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Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
6:37 pm - Sometimes being at the DARK-SIDE might be good enough...

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GOOD or BAD???

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A little confusing isn't?!...Well when it comes of lying sometimes we used to say the TRUTH... but...when you tell the truth...It keeps us in a bad way!!! and sometimes we used LYING AROUND...by telling LIES so that we can't get trouble enough...

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Well...I have many experience...in my stinky life...I used to tell the TRUTH always so that I can be a GOOD Person...but sometimes it cause me into a big trouble and a lot of punishment....I can't take it anymore,,,but I was already telling the TRUTH...I am so very sick people treating me like an idot who's fooling around...I AM SO SICK!!!

Until I want to be bad...like being in the DARK-SIDE of me...As for now...I am good...but...I just...dont wanna lie...but ....ARRRGGHHH!!! i am really sick people treating me STUPID!!!!

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SO now I chose to be bad...I wanna be bad...I ain't no telling the TRUTH anymore...I am gonna tell LIES...I just can't take it...When you tell the TRUTH you're BAD, and when you tell LIES your BAD...so what's the difference?
Huh?! (Did you all get my point?!) I am a freaki'n &*##$%^!

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current mood: sick

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Thursday, February 16th, 2006
11:55 am - HOW stupid



LOOK HOW STUPID I AM!!!









Today...well...what can I say...I've been practising in my Cousins band...about the way were going jamming...Well I was a subtitute PIANIST...and in a perfect time...It is my holiday, so I've join...so...I could just make money...well...let's back to my topic...

I am soo stupid...Why? Well, let's say...theres a "TWO GIRLS" at school says that I am such a Freakin' STUPID...OHHH...Bloody Hell...I am completly know that already...why they should remind me that...I am STUPID already...*sight*...Anyway...I've got these Great feeling of mine...kasi...ahahahahahaha....hirap expalin....("Je suis dans l'amour ! ") hehehehehe...basta...kulet ko noh?! well..what can I say I am a dumb person,ewan ko kaya minsan siguro talagang needed ko yun, kasi,minsan kaka-sad ang life...Mas lalo na nung nag-valentines day...WAAAA....loveless...pero...theres a fun kasi KARAOKE kami ng mga friends ko at saka si ANo....basta...hehehehehhe ("Comment évident n'est pas ? ") hayyy....pero....

"J'espère qu'il soit le l'un. ..avec espoir" well...kind of stupid kasi ("Dans l'amour à sa douceur, et il y a quelque chose dans lui qui même comme le mien.. ") hayyy.....I wish he'd noticed....ahahahahaha...stupido kasi ako...that's my Acient Attitude...half-mexican kasi eh...ahahahahha...Proud to be....syempre...kaya nga minsan I'm the type of gurl na madaling maging franka sa ibang tao...kasi never Shyness...kapal lang talaga ugali ko, tapos....karaniwan pa...mga Boyz pa friends ko, dami kasi Ask...kung sino ba ako...ahahahaha....ayun STUPID nga! ahahahahahha
totoo naman....eh....hayyy....Sorry for interrupting your time to read these ha! kasi talagang walang magawa ang taong tulad ko, ahahahahahha....(nababaliw na ahahahahahaha!!!!)

YO AMOUR TU!!!



current mood: loved
current music: Accidentally inlove

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Friday, February 10th, 2006
5:31 pm - I Mizz Mr. CPU and Mrs.Internet




My CPU "Got Sucks!!!"

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Hayy...It is almost...dumb living without my PC...I feel more bored and stupid, I am really getting sick here!
OMG...I wish I could do my stuff....but as you could just see, I am just a little faustrated, doing my other stuff, without my PC....

Ohhh....I really missed Mr. CPU and Mrs. Internet so badly...I think that I am gonna die, without it...and of course...no communicating with my friends....and my (special someone...)WAAAA!!!! GEEZZZZ!!!! God help me...ahhh...so dumb....



current mood: sad

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Friday, February 3rd, 2006
3:10 am - A message from a friend....


A message to my beloved friend...

"I know, that you know, that I am talking to you...I know everything, but beneath on that...I've didn't asked anybody, I've just seen it in my eyes that I know something wrong with you...

You are always a GENIUS in math and computers, (I might know that)...but Indeed, when there's strongest, there'll always be a weakness. A LOVE LIFE...I guessed...you know, people had many problems about that, and I might either has a problem about it too, but you see, If you're trying to RUNAWAY, from those past that could almost frighten you most, and also that causes you to pain, Trying to forget the past was really Wrong indeed, especially when you have, a great moments in your past. You've gotta follow your heart desires if...It is all about turning back to your past, but If you didn't want to, you should take a RISK. (You know what does, that RISK is???) It is called you've should remember that moment that you've always never been forgotten, and also...I suggested that you, should FACED IT!!! If you're still like her...you gotta be say it to her by then, If she replies back in a good answer, you should find your sense that you've made a great decission, If she didn't say that good...Well, you've better faced-it...like...It's OVER!!!

I know that it is really hard to forget the pain, but it is the nature of life...you've should have a life...do not, commit anything that a negative attitude does...because it may causes you an ACHE...that should almost hurt you most, ever since that you've remember it...

Giving an love advice was really tough, but as a BELOVED FRIEND of yours...you've should make your own decission, and not trying yourself to be afraid, on what she'll says about you. I've tried it once, but It almost decieved me in a BAD WAY...like being rejected by twice...but as of now...ever since I've been rejected...it is almost felt good because I know, that I've asked and not be fooled by those strangled pains of heart...

I know that you could do it...It sounds weird but...as for the name of LOVE...it can do many things....trust me...just follow the instinct of your heart....

I am such a child-ish...like telling the other guyz that I've got a big crush on them, but...you know, I feel terrible sometimes, because...they'll think that I am a weird type of gurl, telling my real feelings...

But if you asked me, I've been doing that If the guy I've liked would accept me as for who am I...like being such a practical teenage-gurl, like telling them the truth...but whatever might their answers were hurting me most, I was just feel good, because that the desires that had been polinated was crueled...I was happy, but a little bit of hurt...

Just, don't try to, KILL yourself, it's just your turning the EARTH against you...I mean Come 'on Man!!!
you've gotta faced it! Whether it is worst or not...Just always remember if you'll heart broken, just prayed to GOD, he'll help you...TRUST ME!!!

It's just I don't wanna see you so sad, when it comes to these...I just want you to be opened, and released all your pain, there's no matter if you're crying...all people cried...not just girls but the boys cried too!!! I just wanna help you out with these....I wish you would understand...



current mood: uncomfortable

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Thursday, February 2nd, 2006
5:41 pm - Badtrip or just hatered???



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GOD....I dunno what to do...It is already starting again....I was trying to stop thinking about it, and now, it is starting again...I am really confused if I were just BADTRIP or starting to be HATERED again....GOD help me!!!I need help...i need to avoid all my mistakes...It really seems it is turning against me...

Ohhh...I am starting to have a headache again, about my new problems, God, please help....I just needed a lot of help...



current mood: sad

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Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
6:35 pm - I was Rebirth by GOD's Given me hope...




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Hello! Wow...what a feeling...I dunno, It's just I feel great today...maybe...God's precense...It's just soo...Light feeling...like that I am always trying to smile...I was a problematic but when I woke up in the morning...there's something that bothering me, like...why am I so happy? Well, at first feel weird and a little pathetic...but, I feel really great...and I am sorry for not updating my journal yesterday...I was really mad on that day...I could'nt write a word...anyway...speaking of yesterday, well, not very well, I cried at my bestfriend about my problems at school, well, at least on that position, I could just let all my pains, to be tears away...Well, my bestfriend..."Annjelyn" cheer me up, and saying "Don't be worried, you'll just needed to be, patience and be yourself, don't be bothered to those people, who are irritataing you, just be confident by facing your Fears and Struggles..." and also, I am prayed hard to God...about to survive...it. And then...

These morning...I've just feel good and very confident, well as a simple living on earth I really deserved to have a sweet smile in the morning....I feel weird abou myself but...so good...It's just I was reborn which is I really meant is..."REBIRTH" and also I am really 100,000% sure! GOD will provoke me...I know that he's always there watching me...and I am always here to say, I feel being BORN!!! Well, ofcourse, God once again opened my eyes...about the people who really cared about me...My Parents, My Friends, My Peers, My Bestfriend, My Crushes and even the people who always there to support me, I really loved you all...I know now what it is my purpose in these world...I was blind at first but, God tear that blindfold on my eyes to seek all the people who cares me most eventhough I am not, seeing them...that's why...I am feeling Well Today!!!....

Thanks to God mostly and to all people who loved me most...^___^



current mood: cheerful
current music: A new Hope!!!

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Monday, January 30th, 2006
7:17 pm - Unjoyful life...

Hello again! ^__^, well, it is kind a busy day for me, you know being at college and do the households duties...Well, I am kind a very tired right know...All I have to do these morning is to, school works, such a Having a Quiz on chemistry and having my speech about english...it's kind a unjoyful to me...no FUN and no EXCITEMENT....I am always...trying to smile and to be happy in front of my friends...so that they could just saw me that I am always alright...today...I've got many friends to support to such as, when they were having a report all they had to do is to get nervous...well....as for me I've just given them a wide smile and trying to encourage them, as I've been cheering them up, they've seems...really felt good about it, It's like. I heard them saying to me that I was a very caring person...Well, although that they've didn't know is tha, I am such an idiot trying to cheer up, but all I need is there cheer up FOR ME, not to them...I was kind a clown-ish when it comes to face them but inside of me....I felt terrible...*sight* I wish that maybe someday...I could just found some happiness in my life, or someone to bring me joy...to color-up my life...


current mood: tired

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Sunday, January 29th, 2006
1:03 am - My Life is SUCKS!!!







The things that make my life sucks is...:

1.) People treat me INVINSIBLE.
2.) People don't care about me.
3.) People betrayed me always.
4.) People always cheat/lie to me.
5.) No one wants me.
6.) I hate myself.
7.) I tried to fit in, but people rejects me.
8.) The people I cared, S/He never cared about me.
9.) People always trying to hurt my feelings
10.)I am a stupid...bad-ass, shit-sucker, bitch,moron fuking weird LOSSER!!!


I just wanna die or to be alone, where no one would see me...and I wish I could never hurt....by anyone...especially right now.



current mood: sympathetic
current music: NUMB - Linkin Park

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Saturday, January 28th, 2006
10:48 pm - Lonesome days....




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current mood: relaxed
current music: BROKEN-Amy Lee

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2:05 pm - Friends ko dati...


Friends!!!


REUNION BATCH '05!!!





Batch '05 of Our Lady of Salvation classmates...OMG!!! Our happy moments...never forget...saya grabe! Miss ko na sila sobra!...

Plano na namin 'to matagal na kaya nga...nung nag-ka-kita-kita kami, halos yakapin namin isa't-isa...miss na namin yung High School kami...Ayun as usuall, balitaan they asked me again like"ME B.F kana ba?" ayun, naku still in-shocked pa rin sa akin kasi wala pa..ahahaha..."masaya naman life ko kahit papaano...kahit walang B.F...." sabi ko...kaya ayun na patawa na lang sila....

Kahit walang mga pera...eh, ayun nag-silabasan mga pera namin para me ma-tsyibog...puro Pansit at saka juice lang...ahahahahaha, sana daw me RED HORSE, pero sorry...walang pera eh, dun kami nag-kita-kita sa INTRAMUROs....tapos, lakad-lakad dun, then punta sa Hauz ng klassmeyt ko dati dun sa Meycuayan....Tug-tog...ng malakas...KARAOKE, sayawan at saka...daldalan...naku...kita ko dati kong CRUSH, pero...me G.F na...waaa!!!! hehehe, okay lang yun, di ko naman sya typa ngaun eh, ahahahaha....

Ilang oras din ang tinagal namin, tapos sabay-sabay na kaming nag-sipag-uwian...Iyakan nga eh, tapos hingian ng bagong Cel.# kaya ayun..text-text na lang kami...heheheh saya grabe....Miss ko na sila!!!!




current mood: surprised
current music: http://www.boomspeed.com/starlight/friendstheme.mid

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11:43 am - Making My Personal Journal....









WELCOME TO MY JOURNAL!!!! I am really excited to my my own...journal here...It's soo wicked!

I wish that some one would be my friend....and to those people who wants to know about me...just feel free to read my journal...I am very happy that you'd like to know me....Ohh...My GOD!!! I really loved
these BLURTY...so awesome! well as for now...I am posting my first journal here...I am very excited on
what is going to be liked sharing my expressions here well...thanks a lot...!



current mood: happy

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