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[12 Jun 2003|11:47am] I got a new journal. xvel0uria47x http://www.blurty.com/users/xvel0uria47x/ This one no longer going to be used. Bye. post comment

SuP gUyz? [05 Jun 2003|12:33pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Listening to the sound of the rain. ] Hey, Hmm, I don't think I will be writing in this much anymore, Only when I come to my Dad's house. Well, My birthday is on Saterday and today is Thursday and it's going to fucking suck concidering, My Daniel wont be here, He will be at his fuckin Dad's house... :( maaon, and everyone is like, "What do you want for your birthday?" and I am juss like.. "Honestly? My Daniel." and they are like "Huh?" Maon, I want him to be here so bad... Oh well. Shit happens.. :'( Well, I'm bored, talking to my good buddy Chad and sittin here listening to the rain, I don't think any skaters will be skateing that much today, Because its like pouring down rain, and they can't skate in the rain... (well no shit) Well I'm gunna go call my Daniel :D hehe, l8ter. -Emily Renee post comment

Woah... [01 Jun 2003|03:21pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Cradle of Filth- Suicide and other Comforts ] Maaon, I havent updated in a long time!! Well life is good again. I am going out with Danny and we are doing good. I found out I have a heart problam and I am suposed to die in 5 years which is gay. I don't cuss anymore, Me and Danny decided not to because Jesus didn't cuss, so ya we are good. Uh, It's not summer... and I'm pale as a mother, and I don't like it, I think I am going to go to a tanning place... Juss because it will be faster then tanning for hours outside... Ya well I'm talking to my Daniel now, he is at.. Catherine's.. grr. I'm pissed kinda, I might be going to Jarritt's in a little bit, He is my best buddy and he said he feels all ghetto and really wants to see me after so ghetto dream he had, I dunno, Well I'm out. -Emilie Renee post comment

Copper Lakes. [06 May 2003|02:58pm] [ mood | hot ] [ music | No music, I'm thinkin about my Danny. ] Maaaaon, Yesterday was soo cool. I chilled at my new house for a while and then met Danny at my new house at around 5:00. Then we came in my house chilled in my mom's room for a while then we walked to the bridge thing and chilled and did other stuff and Danny asked me to marry him and I said yes and I now have a bearing ring thing and so does he, so we are married!!, then all these sk8er people went to my brother's friends house to sk8 his half pipe, so they went there and sk8ed, and I was like "I can do an ollie!!" and then Danny was like "Wanna see my girlfriend ollie?" OMG HE CALLED ME HIS GIRLFRIEND! I love him, But I wont get to see him today :( He got in trouble at school and he has to go to his Dad's and his Dad isn't very nice to him I hear... Well I'm going to my new house.. So talk to ya later. I love you so much Danny. -emilie renee post comment

I moved. [05 May 2003|03:13pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | Proclaimers- I would walk 500 miles ] What's up. Hmm I'm bored waiting for my mother to come pick me up from this house, It's and empty and shit except my room. We moved yesterday and I am getting all new shit and what not. Its rather gay. At 5:00 Danny wants me to meet him at the bridge by the lakes in Copper Lakes so I can show him where my tiny new gay house is, So he can come over whenever he wants :D YAY! I love him, Well my mommy is here, So I'm going to go, I love you Danny, Bye. -emilie renee 2 comments|post comment

Ehehe. [02 May 2003|11:47pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | I'm talking on the phone with Cole. ] Well, 2nyte has made this whole day better. Danny said sorry and that he loved me, Which I don't know why he is sorry, Because he didn't do anything, Other then piss me off.. But alot of people do that so it's all good. Then I found out I am moveing tomorrow YAY! I wanna move, But then again, there's alot of shit that happend in this house... :'( I'm gunna miss it!!! Good times here. Well anyways, So ya I packed alot of shit up, My mommy took it to the new house, I chilled and ate a shit load of veggie's, Fuck they were good, I want to be a vegitarian.. or how ever you spell it, First of all you loose weight, and second of all vegietables are fucking good. So ya, Then Chad came over, and so did Cody and Erik and they are all running around on the roof, and I played some VICE CITY!! Woo, Omg I love that game... I cure's my bordeness... Then I fell asleep and woke up to screaming and shit so I settled it... heh, It was fun. Then I watched Flip Sorry and I am now here bored... again. My mommy said she would be home at 9:00 and look its fucking like 11:47, That is a kick ass time, So ya. I'm out, I'm sorry too Danny, I love you more then anything!! -emilie renee 1 comment|post comment

[02 May 2003|07:47pm] Save me from the nothing I've become. ...Wake me up inside. Call my name and save me from the dark. post comment

I'm a nothing. [02 May 2003|06:20pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Tatu- How long is forever? ] Well, I truly hate myself, For various reasons. One, Daniel thinks I lied to him, Which is bullshit, because I didn't. We were on the phone last night, and Mikey, Ashley, and John kept calling me. And Mikey was all talking about head and shit, And I told Danny, Not to get him pissed at Mikey or anything but juss to joke around. Then Danny was all "You like Mikey" and bullshit like that and I was like "No I met him last year and we never really talked" And then later I was like "Mikey lives on Jackrabbit Road" Because I thought that was a ghetto name. And Danny was like "Nu uh, I used to take him home all the time" and I was like "Well he lives by there, he juss said" and Danny was like "Nu uh!" and I was like "Yes huh, I have been there" and he was all "Omg you lied" And I was like how and he was like "You said you never talked to him after you met him" and blah blah blah. Well the only times I went to his house was one when I went with Kelli to get something she told Mikey to hold at the movies, and then second time was when I saw Mikey at VANS and I was looking for Keith and Mikey said he by his house sk8ing. So I went with Mikey to his house looking for Keith. And thoughs are the only times I have bee there, And they were last yes, So I have no idea why he thinks I lied.. :-/ Oh well he hates me now, Well I'm going to go we are moveing into my new house tomorrow and I have to pack a few more things.... I'm sorry Danny, I really wanna talk more abot this, Juss to get things straight ok? So call my cell, Because I won't be living in our "Memory Filled" house anymore... Bye. You said you never wanted to loose me, That I was your everything, That you were the happiest person when you where with me, That we were going to be together forever, That you Loved me, and You said you still do, and if thats true then why do I feel so empty and unloved and why did you have to end it all? I miss you and I'm sorry, I can't be perfect. I know you want me to be someone different.. And I want to be someone different too, But I can't change and I'm not going to. I love you. post comment

I hate myself. [01 May 2003|11:08pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Nothing. ] God damnit, All I am is a fucking fuck up, I'm sick and tired of myself. I wanna be someone different. GOD DAMNIT! FUCK THIS I FUCKING HATE MYSELF!!! Why don't I juss go fucking die?! I know it would make you happy. post comment

FUN FUN FUN [01 May 2003|07:01pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Smashing Pumpkins- Bullets with Butterfly Wings ] Hehehe, That was some fun shit, James juss dropped me off at home. He pickd Ashee and I up at like 5:00 and took us to the Bowling place, But they wern't going to have any lanes open until 6 so we said fuck it, Then we got back in his car, and I found these KICK ASS blue sunglasses in there and I put them on and I felt like God, It was soooo cool, And everything that was blue that I saw I fucking freaked out and pointed at it and then we were hungry, So James asked if we likes Chineese food and Ashee said no and that she wanted Sea Food, So wewent to Long John Silvers and it was BLUE, So when we got there Ashee was like "EWWW" So James was like, "Hmm I know where one more restraunt is that has Craw Fish" So we went to the French Quarter and we eat and were laughing our fucking asses off the whole damn time, It was great! Then James got a cigg. and blew the smoke into out drinks and our drinks were all smokeing and shit, It was cool... Then we were talking about our lovers cum and shit, and It was funny, Then we got Vanilla ice cream with whipped cream all over it and we were saying it was cum and then I smeared it alllll over my face and Ashee was like "OMG EMILY, HAS DANNY BEEN HERE?!" and ya, James hit me in the head about 47 times because he said I'm a "ditz" I AM NOT JAMES!! Damn meeny. Then we left there at 6:50 and he was takeing us home and on our way home I was all hanggin out the window, and at a red light I saw Danny and his mommy in there car, It was cool, and ya I juss got home, It was a grand day... Well I'm going to go Darby is comeing over, So l8ter. -emilie renee post comment

Maaaaon. [01 May 2003|03:45pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | Yellow Card- Good Bye ] Maaaon, I haven't gotten to really truly talk to Danny or see him lately... Sux :-/ I miss him, Even tho I see him every fucking day, But I dunno. Pink Stingers are gettin too many damn people... It used to be cool and everything and still is but there are too many damn people. There are now 8. It's no longer the little, short, small, children, It's all different people. But whatever. Hmm, I'm bored. And Darby is fixing to come over, and she is going to stay until about 9:00, I'm so happy, Darby makes me happy, and then tomorrow, James is gunna pick me and Ashee up from school, Maybe, Because we have no other way home, So he is gunna pick us up and take us somewhere and it shall be GRAND! Woo, Well anyway, I juss turned pissed. Maaon, Fuck this, and fuck her. (Can't say any names) Well, I'm out, L8ter. I love you Danny. -emilie renee post comment

My Dad's house. [30 Apr 2003|07:58pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | Talking to Chad. ] AHH!!! GOD DAMNIT! I have to fucking go to my gay ass Dad's house >>>I HATE IT THERE!!!<<< Its so boreing and there is NOTHING to do there!!! Maon, I can't believe I am saying this but I much rather would want to be at my house house then at my Dad's, Its not like I don't like my father, Well Actually I hate both my parents but my Father's house SUCK! Well thats all, So ya, Buh Bye. Emily Renee LOVES Daniel Michael so mucho! AHHH! SO FUCKING PRETTY WOOOHOOO! I'm a fucking genius! post comment

...It's hot. [29 Apr 2003|07:32pm] [ mood | hot ] [ music | Alkaline Trio- Good-bye Forever ] Hmm, Today was grand I guess. I came home after school, Got online, Talked to Sam, Met her at the bridge, We were under there for a while talking about ALOT of shit thats going on because I don't go to her house that much anymore, Concidering I am not aloud there :( So ya, Then we went to her house because her mom wasn't there and I stayed there a while, Then Sam fell asleep, She was a little upset about some things so I let her sleep, Then Ashley (Her sister), Tom, Kellie, and Me all went to the M&M and got ice cream and then they all went to Tom's but I didn't feel like it so I came home, And I am fixing to go out to eat. Danny is at his father's home right now, I kinda want him to come over later, I haven't really gotten to see him alot, Only at school, Which is really fucking gay... I wanna watch him sk8 :D I love watching people sk8, They are soo sexy, Well Danny is... But ya. Well I'm out, I have to go eat. Bye Bye. WOAH!! I juss looked at my clock on my radio and it wong and it said "11:47" Buwahaha, Yes that's a grand time. I LOVE YOU DANNY!!! -emilie renee post comment

The Distillers [28 Apr 2003|06:11pm] [ mood | mischievous ] [ music | Distillers- Hate me ] Hmm, I am not home at the moment I am at one of my buddies house, I am lookin at the Distillers site... Hmm Its ok I guess, I am also talking to my sexy bexy sister Ezzy, He said that Danny said he was comeing over!! :'( but I'm not home, But I think my mommy would tell him where I was if he came over... But who knows? Well hmm I am bored and me and a buncha people juss got done pouring lighter fluid everywhere and then lighting it on fire... Damn everyone was scared.. I was thought because fire is cOoOoOoOoL!! And then I held the bottle and light it on fire heheheh it was grand.. well I am going to go I am bored... So ya I LOVE U DANNY! WOOO! bye -emilie post comment

Ghettoisumness... [26 Apr 2003|12:03pm] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | Thursday- Cross out the Eyes ] Maaaaon, This weekend is going to suck, Danny is at his Daddy's house :( Not cool. Well I juss got back from Saterday D-hall and we alson juss got done dropping Tori off at work. My brother and Cody are in my room chillin with me... Yesterday was ghetto, After school I went to Erik's and chilled there then we went out to eat and then to Beyond Image, Then I came home and went to Alixx's house with Callie for while then I was walking around and I saw Ross, Michael P, and Eric so they picked me up and we all went to Samantha Leigh's house, And Sam and Ashee were there so we all chilled then Samantha needed to go get pants from Tom's house so we went there and I got to see my big brother TOM-ASS!! Omg I love him so much, He is the bestest brother in the world!!! And Thursday was his birthday.. He turned 20!!! Hehehe, YAY! I love you Tom. So me and Sam were at Tom's for a while then Leroy came and picked him up and they went to the mall, Then Ross took me and Sam back to Sam's and they all went inside to do something, But I'm not aloud at her house so I had to sit outside.. And Sam was KINDA ignoreing me but its all good, Then Michael Ashley and Sam all went to the movies and I didn't really feel like going so I went and sat in my spot by the bridge and juss laid there and thought about alot of shit for a while then I went home and Tori came over and she got online and I fell asleep then Michael was suposed to come over and I think he did but Tori couldn't find him or something, I dunno, I don't remember.. So I woke up this morning at like 6:47 and then got ready and went to D-Hall and I was chillin there with my buddy Julian then I came home and I am now bored.. I think I'm gunna call Tom... L8ter. -emilie renee post comment

I'm haveing to remind myself of who I am... [24 Apr 2003|06:55pm] [ mood | refreshed ] [ music | My moms yelling ] 1.) YOU: -age- 14. -sex- female. -single or taken- I'm Daniel's. -location- Houston, Texas. -eye color- Blueish Green -hair color- Brownish color stuff... -hair length- Eh... long? -tattoos- Uh... -piercings- 5 -underwear- Vicotria's Secret blue thong thing... -wearing right now- Tan Volcom pants, Gray and green YMCA shirt and Blue and Pink tube socks 2.) Favorite: -color- black, pink, blue -day- friday and saterday -song- eh, I'm not exactly sure... -band- Nirvana. -ice cream- VANILLA!! WOO!. -drink- root beer. -food- Salad.. -book- I don't read many books.... -movie- Hmmmm. 3.) YES or NO: -vegetarian- No. -straight edge- um. no. -cuddling- yes. -kissing on the first date- sure. -the misfits- Eh.... -the ramones- Yes -dogs- eh. -cats- eh. -make up- yaaa. 4.) The opposite sex: -eye color- blue or green. -hair style- shaggy. -tattoos- sure. -piercings- eh, depends.... -height- tall. -weight- skinny. -best physical feature- eyes and hair -most important quality- funny and loveing. -best article(s) of clothing- Hmmm -most attractive person you know- Daniel Michael Collier, I love him to death, I love you Danny. 5.) five things you hate: 1- People 2- People who try to piss me off and when they succed they think it's the fucking funnyest thing.. 3- School. 4- Writting with makers and then when your hand drags along the writting it smears everything... damn them. 5- bad hair days. 6.) five things you love: 1- Daniel Michael Collier. 2- My friends. 3- Samantha Leigh. 4- Food 5- Make-up 7.) five things you want: 1- Daniel Michael Collier :( 2- To be a different person. 3- To be left alone, Only Samantha Leigh and Danny can talk to me, Because I love them more then anything!! 4- For bitches and hos to burn in hell :D 5- Stuff... post comment

I have alot to type.... :D [24 Apr 2003|05:37pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Goldfinger- 99 Red Balloons ] Alot has happend in the past 2 days, Well kinda, but ya know. On Tuesday after school I was chillin at home and then Tony came over and so did Chad, So us 3 went to Chad's house, I made some food, ALOT of food, Because food is good, and then we got on the computer and shit and then I went home because I was rather bored, My mom wasn't home then because she went to some tennis thing with alot of her friends, and when she got home she was all drunk and shit and everyone left so, Cody, My brother and I were outside and I was trying to sk8board and then I hear my mom yell, "EMILIE GET YOUR FUCKING ASS INSIDE!!!" So I was like "Hmm, Ok." So I went inside and she was blameing me for doing something to her shirt with I didn't because I don't wear my mother's cloths, They are rather gay... So I told her I didn't do it and she said I was lying so she grabed me by my head and slamed my head against the wall about 3 or 4 times, After that I fell to the ground in mucho pain, So I laid there for about 47 seconds then she kicked me really fucking hard in the so I got up and she grabed my head again hit it against the wall... again I then pushed her and ran out the house. So I ran to Samantha Leigh's house and I knocked and her mom was like "Who is it?" and I was like "Emilie..." and her mom doesn't like me at all so she was like "GO AWAY! OR IM CALLIN THE COPS!" So I left, In pain and crying... I sat under the bridge for a while then decided I would go to my big Sissi's house ((Ashley Reich)) On my way there I saw Samantha Leigh and Michael S.. I was soo very happy but in mucho pain and crying... So Samantha Leigh an up to me and gave me a hug and asked what was wrong and I told her the whole story, Then Michael gave me a hug and said my mommy shouldn't do that to me.. So we all walked to Samantha Leigh's house, Which I didn't want to do... But ya. So when we got inside Sam told her bitch ass mother what happend and her mom still told me to leave, So I left and Michael came with me.. So we walked to the bridge and were talking and everything and then I saw my brother and Cody, They told me that my Dad was on his way to my house and I was very mucho happy about that.. So I went home and my mom grabed me by the hair slamed my head into the wall again about 10 or 15 times.. and I fell on the ground again then he procceded in throughing things at the and kicking me and hitting me and scratching me, Then Adam (my brother) Came in there and pushed my mom and told her to get the fuck off me, So she started yelling at him and then my Daddy came home and saved me!! YAY!!! I hate my father tho.. He and my mommy are buttheads.. But I like him for doing that for me, So I went to his house and I was all better other then my body is bruised and I'm in pain.. Then yesterday, after 8th period, Tori Taylor ran up to me and was all "OMG OMG OMG EMILIE EMILIE!!!" and I was like "WTF?!" and she was like "LOOK!!!! me and DANNY had a talk in Teen Leadership about you!!" So I took the note that they had together and then I was pulled away to my locker without reading the note, So today after 4th period I read the lovely note and DANNY said something like he likes me alot again like seriouly and I was all like happy happy happy!! WEEE! Well damn I think I have typed tooo mucho, So I am going to go... Good Day. I LOVE U DANNY! -emilie renee post comment

...We will wake up. [22 Apr 2003|07:23pm] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | Toadies- I will be with Her ] Hmm, Today was ghetto and gay, I went to school feeling like shit because I was sick as fuck, Didn't really do anything, Came home, and Tony and Chad came over so we went to Chad's house because he has ALOT of food, and I fucking eat all the time!!! Food makes me happy. So we chilled there for a while then I got online there and talked to my lover ( Daniel Michael Collier) Then I was rather bored so I came home and talked to Danny some more, Then Tony came back over here and was talkin to my litte brother, Then we all went outside and we were skatboarding, I was trying to kickflip... It was a great site... :-/ Then Pete picked me and Mitchell up to take us to get food, So we did and I juss got back and I am rather bored... So I think I am going to try and get to the very top of my house, Like on top of the thrid story roof... Yes yes yes, This shall be grand... Ok bye. I LOVE YOU DANNY! -emilie renee post comment

GRAND MOTHER FUCKIN DAY! WEEE! [21 Apr 2003|06:19pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | The Nobodies- Marilyn Manson ] Maon, Today was fun. I woke up at like 10:45 got online for a few min, then I called Danny, and I woke him up... sorry Danny. Then he came over at like 11:00 something and we were in my room until like 2:00 or something, then he went outside and sk8ed with my brother and I went out there too and then he had to go home to ask his sister to take him to Shannon's and I was suposed to go with him, But he left me... This is like the 47th time he has forgotten to take me to Shannon's with him, But oh well. When he left I waited for him to call me, But he never did, So I ate Taco Bell, and then got online for a few min, then I came to Samantha Leigh's house and thats where I am right now... So we are here I'm not exactly sure what Sam is doing but I'm here sitting on my ass talking to Jon, and Drinking this nice crystal clear water... :D It's good. Well I think I am going to go, Today has been fun, But I have to be home at like 6:30 or 7:00 to go out to eat, and Samantha Leigh is comeing with me! YAY! And she is going to spend the night tonight, Well I'm out. I LOVE YOU DANNY! Good-Day. -emilie renee post comment

Doomed Souls... [20 Apr 2003|12:53am] [ mood | naughty ] [ music | Autum to Ashes- Short staories with Tragic endings ] Woah, I have written in here fuicking 4 times today, Maon I'm cool.. Well anyway I feel like shit and I'm rather sick... My throat and head hurt like a fuckin bitch and I can't sleep, Maybe because I slept all fucking day.. Hmm who knows? :-/ Well, Daniel Michael juss left my house.. well he did at like 12:10 ya he is super k%l guy and I love him.. We watched Cartoon Network and these kick ass Anime shows were on, Well to be honest with you I thought they were the fucking gayest shit I have ever seen but it's all good.. Yum, I'm eatting Spider man fruit snacks..and on one of them it has Spider Man's whole body and then It looked like he had a penis, So I bit it off... BUWAHAH! feel my rath of doom, you damn man spider!! ...So volger...I love it. Well I'm going to go, this is enuff gayness... So g'nyte small young pathetic and doomed children, Your souls shall be mine :) Good-Day. -emilie renee 2 comments|post comment

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