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Whorebag woke me up at 7 o'clock in the morning today. Such a pain. I had to go to my dentinst get the filling done. I was so scared that it's gonna hurt...It didn't hurnt at all by Wh0rebag said that i was shaking like crazy (I don't remember anything).
Anyway after that I went to work - Thank god it wasn't busy - I wasn't feeling good.
That "stinky couple" came today damn I can't stand their smell. Even now when I think about it, it makes me wanna puke.Blehh
Now I'm home I'm soo tired I had a such a long day Just gotta brush my teeth good - just like this ugly dentist with heavy russian accent told me.
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[06 Jan 2003|12:50am] |
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Cry me a River - Justin Timberlake |
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I'm working on my wesite right now...I'm so fucking sleepy. My eyes keep closing.
I didn't have a good day today. I'm a one stuck up bitch that only thinks about herself. I know that, But I also know that i'm hurting Danielek . I have to change. I just do.
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[06 Jan 2003|12:36am] |
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KlUbbingman - Welcome to the club |
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What swear word are you?
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I know that one...And so does everbody else.
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[26 Dec 2002|09:18am] |
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"tic taking" - My Alarm Clock |
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I just woke up...blehh I hate that. I feel like going back to sleep. Oh I wish I could.
Anyway I gotta go...later
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[24 Dec 2002|05:11pm] |
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"Beautiful" Christina Aquilera |
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I'm not in the Xmass spirit at all. I can't imagine Holidays without snow. Fucking weather. When we don't need snow - it snows like crazy but when we need it - forget it - nothing. Oh well at least in don't need snow on Easter to get to into easter spirit. lol. Damn I almost overslept today morning. Good thing my boss called me. It was soo dead today. We closed at 2pm. Hehe Some guy tiped me today wow whole $5. I'm so hungry...damn I can't wait to finally sit down and eat Christmas dinner. We don't eat meat on Christmas Eve in polish custom. We can eat meat after the mass which takes place at mignight. I remember last year me and Lovah went to his friend house and we were drinking so we went to church drunk. Some of us were completly drunk.=] Some guy bitched us out cuz we were pushing eachother and we were acting like bunch of idiots. Hehe I wonder how it's gonna be this year.
Now I waiting for Wh0rebag to come home so we can eat the fucking dinner. I'm soo hungry. And of course I can't wait to get my presents =]
Hmm I never get what i ask for anyway... No candies please tho. I'm sick of them.
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[23 Dec 2002|11:35pm] |
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"Hailie's Song" Eminem |
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Such a long day...I worked 12 hours again. Oh My Grandmother gave me this cute silver watch with a diamond...and a matching bracelet. It's beautiful. Diamonds are women's best firends :)
So after work I went to Wal*Mart to get some stuff and I met Maggie - Lovah brother's Girlfriend - she was buying those Huge pink slippers for her sister, but you don't buy slippers for your older sister for Xmass. You just don't...Duhh.I came home forced my Lovah to pleasure me Haha and after he left I took a Nice Long shower.
Mhmhm I feel so good now. Almos like a newborn.
You know what I noticed lately? Everytime a guy comes to my work and I see that he keeps looking at me he always takes a last look at me when he's at the door. He just turns he head back and pleasures his eyes for the last time... It happens everytime! Hmm it's not that i can't stop looking at them but come on it's very easy to notice that. Anyway Tommorow is a Christmas Eve so together with Wh0reBag we're going over her best firend house for Christmass dinner. Wow sounds like fun. Yeah Lots of fun. Can't wait until I get all the presents and just get the hell out of there. I can't wait to see Lovah tommorow. My little angel...Ohh I miss him already.
He's such a lovely baby. Mahh hunn I wish you sweet dreams tonight...
Merry Christmas Everyone I hope All of your dreams will come true next year.
See Ya
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[22 Dec 2002|11:54pm] |
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"My neck My Back" -Khia |
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I'm so tired. Well, no wonder after yesterday's party. I was acting so stupid...Oh my god shame on me! So we went to the mall yesterday. Me Lovah and Maciek. After the mall they decied to go over Maciek's Cousin's house cuz they were having some party. We were drinking like all Pollacks do. They gave me this sweet polish Vodka called Krupnik.It contains 50% alcochol. Imagine me drinking something like that. Anyway after few shots I started acting funny. I mean god It wasn't even funny...I was doing sit-ups and some other stuff like that.
And today morning Lovah was pissed at me because He thinks that I LIKE his friend Maciek! Oh Gosh Where did he get that from??? Anyway I do not like Maciek the way Lovah thinks so. Fuck I always get in trouble even if i don't do anything stupid.
Sometimes I think that when I meet someone I try to be nice to him and that person missunderstood me. I'm not hitting on them...What the fuck is wrong with those people? Sometimes I say thing that have 2 meanings and they always think that when I say that I really mean it. Well guess what? I don't! That's it.
Anyway I went to mall again today. I almost got walked over like 50 times. Damn Xmass shopping!
I got presents for Lovah's father and brother and for my Kitty Paulinka! I got her a Calendar with Male Entertainers and a Stuffed Pig! So we went to her house to give her that and she got me this cool stuffed xmass duck and a huge xmass sock...So sweet. I love her! She's such a Bitchy sweetheart ! Just like me. But i'm more bitchy than a sweetheart but that's Ok. It's All good.
Hmm i gotta go to sleep right now so If anybody cares I'll try to be here 2moro.
AstaLavista Everyone!
Mauhh
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[15 Dec 2002|10:23pm] |
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"Life is Life 2002" - Hermes House |
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Ok so I just got back form Mall. I went there to get my New Year Dress and what? Of course I didn't buy shit.
Grrr I'm so pissed off. First I went to Windsor but they only had those ugly puffy prom dresses.
Then Charlotte Russe - yeah they had one - i even tried it on but you could've seen my boobs.Literally.
and if somebody want to see my butt they had this slutty dress in forever 21.=]
Ohh I'm gonna go to Westfarms Mall tomorrow. Maybe I'll find something there.
Anyway Me and Kitties decided to change our New Years Party plans...lol...We'll be partying at my Lover's uncle's club. Ohh I miss crazy times at Romantica...I haven't been there for a while so We'll see how it's gonna be.
Now I'm waiting for my Lovah to call, I don't know but things had changed lately, I mean I love him with all my heart but It all seems like neither of us really gives a fuck - I feel like it's all about sex...Ehh maybe it's just Me.
I know he loves me and I know I can be a bitch so he gets pissed off.
I know I wanna be with him for the rest of my life - He's definaetly the One.
Ok i gotta go now...
Bye bye!!!
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[13 Dec 2002|12:42am] |
Fuck...This fucking Polack Roman form my old school called me tonight...3 times...when I was at work.
He left me 3 messages...and what? No it wasn't any "hi how's it goin...call me when you get that bye.."
He fuckin said he's gonna rape me and then kill me and all that stuff...So my Lover called his stinky ass and asked him what was that suppouse to mean...and what? he simply hang up .So we called cops. So roman and Co. were having a birthday party and they were kida bored so they decided to call me...wow how fun is that....
So now they cannot call me or contact with me in any way...hahah dumb pollacks! What the hell were they thinking? Ain't nobody gonna fuck with me!...
Anyway I gotta go to work 2moro morning...ohh i hate that...but Gotta make money!
I like my job but the thing is...I hate waking up in the morning...Such a pain in the ass...
okay i'm gonna go now...my eyes keep closing...i can't help it....till next time...
bye
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[12 Dec 2002|03:08pm] |
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"Cry Me a River" Justin Timberlake |
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I fell in love w/ Justin's 'Cry me a river", and I love the video...
It get's me into that sad-nostalgic mood. He should stop picking on Brit tho...or Ehh Fuck Brit..Cry you Bitch Cry.
"...Tell me you love me, Why did you leave me?..
Tell me you need me when you call me on the phone...
Bridges are burned , Now it's your turn to cry...
Cry me a River.....Damage is done so I guess I';; be leavin'..."
Okay I gotta get ready for work, Gotta, make $$$, Fuck I wish I was rich, so now I wouldn't have to work...
Someday I'll be famous...Even if my Lovah doesn't think so. He wants me to be a good wifey raising bunch of kids?Fuck NO! I mean I'll be a good wife...I mean FAMOUS good Wife...I have too many dreams to make them come true, Sorry no time for kids!Okay gotta get all prettay and sexay..Muah=]
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