09:46pm 02/02/2005
mood: chipper
music: Rock Da Boat - Aaliyah
Met with my client today...lol ok so it's not a 'real' client but i just like to say that. For our major project we had to find another student and work with them to create a store that they want. It's great me and my client are on the same level...we are designing a photography store...our ideas so far mesh well together...I luv it...hopefully it will continue like this, make my job easier.

Well gotta finish up my workstation project...its due tomorrow, don't want to late of a night.
Panic attack   
09:37pm 01/02/2005
mood: content
music: Hope - Shaggy
Ok, so I had a little stress in my day but it's all good now. Busy day yet again. Class at 8...complete waste of time, then i spent an hr after class with my group...more time wasted. came back to have something to eat and mom told me I had to get this letter out today...which I didn't have time for...my key wouldn't work to get intot eh building Went to second class early to get that assignmnet out of the way but I still didn't finish it so now I have to go back and finish it sometime b4 next tues....when I will find time I don't know. Came back and have been working on homework all day but I found outt hat one thing isn't due till next week (thought it was due this thursday but its due monday so I've got more time now...that calmed me down. I think I'm all set now and I'm gonna try to enjoy myself come the end of the week.

It's my grandma's birthday today...she's such a doll. I called her tonight to wish her happy birthday, she was so happy to hear from me. She's so proud of me. She wants to give me money to help with my NY trip and as much as I'd love it and need it, I told her not to...I know she will still give me some but she really can't afford it...I can't wait to see her when I go home at the end of the month.

Gonna get some sleep cause I have a feeling it's gonna be a busy day again tomorrow.
Busy Bumbles Bee   
10:09pm 31/01/2005
mood: busy
music: These Days - Jennifer Paige
Wow, busy day...school wise. Finished up my chair assignment just before class this morning...very glad that's over with and happy that I only had 2 classes today. My prof...the one that was gone for two days last week...well she got in a car accident so that's y she was gone...it's good that shes back but I could have done with one less class again. Been working on the start to that huge ass assignment...it's gonna take up all my time from now till the end of the semester :S Along with the huge ass assignmnet I still ahve to finish up the drafting for another project from the same class...it's not right to have 2 projects going in the same class and add in the fact that I have the same prof for 2 classes and we are doing the huge ass project in both classes and I'm completely confusing what's due on what day...soooooo gotta get myself organized.

Cleaned my room today...well most of it...to get a break from the homework, and did some laundry...I'm always doing laundry (laundry land they've gone to laundry land)...anyone remember that song? That was like one of my first choir songs. Yup me singing...besides the shower or alone in my room I don't do that anymore...well I have been known to blurt out a note or too when I'm drunk...but everyone thinks they can sing when they are drunk. My mom tried to tell me I should try out for Canadian Idol...ya ok, I'll get right on that one. People tell me I can sing but sometimes I just think they are trying to be nice...and besides what would I do if I made it? I'm by no means the next idol anything...the only things thats idol is my ass for which I can't seem to get off of lately.

Well it's back to the homework and maybe I'll get some sleep...concidering I have class at 8am tomorrow.

21 days till I go back to the hell hole for a week...yeh I'm so excited
37 days till NY :)
09:41am 30/01/2005
mood: hyper
music: If I had a million dollars...I'd be rich
Watched the Tsunami relief concert last night...fell asleep after the 4th or 5th act. There's nothing better than a bunch of middle aged men who call themselves barenaked ladies...I just hope we all think we're that hip when we hit that age.

Homework all day yesterday and I'll be at it again all day today. But I'm up and ready for it. Had my english muffin with brown sugar on it and purple kool-aid to wash it down...nothing's better than a little sugar to get you started in the morning.
09:31am 29/01/2005
mood: blah
music: Freak Of The Week - Marvelous 3
I'm gonna keep this short.

Went to bed at 10 last night...yup 10 on a friday night, ain't I fun. I'm up now and I'm gonna do homework all day. That's it really.
Same 'Ol Shit Different Pile   
05:28pm 28/01/2005
mood: drained
music: Entersandman - Metallica
Yet another friday has rolled around. I'm drained...I've got very little energy for anything today. I'm gonna lay low for the night most likely. There will be parties if I get energy to do anything. Got two projects to finish up this weekend then I start on the mojor project worth 75% of my mark.

Got a card with a Bingo ticket and some grocery coupons from my mom today...it was sweet. There was a little girl lacing up her skates on the front and my mom wrote: "Remember those days?" Boy how I miss being on the ice. I brought my skates with me...it's been 5 years...I can't believe it...just have to find someone that will come out with me sometime. I loved to skate...ya, those were the days.
Hot Dog On A Stick   
10:46pm 27/01/2005
mood: sleepy
music: Turn Off The Light - Nelly Furtado
Today wasn't really any different than any other. Went to class, came back and worked on my model, went to class, got a perfect crit on my model, came back...watched the OC and ate popcorn with my roomate. Ya bout one of the only things we have in common is the fact that we both love the OC. She's been all nicey nicey lately...mind you she only spends like 3 days a week here this semester, so I can deal with having her around Tonight she came in my room and sat on my bed and just started watching the OC with me...I almost wanted to say "did I say you could come in here?". I don't like when people piss me of and then try to be all nicey nicey, it's just wrong.

I broke one of her plates today...she was standing behind me waiting to micro her pogo and I was about to take my soup out of the microwave and my elbow knocked the plate and pogo out of her hand...don't ask me why she was so close to begin with but oh well, shit happens. Now I just need to break one of her bowls to go with the plate and a mug that I broke on her previously...and I'll have a set.

I've got her hooked on pogo's...well corndogs since we have no money so we can't buy the real "pogo"...tissue not kleenex, bandage not bandaid...gotta be technical. Funny that I would get a girl like her hooked on the hotdog on a stick. You give a girl a hot dog on a stick and she just can't get enough....that's just how it works with corndogs. It's like a match maid in heaven.

OC was good tonight. Can't wait till next weeks show. Watched ER tonight, good episode...hadn't been watching in a while but I'm getting abck into it now. It's shows like this that keep me grounded...gets my mind away from homework and god am I gonna need to stay grounded. We just got our major project for the semester today...it's a big one, worth 75% of our mark....it's insane!

Good thing I didn't sign up for snow tubing tonight cause apparently the bus never showed up to pick everyone up. Figures, we've had grocery buses not show b4. Oh well it's really cold tonight and I don't have the money anyways...maybe next time.

I'm heading to bed...only have one class tomorrow. Gonna sleep in and work on my projects all day tomorrow get them out of the way and maybe I'll have some fun tomorrow night...ya not likely. Really wish people would come visit me, it's been a while since I've seen anyone and I could use some help.
Colour My World   
03:24pm 26/01/2005
mood: tired
music: Tuesday's Gone - Lynard Skynyrd
Value, chroma, hue, tint, tone...I'm getting sick of these words but thats cause I've been painting watercolours for 3 days now....better add onto that cause I just got another painting assignment. Guess that comes with Interior Design.

Got a model to build tonight, gonna watch Gilmore Girls and go to bed fairly early...I'm exausted. My wisdom teeth are coming in and the pain is giving me headaches...won't get to see the dentist till I go home for study week...guess I have an a reason to go home now.

Snow tubing tomorrow...I want to go but I don't think I'll end up going, oh well winter will be around for a while and I've got 2 more years to go.
Class cancelled!   
08:16am 25/01/2005
mood: annoyed
music: The World's Gone Mad
Yes that's all they have to do...post those two words on blackboard...preferably the night before...so I wouldn't have to get up and be in class at 8 when the teacher is not there...AGAIN! Yesterdays class cancellation was fine cause it was in the middle of the afternoon so I got an extra hour to my afternoon (well kinda sorta, you see cause I was locked out of my room I couldn't really do anything but that was my stupidity) This morning I lost a few hours of sleep...is the prof ever gonna be here? She's been getting visonary migraines...the doc told her to stay away from flourescent lights and computer screens...ok so computer screens can be avoided but the lights...hello you work at a school. Send in a sub if she's never gonna be here...even if I hate the class, I'm not paying for a class that I can't even go to if I wanted. It's all about the learning people...all about the learning. lol

Did I say that I got my roomate to clean last night? Ya, I'm still in shock over that one. Well gonna do some homework that I planned on doing tonight and head to my second class early cause I have to ask some questions before printing and handing in an assignment that was suppose to be due last tues...but again...another prof not there.

Missed the XXX hypnotist show last night...I bet it was halarious. I went to the first semester show but the no cash flow this semester led me not to attend again. So much for the fun.

The World's Gone Mad - Handsome Boy Modeling School feat. Del The Funky Homosapien, Barrington Levy & Alex Kapranos
| The songs cutting edge.
Monday mornings suck   
01:30pm 24/01/2005
mood: okay
music: Same Ol' Situation (S.O.S.) - Mötley Crüe
I hate my mondays...classes 8-3...no breaks in between. Not the way that I like to start a week. I'm on a lunch break right now...normally don't have a break at all but I snuck out of class early cause we weren't doing anything new...shhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm spose to be in class.

Busy day today...got one more class then it straight back here to get the mountains of homework started...and maybe take a trip down to the grocery store...I'm outta milk. The milk can wait...if I get these projects out of the way then I can enjoy my weekend...and by enjoy I don't know how far that will go since I have no money for booze or any of the other fun activities that I could engage in if I had money...but if I can find things to do in a town filled with nothing to do, then I can find something fun to do for free in a place that has a heck of a lot more. I really think I might break into the New York trip spending money fund to go snow tubing this week...it's only $12...but then again that could leave to another $12...and before you know it I will be standing in New York city with not a dime to spend.

Well guess it's back to class for me it is...I'll keep you updated on the fun. haha.

Damn, I need to get me a suga' daddy or somethin'. lol

*6:33 - third class cancelled today, locked my keys in my room...waited around for almost an hr to see if my roomate would show up so I could get in without getting a temp key...broke down and got a temp key and brought it back to the front desk...not 2 mins after I got back in my room, my roomate showed up.

The good part about tonight...I got my roomate to clean the kitchen. I got stuck doing the bathroom (got completely drenched in the process, and my hands are raw as hell now) but who cares...I got her to clean!

Gotta clean my room and start the homework...7th Heaven is on tonight
En Blanco   
11:32am 23/01/2005
mood: blah
music: If I Had A Rocket Launcher - Bruce Cockburn
Not much to say today. Fell asleep watching a movie last night...I think people were banging on my door but I was too out of it to realize it. This morning I did the dishes and started laundry and now I'm gonna work on the homework that I've put off all weekend and watch Pretty in Pink on tbs. Nothing exciting...but then nothing ever is with me.
Be the fun   
06:57pm 22/01/2005
mood: amused
music: One Armed Scissor - At The Drive In
Well last night was definately interesting. It's not a friday night on 3rd without someone causing or stirring up shit. This time it was a fight over a watch...ya, a watch. The kids here are real mature sometimes...damn raging drunks. But everyone else was having a good time, like one giant orgy. lol everyone making out, hickies the dominant neckpiece for the night. They will do it all again tonight with less success and pick up where they left off in a week or two like always. It's all part of being the fun.
The place I call home   
12:18am 22/01/2005
mood: pissed off
music: 911 For Peace - Anti-Flag
3rd floor is the place to be...we have the best parties, the best people and the worst reputation. That's right...the year isn't even near finished and already we know that we will not be getting back our commmunity deposits at the end of the year...in fact we will probably be in debt because of people that do stupid things like write their name in the ceiling, pull pins off fire extinguishers, and just basic destruction. Some people are so dumb!

They tell us to "Be the fun"...and we are.
10:15am 21/01/2005
mood: contemplative
music: Am Radio - Everclear; Mr. Brightside - The Killers
Paid for the New York Trip yesterday...very happy that I'm going. Now I have no money to spend on anything...gonna be skimping on groceries, but then it's not like I need to eat. Thought about finding a job but my free time is limited and I no it will become even more limited very shortly. My parent don't want me to worry about a job while I'm in school but I feel bad asking for money cause my mom isn't working. Sure dad makes plenty but I still...they have paid for so much already.

Registered for Res again next year this morning...if I get accepted the down payment is due in March...the week I go to New York...perfect timing *rolls eyes*. Thought about applying to be an RA next year but I have a feeling nobody would take me seriously as an RA...wouldn't want another Sammi now would we lol I don't know I still have till 4:30 today to get my resume in...there's always 3rd year. I was gonna run for RSC this year but I hate competing for things like that and there was only one other person that wanted to be a Rep from our floor so I let it go without a fight. Typical...I can just here my mom saying "be more assertive".

I want to get involved...I'm the type of person that wants to try everything. I'll show up to an event even if no one else does, but so far this year I have done nothing. There's still time left in the semester to do a few things...maybe I'll drag myself out of my room to attend.
09:56am 20/01/2005
mood: annoyed
music: Tonight She Comes _ The Cars
My roomate is the biggest slob around! Don't get me wrong shes a nice girl but she needs to learn how to pick a rag and pass a broom around every once and a while. I'm tired of cleaning up after her...our suite is infested with fruit flies because of her and the little bastards arn't easy to get rid of. I think the problem is...she's one of those, mommy and daddy have done everything for me all my life so why should I start now, kind of people. The girl had never washed dishes by hand before coming here. Sorry we don't have a dishwasher here but you've gotta clean you dishes somehow. Like really the task isn't hard. Fill the sink with soap and water, add the dishes, scub, rinse, dry...not very complicated. No instead she lets the dishes sit in the sink caked with food for at least a week...the smell is sickning and I can't do my dishes because theres no room in the sink. I did my dishes in the bathroom sink last night and rinsed them in the shower...lol ya its that bad. She spends most of her time at home...hell who wouldn't if they had everything done for them. The girl is in her first year of nursing school and her parents do homework for her...ya, i think its time to grow up...maybe mommy should be going to school instead, she does all the work. Tell you one thing I wouldn't want her to be my nurse. She doesn't even like nursing, she told me she wants to be an actress lol ya thats gonna go over well...I say stick to nursing. Oh sorry I'm corrected, she wants to be a drama teacher..haha now there's a job...but whatever floats your boat (even if the boat is full of holes). Just love to here the conversation: "Mom, dad...I'm dropping out of school to be an actress, but I'm only gonna do that until I start popping out babies"...and if that fails?
10:34am 19/01/2005
mood: amused
music: Misread - Kings Of Convenience
Crispy Minis are so overratted....like common rice chips? They arn't chips...its friggin puffed rice. How do they get away with calling mini rice cakes (don't know why it would be called a cake either, but thats another story) chips.

Intense chip flavour
Great chip crunch
Delicious, lowfat rice snacks

Ok so they are flavoured like chips but they don't taste like chips, and they certainly don't have a "chip crunch"...sounds more like styrofoam...who wants to chew on a light, resilient polystyrene plastic? As for the low fat snack idea...its just made to look like they are better than the average chip by cutting the serving size in half...common people, wouldn't you rather eat 12 chips instead of 8 rice chips?

Ok, so I'm still eating them...but that doesn't mean that like other companies Quaker is using false advertisemt to sell their product. Like please, save yourself effort...we arn't as dumb as we look.
So cold   
02:17pm 18/01/2005
mood: cold
music: So Cold - Breaking Benjamin
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Oh, the weather outside is frightfull...

It's so damn cold that a polar bear would freeze it's ass off! Ok we all know it's not THAAAAT cold but I don't want to go outside again today and I'm a "Northern" girl. I think they need to turn up the heat in this place...it's not right to need this much clothing on in your own room. Ya so what if heat is more expensive..I don't see them putting our $ to any better use. Oh and a little hint...it would be nice to have a thermostat in a common area or one for everyone that lives in the building...I don't like that my roomate has control of the temperature...shes never here...but i guess that really doesn't matter cause we only seem to have the ability to change the temp like 2 degrees up and 2 degrees down. Hello, what the fuck is the point of that?

As bitchy as I come across sometimes the complaining just gives me something to write about. I actually had a fairly good day. My first class was a bore but its a pointless class anyways and my second class was cancelled so that's always a bonus. chances are I wil be back later today to write more of take out everything I just wrote...but for now I'm gonna get back to my hot chocolate, homework, and killer music lol

-In need of a warm hug on a cold day
Stupid is as stupid does   
08:23pm 17/01/2005
mood: indescribable
music: Breathe (2am) - Anna Nalick
Not much to say today. What am I saying? I've always got something to say


Had some laughs with some random people this afternoon...randoms are fun. Really just writing in here to waste time...I'm putting off the homework I don't want to do. Coronation street is on lol woo.

My neighbor from back home burnt her face the other day...while the situation isn't funny the way it happened is...who microwaves vicks and water and tries to breath it in? Anyways lesson learned.

Some people are so stupid...like one of the guys across the hall decided to drink Windex the other night...like hello, what would possess anyone to do that? His response "well it didn't say you couldn't on the bottle". Duh! Its people like that that get paid out big $ in class action settlements...fuckers. What's that pickup line about windex in your pocket again...?

One of my biggest pet peeves is people who neglect to put on a few essential items...like say a bra for example. I don't care how small your tits actually are...in this type of weather its just wrong...PUT ON A DAMN BRA! Who do you think you are? This isn't the 60s...theres no burning bras and we don't need to hang loose! God...talk about high school career studies teacher flash back......ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

ya, ok I'll stop now.
Take two   
04:26pm 16/01/2005
mood: good
music: Back To Good - Matchbox 20
Well isn't this interesting...I doubt anyone is gonna read this but is a journal spose to be out in the open in the first place?

I just started my second semester at Georgian and I'm lovin' it. Unlike the majority of my graduating class...I got myself out of the crap-ass town a struggle to call home. Ya, it's not new news...everyone knows how much I hate it there. I go back to see my family and that is the only reason I will ever go back there...to see my family. I went back over Christmas holidays...three weeks...a break from school work, good food, and quality family time...that's it.

Last friday was my 19th birthday...Not one of my "friends" from home remembered...glad to know some things never change. Everyone here made up for that tho...while I was at my only class that day (one hr of gened) my door and room were being decorated with banners and signs (signs that I'd find myself wearing by the end of the night). I went to class pissed at myself for showing up to a one hr class in the middle of a friday afternoon on my 19th birthday (sober may I add), my prof told me"You're so bad" (something I still don't understand...minutes b4 she was saying I deserve brownie points for being there that day and she didn't even know it was my birthday) and returned to find the banner on my door, Happy bday signs on the guy's door across the hall, and a "get out and drink" sign from my roomate who had already gone home for the weekend. "No one is suppose to remember their 19th bday" and in a way I was on a mission to do just that. Just after 9 I finally went out to drink with the usual crowd that hangs around on the weekends...by the end of the night all I can remember is being left in the hallway...confused...when the RAs came by and everyone took off into seperate rooms, hugging strangers, and wearing my birthday signs around until I went to my room (reason I still can't quite pull together) and didn't make it back out. It was a fairly good night after all.

I signed up to go on a trip to New York in March. The trip is gonna drain me of the small bit of $ I have but I know it will be worth it. I still havn't decided if I will be going home for study week at the end of Feb. I'm thinking I will be able to find losts to do around here even if everyone else goes home for the week...by then the workload will most likely be crazy anyways so I'm gonna just wait it out...if I get a good enough reason to go back then I may go.