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[17 Jul 2003|01:48pm] |
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well Today was oh so amazing. LMAO yeh right. I had to watch an open heart surgery which grossed me out.and it's so ickerz. hehe well then I noticed Billy and Bobby put their numbers into my cell i was like WTF? and Rachel told me her mom loved me. I was like " I barely met her" hehe. but her mom is really sweet congrats to Mrs.Fox on the baby it's due in 3 weeks =p. Imma babysit muwahahahahah . Well at nutrition I tried calling Sean but he was working or sleeping i dont know and Adriana is SO stupid shes leaving him a random message. I saw my baby Jeffrey and he was like all cute with his yu-gi-oh cards. I couldnt find Kyle =[. hehe. Then I left and walked up to the village the Noelle,Vikki,Jasmin and George. I was drinking my chocolate brownie frap and was thinking about Sean. noticing I don't like him that much but , I might change my mom. If he does go on Saturday I'll be dreading asking him. But it's all good were friends so yeh.I regret telling him that i like him. but it was for the best. he may have a girlfriend that he wants to hang out with over the weekend. She'd be more important. If he does have one I hope he's happy with her. I guess...In other words...Yeh I'm listening to the A-teen's "Can't Help Falling In Love" Lol...hehe
JuSt4jeSSe87 (1:44:17 PM): we're friends still right =)
x Ri0tx G1rlx (1:44:22 PM): sure why not?
juSt4jeSSe87 (1:44:23 PM): yay
I LOVE YOU MAN!! ::tear::
juSt4jeSSe87 (1:44:34 PM): cause i know we havent talked in liek what seems 83475983465 years lol
I sooo agree LMAO..hehe well Im talking to the onle person that can make me feel better so tty my untrustworthy friend.
Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can?t help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I can?t help falling in love with you
Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can?t help falling in love with you
Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can?t help falling in love with you
For I can?t help falling in love with you
dedikated man! =p
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[23 May 2003|09:00pm] |
 You Are Brunette!Seductive and coy, you know how to get what you want. Bat those pretty little eyes and men melt at your every wish. Toss back a lock of that dark mystique and the guys come runnin'. They say blondes have more fun, but as a brunette - you catch them hook, line AND sinker baby! What's *Your* Inner Hair Color?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
school is bery weird now. I got to know Sean he's a mjor hottie. lol everyone wants us to go out. whhich I dont even think will happen. I'm watching Final destination its a good ass movie. And waiting for Adriana to text. well write more later.
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| I must..CHASE...the boys...muwahahahahah ::coughs:: Im cool. |
[07 May 2003|09:16pm] |
won't someone tell me what is happenin' to me
why am i so missunderstood
why can't they see
now I'm caught between the devil and the angel
that i used to be
they say I'll understand it all in good time
but age ain't nothin' but a number in my mind
goin' crazy with this push me pull me
caught between wrong and right
i wanna give in to the woman in me
i wanna be someone they don't want me to be
the moral of the story is i got no choice
i must not chase the boys
i started writing down my deepest secrets
seven days a week of truth and fantasy
got the feelin' that the way my life is
got to be prepared for changes
won't someone tell me what is happenin' to me
why am i so missunderstood
why can't they see?
now I'm caught between the devil and the angel
that i used to be
i wanna give in to the woman in me
i wanna be someone they don't want me to be
the moral of the story is i got no choice
i must not chase the boys
i wanna go left but they tell me go right
don't wanna be the little girl they kissin' goodnight
the moral of the story is i got no choice
i must not chase the boys
they can try to make me write a thousand lies
but that won't ever change the way I feel inside
they've got their opinions but I just don't care
cause that's not what I wanna hear
i, i must, i must not chase the boys
i, i must, i must not chase the boys
i must, i must, i must not.. .chase.. the boys
i wanna give in to the woman in me
i wanna be someone they don't want me to be
the moral of the story is i got no choice
i must not chase the boys
i wanna go left but they tell me go right
don't wanna be the little girl they kissin' goodnight
the moral of the story is i got no choice
i must not chase... the boys
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| Gots to <3 Charlie...No...wait..come back 2 me! |
[07 May 2003|09:02pm] |
Which ultimate singer are you?
IM christinnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... muwahahaahahahah im broed to later days
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| Why dont I Like the girl I see? |
[18 Apr 2003|02:55pm] |
Raver Bear
Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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AHHHH Tomorrow Im going to see holes and like meet Lalaine this is like the best weekend. My niece and nephew are here and their doggie..soo cute so yeh..ill write more later
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| Feel the Rain Falling down on me ... I call your name I miss you can't you see |
[14 Apr 2003|06:08pm] |
Hey! well its raining and first day of Spring break.YEh Im so coold ::shivers:: I dont know how i will survive without seeing the guys thata re hott and are nice enough to hold a girl whenits COLD!!!
AGh I gotta work on my art project. Curren should ::stabs her with spork::Well Im so sleepy and borwed cant concetrate and stuff..anyways....ttyl
Talking to -->>Lauren and Stace
Listening to -->> Mixed CD
Drinking and/or Eating -->> Nothing
-xox-Marlene-xox-
kiss on the lips - you're sweet and simple but
quite daring. you move for the kill confidently
knowing the other person wants the same thing.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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pretty fucked.
what fucked version of hello kittie are you?
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you playing the dominant role MEORW!
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Ecstacy.
Sex and lights,
It's totally chill,
you could really have fun,
with this little pill.
Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]
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Your Heart is Blue
What Color is Your Heart?
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you have for urself a pure thug...damn they are the
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What kind of Boy friend do you need?
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Gray:
You poor, depressed child. A rain cloud seems to
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What color do you see the world in?
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[13 Apr 2003|11:16am] |
Who's Your Btvs/Angel Sweetheart?
this quiz was made by Erin
Took it over cause Im bored. I fell off my bed 4 TIMES!! not the usual but heck its close.Before I went to sleep I started thinking about this other guy I barely noticed. His locker is right next to Adriana's and he has that little spark that like got me looking at him.He isnt that gorgeous or ugly but hes average. I dont know what to do he doesnt really notice me but some people might know what I mean he isnt that great in fashion but his personality brings you too him yanno?
Anyways last night I talked to Chrissa for like 2 hours and Lauren as well. Laurens in LOOOOOOOVE with AJ trauth
MAe: AJ AJ AJ AJ AJ AJ AJ AJ AJ AJ
Lauren: AHHH! hes sooooooo AHHHHHHH lmao
Me: I was breathing HIS air
Lauren: AHHH SHUT UP !!! LMAO YOURE SO LUCKY! lol
Me: :-D\
Lauren: ahhhh lmao dont forget to tell lalaine how much i love aj and how i admire her for being in a movie with him! lmao
Me: I will write hr a letter and Ill give it to her
Lauren: lol k
Me: I am now in love with Justin
Lauren: im in love with aj <3 lol
Me: justin m.
Lauren: andrew james trauth <3
Laurens the funny one =] hehe
I just got out of the shower and its so fucking cold =[!! I hate it errrr!! anyways I'll bbl I gotta go to ralphs and but food
-xox-Marlene-xox-
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[12 Apr 2003|04:04pm] |
hey everyone ! well Im like bored right now and still in my pajamas still =]
I feel sooo sick right now.
Its not even funny well Next week IM soo happy haha
Lalaine..Vi3..citywalk..Easter bunny = FUN FUN =] yay!! lol well I feel like yucky since all this shits been happening to be. Damn Eugene. and his stupid jerkiness fuck him!!! Gah I'll write more later
Song in my head :Im not anybody's girl- Kaci
Leaving everything at home
I headed out in the pouring rain
Kept thinkin' bout the two of us
and how we ended up this way
It took you by surprise baby when
I told you yesterday
Cause you never thought that
I could be that strong
And I don't have a second more
I'm gonna waste on you
And you can hate me if you need to
I'm not anybody's girl
And I will not conform
And I won't play that good girlfriend you pushed
around before
I'm not anybody's girl
That's how it's gonna be
Can't tell me what to do or say or who to be
And the only one I'll ever answer to is me
Wasted too much time on analyzing everything I do
Only to figure out that I was wasting time on you
I don't really blame you baby I'm a little guilty too
Cause I never told you, you were wrong
And if you think that you gotta control
me just to be a man
Then baby you will never understand
I'm not anybody's girl
And I will not belong
And there's nothing you can do for me
I can't do on my own
I'm not anybody's girl
That's just the way it is
And I will do exactly what I wanna do
With anyone and anywhere I choose
and I will choose what's best for me
and I will do what comes most naturally
as long as I am free
and when I fall in love again
I'll take a vow to never bend To someone else's vision of me
Cause I'm free
But I'm not anybody's girl
And I will not conform
And I won't play that good girlfriend you pushed
around before
I'm not anybody's girl
And I will not belong
And there's nothing you can do for me
I can't do on my own
Not anybody's girl
That's how it's gonna be
Can't tell what to do or say or who to be
Cause the only one who owns this girl is me
And I will not conform
And there's nothing you can do for me
I can't do on my own...
Bye ya guys ::winks::
-x0x-Marlene-x0x
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[12 Apr 2003|12:30pm] |
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Are you Addicted to the Internet?
Average@Internet-User.com (41% - 60%)
You seem to have a healthy balance in your life when it comes to the internet and life away from the computer. You know enough to do what you want online without looking like an idiot (most of the time). You even have your own Yahoo club or online journal! But you enjoy seeing your friends and going out to enjoy life away from your computer.
The Are you Addicted to the Internet? Quiz at Stvlive.com!
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Anyway my friend is here and shes all depressed so shes just sitting there talking about her ex. Geeze Im like make her shut up Id do anything just please. ANyways This is pretty funny 42% obsessed better than a full 100% eh? LMAO Well she wants to come online so later/
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| Like is depressing...BUT SPRING BREAK YEH BABAY.. I <3 Chris |
[11 Apr 2003|04:21pm] |
you are the "you suck, and that's sad"
happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit
brutal.
OMG today was absolutely the best day. well some of it. I got extra credit and yeh but thats not the best part. After school I saw this guy I havent seen forever Michael since he went to Pio Pico and I went to Revere...anyway...he saw me and came up to me. HE changes so fuckin much it wasnt funny.
I was like "OMG who is this fuckin hottie?!?!" and I just looked in his eyes and BAM i remembered. He like sta his stuff down and we talked and I forgot I was wearing a minu skirt so I just got ..well i didnt have a jacket so then he had to get home and we had a long dreamy hug and he gave me a small peck and Thats when I was all =].
I smiled and he left then when i was walking up the stairs I tripped and my cat was meowing at me. ::sighs:: I'm sooo happy..right now.
YOU EAT PEOPLE!!!
what's YOUR deepest secret?
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Schoolgirl
What's your sexual appeal?
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Well I'll writwe more later
-xox-Marilyn-xox
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| Wanna know A depressed girls feelings? Read for now till the end. |
[10 Apr 2003|06:33pm] |
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well It why does this always have to happen to me!!! Im always getting hurt only me.
Why?!?!
I dont know what to do about Eugene he was soo sweet then BAM he's a jerk. Maybe he has different opinions about me and OTHER girls
Maybe I'm not his perfect girl..maybe I dont exist.But heck I found my book I dont have to pay 50$!!! yay My mom was finally happy.
All my crushes...maaaan there's been a whole shit load
1st grade:
Michael
2nd: Unknown
3rd grade: Michael Alpert-5th grade
6th grade: Brett ..Omeed....and er.. I forgot
7th: Charlie..James...Chris..Lance..Johnny
8th: Pedro//Jorel//Kalel//Shane//Zach//Lance//Kevin//Ian ( he dissparead)//Andy//Grant//Lawrence//
9th: Pedro//Colin//Charlie//Ronnie//Jose//Juan//Omeed//Viktor//Jason//Jason//John//Dimitri//Matt//Justin//Jose//Eugene//Chris//Matt//and yeh
Man arent I boy crazy?!?
But heck who isnt depressed like me?!?
Thank goody I have Adriana..Briseida..Noelle...Lauren....Chrissa..Christina..and all these other people that like LISTEN...hehe..well I g2g dinner.
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