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wow, long, long time... [04 May 2004|05:37pm] [ mood | okay ] I haven't been in this journal in a while. Nothing much to say though. Everything's the same. School's almost over, which is good, but I don't know what to do for the summer. I don't really want to do anything. I just want to stay at home and sleep in. Yeah, that would be nice. It would be great to have the house all to myself every day. Anyhoo, since I don't really have much to say I'll end this now. I hope everyone's doing well. 1 soul stolen|take a picture

happy anniversary... [24 Mar 2004|10:06pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | Bairi Piya - Devdas Soundtrack ] A year ago today I wrote the following entry: --------------- My computer My relationship with Tony And my heart All broken. I WANT TO DIE --------------- Funny how a year can go by and absolutely nothing has changed. I suppose I could look on the bright side. At least my computer isn't broken... 30 minutes till Chappelle's Show. Maybe that'll make me feel better. I've been waiting almost an hour for Tony to get off the phone. I'm tired of waiting. Screw it. I'm gonna go to my room now. Seacrest out. take a picture

tone down the cologne, people! [13 Feb 2004|10:59am] [ mood | confused ] I don't know who it is, but someone in this room is wearing way too much cologne and it is really messing up my nose. Anyway, I didn't come to update to say that. Tony and I had an actual conversation last night and it has been stuck in my head all day. It got me to thinking why me? What did he ever se in me? We're so incredibly different and we've lived different lives. I could probably learn a lot from him, but what could he learn from me? I don't really have much to offer. What could he possibly learn from a girl who has had practically no experiences in life? The only experiences I have had are those done with him. Sometimes when he talks to me I feel like we are on completely different levels. It's like he's this worldly, goal driven man and I'm just a kid scared of the world. It doesn't make sense to me. I know they say "opposites attract," but, I mean really, there's got to be something more to it than that. When I talk to him today I'm going to ask him what that something more is. What does he see that I don't? Okay, yeah, I'm nice and "sweet" yadda yadda yadda... But what else? A person can't get by on niceness alone, right? Why didn't he go for someone more like him? Someone more mature? Someone... not me? So many questions, yet so many hours til I talk to him again. I guess I'll just have to continue wracking my brain until then. Oh yeah, tomorrow's Valentine's Day. Blah, when you've actually got a valentine is a good way to give and receive gifts. When you don't, it's a horrible excuse to waste money. Actually even when you do have one it still can be considered as a horrible excuse to waste money. Anyhoo, since I currently do not have a valentine, I would just like to express my extreme bitterness by saying Cupid can take his arrows and shove 'em up his cherubic little ass. 2 souls stolen|take a picture

frank told me to do it... [06 Feb 2004|11:23am] [ mood | amused ] I watched Donnie Darko for the first time the other day. I really liked it. I have to watch it again though cuz I missed the first 30 minutes. I had always heard people mention it, but never knew what it was about. I think I might buy it on DVD. Here's a funny quote from the movie. Donnie's buds were discussing Smurfette and he replies with the following: "First of all, Papa Smurf didn't create Smurfette. Gargamel did. She was sent in as Gargamel's evil spy with the intention of destroying the Smurf village, but the overwhelming goodness of the Smurf way of life transformed her. And as for the whole gang-bang scenario, it just couldn't happen. Smurfs are asexual. They don't even have reproductive organs under those little white pants. That's what's so illogical, you know, about being a Smurf. What's the point of living if you don't have a dick?" take a picture

let's hear it for janet jackson's boob! [02 Feb 2004|12:09pm] [ mood | okay ] Damn good Super Bowl! Damn good! My team lost, but I wasn't disappointed in the game at all. It was pretty exciting. If it weren't for that penalty on Carolina at the end of the 4th quarter they probably would've went into over time. Oh well, these things happen. The commercials were good too. I would have to say my favorite was the Bud Lite one when the horse farts in that chicks face. That had everyone going. Anyhoo, it seems that even though New England won, all anyone is talking about is the shot seen 'round the world: Janet Jackson's breast. Was it planned? Was it a "wardrobe malfunction"? All I know is I was in room full of people (young and old) thinking to myself how sexy Janet Jackson still is after all these years and then all of a sudden Justin Timberlake pulls her top and out comes the booby. Needless to say everyone was shocked. Many "did that just happens?" were heard. Someone commented that it'll be all over TV the next day and someone else replied, "it'll be on the internet in half a second." So true, so true. It looked pretty planned to me. Kevin & Bean were talking about it on KROQ this morning and one caller thought that Justin was probably supposed to pull the top only to reveal something skimpy underneath, but there was a, and I quote again, "wardrobe malfunction" and what happened happened. CBS is denying that it was planned, MTV and Justin are denying that it was planned. I haven't heard what Janet's statement is. I just think it's REALLY funny that the last line in the song was "I'll have you naked by the end of this song" and then he pulls it off. Coincidence? I think not. Oh well, what's done is done. What a Super Bowl, eh? In other news, I am loving Real World San Diego. Sooo much better than Vegas and Paris. Two people have already gotten arrested and one of them has an $8000 bail! Also, I'm really looking forward to the Real World/Road Rules Challenge: The Inferno. I see a lot of fighting in the future. I would like to quote Coral, one of the most popular and controversial cast members from the Real World. "I don't wrestle, I beat bitches up!" That says it all. I loves me some TV. I gotta watch my tape of Days of Our Lives when I get home. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention I'm at school. Blah... Anyhoo, Marlena is the serial killer. Go figure. She's gone bonkers. Now I see where Sammi get's it from. Then again, is it really Marlena? LOL I can't believe I'm obsessed with this show all over again. take a picture

this is why i can't stand politics... [22 Jan 2004|10:55pm] [ mood | confused ] So, I was talkin to Tony and he asked if I saw the "Dean Scream." I had no idea what the hell he was talking about, so he sent me a clip of Howard Dean's speech from the other day after he came in third at the Iowa caucus. Apparently, this "scream" was real bad news for the guy, so I watched it to see what he did. I was expecting him to make a total ass of himself. The moment after I saw it I thought, "that's it?" Why are people making a big deal out of something so stupid? I admit, I don't know anything about the guy, but it seems to be he just got excited. People are labeling him some sort of psychopath. For one thing, I don't even see it as a scream. It was just an excited shout. It wasn't even that big! Tony, being the Republican that he is (not that I have anything against that), thought it was pretty funny and was glad that Dean ruined his image. Now, again, I say I don't know anything about Dean, so maybe he has a bad reputation, but I fail to see the importance of a god damn yell. Anyway, it looks like Howard Dean may be out of the running becaue people don't want a president that "leads with his heart." Whatever... from the looks of things he probably would've lost anyway. I mean, he came in third. I dunno... I can't get my head around politics and most of the time I don't want to. *sigh* Why does my best friend have to be so interested in it? Tony talks, I listen, he's very hmm... what's the word?.. passionate when it comes to stuff like this. It's hard to disagree with him and his views, so I do sort of a "nod and smile" kind of thing. I ask questions, but don't really state opinions. I don't really care to nor do I wish to argue with him. Debating is his thing, not mine. Hm... the more I think about it, the more I realize we don't have all that much in common. I can't figure out what is less newsworthy: Michael Jackson's trial, Briney Spears' marriage, Beniffer splitting up, or Howard Dean's ricockulous scream... Come on, America, don't make me move to Japan. 1 soul stolen|take a picture

who is the salem serial killer already?! [15 Jan 2004|05:48pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Koi Kahe Kehta Rahe - Dil Chahta Hai Soundtrack ] If you don't watch DOOL, this won't make any sense. I had vowed not to get into another soap opera, mainly Days of Our Lives, because I wouldn't be able to keep up with during school (also cuz the teen storylines had gotten out of control), but when I found out Roman was murdered I just HAD to watch it. Now I'm obsessed with it all over again. I've spent the majority of the past couple of days reading summaries trying to catch up on the last 3 months (i know, i have a sad little life). Man, Roman's gone, Abe's gone (ABE!!! he was the greatest man to ever live in Salem), Maggie and Caroline are gone... Some chick named Cassie who is apparently Roman and Kate's daughter (where the fuzzy did she and Rex come from exactly??? those crazy DiMera's are always pullin something...) Oh yeah and Jack is dead too. Celeste keeps having crazy visions and apparently John is going to kill Marlena?! Waaa? Sheesh... I can't figure out who the serial killer is. I've read so many possibilities such as: 1. Marlena is the killer and could be possessed all over again. (can we have a new storyline please?) 2. Hattie Adams is the killer and is posing as Marlena. (it's always a double... maybe john will kill her double...) 3. Lexie is the killer. (why would she kill her husband?) 4. Rex is the killer. (i don't know enough about him to understand why) 5. Philip is the killer. (same as with Rex) 6. John is the killer. (i dunno...) The list goes on and on. There's a rumor now that it's a woman. Not Nicole though. Way too obvious. Even though she's a coniving bitch, I don't think she killed anyone but Colin Murphy (whoever that was). She needs to lay off Brady. After reading more and more message boards, I'm beginning to think Lexie HAS been acting a bit strange. Especially with Jennifer. Since when is Lexie an obgyn? Does Lexie secretly want Jennifer to abort her baby?? I just don't understand. If it IS Lexie, why would she do all this? Now there's a tiger in town... I heard it's gonna attack Tony, so that would definitely rule him out. WAAA! I'm going nuts!! Soaps are so freakin addicting!! 4 souls stolen|take a picture

i wish she would take a nap... [13 Jan 2004|11:15am] [ mood | worried ] My dog must be bored outside. I wish I could give her more toys, but the last one ended up in the pool. It looks like she spends most of her time looking for me. I'd bring her in, but I have to keep her outside or she'll never get used to me going to school every day. Having another dog, especially a bigger one is a big adjustment for me. I'm so used to going about things alone, but now I have her. I'm constantly peeking out the windows trying to see what she's doing. I just wish she was the kind of dog that doesn't care for water, that way I know she'll keep away from the pool. Well, I guess she can't really do much out there. I worry too much. *sigh* I hope we get another gate soon. take a picture

finally changed it... [09 Jan 2004|10:45am] [ mood | pleased ] I finally changed the comic on my journal layout. It took me forever to do it, but I did it. I think I picked a good one. I had so many others I wanted to use, but they wouldn't fit right. Luckily I found this one. Four panels works so much better than three. Ah, how I love Pearls Before Swine. Pig is so funny. Hm... now that I've done that I have nothing else to do today... On a side note, Friends was hilarious last night. Joey doesn't share food!!! 5 souls stolen|take a picture

grr... [08 Jan 2004|05:36pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Rak Rak Rak - Rudraksh Soundtrack ] Everything stinks. take a picture

not school! [05 Jan 2004|09:45am] [ mood | bored ] I just realized a lot of people go back to school today. That both sucks and blows. There's not gonna be anyone to talk to. Oh well, I've always got The Simpsons on DVD to keep me company. Mmm... Simpsons... take a picture

breaking news... [31 Dec 2003|03:43pm] [ mood | meh... ] This just in: the internet is now functional. Citizens rejoice. It's nice to be back. take a picture

faaantastic... [18 Dec 2003|10:40am] [ mood | annoyed ] Damn computers. Damn internet. Damn Verizon DSL. My internet at home is currently in a coma so I have to update from school. I have no idea when it will regain consciousness. Ugh, I'm at school and I don't even have to be. Anyhoo, I don't have much to say. I'm currently on winter break and my days consist primarily of sitting around doing nothing. Exciting, isn't it? I'm lonely. I have no one to talk to. I did call Tony last night even though I'm not supposed to. I hope that phone call doesn't come back to bite me in the ass. It was nice to talk to him. I miss him. He said he misses me too. It was nice to hear that. I wish I could call him again, but that's what got me into trouble the last time. I just checked my grades. Blah, I didn't do as well as I'd hoped. 1 A, 2 A-'s, 1 B, and 1 B-. The B's were expected, but I thought they would go in opposite classes. I thought I'd get a B- in the class I got a B in. Fuckers... Um, I guess that's all. I probably won't get to do much commenting now since I have a lot of catching up to do. I miss eavesdropping on everyone's lives. *sigh* Life without the internet is a very sad one indeed. take a picture

the time has come... [10 Dec 2003|08:38am] [ mood | ready to go home!! ] Woo hoo! Today is my last day of school!!! I have my last final in a couple hours and then I'm done. Today is also the day I pick my schedule for next semester. Argh... everything's probably full by now. Lousy late registration date... In other news, here's a little of what's been going on with me lately. Nothing to exciting so don't expect anything special. Anyhoo, the other night I was studying for a final and I was sitting on my bed with my legs crossed. My leg fell asleep, but it felt like it was okay, so I got up and I immediately dropped to the floor. LOL It hurt so bad. So, now I kinda know what it's like to be paralyzed. Um... what else? Oh, yes, my Bollywood DVDs. I'm so excited! Bollywood films have become my latest obsession and I ordered 6 movies, which shall be arriving next Monday. I can't wait! Lemme see... Oh, my entries wouldn't be complete without a mention of Tony. I haven't spoken to him in a few days. All we do is IM each other: him: hi me: hi him: how are you? me: meh... you? him: fine and then we sit in silence for two hours. Fuckin pointless... He's going to Vegas this weekend so maybe I'll talk to him before he leaves. I keep thinkin about changing the comic on my blurty but I never do it. Today I will!! (don't quote me on that) I think that's about it. I wish I could go take my final now and hurry and get back home. take a picture

i hate school sooo much... [08 Dec 2003|08:56pm] [ mood | angry ] Just great... The final that I thought is on Thursday is tomorrow. I'm so fucking mad. I had planned on spending the day studying for Wednesday's final. No I'll have to spend the day studying for tomorrow's. take a picture

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