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[10 Aug 2003|10:26am] |
Rumor has it Ashley wants to kick me?
Now I couldn't let that happened could I? What fun would it be if I let him kick me? *growls* unless he does it hard and then maybe I could compromise....
I think I'm going to take up like synchronize swimming! Could you see me with my ass in the air all the time? I do need to find something to take up my Non-O-town time that will soon be at hand!!!
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[17 Jul 2003|05:12am] |
So I have a surprise for my husband whenever I find him *smiles* well it's not a really big surprise just something I thought he might like.. While I was out shopping the other day..
Kelly and Rachey are moving, and Ashley moved out. And wow things are just slowly but surely changing around here. I think it may be time to find a house for Trevor and I. If I had known I would have tried for Kelly's. I haven't seen Lexi around either so I guess she may have moved out too.
Talked to my Bestfriend a few days ago, I missed her and she looked amazing. I'm glad we got to spend some time together. We did a few shots and just talked about Memories and stuff.
Rachel and Jenn in Blue Paint and Whip cream.. I'll never forget those days.
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[06 Jul 2003|03:29am] |
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I'm looking for a Penick-Miller!! Anyone know where I can find one??
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[16 Jun 2003|02:00am] |
I'm in Rancho Cucamonga with Trevor... Seeing the parents.
We travel to do the shows and then head back here, which is ok with me. I'm just glad to be spending time with him. Being able to hold him. Hear him call me Tiger, feel his chest rising and falling against mine. Yes I'm happy.... that's a good thing...
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[02 Jun 2003|01:40pm] |
Do you ever have those days where you just don't feel like yourself?
Can we say that mine has actually been months?
I love him, and I know he loves me, but for some reason I just don't know if that's enough...
We never did get really over me disapearing and I guess I did that again.
I guess I just feel like I let him down, and instead of seeing that look in his eyes I've stayed away.
I love him, with everything I am without a doubt..
But how do you travel back down a road you can't seem to find.
I hurt, I ache.. but if he's happy without me, maybe I should just let him be.
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[13 May 2003|02:29pm] |
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Sorry for my lack of updating.
Trevor's went to London I hope he's been having fun he deserves it.
I'm just working really hard.
I don't know what else to say.
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[27 Apr 2003|12:42am] |
So Trevor and I made up *smiles*
that's all I can really say!
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| Need an Update? |
[18 Apr 2003|01:42am] |
How about I have nothing to update about?
I'm giving Trevor the space he needs!
that's about it..........
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| Baby I'm sorry |
[10 Apr 2003|01:54pm] |
I know I said it, I know I did it
Maybe I went overboard to prove a point
But sometimes my pride gets in the way
Maybe I needed some time away to get my head together,
yeah, yeah
Maybe this was my last chance (I may never)
I may never get to hold your hands again
I can say that I’m a better man
I’m sorry (Because you made me understand)
I’m so sorry that I tore your heart apart last night
(And I’m sorry)
And I’m sorry if I scarred you again today (I didn’t
mean to take your dreams)
I didn’t mean to take your dreams (Mmm) and make them
seem so trite (I sincerely)
I sincerely (Oh), completely (Yeah) apologize for
doin’ what I did
Everything you taught me and everything you showed me
It never seemed that I would listen to anything
But you’ve got my attention more than you know
I take it in, I dealt with it, but I waited too late
to use it, oh...oh...
Maybe this was my last chance (I never)
I may never get to hold your hands again (I can say)
I can say that I’m a better man
I’m sorry (Because you made me understand)
I’m so sorry that I tore your heart apart last night
(I’m so sorry)
And I’m sorry if I scarred you again today (I didn’t
to mean to hurt your heart)
I didn’t mean to take your dreams (Oh...yeah) and make
them seem so trite (I sincerely)
I sincerely (Completely), completely apologize for
doin’ what I did
I’ve never ever been so
(Shameful for what I did) You made me know
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| Post with Sanity? |
[08 Apr 2003|08:33pm] |
So you want a post with Sanity I suppose I could give you one.
Being Married has it's up's and it has it's down's it has it's good time's and it has it's bad time's.
I'm just trying to figure out where we fit in?
Where I fit in?
Where it all fit's in!
is that Sanity enough?
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| Seem's like everyone's doing it these days! |
[08 Apr 2003|03:35pm] |
Well since I think everyone is posting I guess I should to cause after all Dan is a follower or *valley girl voice* like maybe not.
I was thinking of making it thoughtful and Meaningful you know with all the Dan sap one could handle before having to pull out the oar's and paddle away?
And then I realized that all of my post are thoughtful and Meaningful so I am going to do this one differently.
I am Dan, and I have a man, we don't drive a van and I have a fan who drinks from a can.
so my rhyming skills are a tad bit off, I'll have to hook up with 50 Cent and let him show me how to bust them out right quick.
*tries to rap again*
I'm chillen in my ride as I drive 75 down the interstate, I got the radio pumping and my speaka's are bouncing and my head bobbing to the sound. When the hottie with the body pulls up beside me and I'm sure he's feeling my flow. he speeds up and I'm there in his dust Shot down again OH NO!
And ladies and Gentleman that's why I'm sticking to O-town music
*sings" I went walking the store there she was this new girl I've never seen, I couldn't find the words to say so I bought a magazine! I thought of her all night, the next day, I had to see her face. So I went back again and hit the same dead end. Maybe she's the one for me, got a girl that's in my dreams, how will I know if I never talk to her.
See that sounded much better!
Oh randomness just for a second *laughs* or the whole post.
I got strawberries lastnight and I made strawberry Shortcake if anyone wants any.
And now I go cause Mike's wanting to take me out to dinner say's he has something's he wants to talk to me about >:-o
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[02 Apr 2003|08:35pm] |
Is it always going to be this sad here?
I miss the Trevor that enjoyed spending time with me
I hope that everyone gets what they want and everyone is happy soon! :\
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| To see the sun rise on your face... |
[01 Apr 2003|01:24pm] |
*stretches*
I'm glad to be home. The boat was nice, but being back in our big bed that has room to move and yet still be close is nice.
This old lady slipped me her number... What is that about? She said that I needed to call her if I ever wanted to meet up for drinks. Dude, that's so not happening. Being at home with my husband is where I need to be.
I missed everyone while I was gone, especially Rach. She's my bestfriend, though, so that's ok. I see Erik's back from NY. I'm hoping that he got lots of mommy time. He was complaining when he was with Trevor and I in Ohio. I see that he and Ashley broke up, too. I don't know the situation, so I'm not going to act like I do. I just hope that it's what they both want and that they are ok with the consequences. I just want them both to be happy.
Ashley, baby, Danny's bed is always open. *smiles* By that I mean for you to cuddle, nothing more! hehe.
Ok, well, I'm going to head out for a bit because I have some errands to run. I hope to talk to everyone tonight!
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| Strip what? |
[25 Mar 2003|04:29pm] |
Hola, everyone it seems my better half that would be TREVOR, is telling stories again *shakes head* we weren't playing strip shuffleboard, Trevor decided that depantsing the one and only Miller would be fun and then he threw them over the boat so I had to run back to the cabin and grab another pair. Shh I took his Neon Green ones but I told him I picked up another pair! I'm having loads of fun here on this ship I'm not sure I want to leave I think seeing the whales swim next to the ship is pretty and the sky at night on the deck YOU have no idea how pretty that is. I mean I get to stand in Trevor's arms and look out at the water with the moon light on it I don't think I've seen anything that pretty since like the day I laid my eyes on Trevor. Who knows maybe paradise does exsist outside of the Penick-Miller Bedroom. Although it's still paradise cause I'm in his arms right?
So all of you who believe that we were playing Strip shuffleboard DON'T... You all know Trevor and you know that he likes to be a prankster. BUT THE OLD LADY yeah she tried buying me a drink lastnight *shrugs* I don't know Trevor may have some stiff compition up on this SHIP or not! *smiles* I did take the drink though why would I not?
Oh and they have a piano so I put on some sweats and a beater and I strolled out onto the deck and I asked the crew if it would be ok if I played a song or two and about 3 hours later I finally stood up and everyone was clapping I got all red. It was pretty cool though just singing for fun and not because I had to and I miss playing the piano just to play it I think I'm going to find out if we can get one put into the house I'm sure Ashley would like that to. I started on a new song I'm writing it for Trevor though so it won't ever make an album but I'm ok with that cause it's kind of personal anyway. *smiles*
Well Trevor's calling he wants to go to the aerobics class and I mean hello he's in spandex I stand behind him it's nice...
I love you all and I miss you all so much.. I hope you all remember who I am! *blows kisses*
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| Sailing take me away! |
[22 Mar 2003|03:11am] |
Well here we are on the sea my baby and me! We finally caught the plane that TREVOR made us miss ok maybe I was primping myself in the mirror cause Dan can't go onto the water without being the prettiest he can be :D. We are having so fun so far although he's already complaining that he's tired I guess he just wants some tigerbaby time and hey who am I to argue. Cuddles will be a major part of our trip cause Dan says so. Well I mean when he's not mingling to meet new people and sticking his head in on others conversations so that he can give his point of view. You all know Trevor just cause were on a ship in the middle of the water doesn't mean he's changed. Only difference now HE'S A MARRIED MAN *takes all the numbers and puts them in my back pocket* he won't be needing them. Ok so they are all your guys number so what! :p WELL LOOK AT THAT HE'S CALLING ME. And when a Tiger is called you know what they do makes like a shelf and books!
I'll Try to miss you all but I'm sure my mind will be only on him that doesn't mean I don't love you!
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| The Fro is MIA! |
[17 Mar 2003|11:42pm] |
So I guess you all can see what we did this weekend to my baby? if you haven't seen it let me show you
I love it I really do, and so should you! *winks*
I had a really good time this weekend it was great seeing my mom and having Trevor and Erik there was awesome, had a good sit down talk with Erik we just talked about My home town and then I let him just talk about whatever he wanted to. You'd be amazed how much you can learn from that kid if you give him a little bit of time. Ok no I'm not turning into an Erik lover cause just eww I'm just saying he's an alright kid if you give him the time.
Had some good momma time it was great and she and Trevor and I god it was amazing. well I'm tired and he's already in bed I'll expound more later. LOVE YOU ALL MISSED YOU ALL SO MUCH! *muah*
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| Thank you for flying the Friendly sky's |
[13 Mar 2003|03:39pm] |
I've been enjoying my Nonanti-socialism lately I love being part of the Talking crowd it's rather enjoyable.
Having Erik in bed with Trevor and I not so much. hmph I know he's Trevor's bestfriend so I caiter to that but yeah him and Ashley need to get on with it or Lexi you need to take him everynight. When Trevor wants to cuddle with Erik to soothe him and I'm like giizmoless Erik catches a beat down. ok I'm so kidding I love that kid I just want him happy and if Trevor's arms can do it for atleast a few minutes I can deal with that.
I'm going on vacation in a week I can't wait see I need to just get Trevor away from here for a little bit he needs it and I'm going to come through for him.
oh and LEXI the Tran isn't Evil persay!
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[08 Mar 2003|02:27pm] |
I can’t believe it’s true
I’m standin’ here in front of you
And you are here with me
This very moment
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| Stealing from Sam cause it's fun! *winks* |
[05 Mar 2003|10:43am] |
I ____ DAN.
DAN is ____.
If I were alone in a room with DAN, I would _______.
I think DAN should _____.
DAN needs ______.
I want to _________ DAN.
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[04 Mar 2003|07:45pm] |
ok now I'll stop flooding pages and make a real update.
I have a bestfriend she's awesome.. RACHEL YOU ARE MY LOVE
I don't know why I feel like the world is out of grasp and that it just passes me by but I'm not going to argue it.
I have one thing that I have to be sure about and about that sure I am.
even if I believe sometimes that he may leave. ok that's all from the fact that I had a dream and he was gone which makes me sad cause I having a panic attack
but he assured me that I don't ever have to worry which I already knew but that dream freaked me out.
ok I hope I did what you asked baby I love you!
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