michael

8:11pm: WooT
Im super happy dooby doo ~Does a happy dance~

7:52pm: my poem
i wish i could die
it might fix all
i could think and see what i couldnt before
and in my dreams i see you
so my every dream is that of you
but this dream it just ends
so if i die i can die thinking of you

7:51pm: my poem
i wish i could die
it might fix all
i could think and see what i couldnt before
and in my dreams i see you
so my every dream is that of you
but this dream it just ends
so if i die i can die thinking of you

7:34pm: My haiku’s
The wind blows on me
The rain trickles down my clothes
The storm is calming...

The trees creak softly
The autumn wind blows on me
The leaves are falling

The wind blows fiercely
The rain beats on the window
Will this ever end?

This land it is lush
The sky is a sheet of blue
This is tranquillity

This life is a dream
But all these dreams have to end
So what is living?

I sit here thinking
Of a time that was but gone
Why does time pass by?

Where do thoughts all go
Do they just disappear now?
Or do they linger here?

In the dark I sit
Thinking of when I knew you
Thinking of just you

4:22pm: papa roach
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding

This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die pleading
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mudilation out of sight
And I'm contimplating suicide

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late and I was empty within
Hungry, feeding on my chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself and no love for another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
finding nothing but questions and devils

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

Nothing's alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm crying

I can't go on living this way

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding

Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mudilation out of sight
And I'm contimplating suicide

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

Nothing's alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying

I can't go on living this way

Can't go on living this way
Nothing's alright

this songs how i feel at the moment...

1:48pm: ~*~ About You ~*~
[x] Your full name: michael jeremy blundred
[x] Your parents names: deborah and michael
[x] siblings:thomas blundred
[x] their age:4
[x] City/Town:S-O-T
[x] State:none[x] Age:12
[x] Height:uummmm...
[x] Hair Color:brown
[x] Do you like it? yes
[x] Eye Color:brown
[x] Do you like it? yes

~*~School~*~
[x] School:longton high
[x] Grade:dunno....
[x] Favorite subject: art
[x] Lest favorite subject: maths

~*~Friends~*
[x] shyest/quietest:Shane
[x] most talkative:me :)
[x] funniest:Danny
[x] you can relate to most: Stacey
[x] you can talk to the most: hannah
[x] weirdest: Shane again
[x] dumbest (in a good way): Kiem

~*~Either Or~*~
Black or white: black
Movies or drive in: Movies
Pizza or hot dog: Hot dog
Baseball or basketball: Basket ball
Punk or Goth: Goth
Cat or dog:Cat
Day or night: Night
Shoes or sandals:Shoes
High school or College: Collage
AIM or email: Email
Comedy or Horror: Horror
Reality TV or Cartoons: cartoons
MTV or MMUSA (fuse): MTv
Lava lamp or glitter lamp: Lava lamp


~*~Describe Your~*~
[x] Friends:uuum weird?
[x] CD collection:rock
[x] Room:Dirty
[x] Wallet:empty
[x] Good memories:Chelsea's birthday party
[x] bad memories:When she dumped me

~*~Favorite~*~
[x] color:black
[x] car:peargot
[x] food:apples
[x] movie:scary movie 1
[x] tv show:simpsons
[x] song: losing grip
[x] band/singer:avril
[x] animal:puma
[x] brand of clothes :puma
[x] store in mall:discovery shop
[x] candy:sherbet
[x] book:yon ill wind

~*~ Final Questions~*~
[x] what did you think of my quiz:its good
[x] hehehe Do you love me: yup course i do ~kisses~

9:52am: j
havent wrote in here for a while...things are going better than before i suppose well im in school at the moment picking out bits of connifer from my hair cos my "mate" through me in one.things going ok with my mate know im sicking up for him cos...well hes my mate and wether he go's out with my ex or not i should stick up 4 him so every things fine here.

4:14pm: got beaten up :(
i got beaten up cos i still luv my ex im sick of it i swear i will get my revenge his names kiem and all he is is a bullying twat i hate him

8:38pm: stuff
im stressed cos of school and life they dont fit together well

8:01pm: love :(
my ex-girlfreind said she was going out with my best mate today i was so sad since i still love her i would do anything to get her back....i just dont know what to do kids at school picking on me beasting me up taking the piss out of me im sick of it just cos im wiccan i wish theyd all die im sick of it i got beaten up today cos im still in love with my ex and my best mate is singing ding dong the witch is dead i wish i was dead!