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| Monday, April 5th, 2004 |
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| SOME HELP ME WITH ALL THE SHIT I HAVE TO DO OVER SPRING BREAK!! ONE WEEK IS NOT ENOUGH!! ARRRG!!! | ||||||||
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| Sunday, April 4th, 2004 |
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you know what life is good life is real good i have this shitload of stuff on my back and its kinda falling right through me as i become more and more invisible yet i'm so much more happy more often and its good its really really good its hard to think of something bad and look back and think how much i enjoyed those thoughts its tough to look back and realize how close i came to cutting myself and overdosing and killing myself but now i'm happy i didnt i did hurt myself though i didnt make myself bleed but i twisted and pinched and pulled and banged and bit and smacked but i never did anything that could affect my future kiddies, just because you're depressed, it doesnt mean you can go and do stupid things most of the time when people are depressed they act like they know so much more about what life really is and its true and i still have that mentality but if they are so much smarter than the average human being how come they arent smart enough to see that there is so much more to life than what they are making of it? wow i look back and see how much i would have hated someone who said all those things when i was depressed but deep down you know its true you know that you can be happy you know that people care you just dont want to accept it or maybe its just me? |
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| Saturday, April 3rd, 2004 |
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this ones for you and you know who you are.... oasis - wonderwall today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you but now you should've somehow realized what you gotta do i dont believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now -- backbeat the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out i'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubt i dont believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now -- and all the roads we have to walk are winding and all the lights that lead us there are blinding there are many things that i would like to say to you but i dont know how -- because maybe you're going to be the one that saves me? and after all you're my wonderwall -- today was gonna be the day? but they'll never throw it back to you by now you should've somehow realized what you're not to do i dont believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now -- and all the roads we have to walk are winding and all the lights that lead us there are blinding there are many things that i would like to say to you but i dont know how -- i said maybe you're going to be the one that saves me? and after all you're my wonderwall -- i said maybe you're going to be the one that saves me? and after all you're my wonderwall -- i said maybe your gonna be the one that saves me your gonna be the one that saves me your gonna be the one that saves me that song is wonderful its one that needs to go on my list of songs that make me feel like most like me and yes you know who you are dont play it off as nothing as i know you will ciao |
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| Wednesday, March 31st, 2004 |
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Missed by God Searching for an answer I look up to the sky To end my nagging questions To seek the truth out of the lie I cry to the heavens I want to see your face But no glimps of you in sight Not the slightest little trace I wish you were here That you could take the pain away That there was some magic words That could keep the hurt at bay But you can't hear me My words fall upon deaf ears I pray to God with ernest But he can not see my tears Where is this so called God? Can he see the pain i'm in? The dying on the inside From my ever presen sin I cant beleive hes not there That he cannot here my plee But its not like he really cares About some stupid kid like me Maybe hes to busy I dont see whats the deal Maybe i'm looked over Or maybe hes not real ? John Dandy i had to go through and correct some of his spelling and stuff i feel kind of bad for snooping at his livejournal if he ever finds out he'll make it friends only and i dont blame him oh well... i would but i dont have enough friends i dont even know if i should post this because it would just be proof of how big a snoop i am you know say someone's name and i've prolly read their livejournal i'm such a loser freshman i'm officially a freak now well you know if some people who shall remain unnamed *coughANDYcough* really need a livejournal |
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| Monday, March 29th, 2004 |
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ok so i watched that thong song thing again with the dancing hippo thing and i have to say am i the only one who was slightly turned on by that? i am? fuck.... anyways..... YOU ME BRAVES GAME CALL ME 678 797 1797 TO WIN A CHANCE TO ESCORT MOI TO SEE ATLANTA VS MY HOMETOWN YOU KNOW YOU WANNA! -hippos turn me on |
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| Sunday, March 28th, 2004 |
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yeah buddy i'm sweet lemme tell ya and then check out bianka's: yeah figures. hahah britney spears yeah right btw, has anyone heard that song? is it any good? heheheheh OMFG no! ...dr. lynch.......OMFG NO heheh aww poor andy ........*laughs uncontrollably* ok i think i'm done..... |
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| Saturday, March 27th, 2004 |
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it all amounts to nothing in the end anyways today was good fun my mother woke me up and i discovered that she had bought me a thingey to help me paint! yay! i got ready to go i remember trying to update my livejournal but it was evil and wouldnt let me ah well i feel horrible about what happened last night with emily i said some things i never meant to say well, we cleared things up so i feel much better my mother and i had a huge argument this morning and i felt like shit about it i submitted it in twice and got the same answer let me try my old livejournal name well anyways while i'm going that i went to yari's party it was so much fun at first i didnt like ashley but then things got better and we had so much fun together then we made prank phone calls and we ran around and acted like complete idiots we felt so immature it was good hrm The wretched King Minos has decided your fate. His tale wraps around his body 5 times. The sweet light no longer strikes against your eyes. Your shade has been banished to... the Fifth Level of Hell! Fifth Level of Hell -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The river Styx runs through this level of Hell, and in it are punished the wrathful and the gloomy. The former are forever lashing out at each other in anger, furious and naked, tearing each other piecemeal with their teeth. The latter are gurgling in the black mud, slothful and sullen, withdrawn from the world. Their lamentations bubble to the surface as they try to repeat a doleful hymn, though with unbroken words they cannot say it. Because you lived a cruel, vindictive and hateful life, you meet your fate in the Styx. The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell! Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test i told you i'm going to hell i've always had a minor fascination with the river styx *shrug* i have a rant about lindsey and her new boyfriend that i really need to spill but i think i'll save it for bianka she always has goot outputs on my inputs i loves her so good. SO GOOD! now, where's my boyfriend, huh? when do i get a turn? let me guess "i already had my turn" i want another one its not fair damnit where is he? |
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| Friday, March 26th, 2004 |
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everyone should just fucking die i'm about to rip someone's head off i desperately need someone to calm me down but theres no one why do i even bother wishing there was? lets list ppl who are pissing me off DANIELLE: she thinks that her stupid problems are the only ones that exist. she can walk all over people like we're nothing. "Oh tee hee! someone's madly in love with me! oh well!" EMILY, MICHELLE, AND THEM: yea they're all fuckers. i cant stand how they're all like "oooh no not an 89! the world in ending!" ANNA: you stupid whore, give me back my hoodie. you're fucking lucky i even let you wear it, you good for nothing skank. and no one raped you and you know it, so shut the hell up because no one believes you. BIANKA: stop trying to be all elitist. its relaly pissing me off. you're not smarter or higher up than i am. i tell you i did soemthing right, and then she goes "and doesnt it make you feel good about yourself?" what kind of stupid question is that?! of course i feel good, i did something right for once! and you get pissed at people who ask stupid questions about your hair. ALICIA: the world doesnt revolve around sex. stop making all those fucking perverted jokes at lunch because it just isnt funny anymore. MICHAEL: just stop talking to me! i dont want to hear what you're fucking saying! no one cares! you're a faggot and we all hope you die! ANDY: its really pissing me off how you practically could care less about me. i'm trying my very hardest to be friends with you, but most of the time, its like none of that matters to you and i'm virtually nothing. you make me feel incredibly stupid and useless. you make me feel like i'm wasting my life and that i'll never get anything done in life. you make me feel like a fucking slacker and a good-for-nothing whore. WADE: just stay the fuck away from emily and shut your pigfucking mouth i hate you all. die. if you really are my friends, then prove it to me. and dont ask me how either its your responsibility as my friend to at least try and figure it out |
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| Thursday, March 25th, 2004 |
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roses are red violets are blue all my base are belong to you |
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errrg. i am so pissed off at my computer. both my blurty AND my livejournal shit is completely fucked up i want to shoot it |
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| Wednesday, March 24th, 2004 |
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emily is really great i'm so glad she's my friend i need someone like her in times like these |
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| Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004 |
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 Grunge! You're all about the music and would even turn your back on fame just to stay true to your roots... You reached your high in the early '90s, but you're still making some good stuff! Keep rocking! What genre of rock are you? brought to you by Quizilla yeah you know it!  What fashionable underground band/style are you? this quiz was made by the sunni bunni bear spanish george is hot lit it was fun lunch it was ok band it sucked biology taylor's a jackass anthro it sucked geometry it was ok that was my day shyeah, good stuff happened in between but i dotn remember or even feel like typing out |
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| Monday, March 22nd, 2004 |
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I see: emily's reaction to something on todays first entry I need: a hug I have: a full tummy I wish: i didnt open my mouth (yet i still eat) I love: emily! I hate: my fatty fatness I miss: sunday, b/c it was fun I fear: that anna might not make out of this ok I feel: alone I hear: afi I smell: popcorn I crave: to know the inside jokes for once I search: for excuses I wonder: ".....why can't i be popular?" I regret: being too ugly and fat and shy to be popular hehehehahahaha i found these on a website and i just had to put them on here.... In a Japanese hotel: "You are invited to take advantage of the chambermaid." In a Bangkok dry cleaner's: "Drop your trousers here for best results." In a Rome laundry: "Ladies, leave your clothes here and spend the afternoon having a good time." In an Acapulco hotel: "The manager has personally passed all the water served here." In a Tokyo bar: Special cocktails for the ladies with nuts. On the faucet in a Finnish washroom: To stop the drip, turn cock to right. Taiwan: the translation of the Pepsi slogan "Come alive with the Pepsi Generation" came out as "Pepsi will bring your ancestors back from the dead" Thailand: an ad for donkey rides asked "Would you like to ride on your own ass?". |
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1. What is your Full Name: Jessica Doesn't Have a Middle Name Sfintu 2. What color are you wearing right now? gray, blue 3. What are you listening to right now? uhhhh....forgot the name of the song by AFI. 4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number? Heres the whole thing: 678 797 1797 5. What was the last thing you ate? Eating pizza right now 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Purple. Hey, if mich and I got together, we would be like Barney, tee hee! 7. How is the weather right now? too fucking cold 8. Last person you talked to on the phone? mommy 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? I notice their existence, first of all. 10. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Ew gross Emily, haha jp 11. How are you today? See previous entry 12. Favorite Drink: Dasani 13. Favorite Alcohol: no stick 14. Favorite Sport: Amplitude! What a workout for the fingers! TO WATCH: myself play amplitude TO PLAY: amplitude 15. Hair Color: chocolate 16. Eye Color: CHOCOLATE!!! *bites people's heads off* 17. Do you wear contacts : yeah, you got a problem with it buddy? 18. Siblings: mreh. 19. Favorite Month(s): august and september 20. Favorite Food : smoothies and donuts 21. Last movie you watched : um, I think it was the nightmare before christmas 22. Favorite Day of the Year : my birthday and bianka's birthday 23. Are you too shy to ask someone out? Hell yeah! Otherwise Chris and I would be married right now. Well, no, because who would say yes to me?!?! 24. Summer or Winter: neither: summer > too hot, have to wear skimpy revealing clothes. Winter > too cold, we don't even get snow 25. Hugs or Kisses : I like all candy. Except twizzlers. No but seriously, it depends on if the person is a good kisser or not. And what kind of hugs he gives. 26. Chocolate or Vanilla : angel food smoothie from smoothie king 27. Do you want your friends to write back : who......cares? 28. Who is most likely to respond : no one 29. Who is least likely to respond : no one 30. Living Arrangements : pergatory 31. What books are you reading? None yet, we just went to the library tho 32. What's on your mouse pad? lemonade 33. Favorite Board Game : twister! Yes! Omg yes! 34. What did you do last night? twister! Yes! Omg yes! Haha jk, I did nothing. Well, I prolly did something, I just cant remember. 35. Favorite Smells : LAUNDRY! AND AND AND AND AND AND.......AXXXXXXXXE!!! its so hard to resist, especially when worn on the right person......o.o;; 36. Can you touch your nose with your tongue? I can if you want me to ^.~ 37. What inspires you? People reflecting their thoughts through action 38. Favorite Flower(s): sunflowers, daisies, and chamomile. I've never really gotten any flowers from any guys minus the duct tape ones, but its not really the same......... 39. First thing you think of when you wake up? Another day, another opportunity to fuck my life up completely. 40. Who sent this to you? Ew Gross Emily |
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today = average day this morning was pretty depressing though i got two serious kick in the balls though 1-supremely dissed by some goddamn sophomores. hate to say one was ashleigh. 2-slip of the hand BOOM goes bianka's clarinet i felt translucent again like a ghost chris wasn't in class today ;.; but thats cuz the juniors had their little testing diddy going on but george was XD XD XD we didnt even do anything i wrote a long note to eric and that was all then i went to the drafting room for Lit. it was really boring. i should've been reading a connecticut yankee but instead i read excel saga i told susanne about wanting to do pottery she said she heard that it was a lot of fun but i'll have to wait until my junior year before i can take it high school is too short lunch was pretty crappy alicia is reeeeeaaallly perverted and yemi had ice cream.... alicia said something to andy about respecting me i really hope he was listening alicia, hehe, decided that the funniest thing to do was ask guys about their masturbation habits she asked yemi yemi denied it she asked wei (sp?) i dont remember what he said tho she asked andy, quitely and he said something which i didnt hear so i asked alicia and she told me afterwards i told bianka we both thought out loud: "well, at least he's honest" i loved the song we played in band i couldn't play one certain measure too well but thats ok but there was a LOT of sax in it i'm sitting there with this big grin on my face thinking "its about FUCKING time!" and the best part, theres so little brass in it w00t! except, michael's so annoying and he keeps calling me a bitch stupid fag biology was ok taylor threw a paperball at me in it, he wrote me, asking for money i told him i didnt have any i didnt! i was begging andy for a dollar at lunch he called me a liar, but he was smiling i scraped up fifty cents for him he didnt even say thank you and i know he's not going to pay me back anthropology was better than usual we did a whole bunch of bs about levels of questions which we already learned in mrs sanford's class katie walked into the classroom having no idea what they were and she waltzed out like she was an expert and i learned some shocking things about anna that i promised i wouldn't tell anyone my brain died in geometry simply put then i came home andy was being pretty mean today it really made me feel bad because his attitude about it makes me feel like i've done soemthing wrong something that made him mad at me or soemthing i felt really bad at lunch i was planning on going to give him a hug but i was scared he might push me away or give me one of the cold hugs he used to give me not like the hugs mean anything to him anyways i'm really worried about anna i said some pretty harsh things about her today but only because i was so mad i really hope she's going to be ok just came home from an adventure we went to see dr patel and he was about to strangle us when we told him that we wanted to stop the medication man, i havent taken zoloft in so long and look, i'm doing just fine! fuckers after that, we went to michael's because i told my mom that i would like to learn how to paint and she bought me lots of watercolor things i'm going to have fun! after, we went to the library and checked out lots of books i asked my mother if she would send me to boot camp to learn discipline she laughed in my face good thing?!? believers, be happy for me, i prayed last night ok, well, i guess i'm done for this update at least gotta read other ppls journals bye |
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| Sunday, March 21st, 2004 |
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eerrrg people really piss me off sometimes, i just feel like i'm barely visible people know that i'm there, but i wonder if they really see me i wonder if i make an impression at all on people this is seriously pissing me off especially danielle i had a long convo on the phone with her the day she learned that matt had a new girlfriend, and i tried to be her friend, but when she's all better, i'm invisible again. and then sometimes, in the hallways, i smile at her, but she just seems to look right through me, and not in a good way. one of these days, i'm going to wring her neck. errrgh well anyways god i hate taylor!!! i really hope somethign bad happens to him like he has to be removed by firemen from a toilet or something or he gets a concussion from getting hit in the head by a baseball bat or he falls down twenty flights of stairs or he gets his hand stuck in a jar full of cochroaches ok, he's going to bring it so i retract some of the meaner stuff. but he's still a jackass. what's the worst thing that could happen to someone that wouldn't kill them and could be set up to make it look like a complete accident and i wouldn't have to pay for any damages or anything? andy says emotional pain (didnt expect that from andy, seeing as he really doesnt have many emotions besides apathy, but perhaps before all the apathy.....) michelle says push him into the defibrilator box, but i dont know what that is well, anyways today was great fun i woke up to a screaming mother oh god that was a bad typo i accidently typed "i woke up to a creaming mother" baaad typo anyways *ahem* well, then i did my hair then we went to k-mart then i went to jackie's house to film the trojan war i had so much fun but it was freezing! i was barely in the movie i was always filming, just like usual i didnt really trust anyone with the camera anyways and besides, i'm toooooo ugly to be on the camera both mark and nick were wearing axe jackie and i were all like "........dwwwwwwaaaaaaaaahh.....you smell gooood" nick was in every single scene except for one jackie and her brother said i looked and dressed and acted just like one of her old friends from florida i get that a lot i guess my face is pretty common too bad its ugly i sympathize with those who look like me it took us five hours to film six minutes but it was really fun then mommy took me to publix and we bought stuff and then we bought papa john's GottaLuvTheFUZZY: HOLY SHIT...i just heard something that sounded like someone's trying to shoot the house. and earlier, someone was messing with the door...... HKReaper916: Damnit! HKReaper916: I told them to not go through with it -.- HKReaper916: Do me a favor HKReaper916: wave a red hankerchief out the window GottaLuvTheFUZZY: .....Hugo, you're a dork. ok, so i'm done now. ppl keep sending me these surveys geez i think you ppl know enough about me already hmm i should get around to filling out that one that hugo sent me that was like 300 something questions and then go somewhere that lets me send out email and forward it to EVERYONE and command them all to fill it out *cackles evily* |
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| Saturday, March 20th, 2004 |
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I see: old blurty entries I need: to be a better person I have: no life I wish: i didnt open my mouth I love: nothing right now I hate: this zit on my face I miss: nothing right now I fear: that i said soemthing i shouldn't have I feel: like i need to curl up into a ball and die I hear: my immortal by evanescence I smell: rejection I crave: to tear down that wall I search: for answers to why i'm even here, if i'm nothing I wonder: why i even bother I regret: everything |
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I've got French on my mind, only because I just watched The Nightmare Before Christmas in French. It sounded so weird. It was great. However, the English version is much, much better. I'm typing this on Microsoft Word because my mother won't let me get online. Bitch. I saw two short films by Tim Burton, too. I saw Vincent, which I really liked and Frankenweenie, which was really sweet, in a twisted way. Well, what else do you expect from Tim Burton? I mean, look at how Big Fish turned out. (Great movie, by the way. My brother - the one who likes me - took me to see it. He's another Tim Burton fan.) I have Sally's Song on repeat right now. GODDAMN. I just got up to see if my mother was on the phone, and she was just lying there doing nothing. Fat ass bitch. And she still won't let me get online. I hate her. I felt like crap all day long, because my hair isn't straightened. It's just this big wavy-ish curly-ish mess on my head. Whoa. Kazaa finally downloaded all my songs, without me commanding it constantly to do so. w00t! I win! I wish I would stop lying about myself. I wish that I could stand up for myself. I wish that my friend's opinions meant nothing to me. I wish that I wouldn't care about all those little things that no one cares about, and start caring about the important things. God, I suck. I need to grow up.... I also need to make a list of all the CD's, video games, and DVD's or whatever that I need to buy. God, I suck. Bianka called me today *UBER SHOCK* She just needed to know the name of the band that sings "I Hate Everything About You" I asked if that was all she needed She wanted to talk longer I'm thinking "Whoa, she does like me!" Then I watched A Midsummer Night's Dream I love that movie! It's wonderful! Then I watched The Nightmare Before Christmas twice, once in English, the other time in French. French sucks. Then I watched Vincent and Frankenweenie. Now I'm online, because I persuaded my mother to let me on. I still hate her. Ok, well, I'm done, no one cares anyways. Mreh. |
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I woke up this morning to an empty house I was glad that my mother wasn't there But I wished that I wasn't so alone My mother and I had a big argument this morning She was so depressed She ran out of the house And she didn't tell me where she was going I wish I could do that Part 1: What?s the time/date now? around one, march 20 What is your name? jessica Gender: no stick Gay/Straight/Bi? straight Single? Want to be? Yes, not really. Your age: 14 Age you act: *shrug* 14? Age you wish you were: 21+ Your height: not too tall, not too short Eye color: chocolate Hair color: chocolate Left/right/ambidextrous? right Your living arrangement? pergatory Piercings/Tattoos? one piercing on each ear lobe, more to come tee hee Do you speak another language? da Favorite Quote? I have two: "We accept the love we think we deserve" and "If it doesn't kill you, it makes you stronger." Part 2: Do you have any secrets? sorta Do you hate yourself? definitely Do you have any bad habits? too many Are we governed by free will or fate? *shrug* What is the compliment you get most from people? No one really complements me, if i get any complements, its usually about my clothes or soemthing. Well, people do say I'm creative, but this is a world where creativity doesn't get you very far. If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Through Thin Walls If a movie was made about your life, who would play you? some ugly chick What?s your biggest fear? being normal, being alone Are you a loner? not really, sometimes What are your #1 priorities in life? myself and those closest to me If you were another person, would you be friends with you? i dont know Are you a daredevil? i'm kinda in between. i'm not a wimp, but i know whats too much. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? just one? How do you vent? constantly Do you think life has been good so far? as Liz puts it, better than those emo fuckers but not as bad as those ppl who are like being raped and beaten by their parents or something What do you like the most about your body? I generally dont like anything about my body, but i like my toes and fingers. i just wish my hands and feet were smaller though. And least? everything else i havent mentioned Do you think you are good looking? no, i'm ugly, and you know it. and if its true, that i'm not ugly, i'm not pretty. Are you confident? no Do people know how you feel? i dont know Part 3: Have you ever... Hurt yourself? on purpose? yes. not on purpose? all the time Been out of the country? frequently Eaten something that made other people sick? not that i know of o.o;; Been unfaithful? no comment Been in love? no comment Done drugs? no Gone skinny dipping? heheheheh.....no comment. Had a medical emergency? yes Had a surgery? too many times.....and theres more to come, too... Ran away from home? yes Played strip poker? not yet Gotten beaten up? not physically Beaten someone up? well, if you count how often i punch and poke andy's tummy, and well, other ppl's tummy too, then yeah. Been picked on? how can i not get picked on with a last name like "sfintu"? how can i not get picked on by being "creative"? Been on stage? yes, loved it. Slept outdoors? yes, loved it, minus the bugs Pulled an all- nighter? yes, loved it Gone one day without food? not recently... Talked on the phone all night? nah Slept all day? nah Thought you?re going crazy? no comment. Been betrayed? *shrugs* Had a dream that came true? well, the events dont really come true, but when i dream, i dream of places i've never been, and then i go to those places a few weeks later or something. like once i dreamed i was in this football stadium and then some weird stuff happened and a few weeks later, i went to that very same stadium for the chs vs shs football game Broken the law? yes Met a famous person? almost *shoots self in face* Tied someone up/been tied up? yes, i've been tied up, it wasnt fun. i was babysitting. Told a secret you swore you wouldn?t tell? these days, people really dont tell me many secrets. i'm too loud.... Stolen anything? yes Been on radio/TV? yes Been in a mosh-pit? heheh yes Had a nervous breakdown? yes Bungee jumped? not yet Part 4: Beliefs... Life on other planets? i dont really care, and i dont think i will unless they come and like, attack us or something Miracles? *shrug* Astrology? nah, but they're fun Magic? *shrug* God? ..... Satan? oh, you mean Dr. Lynch? Angels? "trust in my self rightious suicide, i cry when angels deserve to die" Afterlife? *shrug* Santa? nah Ghosts? yes Luck? *shrug* Love? yes, definitely. Love at first sight? i wouldnt know, its never happened to me Witches? *shrug* Believe it?s possible to remain faithful forever? i dont know Part 5: Friends Who is your best friend? i guess amy and bianka would be my two closest friends, but then there are some other people who i really really cherish, but they've got other people and dont relaly care to get any closer to me, i tend to scare ppl off Who?s the one person that knows most about you? ....irunno. What?s the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? no one gave it to me specifically, but i've taken good advice that was publicized Thing you?re picked on most about? um, i tend to stumble on words a lot Last person you talked to online? Hugo and Michelle Who do you talk to most online? emily and michelle Who are you on the phone with most? eric Who do you trust most? i dont trust anyone, but then i do trust everyone. i have an issue with trust, i dont know what to do with it. Who listens to your problems? people listen, people say they care, but do they really? Who do you fight most with? my mom Do you always feel understood? not really Part 6: Last time you... Smiled? ......its been a while. Laughed? its been a while Cried? wednesday Bought something? last weekend Danced? last weekend Were sarcastic? *shrug* Kissed someone? um, i kissed alicia on the lips on the bus going to festival, but it was a friends thing, its been a while since i've kissed someone and meant it. Talked to an ex? erriiiiic! where are you! Watched your favorite movie? its been a while Had a nightmare? i dont really have nightmares. i have bad dreams, where i go places without shoes (oh the horror! it really does suck....and scare me.....) Talked on the phone? its been a while Listened to the radio? this morning Watched TV? this morning Went out? Last weekend Helped someone? *shrug* Were mean? um, i was probably mean and didnt know it, but i was really relaly mean to michael in band yesterday Sang? this morning Saw a movie? this morning Said "I love you"? its been a while. theres a certain person that i want to say it to, but i don't know how this person would react. Missed someone? all the time Fought with a family member? this morning Fought with a friend? maybe not fighting, but i've been in hostile situations with them recently Had a serious conversation? its been a while Smoked weed? never Got drunk? ..... Last book you read: excel saga volume one Last movie you saw: part of wayne's world Last song you heard: By The Way Last thing you had to drink: pink lemonade Last time you showered: yesterday morning (i'm still in pj's) Last thing you ate: lunch: chicken, salad, white rice Last CD you bought: ace of base Last thing you bought: food at lunch Part 7: Right now... What are you wearing right now? my pj's: a navy baggy USA shirt with a hole in the armpit, black socks, my arm socks with the red arm band, white bra, white undies, red and pink and white and blue plaid pajama pants What are you worried about right now? what am i going to do today? What book are you reading? A Connecticut Yankee in King Arthur?s Court What's on your mouse pad? tweetie and lots of scribbles Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: bored, full, shitty, dirty, impatient Are you bored? yes Are you tired? not really Are you talking to anyone online? kinda, no one's responding Are you talking to anyone on the phone? no Are you lonely or content? lonely Are you listening to music? yes What time is it right now? around two-ish (i'm not slow, i just ate lunch in between) i should relaly take a shower i will when i'm done with this update i really needed to talk to eric last night but i was afraid to call him because he might still be grounded i searched every inch of this house for candles no such luck i need a new picture for blurty but i dont know what to use i could draw one on paint but they always come out horrible >.< w/e, i guess i'll post this and take a shower ta-ta |
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frustrated.
geeky.
determined.
crappy.
horny.
chipper.
calm.
pissed off.
grateful.
full.
bored.