ChickenVille

10:11pm: this rocks me SO much!!!
~Extremely Taken: my tea has gone cold.
Carrie V: grrrrrr.
Carrie V: and my yogurt has gone warm.
~Extremely Taken: LOL
~Extremely Taken: let's get our refreshments to trade temperatures!

9:38pm: i had a dreamlastnight where i was in a shop - it looked like the road before the bridge in Camden but I kow it wasn' t camden. anyway, it was brilliant- they had all these amazing clothes (skirts mostly) and they were ALL reduced from like $15, $20 and upwards, ALL redced to a dollar each! WOO boy was I angry when i realised it wasn't true!!

9:25am: HOORAH HOORAH HOORRAAAHHHHH!!!!!!


I AM LEARNING JAPANESE (not turning japanese lol) AND IT'S NOT HARD AT ALL!!!!!

YIPPPEEEEEEE!!!

9:14pm: that old prune who still tries to convince herself she's my real mom.. well. She's got such a FUCKING NERVE.

All I did was go down to the kitchen for a cup of tea and I end up withthe same old "talk to your dad's bitch like that!!"

the scene:
My hair is mssy because I was laying down, I don't bother ot straighten it because I'm just going to the kichen, it doesn't matter. she comes n and starts fussing with it, tryng ot make it neat and symmetrical and blah blah. I say "Don't worry about it, i'm not going out, i'm only getting a tea" so she keeps fiddling wth it. I say "leave it" and she starts. "OH! so we get big heads when we have ribbons (?!) and we think we're kylie minogue do we?" then i think WF?!?! but I say "what? I am kylie minogue because I don't want my head messed with?" and... *deep breath*

she says "your heads already messed with"

in my mind I fucking kick her all the way out the door and over the balcony where she splats and nothing but brandy and whiskey float out of her instead of blood.

8:05pm: I fell so much in love last night. I met the perfect guy, and he felt the same as I did- we didn't have to say anything or move.. we just hugged each other because we knew this was IT.


I was, of course, only dreaming...

9:41pm: WAY TO GO, DRUNK BITCH MOM! *thumbs up*
I had made myself some bread with my favorite Welch's Grape jelly that I got from the US. I don't use it much because it's not available here so I like to keep a jar for as long as I can. I have been ill all the last couple of days and I am heading off to bed with my jelly and a hot mug of blackcurrant Lemsip (which isn't cheap either)
Due to bitchness of drunk mom, The whole boiling hot mug gets tipped over me, and all the bread goes on the floor.

I am so so angry, all I wanted to do was rest and now I have nothing to eat and my socks are soaking wet. And I have a huge stain on my carpet GRRRR.

6:16am: Fuck.
i KNEW it would happen. I knew it knew it. Just as I was falling asleep last night I thought *hmm, I haven't had one of those dreams for a long time!* And then I told myself to fuk off, because as soon as I thought it, I knew it would make me have one.

And I did. :o|

He called me on my phone and said he was on his way over, that he was walking to my house, and I went mad trying to clear the house up. Then we were in this .....skate park kind of place and I was sitting on the wall just looking at everyone when he came over and put his arms round me. BAH.

But this time it was different. Usually I wake up going *waaaaaah why do they keep coming?!* But today I am just pissed off at myself because I made it happen by thinking about it. I think I am stepping forward, because I am finally realising that I can't have him completely. I'm starting to want to find someone else, where before, I didn't want to want anyone else.

I still can't wait till he gets back from Leeds because I still do love to hug him even though I hate his guts :P He is like chocolate to me- I keep telling myself that I won't have any more, It's so bad for me. but its just so yummy. I am cursed, for sure. But damn.... the boy can kiss.;P I know that when I *do* get a real boyfriend, he must have the same kinda hair, coz ...well....just coz ;)

I have a RAINBOW sakura and Kero wallpaper and screensaver now and I have changed my whole desktop colors :D The main color is this blue, it's SO pretty! I'll have to take screencaps and post them soon. It really is pretty.

PRETTY PRETTY PRETTY!!!!!

6:51pm: What I am Is What I am

Are you what you are, or what?

Choke Me In the Shallow Water

Before I get too Deep.
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10:19pm: This just happened:
Me: (In a dodgy french accent)I am going to squeeeeze you and eat you like the big chicken that you are! I will squeeze all the juice out of you and pick my teeth wih your bones! THIS IS YOUR DOOM!!!
Tibbs: Meow.


Tibbs is my cat. well. actually he is a big chicken, as you will see stated above.

4:43pm: Hooraaaaahhh for MxPx!

"I'm not yooooooour robot or your slave
I won't behave, I'm not your toy!

Go go go bury me with self-righteousness
I confess
I'M JUST A BOY!"