ChickenVille

12:00pm: LOL

5:50pm: um.
updatey no long timey!

I guess a lot's happened but It's not been that good so I shall say nothing has happened. how extremely sad.
I saw ROTK and Big fish recently though. good-o.
and i want to get drunk a lot more.... surely that can't be good.


And don't call me Shirley!

11:20pm: just acoz
And then there's this boy with his hand on the doorframe
and he's tall for his age, or young for his height.
silver onthe door couldperhaps be black
when these wings crack and split I guess
you have lost your way
dark surrounds your face and all you can see
is whatever's in your head
this doorframe thickens and smallens

The house cracks and falls out of the sky
and then there's this boy
too tall for his age
or too young for his height. Pressure on him swells
I never said or knew why his hands were made of silver
or perhaps black.
or perhaps his hands were the door.
( blah blah )

10:45pm: HURRY UP AUGUST 8TH. YOU'RE TAKING FAAAAR TOO LONG TO GET HERE.

3:06pm: also, I just saw a photo of myslf when i had my dreads- its a photo of my big fat self from behind. I remember feeling really happy and completely OK and good at the time of the photo (cause I was happy all the time i had dreadies)

but what WAS I thinking?! how could i be happy when i looked that huge?! OMG

I am glad I have come to my senses, and am trying to be better...

10:46pm: I really really want to write a list of words that I hate, so people know what NOT to say (or even Type) around me, but I can't write them down because the mere thought of them makes me recoil and start to shake.

I wish I was joking, but they really do that to me.

7:18pm: I want to stand on some tall building and just shout

"JUST WHAT IS SO FUNNEH, MISTER... LARREH JOHNSON?"

7:15am: http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=NQELOLB&key=PNL

ROTFF

3:01pm: This little minxXx had a HP dream last night- for the first time in ages, hoorah!

I was a Hogwarts Student (Gryffindor) and the Hogwarts express was broken so we had to use the tube, all dressed up in our uniforms lol. The Muggles were so confused, poor dears. There were more Slytherins on the train than Gryffindors (Like 50 Slytherins and 3 Gryffindors! I didn't know anyone on the train except Draco, only cause I was hot for him. and still was when I woke up *cough*) They were nice to us though because of all the muggles about, We drew enough attention to ourselves without saying anything, nevermind starting a wand-using argument.
So all the slytherins had these long black jackets like Jon's and they were all so so hot. But I just wanted Draco. then we were in Hogsmeade in this HUGE store like a big library but with all interesting things. Hermine had turned up and she was looking at 2 telescopes. the best one was 910 pounds and it fit in your pocket. I looked through it and it was really neat. The other one she was looking a was only a tenner and I looked through it and it was pooey. she thought it was better though :/ weird. then that was it :(

DRACO MALFOY YOU WiLL BE MINE! OH YES YOU FUCKiNG WiLL!

you just wait till I fall asleep again ;)

9:19am: Ani
out on the porch the fly strip
is waving like a flag in the wind
you know, i don't look forward to seeing you again
you look
like a photograph of yourself
taken from far far away
i wont know what to do
and I won't know what to say except

fuck you