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fuckkk. [20 Oct 2003|08:21pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | anti-flag - die for the government ] i'm failing at everything. school. being a good friend. being jack's girlfriend. being myself. this fucking sucks. i need to change something...maybe i'm just PMSing. i've all of a sudden become pissy and a bitch. my friends are weirded out by me and i've been ignoring my boyfriend. i'm sorry guys...i love you all but i'm just being stupid again. then i lost my fucking cell phone and my parents just about killed me...OMFG what the hell is going on?! i was totally antisocial today at school...i didn't talk, i didn't smile, and i didn't laugh. i ignored everyone. i'm sorry, guys. i'll be getting out of this phase soon. <3 LiNDS

i'm "sick" [06 Oct 2003|09:47am] [ mood | "sick" ] [ music | office space ] haha, i told my mom i'm feeling gross and sick so i'm outta school. but its a jewish holiday...and there's jewish kids at my school...so they should just give us the damn day off. but my parent's are out...so i'm home alone. supposed to be in bed, barfing last night's dinner up. but instead i'm watching office space while eating ice cream out of the container. its great. i'd be in history right now, listening to mr. kingsley talk about how fast his daughter's growing up and how she's making history one day by becoming a famous doctor. what a crackhead. but the past weeks have been pretty shitty. i'm actually trying to do my homework and studying. and its fucking hard, lol. i love jack <3 and you should too. my weekend was fun. hung out with jack, emily, kristina, hilary, angela and grant. yeh...you guys are cool... xLiNDSx i'll try not to forget about you

fuck [27 Sep 2003|06:44pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | social distortion - pretty in pink ] got my progress reports and apparently i need help in science. fuck that. i hate school...the freshmen are such bitches and i have all the shitty teachers. i've given up on trying to like it. other than that...life's pretty damn good. xLiNDSx

its been a while [14 Sep 2003|09:58am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | oasis - wonderwall ] hey guys! yea, so apparently i totally and completely forgot about this journal. sorry to any who actually reads this piece of shit. yup, so life has NOT changed since i last updated like years ago. sophomore year fucking SUCKS! the freshmen are awesome though. uhhh...i dont know what else to say...so far my grades have been A's and the occasional C (in spanish...fuck that, man)...haha, but its all good. uh, i'm still with jack...and once again the guy is not a fucking rapist, dammit! oh, question! does anyone know how to post pics from a digital camera? cause then i can post pics of me, kait and chloe when we were chillin at her house. ya...get back to me on that hmm...this is weird, wtf am i supposed to say? whatever, i'm out. peace... xLiNDSx

WHOA I'M NOT SINGLE ANYMORE!!! [24 Aug 2003|01:57pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | christina aguilera...fuck you ] hey bitches! i'm so happy right now you have nooo idea!!! i've been in such a good mood since friday night! i'm so happy i could just kiss everyone right now (i already kissed emily and she punched me, haha) yup, so friday night i went to jack's house and we hung out...ate pizza and just talked while watching shitty TV. then stuff happened...and now I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!! hehe, its been a while...wow, i'm happy. ya, so the bastard ISN'T a rapist. booya kaitlyn. i'm at ally's with emily and kristina (like always) and we're just being losers by sitting around and listening to christina aguilera. and kristina's giving ally a haircut...hope the bitch doesnt fuck up ally's hair. to summerize this entry, i would like to say that i love jack micheal edwards. xLiNDSx

OMG, I HATE IT [21 Aug 2003|01:40pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | rancid - she's automatic ] school is horrible...you have no idea...*cries* omg, none of my friends are in my classes and my teachers are all bitches...and it sucks monkey balls. im writing this during my free period...im tired. and i'm grounded for sneaking out to buy donuts with emily. whoops. xLiNDSx

life...and crap. [08 Aug 2003|06:33pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | the ramones - rock and roll high school ] so i got my schedule today for school...sux monkey nuts. and so far, i don't have any classes with the people i wanna be with. omg, i'm dreading the first day of school. yea...EMILY'S BACK! the stupid canadian whore got back yesterday and i missed her like a bitch. we chilled today and that made me happy. i barely recognized the bitch, she cut her hair and SHE GOT HER NOSE FUCKING PIERCED! IM SO FUCKING JEALOUS! but she's pretty now...so i'm saying she looked fucking ugly before, lol. jk, emily's a purty one. so anyways, i went to em's today with kristina and ally and we just fucked around for a bit. emily bought us presents...i dont know what the occasion is but its a present! made me feel super special. she bought me a shirt that says FUCK OFF. heh, that made me happy! yea, so we were at em's...walked to brandon's...stalked him for a bit...met his girlfriend (FUCKING SKANK)...left...went to the mall (because we have no life)...ate food...saw freaky friday...got kicked out of the theatre...lmao. we were sitting in the aisles because the theatre was pretty much empty (except for some avril clones...ya just cant get rid of em!) so we just sprawled out in the aisles and we would randomly start doing interpretive dances in the middle of the movie...because we're stupid. then we got a warning from the worker person (apparently we were disturbing the other movie watchers...and when we heard that, we looked around, only seeing the 3 avril whores, lol). yup, so we got kicked out eventually...at like the end of the movie, haha. it was fun. still banned from the internet...there's absolutely NOTHING to do in my house...i swear my parents will cut the cable soon, fucking bastards. i hate school... xLiNDSx

lyrics...and such... [04 Aug 2003|04:54pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | oasis - wonderwall ] Oasis - Wonderwall Today is gonna be the day That they're gonna throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do about you now Backbeat the word was on the street That the fire in your heart is out I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now And all the roads we have to walk along are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would Like to say to you I don't know how Because maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me? And after all You're my wonderwall Today was gonna be the day But they'll never throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you're not to do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do About you now And all the roads that lead to you were winding And all the lights that light the way are blinding There are many things that I would like to say to you I don't know how I said maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me? And after all You're my wonderwall I said maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me? And after an You're my wonderwall Said maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me You're gonna be the one that saves me You're gonna be the one that saves me Rancid - Fall Back Down Don’t worry about me I’m gonna make it alright Got my enemies cross haired and in my sight I take a bad situation gonna make it right In the shadows of darkness I stand in the light Ya see it’s my style and I’ll keep true I had a bad year but I got through I’ve been knocked out, beat down, black and blue She’s not the one coming back for you She’s not the one coming back for you If I fall back down You’re gonna help me back up again If I fall back down You’re gonna be my friend If I fall back down You’re gonna help me back up again If I fall back down You’re gonna be my friend It takes disaster to learn a lesson We’re gonna make it through the darkest nights Some people pretend to make a reason But that one make everything alright Well the rest of times they don’t face me Ever if I’m looking like pretty crazy On my way down she betrayed me Now my vision is no longer hazy See I’m very lucky to have my crew They stood by me when she's through I’ve been knocked out, beat down, black and blue She’s not the one coming back for you She’s not the one coming back for you If I fall back down You’re gonna help me back up again If I fall back down You’re gonna be my friend my summer is swell...but its already august and school starts soon. i miss my friends (like emily, you stupid canadian) but i hate hate hate school...partially because that whole posse hates me and they want to kill me because me and krissy crashed their party. hahaha, that was good fun. i dont regret that and there is no way they can beat me up. stupid fucks. anyways...remember jack? that guy who felt me up in the pit at warped tour? yeh, well he IS NOT a rapist...but he's super nice and he's really funny and i love him. he's actually this crazy emo kid (inside...he's a sensitive guy) and he wouldn't ever hurt someone. which is weird cause i don't understand how a kid like that could grope me. supposedly it was a dare. whatev. on the outside he appears to be this crazy hardcore skater who doesnt take crap from anyone. but when you really get to talk to him, he's really emo-ish. we're friends now, its ok. and i'm in love. (and when lindsey's in love, its trouble). so. thats it...summer went by super fast. awwwwwwww. xLiNDSx

Young Girl [16 Jul 2003|01:10pm] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | millencolin - mr. clean ] We were young girls in a small world Im on your doorstep man Ringin your bell again Ringing your bell again Im sorry Gerti Rouge all that youre through Looking for love that never stabbed your heart ANd probably never will Its a lie when you are telling the truth Its the truth when you are telling a lie Spread your legs then get down on your knees And pray it never happens again Well here i am on your doorstep again I let the winds of time pass through my life Maybe theres an end Who the fuck protects you? Who the fuck is going to resurrect you? Its a sorrowed truth the truth is not a ie Come on up baby Dont go and burn in the fire i miss emily sooo much!!! COME BACK NOW YOU STUPID CANADIAN JEW. just woke up like an hour ago...getting ready to go out with kristina and abby. gonna see pirates of the caribbean, weeee, i'm so excited!!! OH, and remember jack? the guy i was talking about from warped tour...that guy who groped me in the pit? yeh, well the hottie called me! score one for lindsey! ::does the wave:: i'm gonna see him tomorrow...i dont know...is it bad that i go hang out with a guy i barely know? is that dangerous somehow? TOO BAD FUCKERS. anyways...i'm having a bad hair day. its sticking up on the top of my head...maybe i'll wear that trucker hat i...uh..."borrowed" from alexa. DONT WORRY, I WILL RETURN IT SOON. now that i think about it, i'm having second thoughts about jack. the guy fucking groped me! ok...i'm gonna drag someone to go meet him with me...just in case the guy is a rapist (i hope not). oh god, i dont think this is healthy and yesterday i saw jon...we hung out. the guy is so awesome!!! we had fun. k, i'm leavin. xLiNDSx

WARPED TOUR!!! [13 Jul 2003|10:21am] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | the unseen - police brutality ] OMG, WARPED TOUR KICKED ASS!!! although alkaline trio, AFI, the distillers, and all the other warped tour usuals weren't there (and i REALLY wanted them to be) it still rocked, woohoo! ok. so, me and kaitlyn got there at like 11...waited to get in, blah blah blah...we were super happy...blah blah blah. oh, and there were some hot guys in front of us...i just had to throw that in there. so then we finally get in, YAY. oh and we saw some grandma there...she looked just a tad out of place, haha. anyways. we walked around for a while and grabbed a bunch of free shit, bought shit, and bought CDs...YAY. then we checked all our crap into a locker. then we went to that Girlz Garage because we wanted to. whoop whoop, cool clothes, bitches. then we walk around and watched a bunch of bands. (in no particular order) the used, rancid, dropkick murphys, pennywise, poisen the well, tsunami bomb, mest, the ataris, thrice and the unseen...yeh, it was awesome. in between we walked around and bought more stuff. WOOHOO. then OMG, WE SEE LARS FROM RANCID!!! whoop whoop took a picture with him and then we get super happy, hehe. and was it a coincidence i was wearing my rancid shirt? i think NOT! oh, and i decided to agree with alexa for once...tony and matt lovato ARE hot. and when we were watching the mest set, some guy started groping me...whoa...and every time i turned around to glare he would smile and WHOA, that guy was hot. then i told him to not touch me...and then we just started talking. whoop whoop, score one for lindsey!!! then i lost him in the crowd. then me and kaitlyn made a goal that we would meet mest for alexa's sake. but uh...no luck, sorry lex. but the RANCID SET WAS AWESOME!!! oh and it was super weird that during the thrice set, i saw groper boy again. whoa, maybe we're totally meant for each other...got his sn so we'll still be talking. and kaitlyn met some guy who caught her up when some guy kicked her in the shoulder and knocked her over. yay, we both got some hot guys!!! big fat WHOOP. then we leave and kaitlyn's mommy picks us up and i slept over at kait's last night. so basically all the sets were good!!! yesterday was so much fun...i wanna go back. weee, it was fun xLiNDSx

WHOOP WHOOP! [09 Jul 2003|05:57pm] [ mood | silly ] [ music | the sex pistols - god save the queen ] omg, my day was fucking awesome!!! saw kaitlyn and we went to the movies and got kicked out like a second into the previews, haha. we were making very loud comments, doing really cool interpretive dances in that area between the screen and the seats, and throw candy everywhere. god we're so pathetic. then we met a group of guys...including 2 guys who resembled tony lovato and matt lovato...can you say yum? so we talked to the lovatos, etc for a looong time...oooh, so hot. wahhhh, it made me really want a boyfriend all of a sudden. ugh i'm so jealous of alexa (my only friend who's not single)...what a little turd. oh, did i mention I FINALLY DYED MY HAIR BLACK!!! hehe, i'm so happy!!! i'm at sara's house...which is why i'm using the internet (i'm banned remember?). we're watching that film about sid and nancy...oh, its making my love for him stronger and stronger...WHY DO ALL THE COOL PEOPLE HAVE TO DIE!!! kurt cobain...dee dee ramone...sid vicious...the list goes on. makes me wanna cry. but i wont because lindsey crying is not pretty. WARPED TOUR IN...2 DAYS BABY!!! WHOOP WHOOP!!! kaitlyn...it'll be soo much fun!!! omg, i'm sooo excited. omg, but i can't believe that chloe and alexa arent going...what little turds, they promised to go with us. ugh, what fickle fickle children. omg, i hate being banned from the internet...i never knew i depended on it so much. big fat FUCK YOU to my parents. and another FUCK YOU to riley because the turd wont call me back :) i'll write more when i can. xLiNDSx

go shawwwwwty [07 Jul 2003|02:32pm] [ mood | productive ] [ music | 50 cent - in da clubbbbb ] go shawty, its yer birfday... i'm at emily's...trying to help her pack for canada (she's canadian...i think she tries to deny it). but we're listening to 50 cent (fity, fity, fity)...cause we're stupid losers. but yesterday me, sara and abby went shopping and we saw andy and charlie...whoaaaaa, what a coincidenk (i think i spelled that right)!!! then we all saw legally blonde and in the middle of the movie charlie went up to the front of the theater and started doing an interpretive, haha. then some bitch started talking shit about him. then at the end of the movie, charlie tripped her, HAHA. sucker. that was fun. ok, i gtg help emmy pack...we're being semi counter productive. instead of putting clothes into a bag, we're taking clothes and putting them on and modelling them for each other. we'e such dumb fucks. WHOOP WHOOP xLINDSx

*waves* [06 Jul 2003|11:44am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | goldfinger - 99 red balloons ] hello kids! i havent updated this in a while. and i wont be updating until august. my parents decided that i abuse the internet...so i'm banned from it until school starts. wow, i must be a loser. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTINA!!! (yesterday) her party was fun...sucked the helium out of the balloons (we're cool like that) then threw her into the pool. we pissed off the neighbors soooo much. especially that old wench next door (i quoted krissy). oh, but ben came with his HOT friend max. weeeee, sooo hot!!! emily was sooo wild...never seen her so wasted before. oh, but trevor dressed all gansta and whatever last night...FUNNIEST THING EVER!!! but kristina's house was destroyed. i feel bad. but her parents are gone. so today im going there to help clean the house. countdown to warped tour - 6 DAYS BABY!!! finally got the used cd. quinn is very attractive indeed. :) peace out kids! xLiNDSx

L.A. BABY! [27 Jun 2003|12:25pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | alkaline trio - this is getting over you ] omg, LA was so much fun!!! it was insane!!! me and abby went shopping like every other day!!! omg, i bought sooo much cute stuff you have noooo idea!!! oh oh oh, my mommy gave me an early b-day present...which was the ton o money that i spent on my sexy clothes!!! yay!!! so we went shopping blah blah blah...and we went to disneyland (YAY!!! you dont know how happy that made me!!!) and 6 flags magic mountain!!! hehe, we took pictures with those crazy disney characters...lol, we're such losers! we rode all the kiddie rides because it made us feel happy!!! oooh, but the best of all was PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN!!! PIRATES ROCK MY SOX, MAN!!! (argh) omg, then we went on thunder mountain, space mountain, and that car ride where you drive around a track (lol). that driving car ride thing was intense, man!!! i swear i will never get my lisence because i was sooo bad at it!!! like, there was a rail thing under the car so you steer but you will never get off course (i hope you've riden this ride so i dont have to explain it further). but i was sooo bad that the inside of the wheel would be rubbing against the rail underneath it, causing there to be a loud ruckus made my me...the stupid little boy behind me threw something at me be because i was sooo annoying!!! lol, abby (in front of me) was laughing sooo hard!!! omg, that was fun. weeeee, disneyland was fun!!! omg, then at 6 flags, we rode on like EVERY SINGLE ROLLERCOASTER (no fucking joke)...felt like i was gonna puke (but i didn't). oooh, so many hot guys!!! hehe. oh, the hotel we stayed at was so awesome!!! abby's parents and younger brother and his friend stayed in one room and they got me and abby a different room to our selves!!! hehe!!! ooooh, sooo many hot guys in that hotel!!! we spent lots of time just sitting in the glass elevator (literally) wearing our swimsuits while we rode up and down with people (including some hotties) walking in and out of the elevator...oh man, that was fun. whoo, that trip was insane!!! oh, then we visited abby's cousin in her apartment (she goes to UCLA and has a sumemr job down there)...who's really cool. she had a hot poster of milo ventimiglia (sp?) on the door, muahaha. k, i'm going to emily's. we're gonna tan :) luv ya lots - xLINDSx

FREEEEE!!! [20 Jun 2003|04:47pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | the used - bulimic ] I QUIT MY JOB!!! SCORE ONE FOR LINDSEY!!! yeesh, i cant believe maja let me. i love mi madre :) so. to celebrate my quiting, alexa and sara slept over last night. we snuck out and went to john's (hot neighbor...ooh, HOT) who had all of his hot friends over. OMG OMG OMG, it was sooo much fun!!! then we went back to my house and ate ice cream and drank coke until 5 am. then at 6 am we finally fall asleep after dancing around my room like crazy cows. we spent all of the early morning talking with lisps...because we're such dorks. so we slept till 12 today then my phone rang. stupid abby!!! jk. then we ate cheese bagels because theyre yummy. then alexa and sara left and i fell asleep. twas very fun. OMG LA'S GONNA BE SOO MUCH FUN!!! we're leaving tomorrow (flying down) and im comin back on thursday...YEEEEEESH!!! we're gonna hit disneyland and 6 flags and we're gonna go shopping!!! SCORE ONE FOR LINDSEY (that makes 2). oooh, i'm excited!!! sooo...tonight abby's comin over to help me pack...apparently she already finished. mommy was nice today and bought me some CD's! i love mi madre!!! she was at tower (for no reason...just to see if i wanted anything) so she called me (and woke me up from my nap) and asked if i wanted anything. she bought me the new alkaline trio cd (which is REALLY GOOD) and the used (which also is really good! their guitarist is sooo sexy!). YAY, i am officially happy. life is goooooood ~lindz~

work sux and so does chloe [17 Jun 2003|10:02am] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | finch - untitled ] i hate working. i hate my job. but i want the money so i have to work. i'm working at some summer camp and the kids all have sticks up their asses. their like 5th graders so they have attitude (girls...was i really that bitchy when i was in 5th grade?)...i wanna strangle them. AHHHHH! but i get cash, muahaha. but CHLOE SUX ASS BECAUSE SHE GOT BACKSTAGE PASSES TO BFD (go to my friends section, she wrote like an essay about the concert)!!! IM SOOO JEALOUS!!! SHE CALLED ME WHEN THE USED WAS PLAYING AND I COULD HEAR BERT SCREAMING!!! AAHHHHHH!!! i hope the bitch bought me something...jk. i love you, i wanna see pictures!!! i was listening to live 105 all of friday listening to interviews and i got soo jealous at clo! anyways. my weekend was fun, went shopping with alexa on saturday and chilled with her. then on sunday me and abby went to sara's to have a disney movie marathon, we're such losers. i'm waaaay too lazy to type. more later ~lindz~

untitled... [11 Jun 2003|04:08pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | the distillers - red carpet and rebellion ] i haven't updated in like a 534.304340534 years...sorry. i'm not very good with these things. hmmm....ok. so. today is/was fun. rachel is still here and she's leaving tomorrow....BOOOOO. i'm gonna miss her like a muthaWHAT! but last night was funnnn!!! since it was her birthday like 2 weeks ago, her parents said she could rent a private suite for a night and have a bunch of people spend the night!!! so rach had me, emily, kristina, ally, abby, and sara stay over...tons o fun! teeheehee...we basically went crazy and trashed the suite...it was sooo much fun!!! rach called sam and told him to come so sam brought brandon, alex, and 2 random guys to the suite...the 2 random guys were actually really hot. but i guess alex missed rach a lot or something cuz he was all over her. i think he still likes her. movin on so yeh. we partied hardy last night. and today we went shopping downtown...since we were down there anyways. muahaha. but emily and ally couldnt come with us...BOOOOO. but it was fun anyways. woohoo. none of us bought anything...me and abby are broke (kinda)...we're cool. but i have lots and lots of pictures from last night. :) BUT NEXT WEEKEND IM GOING TO LA WITH ABB-AY!!! that rhymed, teehee! i'll be fun, we're gonna go do lots and lots of shopping and we're gonna party hardy and we're gonna go to disneyland and magic mountain! EEESHK! wow, i'm happy. now i'm going to chevy's (again) with rach, krissy, emily, sara and abby. woohoo i'm cool (that kinda rhymed too) xoxo~lindz

dakbrfr qerp ewr [08 Jun 2003|10:19am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | AFI - the last kiss ] MOMMY'S LETTING ME GET MY BELLY BUTTON PIERCED!!! teeheehee, it'll hurt like a mutha but i dont care...i'll deal. saw 2 fast and 2 furious with lex and kaitlyn...CLO WE MISS U!!! SPICE GIRLS LIVE ON!!! they came over and we danced around to spice girls and britney spears and christina aguilera...BUT NO AVRIL LAVIGNE!!! then we watched the hot chick and the waterboy (even though its old, its great)...funny movies. whoo, that was fun. paul walker is hott...and too bad vin wasnt in this one...anyways. yesterday, RACHEL VISITED!!! SHE FLEW UP FROM SAN DIEGO!!! I MISSED HER LIKE A BITCH!!! we went shopping downtown...bought tons o shit at urban outfitters...RACHEL GOT HER NOSE PIERCED AFTER SHE MOVED AWAY!!! IT LOOKS SOO GOOD!!! i miss that girl too much...RACH, U GOTTA VISIT MORE OFTEN!!! but today rach is visiting family and she's goin back to san diego on wednesday...we're gonna try to see each other again before she leaves. luv ya rachie poo!!! anyways. today me, ally, emily, and kristina are going to see lizzie mcguire...its the 3rd time seeing it for all of us...ITS SUCH A GOOD MOVIE!!! EVERYONE GO SEE IT NOW!!! its kinda a waste of 10 bucks but thats ok. then we're goin to chevy's...i love that place...we've had some good times there, lol. k, i gotta start gettin ready... xoxo~lindz

first entry...weird [05 Jun 2003|02:27pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | the tide is high or something...from lizzie mcguire ] i guess since everyone has these, i should get one too...i'm such a follower. SCHOOLS OVER AND I AM A SOPHMORE!!! i'm chillin at emily's house with kristina and ally...tonight we're gonna see FINDING NEMO!!! and tomorrow i'm going to 2fast and 2 furious with alexa and possibly chloe and kaitlyn (i havent seen you fuckers in like a year! i miss our crazy nights!)... anyways. kristina, ally, and embo are trying to order a pizza but the italian guy on the other line can't understand their order...mmm, pesto... you have no idea how de-stressed i am! finals are over (i failed all of them...especially math...oh boy, that was a toughie) and no more school!!! and no more mr. helton...thank god... yay, kristina finally got the guy to understand our pizza order. gonna go to blockbuster and rent movies. WOOHOO xoxo, linds

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