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[04 Mar 2003|07:44pm] |
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Trevor thinks I'm Dan!
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[04 Mar 2003|07:43pm] |
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AM I DAN?
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| the epitome of hot? |
[03 Mar 2003|06:04pm] |
johnny x mayer (5:58:10 PM): Girl I love to watch you, you're like candy to my eyes, Like a movie that you've seen but gotta watch just one more time
thaTREVORtrain (5:58:43 PM): *strums my air guitar*
thaTREVORtrain (5:59:06 PM): but that smile you're wearing, it's a beautiful disguise. it's just something you put on to hide the emptiness inside
johnny x mayer (5:59:32 PM): And you seem so looonely, but you dont have to anymoooore
thaTREVORtrain (6:00:03 PM): if you're a heart without a home,rebel without a cause,if you feel as though you're always stranded on the shoooore
johnny x mayer (6:00:24 PM): Like a thief in the night, let me steaaal your heart away....and baby if reasons are what you're looking for...I'll be yoooours, I'll be yoooours
Mista x miller (6:00:35 PM): *faints*
thaTREVORtrain (6:01:06 PM): *looks at dan singing* i'll be a new sensation, one you never had before. i got a feeling if i gave you some, *smiles* you'd probably want some more
johnny x mayer (6:01:12 PM): *grins*
Mista x miller (6:01:27 PM): *shakes head* yes more
johnny x mayer (6:01:32 PM): And did you know that baby, you're the bluebird in my skyyy, I only wanna make you happy cause I love to see you flyyy
Mista x miller (6:01:51 PM): can I fly?
thaTREVORtrain (6:02:18 PM): And if you feel loooonely...You don't have to annnyymooooore
johnny x mayer (6:02:48 PM): If you're a heart without a home, a rebel without a caaause, if you feel as though you're alwaaays stranded on the shoooore
thaTREVORtrain (6:03:17 PM): like a thief in the night, let me steal your heart away, baby if for reasons, what you're looking for.. i'll beeeee yours
Mista x miller (6:03:51 PM): *melts into the floor*
johnny x mayer (6:03:56 PM): I'll be yours, I'll be the raft in the tide, I'll be yours, I'll be the truth and the light, and what's more...
thaTREVORtrain (6:03:58 PM): *giggles*
thaTREVORtrain (6:04:24 PM): and no one opens the door, i'll be the hope that you're looking for..
johnny x mayer (6:04:45 PM): If you're a heart without a home...a rebel without a cause, if you feel as though you're always stranded on the shoooore
thaTREVORtrain (6:05:12 PM): like a thief in the night, let me steal your heart away, baby if for reasons, what you're looking for.. i'll be yooooours
johnny x mayer (6:05:20 PM): *strums last chords*
*dies a happy death* HELLO FOLKS I'M DEAD DAN MILLER PENICK TREVOR PENICK MILLER AND JOHN MAYER JUST SANG TO ME!
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[02 Mar 2003|06:58pm] |
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[01 Mar 2003|05:18pm] |
OMG
*takes a deep breath*
OMG
I think I just turned into a teenie cause *points to friends page* did you see who's here?
*looks around* that's a lie right, a figment of my imagination? He's a mirage maybe?
*stops talking breathing heavy* Oh My FREAKING god
JOHN FREAKING MAYER IS HERE
I'm better now,
In other news Trevor and I had a great lunch and stroll through the park yesterday then followed by a dinner with Rachel, I liked having dinner with her she made a huge spread and gave me gifts from london. She's my bestfriend and she proved that lastnight *blows kisses* thanks darlin, I love you
did I fail to mention
JOHN TELL ME WHERE TO GO AND THOUGH I MIGHT LEAVE TO FIND IT I'LL NEVER LET YOUR HEAD HIT THE BED WITH OUT MY HAND BEHIND IT MAYER GOT A FREAKING POPFANTASTIC JOURNAL?
*dies off again*
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[25 Feb 2003|06:30pm] |
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I'm not drunk anymore, I shouldn't have gotten drunk in the first place. I'm ok were ok everythings ok Right?
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[25 Feb 2003|02:34am] |
Party at Clive's I got pissy drunk and now I'm regretting every move I've made today.
wonder if this feeling will ever go away!
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| I'm H O M E |
[24 Feb 2003|11:52am] |
I didn't get much sleep this weekend if you know what I mean so I will be doing lots of that today while the Trevor man goes to work.
What can I say about London, it was beautiful all of the buildings and the water you could look in to the water and the sounds of all the people was overwhelming it wasn't a bad thing I loved hearing the lovers talking and friends reminising. London is an awesome place to be, I am seriously thinking of going back again soon.
I have to admit I'm happy we went I mean I think Trevor and I needed that time to reflect on us, believe it or not the Tran doesn't get Tran time anymore. Married life isn't at all the way the dating life is. Being Married comes with so much more responsibilities and the days go by so quick and before you know it it's the next morning and you haven't spoken to each other in hours. I do make it a point to tell him I love him everytime I see his shadow walk by as he's heading to work or to pull him in and kiss him right before he heads to the gym but the times of us just laying in each other's arms and just breathing in each other. So few are far between.
Now please don't take this out of context me and Trevor we are fine we are more than fine I couldn't be more happier.. I just wish there were more hours in a day. I need to rearrange the schedule cause Tran time is important and it should be treated as so.
Sorry yes about London. Trevor and his silly ways. Tried to take the guards hat. I bet he didn't know that was a nono. But then he bought one. yeah and I'm shutting up there cause what he did with that hat later on doesn't need to be told here. oops I just kind of told you in a not so telling you kind of way huh?
I loved good ol' Paree I can't wait to go back!
Erik took a date to Clive's party? Ashley's a father? Michael Jackson is here? I don't know if I should leave again I'm out of the loop lots when I come back.
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| LONDON ANYONE? |
[22 Feb 2003|11:18pm] |
I'm here in London with that man I love you know him come on don't make me say it! TREVOR!
Yes we are here enjoying every moment. It's beautiful here it really is the city of love.
We had Fish and chips for dinner tonight don't ask why I shared that with you but I thought you all would like to know, so that you can share in our romantic time here.
Well Trevor's in bed and he's in my boxers I have to *coughs* go get them *smiles* and now I bid you all adu!
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| Quick Update |
[19 Feb 2003|02:58pm] |
Hello, Mrs.Penick we are Family now.. and I love your son and I need you to know that I'm not out to hurt him he's my heart my life and if he weren't apart of it I wouldn't be able to live. You should be very proud of him he's one of the most amazing people I've ever met. He truly has brought meaning to my life. That alone is enough for you to be proud of, he brings so much happiness to me by just being the him you raised him to be.
I LOVE YOU BABY SO MUCH REMEMBER THAT, I'M HERE I LOVE YOU AND I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE EVER!
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| LOU? |
[18 Feb 2003|01:30pm] |
DO YOU WANT TO GET PAID?
CAUSE IF THERE WERE NO O-TOWN YOU WOULDN'T
NOW STEP AWAY FROM RACHEL AND BRITNEY AND ASHLEY AND PAUL AND WHOEVER ELSE YOU'VE CLAIMED TO EAT OR I WILL QUIT.. THE BAND THAT IS...AND IF I QUIT TREVOR WILL QUIT AND IF WE QUIT YOU DON'T HAVE AND O-TOWN CAUSE WE ARE O-TOWN.
HAKU DUDE WHAT'S UP.. THIS IS MY FORMAL THANK YOU.. FOR RUNNING IKAIKA'S LIFE.. YOU MY MAN MADE ALL MY DREAMS COME TRUE AND EVEN BROUGHT ME BACK TO THE MAN I LOVE YOU ARE MY HERO!
AND LEAVE JUSTIN ALONE TOO CAUSE I WILL KILL WHOEVER MESSES WITH HIM.. NUFF SAID
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[16 Feb 2003|03:19pm] |
Did I have the best Valentines Day *nods* yes me and Trevor didn't get out of bed till like 11 oclock lastnight.. woooo it was nice.. Although getting out of bed to go to an drunkin ohouse party where I had to kiss Erik not so good..
*gags* ERIK TONGUED ME THAT WAS GROSS!
I love you Trevor..
ps. Ashley your kiss was kind of nice *hehe*
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[13 Feb 2003|02:07pm] |
Where have all the Danny's gone? idono I can only speak for this Dan and I've been here just not HERE.
So much has happened since the wedding, Trevor is still as amazing as he was before I said I do and even more so now. His sweet gestures of wanting to carry all of our burdens for the 2 of us so that I won't have to bare it at all makes me love him even more. BURDENS you say? No in all honesty and I'm thankful for this Trevor and I have managed to stay below that burden line.. close enough to be touched but just far enough away not to feel the effects of it. I can truly say that I am amazed by something new that I find out about him everyday. He's so complex and there are so many angles to him I'm just glad I get to be the one to find them. Being Married was a huge step for us to take and I was nervous that it may have been the wrong one, but then I look at him and I feel him close to me and I know him like internally and he knows me to my core and you know that's enough that's all I need when our souls touch I feel warm cause I know that I am complete.
I sit back and I watch the struggle Erik and Ashley go through and I hurt I hurt and I feel quilty cause I didn't have to carry on my back what they carry on thiers. Yes Trevor and I didn't have it peachy before we were made a couple but it's been grand since we've been one. I know Erik Loves Ashley more than life itself and I know Ashley feels the same. I just wish there was a way they could be happy like Trevor and I. How long do you put up with the struggle before you throw in the towel? I would have never thrown it in cause I knew he was my meant to be, but The Ashrik never seem to make it even half way over that wall before falling down again. I hurt for them. My heart cries for them. I want Ashrik to feel the love that I feel everyday just being close to Trevor in my mind. I want the pain to subside and the sky to open up bright above their heads. I want more than anything for them to have Peace in their hearts I want them to be utterly happy and always in PARADISE. You know if someone deserves it ASHRIK does!
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[12 Feb 2003|06:38pm] |
*claps*
I HAVE A NEW LAYOUT CAUSE I'M DA BOMB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so in love are we two and we don't know what to do SO IN LOVE!
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[07 Feb 2003|12:37pm] |
So I guess you all know I'm going out of town on Buisness...
Just found out da Trevor is coming with me eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Ok well I'll see you all when I get back *blows kisses*
love you all!
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| 24/7 You've come to Better me |
[04 Feb 2003|04:10pm] |
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24/7
Baby it's no mystery
You're bringing out the best in me
And though I've been in love before
I've never had the kind of love that made me feel secure
I never thought that give and take
Mentality was right for me, hmm
You made me open up and see
That it's for real
And there's no other place I'd rather be
1 - I think about you all the time
24-7 babe
The love I have inside for you
Is more than any words can say
Thanking God on bended knee
We'll always be together babe
You and me
If there's a high or low
Anything can be babe
I'll be there for you to pick you up off your feet, yeah
Thanking God on bended knee
We'll always be together babe
You and me
When I'm in my nine to five
A smile went across my lips when I
Daydream about the night before
I count the minutes till I'm in your arms once more
My friends they don't understand, no
In me they see a brand new man
I give you props and tell them that
My shorty's bout it
He personifies the love he gives
Repeat 1
Oh how I've waited for this moment in my life
It's you that I adore
Baby with you I am secure
My life is in your hands
And now I understand
What it means to be in love again, oh
Never gonna let u go, oh no
Repeat 1 till end
24/7 You consume me, I breath you I feel you I love you so much!
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I'm in bed under the blankets and it's nice!
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| BECAUSE I'M DAN AND I CAN! |
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*points to icon*
sorry about your luck..
KEEP SHOPPING!
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