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i forgot i had this journal. i've had so much shit going on in my life, i haven't really had much time to do anything. i guess i'll do a category update and then we'll see if i remember this exists next time.
family: there's not much to say about it. mom and i got into a big fight because holly and i were trading e-mails back and forth and saying some pretty nasty things about mom and she read them. oops. she's over it now. well, she pretends to be anyway. it's all over now. she and i get along fine. unfortunately, she knows i'm not a virgin and i'm afraid she'll blurt it out while she's talking to my grandma. speaking of, she got into a wreck. my grandma, that is. some guy rear-ended her on the highway and her car's been deemed a total loss. it'll cost more to fix it than the car is worth, so the insurance company sold it to some junk yard, which means my grandma is without a car and i'm currently her ride to and from work. it sucks because i have to wake up an hour and a half earlier to have her at work and me not be too late. i hate taking her to work.
friends: i don't have many of those anymore. i've got adam, joel, heather, katie, jennie, michelle and i'm not sure if maria and deanna consider themselves my friends, but i'll add them just because. maria paged me earlier today and asked if i wanted to meet her up at starbucks, so heather and i met her, deanna, adam and joel up at starbucks and hung out for a bit. we walked over to denny's and had nasty food with shitty service. i probably won't be going back there ever again, or if i do, it won't be for a very long time. they just irritated me horribly. today [well, yesterday actually] is [was] joe's birthday. i miss that kid.
love: ha.
work: same old, same old.
other: i can't think of anything. hrm. oh, i got a tattoo the weekend after my birthday. it's a pink star with a baby penguin in front of it. it's got sentimental value. my mom calls me penguin, pink is my favourite colour and the star reminds me of dreams and goals that i'll probably never reach, but at least i have them. i also got my left nipple pierced. i didn't have enough money to get both of them done, but i'm going to get my right done probably by the end of march. i'm still trying to figure out if we're going on vacation or not in june because if we are, i won't be able to go into the water because i'm not supposed to bathe for 3 - 6 months and since my immune system sucks, i don't get to bathe for about 9 months. isn't it great to be me?
okay, i'm going to go to bed. i've had a hard day at work what with having to catch on work left over from monday and then going shopping afterwards. i was going to wait until 2am at the latest to see if chris got online, but i'm just going to page him and tell him i'm going to bed. yeah.
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