff to build the cages with, and find a feed store to get him some timothy hay, which is supposed to be his main diet.
For easter they had a barbeque, which was hard to do, because it was pouring and cold. So they barbequed the food but everyone else stayed inside. then we ate the food. Then the rain stopped and we had an easter egg hunt. I was disapointed with the easter egg hunt. They had like around 500 plastic eggs with candy in them, and um four kids plus margarette to hunt of them. But they didn't even hide them, they just put them all over the ground. Granted, with that many eggs, you're gonna run out of hiding places, but if you don't Hide the eggs then what's the point of having a hunt? I tried to hide them but then i had a whole bunch left and they were going to start already. After that they got out the tons of confetti eggs. They are egg shells with confetti inside. You take them and break them over people's heads and get them all messy. I wanted to be able to like take the eggs and smash them onto someone's head and have the crack that way but you can't.. you have to like crack them in your hand and then throw or drop all the confetti on someone's head. Anyway, i didn't put any on anyones head except steve's, but everyone put them on my head, because they think it's fun because i never had them before. They had like hundreds of eggs because everybody bought a whole bunch, like i think there were three or four people that bought like 40, 50 dozen.
Um.. yep..

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[08 Apr 2004|11:25pm]
Aua Marine Mermaid
You are the Aqua Marine Mermaid. You are pure and
brave. Strong and True. Your best freind is
your seahorse, your steed. You have fought many
battles in your own life and in the sea. No
matter what challenge you overcome it.
Congratulations there are very few of you.
Would you rate my quiz for I am brave too?


What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)
brought to you by Quizilla
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[06 Apr 2004|11:20pm]
I saw the movie "Something's Got to Give" the other day. I didn't think it would be that great but it was actually pretty good. Not astounding or anything, but more entertaining than i thought.
Went and saw the blimp today at the airport. cool blimpo.
i was watching an old black and white game show on tv and they gave a prize that was a phonograph or something.. and i thought "oh hey did they have tv yet then?" Duh. it's a TV show.
Anyone seen DreamCatcher?.. it was a very strange movie, sort of like while watching it you could see that in a few years it would be totally cheesy, but there were also parts that i thought were pretty creepy, and some of the the most disgusting things i've seen for a while.
In other news.. on the news i saw a segment about phramacists that refuse to give out birthcontrol because it's against their morals. WTF is with that. They can't do that.. but oh yes, they can.. They made up some stupid "clause" that lets them do that as long as they do something to provide other ways for the people to do what they want, like refer them to someone else or something. Well, at least only some places accept the "clause". Some places fire them.. it's like.. duh your job isn't to impose your morals on other people.. if you can't stand the heat get out of the kitchen.. CVS is buying out eckards (sp) they have eckerds here but not CVS. maybe now they will have cvs.


"Seems the road less traveled
shows happiness unraveled
And you got to take a little dirt
to keep what you love
That's what you gotta do"
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[03 Apr 2004|06:34am]
[ mood | dorky ]

So.. April fools day came and went and i didn't even know it was april first til around eight oclock at night. That's okay i don't care about all that april fools crap. Veronica said that someone she works with at the hospital i thik it was played an april fools day joke on his grandma and had someone from the hospital call and say that she had cancer. Then he was going to wait till that night to tell her it was a joke. We boht thought that um.. it wasn't very funny. I made soup that day, which was good and i made a super ton because that's how it is when you make soup, but it was all sorta stressed out about it, just because, and so that wasn't as good. Other than that pretty much absolutely nothing has happened, except i'm making obsessive lists and itineraries about disney world. I'm a dork.

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