| Sam this one's for you |
[02 Jan 2003|05:28pm] |
Looking around this community I've come to the realization that there are alot of people here. Alot of people with feelings and emotions and hopes and dreams just like me. People who Hurt and cry and smile and weep and laugh and love and hate and all those things that make the world revolve. People who at an instant can break under pressure or explode in joy. Getting into new relationships, getting out of old ones, not sure which relationship to be in and I watch not because I'm in a relationship but I watch to see how people will react to certain situations and how the aftermath will take form.. I've always been a people watcher someone who sits back as the world unfolds infront of me and I smile when someone finds a 20 dollar bill on the ground you don't know if that person is rich or is in desperate need of that money but the look on their face as they bend down pick it up and realize what it is is priceless. Find love is almost like that feeling no matter how many times you've been in love before or if you've never been in love it's the best feeling ever and your whole demeanor changes. Life has been completed just by the touch of someone else. Watch someone sometime see how much your life is affected just by what they do.
Trevor has done all the planning on our wedding I feel like a bum he's done it all made reservations got the tickets and everything all I've done was write my vows.. god I hope he likes them they are coming from my heart so that's all that's important right that I'm saying to him what my heart feels. I know it will be fine but he is rubbing off on me a bit I'm turing into a slight worrier. I love him though so it's ok..
I want to thank everyone SAM you are awesome.. sorry it has taken me so long to actually admit that I should have been said alot longer ago. Your support of us as made a bumpy road in other areas alot smoother. He's not talking to much about it but I know he thinks about it and your support will make it hurt less.
It's so close and I'm so nervous but god it's the best desicion I've ever made..
*winks* there you go Sam hope this was ok!
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