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Blurty for Ashley.
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| Sunday, October 10th, 2004 |
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hi. i'm updating. and i haven't done so in a long time. life is different now. i'm different now. you don't know me. not that you're reading this, anyways. michele is reading me Patti Smith poetry. My birthday is in 21 days. My one month with Ryan Wojcik is in nine days. "i hid my amp in the bushes and threw my guitar over my shoulder. it weighs less than a machine gun and never runs out of amunition" -Patti Smith. i do not have much of anything these days. i'm boring now. i'm cold now. i'm not very nice anymore. i am picky and i choose only few. i never talk to matt king anymore. i still love him. but reading back in this journal, i was so close to him, and now i see him once in awhile in the hallways, and we still embrace and tell each other that we love each other. Michele is my bestfriend. i am always micheling. or emfoing. or ryan wojciking. I never have enough time. But I always have so much time. last night, jimi b, ryan fournier, emfo, rhiannon, and michele came to my house and we watched The Nightmare Before Christmas, and Totoro. my hair is so short, my temper isn't really anymore. it's autumn. and it is beautiful. I don't remember the last time I saw Stubby. Or even talked to her. So much has happened. |
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| Friday, July 2nd, 2004 |
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your eyes are cold and unwelcoming. your heart bitter, and weathered. but from nothing more than vanity. and a stereotype you aspire to be. you are fifteen. you're life is cold and unwelcoming. that is why i'll never kiss your lips. |
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| Monday, December 15th, 2003 |
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Hey you. I was GOING to talk about my weekend, but I don't think any of you read this journal anymore. SO, i'll talk about it anyways. on FRIDAY after school I went over Mattus. Eli and Joe Gray were there...and we had a merry time. We drank hot chocolate...and watched A Nightmare Before Christmas..and...the Family Guy. Then we went outside. I was wearing Mattus snow pants, which were far too large for me. And his snow boots. Also too large. We jumped on his trampoline, even though it had ice in the middle of it. Mattu dived off of his picnic table into it...it was hardcore. Then Mattu and Joe were skateboarding off the picnic table...And we played the caroling game. ((which is basically just Mattu and I pretending that we're carolers..and we went to Eli and Joes "house" and sang to them)). Hm....and..well I think that's it. Oh yes, and the boys were serenading me with their oh-so-fly guitaring skills. Hm....Yes. That's it. Saturday I worked 1-7. Man it was murder. Then I worked Sunday 10-3. MURDER. Yeah. You heard me. MURDER. Then I slept over Jaxies last night, fun time. We stayed up late watching Harry Potter. We played the ship game ((finally! after all these years))...and we ate and were pigs and stuff. So yeah, now I'm here. School was boring. 2 hour delay. Damn that Mr. Gilrein...Damn him!!! I slept in study hall...even though I'm positive Tim is constantly staring at me. I don't know why. I think it's because everytime I look behind me he's staring. It's quite annoying. I barely saw Matt King ALL day. It was herendous. But..I used his french book anyways. Mademoiselle O. didn't notice....cheap son of a gun..... but you guys have no idea what I'm talking about. Am I on crack? Miguel seems to think so. But I think otherwise...... Dan told me about "turkey sledding". It sounds awesome. He video-taped himself sledding down a hill on a frozen turkey. |
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| Thursday, November 27th, 2003 |
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Yes! New journal. I was sick of the other one..I've been thinking about getting a new one ever since...forever ago..but I definately decided it was time for a new one. The old one was much too depressing, even though it wasn't really. I was sick of all my morbidness in past entries, and the thought of someone being able to just click a link and read all of those...it made me sad. My entire journal just...made me sad. So here I am. Yay..today is turkey day. You know what that means. Lots of food! And it also means that tomorrow is the v-dance. I'm not looking forward to it as much as I was. Yah..it will be fun..but I'm beginning to wonder just how much fun. Not to mention those heels I'm going to have to wear all night...::shudders:: I was wearing them for like 5 minutes the other night, and they started to hurt. Michele and I are probably just going to bring our chucks though, so we can just wear them during the dance. I wish more people were going, more of my friends that is. Like Matt, Emm and Krysta...and Brit..but she doesn't even go to our school, and doesn't even know anyone from my school so that would be kind of hard. Agh, i don't even know what I'm talking about. I slept good last night, although I had a really weird dream. I woke up at 11, and watched t.v. up until recently. My goal was to see the music video for "the saddest song" by the ataris. I finally saw it, and that's when I decided to come online. I really want to call Michele, but who knows where she is. Her family is having Thanksgiving with the Jones', so they're probably there right now. And bah hum bug....i have to wait until 7 to eat my Thanksgiving meal...because Vanessa has to work today and she gets out at ...well...around 7. I'm reading a new book, it looks like one of those ones you'd read in 7th grade, but you can't judge a book by it's cover now can you? It's kind of depressing so far, although I haven't really read a lot of it yet. I've had it forever...it just never really appealed to me much until now. It's about this really depressed girl named Sunny (haha, how ironic...her name is Sunny and she's depressed). And that's all I really know so far. It's her diary, but she's a fictional character. You know the type of book I'm talking about. Yesterday I went over Emms house after school with Krysta. It was a fun time. We helped her mom make apple pie...and we did this craft thing...and we just had a merry time. I downloaded AIM onto her computer, and she made a s/n which is: WeRUgly2727. We basically share it...all three of us....but I think I'm on it the most. Emm doesn't really go online that often anyways...and well...i don't know about Krysta. haha. Wow, I wrote a lot, as opposed to my last entries..(in my old journal, but of course). I feel as if I haven't written to my full potential, but alas I have nothing else to say. So I'm off...goodbye. <3 Ashley |
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| Friday, November 21st, 2003 |
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Bah. I would start from yesterday...If I remembered it. But I don't, so I guess I'll just start from today. I woke up and went to school. I was actually dreading it more than usual...I knew that all my friends were going to be raving about the TBS concert I didn't go to. But, they didn't really..except Matt King...but you know, i got over it. So anyways, we got out of school at 11:15 because we had no water. The toilets wouldn't flush, the sinks weren't working, nothing. I'm glad, I missed algebra, most of french, study hall and english. It was a nice break. So, I came home and went on the computer, because I really have nothing better to do. I downloaded a few songs. I ate two apples. And now I'm fooling around with cinnamon. Oh, my life is just ever so interesting. So yah...I have to get a hot pink crayon for Jimi...so he can buy the proper color rose to match my dress...haha. He's so awesome. He's my hero. But anyways, I'm going to New Hampshire tonight and I'm going to be there all day tomorrow. The hotel should be alright, but I'm not looking forward to an ALL DAY cheerleading national. err...*dies* I'll just call michele and talk to her the entire time, because she's my only friend. Or maybe I'll just sleep. Or...meet...new...people. Sure. And I don't even know where in New Hampshire it is..so I don't know how far away it is...drats. Plus my c.d. player is broken so I'm going to have to listen to my moms music all the way up there..*shudders*...nooo!... not 50 cent!! :'( well i'm off, bye -ashley- |
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| Tuesday, November 18th, 2003 |
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I hate this. I know you don't know what "this" is, but I'm going to tell you. Alright. Well, I was giving a lot of thought today about how Michele and I don't go to the same school anymore. A lot of things have changed since we entered high school....like people! PEOPLE...my OWN friends either don't remember her or don't know her! That drives me insane! And the people that DO remember her don't even know we're still best friends! This is a conversation that occurs often: Person: hey- do you still hang out with Michele Bouchard? Me: um..yah...we ARE best friends.... Person: Oh, that's good. I thought you two would have lost touch or something. Me: Uh..no. we HAVE been best friends since 5th grade. Person: Oh, okay. Tell her I said hi. Me: No, she doesn't like you. AAH! WHY CAN'T SHE JUST COME BACK TO MY SCHOOL!? THIS IS WHERE SHE BELONGS! THIS IS HER HOME! THIS IS HER.....TOWN! Blah. (Actually, if I could have it MY way, I'd want to go to HER school...her school seems much better and the people there rock my socks. ) But that's besides the point. MICHELES LEGACY LIVES ON ok i'll update again later. |
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| Monday, November 17th, 2003 |
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Ah. I love the day. Well, this one anyways. I went to bed at 10:30 last night, and had a hard time trying to get to sleep. Constant tosses and turns....dreadful. And my dad let me stay home today. I slept until 11:30, but I was starving so I got up and made meself some hot chocolate, and I ate corn pops. Then, I watched Ghost, and then I came on here. And...here I am. So....lets see.....last time I updated was Saturday night..so I guess I'll talk about yesterday. ((sunday)). Well, we woke up and went to church, and Brit told us all the stuff that happened at the battle when SHE was there..(which was basically from when we left to when it ended?) And we told her all the stuff that happened when WE were there. Then, we went home, and watched some random movie..I don't remember the name. It was really good nontheless. It had Brad Pitt in it, and there were many deaths. Then, my mom came and picked me up from Shellies...and then we went home. I went online but Chuck wasn't on. (robbed) But I only went on for like 10 minutes anyways. Then...we went out to eat at 99. Very nice, very nice indeed. Then, we came home again, and I don't remember what I did. But I went on the computer maybe an hour after we got home, and Chuck STILL wasn't on. Grrr. He eventually ended up coming online, but only for 1 split second...and then he left. Very irritating. So yah, I miss him, and stuff. So I guess I'll be going now, I don't have anything else to say. Goodbye. -ashley- |
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| Sunday, November 16th, 2003 |
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| Two years from now your face won't exist. So I'll tear my memory up into shreds, and still not find you. You're only in books, and in songs. So I'll listen harder, and read deeper. If I don't find you, will you resurrect me? The death is so close...and it lingers there with winter. The only thing that can stop me from withering.....is you. | ||||||||
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| Saturday, November 15th, 2003 |
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Michele....I love you. I quietly said. She stared deeply into the screen and replied, "If I was a boy...I'd be in love with myself". Okay, enough with that jibber-jabber. Ah, today was most enjoyable. As you may already know, Michele and I went to Battle of the Bands. C*J came avec us. It was soooo awesome. Remember way back when...when I was talking about meeting the love of my life at the woodstock fair? (Ryan Whiston) Well....I MET HIS...um....well.....well.....I met this kid Chuck. He is so..............so! Well this is how it all happened.... ...it all began when we first got there. We were watching the first band perform and such, but only their last song or two. And THEN, comes on "Strained Personality". I look over to the stage and the guitarist caught my eye. So I turn to Michele with my look of surprise/affection..(which she knows, because well....she's Michele, she knows all). And she says "the blonde one?" And in satisfaction, I shake my head vigerously. So we went down a little farther, where the view was pretty clear...but not good enough. So...we all headed down to the floor....where the view was splendid. And there he was.....in the flesh...under the hot lights.....*sigh*. So anyways, yada da yada da woof woof. And then...he announced that they are selling c.d's, so if we saw any of them, to ask about it. So...we went upstairs, where I was hoping to find him. AND THERE HE WAS! OUTSIDE!!! SO I RAN! I RAN LIKE THE DICKENS! So anyways, somehow he dissapeared...and then I look over to the other side of the street... and there he was again...walking away into the far distance....I almost cried. I ran inside and started whining about how I didn't get to talk to him and such. So anyways, after a while of whining and complaining, guess what I see? Well...nothing...but Michele and Kristen see him approaching the building once again. So...we went outside, nonchalantly (not to mention inconspicuously) and I...got back in line to go inside. (haha, talk about smooth) And so what does Kristen do? She runs over to him and says "SHE WANTS TO MARRY YOU!" And then points at me, but of course. So...I go over there and say "kristen! I thought we took a vow...a vow of silence!" But then he says, "Thanks! So does marriage entitle buying a c.d.?" And being the lovely person I am, i said yes. So...I bought one. And then Kristen pipes in again and says "I think she wants your s/n!" And so...he takes out a pen and i hand him...my hand. But THEN Kristen says "won't that rub off when you get all sweaty?" (ugh) so THEN....I go searching through Micheles bag to find a piece of paper...and then I just end up stealing one from Kristen. And then he writes his screen name on it and I'm all happy and whatnot. Okay, and then I thought he left again, and I almost cried. And he DID leave, but then he came back. And THEN...well...to make a long story short...we end up hanging out quite often....and at the end I summoned him over and said I was leaving. And he gave me a hug and held me and said, "you still have my information, right?" and I said "yes." And then when he was about to go on his way, i asked him if he could sign the c.d. So he did. He wrote his name, and then wrote "I love u" and then drew an arrow pointing to me and said "that's pointing to you". And i died. but then i was resurrected, and then I died again after he gave me another hug. But that's it, have a nice night. -Ashle7- |
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| Tuesday, November 11th, 2003 |
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Yah, so it took me about a half hour to get to this page, after countless pop-ups and freeze-ups of the computer. How...cool..... So yah. Today was boring. Michele left at 11 and then I was bored for the rest of the day, until I went to work at 3. Then I came home at 7. I currently have a headache and I'm very tired, but I guess I just wanted to update, or something. I don't want to go back to school tomorrow, I'm dreading bio first...blah...I'll have to watch Matt and Amanda flirt the entire period...oooh the joys of jealousy. Not to mention having 3rd lunch with just about no one, and Matt King going on a field trip all day. I'll be kingless. And that's no good. Without a king it will be complete anarchy. And we don't want that, do we? Hmm.. So I've been thinking. I don't even like Jimi (oh yay, i can finally spell his name, after countless times of being corrected......don't want to be a fool and spell his name wrong now do I), i mean yah, he's all cool and such but I don't really know him. But I figured out how I DO feel about him. I think he's really awesome and I want to get to know him better. Yah. That's it. And unfortunately I still like Matt, which will HAVE to stop, because he's being such a weenie. I'm so mad. I broke my brand new c.d. player on the bus the other day. The cursed driver took a sharp turn, causing bruises and the falling of my c.d. player. So it fell, and broke. And I probably only had it for what, 5 days. Wow, how cool. But anyways, I bought my v-dance dress last night. It's a killer. Really nice. I can't wait, it should be fun. I just hope Jay gets tickets for Jackie and he, because I want Jackie to go, and well I want Jay to go too. Yes. And having Jimi as a date is going to rock. He's so awesome. Like a possum. So anyways, my mom and I went to Wendys afterward and we went through the drive-thru. It was so funny...the lady was like "welcome to wendy's can i help you?" and my mom was like "i'd like two whoppers" and then the lady says "um...this is Wendy's..." hahaha. I've always wanted to do that, but the funniest part is my mom didn't even do it on purpose. She's quite the catch. Yah, I'm leaving now, bye. -ashley- oh yah, i have a cell phone now and stuff. i'd post the number but i forgot. I dont want any of you bafoons calling me anyways. |
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| Friday, November 7th, 2003 |
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Okay, I just updated, but it was too vague for my likings. So here is another ! : OK so, yes. I"m going to the v-dance with Jimmy, which is completely awesome. I like him, or so I think. I still like Matt, but I like Jimmy. You dig? Jimmy wants me to go to the football game tonight but I"m going over stubbs. But yes, that's that. I'm tres happy. :-) although, Jason informs me of someone thinking about asking me, even though i already have a date, and he's a tad bit late, and i already asked him, so i dont knwo whats wrong with that kid. Oh well! i'm going with jimmy! okay, enough about that. I'm really sick, and I think I got it from Jay. And I think i broke my nose. It hurts. well, i'm leaving, ta ta.. <3 ash |
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OH YES, OH YES. I HAVE A DATE TO THE V-DANCE, AND NOT JUST ANY DATE. JIMMMMMMMMMMMMY BOUTILETTE. wooohoo!! hooray. victorious. i'm so happy. happy. happy. happy. :-) happy! -Ashley |
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| Wednesday, November 5th, 2003 |
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(d dub- i promise my next entry will be about you :-D ) I have recently discovered that there is a secret spy reading this. My algebra teacher. That's a little creepy if you ask me...but hey- she can do what she wants. So yah, today completely sucked. But no more than usual. I woke up early and took a shower and crap, and I couldn't find any clean clothes worthy of wearing. So, I went to school and had a terrible day. And then I stayed after for my detention, which was terrible. And then I came home, which also resulted in being terrible. I was downstairs on my laptop for once last night, typing an entry for this journal, when all of a sudden i hear about a million footsteps coming down the stairs...and then...the door gets thrown open and the next thing I know Russ, Dan and Kenny are all on top of me. And the next thing I know after THAT, Russ is tickling me uncontrollably, Kenny is on my laptop and ends up unplugging my computer. So that entry went completely down the drain. It was pretty detailed as well, which makes that a triple bummer. So yah....thats about it. I feel so crappy lately. I just want to sleep forever...i dont want to wake up. I dont even feel like eating anymore. I just want to fall into an eternal slumber...or something close to eternal, anyways. I'm so tired of Matt Duval too, I mean, sure, i still like him and stuff..and he's really bothering me. I think I'm just starting to like him as a friend though. I think he likes someone else anyways.... ...so yah. I need a boyfriend. find me one, please. *sigh*. I dont want to work tomorrow. baaah humbug. i dont want to be here right now. well i'm going to go write a poem now, goodbye. ash mah 10..? |
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| Monday, November 3rd, 2003 |
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Okay well I decided after many entries that lacked...well just about everything, I was going to create and ACTUAL update, you know, like the ones I used to write back in the day. Okay, well I stayed up late last night (not really, just later than usual) watching Degrassi. Man, that show is getting to be like Dawsons Creek. Turns out Manny slept with Craig when Craig and Ashley were having some difficulties, and then after that, Ashley (who didnt know about it) wanted to get back with Craig. Woo. But anyways, Then I woke up late this morning, exhausted. I could barely get myself out of bed. Then, I threw on some comfortable clothes and a little bit of make up and crap and went to school, unfortunately. I got to use my new discman on the bus today. Yay... I guess. I started with English for an hour and a half, and I had to take a quiz/test, and i got some quiz/tests back that I really bombed. I hate English, Miss Manthos is so annoying. But she can't be much worse than my french teacher, Miss Osepchuk, who never really knows what the hell she's talking about. She's crazy, that one.... but anyways, after English was Bio, and that was kind of boring. Then Gym. We played bombardment (and by "we" I mean the entire class with the exception of me). It was so dumb. I stood in the corner watching people run into eachoter stupidly and throwing balls at eachothers heads. Oh, not to mention Jeremy Passerelli. Man, that kids one big WINNER. I don't think he knew what he was doing, but neither did the rest of the class. Hey- at least I changed up. History- movie french- fooled around with laptops algebra- fooled around with numbers health- um..fooled around with manicans? well, actually, we watched a movie today, which was ABOUT fooling around with manicans. Yah that was my day, oh and Emily, Amanda and I sat with Andy Redmond at lunch today, which was probably seen as a pretty big victory for Emily in her own eyes. Heh. Oh yes, as we were walking out of the lunchroom, I feel this sharp sensation in my lower back. I turn around and Matt Duval is standing there with a plastic fork poking me. Haha. Err....that kid.....he kills me. I still like him. *blushes in shame*. So yah, Kristen Wheeler comes up to me today and says "Ryan is getting expelled and tomorrow is his last day!" and then she tells me this big, long, detailed story about how Ryan beat up Jeremy Regimbal and crap like that, and I was all sad and such. So I saw Ryan at the end of the day, and said: Ashley: RYAN ARE YOU LEAVING ME?! Ryan: leaving you? why would i do that? Ashley: are you expelling.....yourself....? Ryan: expelling myself? why would i do THAT? Ashley: Ryan are you expelled or not Ryan: *giggles* maybe, maybe not Ashley: I almost shed tears over you, boy! Then he finally said that he wasn't getting expelled, it was just a story he made up, and he was surprised that it got around so much. And as we walked down the hallway arm in arm, he asked me where I heard it. I told him teh source and he thought it was pretty funny. Well, I'm glad he's not being expelled. I think I want to ask him to the v-dance, but I'm not sure. Strictly as friends, of course. I wonder if Matts going...if only we were going together...*sigh*. That boy. So anyways, Mackie is so stupid. And scary. He's always talking about his tractor, and how he and Vity always ride it and stuff. And when I was working on Saturday, they both came in. And I thought it was pretty normal I guess...but then after they leave I look out the window and there they are....leaving Teds parking lot in their tractor. GSMAK1587: i love my tractor well i'm leaving. goodbye. love, me |
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i kind of filled most of this out a long time ago, i never put it in here me thinks.... ()1. I like gummi bears, do you want a gummi bear? *holds out bag*: not after you were handling them. ()2. What do the voices in your head tell you to do?: seek revenge ()3. Tell me a story, a funny one: one time........beer weer weer....we're sorry you're call can't be completed as dialed. Please hang up and try again. ()4. Tell me a cheesy joke, like this: What do you call a doctor with 8 legs? A doctapus!: what do you get when you cross a centipede and a parrot? a walky-talky ()5. What do you miss most about kindergarten?: everything..mostly tom beesly spitting on me...or calling mike murphy and saying "which michael is this?" and hanging up ()6. What's your favorite flavor of Jelly Belly's?: i do not know ()7. If you could go anywhere in the world with anyone you wanted to, who and where would it be?: I would go to Paris with ...i do not know ()8. What are your views on Tupperware?: suffocation....in every tupperware commercial there is a subliminal message "kill your cat", which basically states that one should take their tupperware container and suffocate their cat in it. ()9. What are you thinking RIGHT NOW??: what I really should be thinking about, but am not ()10. Do you like to act?: sure ()11. Do you believe in horoscopes, palmistry, etc., or is it just a bunch of crap?: I dont "believe" in it persay, I just like reading horoscopes here and there... ()12. If you could change one thing in the world, what would that be and why?: bad stuff...bad people...bad ()13. What's the weirdest dream you ever had?: I always have weird dreams.. ()14. Right now, make up a word, ok, what the hell does that mean?!: Wait a minute! you asked me what it meant before I even made it up *rolls eyes* so typical. ()15. What's your favorite personality trait about yourself? Your favorite physical feature?: personality trait: i think i have a pretty good sense of humor phsyical feature: *thinks long and hard, draws a blank* um..well you see..I have a problem with my looks ()16. Make a short list of things you love and hate here: love: yogurt michele hate: you everyone else bugs cold hot itch brittany spears jon lindner ()17. If there was a movie being made about your life, who would the characters be, what would it be called, and what would be the theme song?: hm....I think it would be called "Captain Featherstone Adventures, Monkeys, Bananas, Blood pain and anger..." that Dax Shepard would play me....Jimmy Fallon would play Michele.....Miss Diaz would play Matt King...Jennifer Lopez for Dan..definately... Dennis Rodmand for Emily...Kris Roe for Matt D., A donkey for Krysta, and I dont feel like thinking anymore...oh the theme song would be the same theme song for Mr. Rogers Neighborhood ()19. Pretend there's a question here,... ok, now answer it: Well, to tell you the truth....its not his fault he has no tail. ()20. What would you do if you were in the living room, then got up to go to the kitchen because you were hearing weird noises like, WOOOHOOOO... and when you got there you saw the Pillsbury Dough Boy getting a little too friendly with a biscuit...?: ask if I could join...then savagely rip the biscuit apart...knock the dough boy out , sit and think. ()21. Would you be bothered if I changed my screen name?: yah ()22. What song reminds you of me?: seeing as how I do not know who you are...definately the theme song from Mr. Rogers ()23. There is no 23. Cheater ()24. Can I have a kidney?: Sure..I have plenty to spare ()25. Describe your most memorable experience involving cows: there was this one incredible cow named Bessie that I will never forget..... ()26. Did anyone ever tell you you looked like an ostrich? Oh, don't worry, I'm not telling you look like one or anything... : now that you've mentioned it... a really odd-looking man with a big, black feathery body and a long..white neck came up to me and said the same thing ()27. Who likes to go bowling??? I DOOOOOOO!!!!! LOL... : I'm beginning to think you are a poser of oddness. ()28. Write whatever you want here: my phone is beeping Why 28 questions? Because that's my 2nd favorite number: I do not care |
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| Sunday, November 2nd, 2003 |
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Hm. I haven't updated since Friday so I guess I'll start from yesterday. Well, we dropped Michele off in the morning on the way to work, (i worked from 10-3 with Courtney and Vanessa) and I don't really feel like talking about work. It was boring, as usual. It was different though. It was dark outside, and gloomy inside. Oh well. Then, Vanessa and I picked Michele up, and we all went back to my house. We took showers, and got ready. Then, Vanessa brought us to the mall, with her friends also. There was this wixed wixed hot guy there....and he reminded us of Andrew...but...different. Bah. So anyways, that was Saturday. I slept over Micheles house as well. This morning we went to sunday school and church. we went back to her house for like an hour and a half, and then went to an early youth group, where we went around in some random neighborhood and delivered "treats" in bags. People thought we were insane. And here I am, i'm so bored and my wrists hurt from typing, and my mind isn't properly functioning, so I think I ought to go. I think my hot chocolate is ready. ta ta. always ashley |
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| Friday, October 31st, 2003 |
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i just had the best day. As some of you may know, its my birthday. I had bio first period for an hour and 20 minutes and I just talked to Beth and *Melts (i gotta stop that)* matt d. the entire period. the A.M. show was on, and it was so hilarious. It made me laugh so hard that I cried. And, i figured I'd be all...cool and such and count how many people said happy birthday to me today. guess how many? A wopping 73. Some people said it more than once, but I didn't count those in my tally. Nicole baked me cupcakes...and made me a card. D Dub also made me a card, and Mattu made me 2 cards. Mr. Burke gave me a pencil...(hooray..haha). Megan C. gave me a huuuge hug, and Athena dropped down on her knees in the middle of a crowded hallway full of like a million people, and said "ALL HAIL MAHONEY!" or something like that, and she bowed and did that hand waving thing....then she hugged me and said "happy birthday mahoney i love you!" And for the end of the day announcements, I hear Mr. Schur (my principal) say "And a special happy birthday to Ashley Mahoney from Liz Dube, Dan Durling, and her Gramma!" it was so awesome. Oh yes, and I was late to French class, and right when I walked in, the ENTIRE class screamed "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!". Then my mommy sent me an email, saying happy birthday and she loves me and stuff (from work), even though she said it like a million times this morning. I love people. Oh yes, C*J also introduced me to his friend Dustin today at lunch...and I held my hand out for a shake (since we just met) and so he shook my hand, and then just hugged me...and said "I BET I CAN PICK YOU UP!" so he picked me up and was spinning around and i was like...woah i dont even know this kid! but he's awesome! and then when he put me down he says to C*J "you know what? she smells really good!" and then C*J agreed. Yes, my day was so awesome. It was like the best birthday...even though Matt STILL didn't bring in my tie...but I don't think he ever will. He said he'll probably just keep forgetting and forgetting and forgetting so I'll just have to go over his house to get it. And little does he know...that soon I shall just show up at his doorstep..... gotta run, bye. love always, Ashley |
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| Thursday, October 30th, 2003 |
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I know i just posted one, but here is another. It’s Autumn in New England. If I were home I’d build eternity for you. Starting with the first leaf to come out of its skin, so you can witness its rebirth. Now if I could paint this perfect picture I would paint you red. You always have tried to find security amongst this ever-changing scene, in a season all for yourself. I’d emphasize the background crumbling behind you, and your smile faintly grey. And that’s the most beautiful sight in the world; a heart in mid-decay with winter on the way...... |
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| Monday, October 27th, 2003 |
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Again, i'm in a bad mood. ER.....I'm so sick of this. I want to go out with Matt very badly, but it will NEVER HAPPEN. Or, if it does, its not going to anytime soon. Blah, blah, blah. errrrrrrrrr i'm so angry.....and today Amanda Aiello comes up to me and says "SO is it true what everyones saying?" and i said "what?" and she said "mr. matt" and i said "matt who?" and then she said "Matt duval" and I said "what about him" and she said "that you like him?" and i said "who is saying that?" and she gave me that mean, scary as-a-matter-of-fact look and said "ooh well a lot of people". I know she doesn't like him and I know she doesn't really care it's just the way she said it. I didn't like that. I'm also sick of the fact that EVERYONE (besides Emily, who despises him) likes him. It's driving me insane. And i just want him to like me!!! errrrrr..... but anyways, i wore my chuck e cheese shirt today, people thought it was quite the catch, but I just think its a shirt with Chuck E cheese on it. hmm..... well, i dont think i have anything else to say. I'm starving, and i'm in the worst mood.... bye |
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Blurty for Ashley.
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blah.
contemplative.
pensive.
peaceful.
pissed off.
happy.
crappy.
cynical.
hungry.