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something for myself.
i better keep this in mind.
remember, no one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
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[17 Feb 2005|11:38am] |
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hai. ang hirap naman ng ganito. nawawala na naman ako.
andito ako sa computer lab. katabi ko ngayon ang inaantok kong mahal. pero dapat wala ako ngayon dito. dapat asa SJ304 ako. nakikinig. nagsusulat. ng sangkatutak na equations na hindi ko naman maintindihan. kung makinig naman ako sa matanda kong propesor, aantukin ako at lalong mawiwindang. kung isusulat ko naman ang lahat ng nsa black board, hindi ko rin naman maiintindihan at baka manghula pa ko sa pat-iinterpret ng aking naisulat.
para san ba to? sagutin mo nga..
pagkatapos kong aralin ito at maipasa, san ko ito gagamitin muli? pag-nag-apply ba ako sa trabaho, ang exam ba nila ay puno ng mga equations na ganito? e IQ test lang naman ang ieexam satin a.. pag-nag-commute ba ako at magbabayad sa drayber, kelangan ko pa bang gamitin ang isa sa pinakasimpleng equations na ibinigay sa klase? nalagpasan ko na ang bababaan ko, hindi parin ako tapos sa pagcocompute. kapag mamimili ba ako ng aking sapatos, kakailanganin ko ba ito sa pagtanda ng size ng aking paa?
hindi naman di ba? so para san ba to?
ang hirap. napakasimple ng buhay. bakit pa natin kelangan gawing kumplikado. hindi ba pwdeng aralin ang mga bagay na makakatulong sa ating pagtanda? mga bagay na maaaring tumulong sa ating bansa?
sana wala na lang anmath3. sana iba na lang. pwd ba? ayoko nang bumagsak. pero para hindi ako bumagsak kelangan kong aralin at kabisaduhin lahat ng formula. kundi ta-tumbling lang ako sa test.
sana wala na lang anmath3. sawa na ko sa anmath. dalawang beses ko nang inaral ang anmath1. dalawang beses ko na rin inaral ang anmath2. pati ba naman anmath3? dyosko!
sana wala na lang anmath. mag gugustuhin ko pa ang accounting, ang poligov, ang philosophy, at iba pang subjects na alam kong magagamit ko sa pagtanda ko. ung tipong matatandaan ko pa siya pag tumanda ako.
pero dahil un ang gusto ng eskwelahang ito, pansamantala ko munang aaralin ang mga formula. mahirap pero dapat ko ata itong aralin, kundi babagsak na naman ako. at malamang uulitin ko ito.
ayoko nang mag-take2! sawa na ako!
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[06 Feb 2005|08:31pm] |
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i was browsing my mail (deleting non-sense mails and reading the unread ones), when i saw that i signed up for blogger.com 2 years ago. and i also signed up for this journal just last year. and i also found out that besides my active journal in tabulas, i have another one there.
whoa!
i really don't know what to do with all of my online journals.
be right back. soon. :D
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[06 Feb 2005|06:26pm] |
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the title says it all...
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[03 Dec 2004|05:07pm] |
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no classes yesterday. hooray!
but a very big ho-hum. me and my roommate were stranded at our condo. no fun at all. i couldn't study and the whole day we were only eating. we went to harrison plaza to buy a half roll of chocolate cake at goldilocks. and although it was raining, we each bought a pint of ice cream (mine was mango). what a great way to waste our time. instead of studying and doing two reports, we went to a parlor at the lobby of our condo and we had our eyebrows "threaded". ouch!
hai. how i wish we should have stayed inside our room. at least we could have saved our money. another ouch!
better stop writing. i have to study and do a paper. argh!!! cramming again. why do i always cram?
things to do:
* anmath quiz3
* network paper and report
* filipi2 presentation and poster
* curplan presentation
* relstri quiz
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| change is good, sometimes. |
[01 Dec 2004|09:22pm] |
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finally decided to have a new journal...but im not leaving my tabulas account. im just in the mood to change. hopefully it'll be for my good. and im really hoping that no one is too nosy here and that everyone would be kind enough to mind their own business. i had enough prying from my so-called friends ex-friends in my other journals.
i'll be back soon. i still have lots of stuff to do. argh!!! cramming!!!
...i miss writing. just anything under the sun. and i really miss him. really miss him. i just hope that he misses me too... :(
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