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[04 Oct 2004|06:22pm] |
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qot a new journal lushuzz_playb0i add me ;D
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[04 Oct 2004|10:23am] |
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i didnt bother goin to school today..im too high i didnt get in till like 6 im waitin for the adderall to chill so i can go to bed !! last night i smoked a turbo n reg blunt popped a few tombs like later on than around 4 i popped some adderall and now im like err but chris is cuttin school n comin over ;D i had the best sex last niqht it was great :O !!! ah loved it right now im just so hyper im gonna go smoke a cigarette bye !
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[30 Sep 2004|05:11pm] |
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me n chris are goin out woohoo :p lol i guess that a bad way to say it lol o well pat called today and tried to "make things better" haha ok doesnt he fuckin get there not going to get any better so why bother but
anyway...i hate fuckin girls soooo much i cant stand them...this girl in my history thinks she fuckin knows
me but she knows shit about me i asked the teacher to go to the bathroom and he was like yeah sure
hurry up i was like ok and this bitch was like she's only goin to go snort some coke !! like all bitchy so i got
pissed of course who wouldnt so i got in her face started this big ass thing in the middle of class i sware to god im gonna fuckin offer her a box tomorrow i dont care if she say's know cause imma rock the bitches jaw thats
why i have no girl friends cause there all bitches i have one and the rest are boys i cant stand em god anyway imma go bye
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[28 Sep 2004|07:40pm] |
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yeo...nothing much goin on here expect for fuckiin rain i hate rain so0o much i didnt bother goin to school today to hung over from last night blah ;\ so i slept the whole day at 1:30 i get a txt from chris asking where iam and can he come over after he gets out of school...i tell him im home n to call me when he gets here so i can unlock the door cause i wasnt ready to get up at 3:30 he calls n i go unlock the door at like 4 he was like oh i need cigarettes imma go get a pack doesnt come back...still hasnt come back now me n gee are chillin we smoked a nice dutch at like 4:30 - 5 now were just waitin for my brother to get the fuck home if not imma ask my mom to smoke us up cause i dont feel like goin to richie's in the rain and my mom should have some here.
last night was chill though drank a bottle of 151 to myself...which was chill gee had jd and shared that wit chris and marco im gonna tell you all about saturday since i havent had my computer..alright dennis had a mad ass party on sat and he is friends wit pat and of course he is there but i only saw him once or twice that night so i was pretty high someone matched my 20 baq so we smoked all that shit im high and drunk and i here pat is talkin all this shit so imma about to get in his face when jay,marco,hector,chris kenny and mike. so marco grabs me sayin we gonna take care of it dont sweat it we got it. so alls i know is 50 dudes just gettin in a mad ass fight cops came everyone left gina had to drive home cause she was straight well my brother is home bye ;D
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[27 Sep 2004|08:02pm] |
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sorry for not updating much my house was flooded really bad so im back anyways i broke up wit pat ;D im seein this boy named angel but everyone calls him chris (middle name) he is really cute he is smart as shit to !! he drives goes to school....he is only 17 though which is not my usual thing but he turns 18 in like dec or something i dont know well my brother needs the computer ill try to keep updating ;D
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[14 Sep 2004|07:13pm] |
this shit is driving me nuts...i want to break up wit pat really bad cause anymore its like we barely talk like we talked for a whole 10 mins today and it was mostly fighting about if he was comin out or not i think he has or found another girlfriend but he wont admit it i was like pat you always act like this when you've cheated on me i was like pat you better stop bein a bitch and just tell me he wouldnt though...so i think imma do it tonight cause i cant handle him no more i pretty much wasted a year for nothing on him i mean this is sad but this has been my longest relationship 11 months (1 year in oct) but why waste anymore time that i shouldnt have to...
anyway...enough of me complaining i went to school blazed than around 5th i started dippin ((endo's)) and i have some adderall :D !! which im goin to take very shortly and tomorrow im apost to buy an eightball off joe after school but i need to get somethin off richie tonight for school tomorrow and than thursday n friday i got off and imma get fucked up, last night me and my brother baked out our bathroom cause we were bored...oh guess what im doin this weekend SHROOMY'S!!! haha thank god i love that shit you know i think im gonna get some stacks tonight n roll...yeah im feelin that alright im out bye
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[13 Sep 2004|04:29pm] |
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well im home fuck this....im fuckin bored i was all fucked tombed out today its cool i got caught smokin and this lady was askin me all this fuckin questions and i was fucked up so she called my mom and she was like i want you home after school so here iam waitin for my bother to finish rollin his blunt so i can smoke get yelled blazed and leave well im gonna go bye ;D
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[12 Sep 2004|03:39pm] |
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last night was chill me n jenn stole mad shit off her mom and pawned it got some cash and than and went an blew it on yayo and i had perks like 10 of them left so i sold two and kept the rest for me for today but gina wants to roll but i cant get ahold of richie to see if he got any fuckin prick if not imma call up jon for wiggles and just do that last night i was coked off my mind i sniffed and than i made sure i saved some for a turbo and i smoked that to myself jenn tryed to get up in it right now im at my dad's i cant believe he still makes me come here..whatever though cause im sure i can find something around here to buy if not im takin my perks and chillin..i did have zaney's here i wonder if any one found them well im gonna go get perked up cause its mad borin here bye
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[11 Sep 2004|11:21pm] |
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i just smoked a bowl that shit didnt do anything for me im a little blazed, but anyway i actually went to school yesterday blazed off my ass though its chill i rolled a blunt for a girl in the middle of class she was like your cool come down to my lunch ill smoke you up i was like alright that was at 5th period mine is 4th so i was fuckin perked off my mind and i smoked my nicely rolled blunt and chilled i hear someone coughin which means there's a teacher so i was out blazed off my mind tryin to keep still after i came to ginas feel asleep was out till 7:30 woke up went out wit jay,mark,gina,jenn, and hector and i took Coricidin i was fucked alls i remember is takin them and hector drove us home and he walked home from gina's at like 4:30 and than me n gee woke up at like 5 blazed i went to work and here iam waitin for gina's fuckin dad to go to bed so we can leave iwanna get fucked up im lookin for some yayo tonight a good bit i wanna get so fucked up i think imma smoke a fat ass turbo and be chill as hell..alright well im out bye
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[09 Sep 2004|07:36pm] |
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i started school tuesday and thats the only day i went in i just didnt feel like goin any other day and i have a teacher from last year as my advisory teacher and he was like ms.kristen are we going to have any problems this years of course the bitch iam was like yes sure, and of course he is like kristen can i talk to you i was like no i fuckin hate teachers who try to settle my problems and at lunch i sniffed lines and smoked a few nuggets and chilled the rest of the day. yesterday i picked up gina jojo and mark but i dropped mark off and us 3 went to ginas and blazed the whole day and today pretty much the same tomorrow im actually gonna go but me gina and mk are blazin before which is chill than there is a keg tomorrow if it dont rain if it rains it will just be moved to a house or somethin well im about to go out wit kenny jose n michelle and smoke bye ;)
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[05 Sep 2004|12:00pm] |
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las night i smoked a turbo it was chill as shit and today i got work blah..its gonna be crowded cause its raining damn well i gotta go to work bye
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[03 Sep 2004|02:28pm] |
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last night was chill sniffed a few lines wit richie omg on weds i fuckin smoked dust wtf it was nuts i loved it yesterday did e right now im chill im ready to go smoke a blunt and sleep until i gotta go out were drinkin tonight well i know i am soo bye everyone
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[26 Aug 2004|11:20pm] |
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hey ive been down the shore since forever it was to much fun i loved it school starts soon ;\ which blows o well this summer was good but not like before last years was fun this is has been a crazy filled summer im so fuckin tan me and gee and rachel went to the beach everyday from like 12-6 and like sometimes we would just go back to the pool chill and than go back to the beach and at night was crazy some mad police there ;o we bought a beer bong and i stole so much shit cigarettes are so expensive there though im happy to be back around here though i missed everyone i saw jo jo and nick and robbie i havent seen them in a minute i love em well im actually about to go out wit gee so ill update later bye
btw:: im not home yet, im saving up money for my own apartment ! go me lol thats all
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[15 Aug 2004|10:37pm] |
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why the fuck did i listen to my brother, he told me that mom wanted to talk to me so i go over there and she starts screaming and yelling and acting like a little bitch and she tries to hit me so me and her start boxin and i broke her nose and she gave me a black eye and a couple of cut's but i don't care anymore fuck her blah i just hate living with pat it feel's werid yeah it's ok to see him everyday but i hate it i can't stand it...but where else im i going to go so right now im at gee's waitin for her to get ready we are going out tonight and gettin fucked up and that is all that matter's ;D !! and i cant wait so im gonna go read journal's bye everyone ;D
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[15 Aug 2004|10:37pm] |
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why the fuck did i listen to my brother, he told me that mom wanted to talk to me so i go over there and she starts screaming and yelling and acting like a little bitch and she tries to hit me so me and her start boxin and i broke her nose and she gave me a black eye and a couple of cut's but i don't care anymore fuck her blah i just hate living with pat it feel's werid yeah it's ok to see him everyday but i hate it i can't stand it...but where else im i going to go so right now im at gee's waitin for her to get ready we are going out tonight and gettin fucked up and that is all that matter's ;D !! and i cant wait so im gonna go read journal's bye everyone ;D
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[05 Aug 2004|07:54pm] |
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hey, sorry i havent updated my mom kicked me out im living with pat so far i haven't talked to her but right now she is down the shore till like wed's so im having a party tomorrow i just didn't want pat to feel like i was clingy so i came here but im bored lol i have no where to do go so i might go to richie's and chill snort some lines ;D haha im gonna try to update much as possible well im gonna go bye ;)
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[29 Jul 2004|02:00am] |
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ahh i havent updated in forever sorry ;D but ive been high since like forever and its een great im high right noww well not to high but high enough you know i know imma update tomorrow i think ok bye
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[23 Jul 2004|11:04pm] |
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im weak anymore lol :(
soo..pat calls me today and says can we please talk i was like fine he's like well can i come over tonight i was like no you woke me the fuck up so come now or dont come at all...so he came over and we talked i flipped mad shit on him and i couldnt chill the fuck out so im j ust going off he was like yellin at me for yellin at him and i got weak i dont know, i started to cry ;x cause its to much shit at once and he gave me a hug and just sat there and told me he didnt get with anyone and he promised me that he didn't he's like yeah there were girls there yeah i drank and smoked with the girls but jonny liked the one robbie liked the other and hector liked the other and there were only 3 girls and 5 guys...but i want to believe him but i dont but i guess i love em i dont know he said he was really sorry but were still not together were taking it slow and seeing we can make it dunno but im going gina is here bye !!
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[23 Jul 2004|11:04pm] |
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im weak anymore lol :(
soo..pat calls me today and says can we please talk i was like fine he's like well can i come over tonight i was like no you woke me the fuck up so come now or dont come at all...so he came over and we talked i flipped mad shit on him and i couldnt chill the fuck out so im j ust going off he was like yellin at me for yellin at him and i got weak i dont know, i started to cry ;x cause its to much shit at once and he gave me a hug and just sat there and told me he didnt get with anyone and he promised me that he didn't he's like yeah there were girls there yeah i drank and smoked with the girls but jonny liked the one robbie liked the other and hector liked the other and there were only 3 girls and 5 guys...but i want to believe him but i dont but i guess i love em i dont know he said he was really sorry but were still not together were taking it slow and seeing we can make it dunno but im going gina is here bye !!
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[23 Jul 2004|03:13am] |
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so high ;x update tomorrow
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