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yeah so.. [28 Aug 2003|02:11am]
[ mood | peaceful ]
[ music | It Don't Matter by Rehab ]

ok, well I haven't really been keeping up on this thing, but I doubt anyone really reads it anyways so it's ok.. not a whole lot has happened since I last made an entry, had my falling out with the girl I love and them kind of made up as well, so it went well I guess. Sam's coming here in December!! At least, for now, she is so that makes me happy. I have a friend from PA and a friend from IA coming here tomorrow to visit for the day, don't really know how that will go. I don't even know Angie all that well, she's more Nikki's friend than anything else so she wanted to be here. I think we're going to drink a few though so maybe that will make things a little less awkward.. I'm supposed to get my truck running tomorrow too!! It's been to long since Walter was around for anything other than taking up space. I need to quit smoking :l it just isn't as easy as I thought it would be. Well.. that's all for now, type to you later.

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ish [08 Aug 2003|01:34pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | #1 Stunna by Big Tymers ]

well ok.. so today hasn't been the greatest day but you know.. I'm starting to get used to that. So if it isn't bad enough that I don't have my truck to drive but now my van overheated on me while I was working today. It was a blast, went to put some antifreeze in it and the fluid blew out and all over me.. grreat times! I finally feel like I have a working head on my shoulders. It's a wondeful feeling. Now if someone would like to buy me a car that works, I'll love you forever :P Anyways.. I'm going to keep this one short.. thinking of *you* .. type to you later

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blah blah [01 Aug 2003|05:07pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]

well.. I think I got the hang of this thing finally, knew I could do it eventually. I have to be getting ready for work here in a few minutes but I had some things on my mind so I thought I would put them on here while I had a moment. I had a lot of things running through my mind this morning when I was trying to sleep. I did a lot of thinking about some important people to me in my life and what roles I'm going to *allow* them to play, because let's be honest, if you know me well at all, you know that I only let people get so close to me I almost dictate what they are to me. I like being in control and I like to know what I'm facing, I know nothing is a given and life is a crapshoot but if I can get things just the way I want them, I'm sure going to try. Anyways.. I called Sam the other night and talked to her for the first time in a while, I realized how much I miss her. Talking to her made me want to work harder at fixing things between us. The last few months while we've been seperated I've met a lot of people, hung out with some women, and even discovered feelings I had for one of them. She isn't looking for a relationship at the moment, she's busy with work and school and all.. but it made me wonder what exactly I wanted. I have this girl in NY that I love and that I know loves me and then I have this girl who doesn't even realize I like her. "just friends" what kind of thing is that to say to someone anyways? There is no good that can come out of someone saying that to another person.. Anyways.. I guess all I can really say for sure is that women are complicated, almost as complicated as I can be. I have a million things running through my head and can make sense of very little of it but it helped to put it out like that. I have to be going though, type to you later.

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here goes... [01 Aug 2003|04:39pm]
[ mood | confused ]

well... this is it, name's Tim but most of the people who see this already knows that. I'm not much of a writer/typer, I'm kind of doing this for a friend but who knows, maybe this will come in use for me.. Just getting the journal going at the moment.. this is more of a test than anything else.. type to you later.

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