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"i probably should've worn deodorant today" -Brandon Boyd !!! [21 Jul 2004|02:39pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | i love the 90's on tv. ] okay i know this is almost a month after the fact but hey better late than never right? i figured it was necessary to update about one of the greatest days of my life so here it goes. July 4th Weekend: now i went to worcester with my mom and jen and ryan and alex and we were going to stay over there two nights because of the fact that there was and Incubus concert that we were going to. we left here friday night (after degrassi of course) and we were on our way to worcester. the car ride there was fun and pretty funny too. anyways we got to the hotel and they messed up our reservations so we had to go and get a new room. once we finally got to the room we realized it was a smoking room and also the air conditioning didnt work. so another room switch was in order. we finally got to our correct rooms (two of them one for me and jen and my mom and one for alex and ryan) but they werent adjoining but that was okay anyways. so that night me and jen stayed in alex and ryan's room until around 3 in the morning playing pokemon snap and charades, with trapezoids and such. then we went back to our room and slept til around 10. that saturday was the night of the concert (i had won 2 backstage passes to meet Incubus [holy crap] and me and jen were to go back before the show, but that wasnt til later on. so that day we planned to go to the "lanetarium" and drop of alex and ryan for a while and we'd go do something else. but once we got there it was abandoned for about a month with all the old mail still in the mailbox. so that was unsuccessful but it was still good cause then we went back to our room and watched mean girls which was really good i must say. after this it was about 5 o clock so we got a shuttle from the hotel to go to the centrum (we didnt drive because of all the traffic because of the summer nationals) since me and jen had to be there at 6 to go meet Incubus! it took us about a half hour to drive 2 and a half miles to the centrum from our hotel because of all the traffic but we got there early enough and were the second people in line. we waited there for about 45 minutes until we were taken back to this private like conference room and we all stood in line until it was said that Incubus was coming. once they walked in i almost cried. it was amazing they just came in and walked around a little then they sat at this table with Brandon on the end first. so these two girls in front of me were first and really gay and you could tell Brandon didnt like them but they asked him for a hug and he gladly did that. so i went up to him and i asked for a hug (cause i'm a loser but now i can say i hugged Brandon) and he stood up and hugged me and said " i guess i should probably stay standing huh?" and i laughed. then he said "what's your name?" and i replied with Rachel so he wrote Hello Rache then he looked up and went "ummm" and i said e l and he said okay thanks. so then he continued to write (this is so sexy ) Hello Rachel! Thanks for the hug. Brandon he said "nice to meet you" and i walked on down the line of Incubus. hehe. but i did feel special cause no other girl got thanks for the hug. =) Brandon signed my card thing designed by Jose in purple marker and it was cute. next was Ben the bassist and he looked at Brandon and said "jeez take up the whole page you rockstar" and Brandon just smiled. so i shook his hand and all Ben wrote was !BEN! but backwards like if you were to look in a mirror it would be right. ( he signed in red marker) then i went on to DJ Kilmore (who wants jen by the way) and he was like "hi i'm dj kilmore" and i shook his hand and said i'm rachel. and then nice to meet you's were exchanged. then he wrote DJ Kilmore says thanks rachel. so i felt cool. ( he signed in black marker ) then was Jose. i didnt really like him too much, he wasnt in to it at all. when i went over to him he was drawing on the table cloth and i had to catch his attention for him to look up say hi and write Jose all graffiti like. and then he was like "black! i always get black! always!" which i think he was referring to the color of his marker.but anyways... lastly came Mike Einzinger who is awesome and really cute. he was like "hi! i'm mike" and i was like hello i'm rachel and shook his hand. then he said "oh that's cool, my sisters name is rachel" then he signed my paper thing and i walked on. (he signed in green marker) then i went back in line until we came back up toward the front since we were then going to split up into 5 groups of 10 and take a picture with the band. i was in the first group and while i was waiting for the band to be ready and come over to us to be in the picture..Mike came over and started talking to us then the gay girl was like aww i wanted to touch your hair and he said" you wouldnt be able to even if it wasnt pulled back, you'd lose your arm in there" and i smiled. then Brandon (being done) came over to us and started talking about how some girl tried to grab his bum but she only got his wallet. and he showed us and i passed out. he's really skinny but so freaking sexy. and then he grabbed a pepper and put it in his "region" (jen) and was like "could you imagine waking up in the morning and looking down at yourself and being like aw damn it" and i laughed cause it was cute and funny. so then it was time to get in the picture. i was standing there and dj kilmore tried to stand behind me and was standing behind me then Brandon was like "i'm just gonna slip in here" and he stood next to me and put his arm around me. holy crap. i mean how hot is that. out of the 10 people in the group he picked me to put his arm around me. then he was like " i probably should've worn deodorant today" and everyone laughed. then the gay girl who was in front of me asked him for another hug and he hugged her then of course i asked cause i had to. and he hugged me again and i said good luck tonight and he said " thank you, thanks a lot." so then i had to leave and me and jen went out to the actual concert area. but needless to say we didnt pay any attention to the opening band cause well we were still in too much shock. so then Incubus came on and they played an awesome set. although the barricade in the front broke one and ahlf songs into the set and Brandon stopped the band and said "whoa! hold on this has never happened before but we need to take a 20 minute break in order for them to repair the barricade but we will be back and continue our full set. no one gets hurt at an Incubus show!" then they came back and played for another hour and a half. it was amazing. they played: -Pistola -Nice To Know You -Idiot Box -Just A Phase -Priceless -Warning -Wish You Were Here -Zee Deveel (Brandon said it was the first time they ever played it live) -Here In My Room -Drive (Remix with Mike on piano) -Vitamin/Jam Session/Drums/ Everything Is Dead -11AM -Talk Sows On Mute -Sick Sad Little World - A Certain Shade of Green/Kilmore Solo/Whole Lotta Love/ back to ACSOG ENCORE: (Brandon came out shirtless and alone for the first half of the first song) -Pantomime -Agoraphobia -Megalomaniac so all in all it was amazing. best concert i've been to. then after we walked, WALKED!, back to the hotel and slept nicely then left the next morning to head back home. needless to say that was probably the best weekend of my life. so here's Brandon Boyd for you... http://peachblossom.freeservers.com/brandonboydpics/brandon_boyd_hot.jpg what a sexy beast. and here's Jimmy Gnecco to keep the tradition alive: http://media.collegepublisher.com/media/paper320/stills/j467a8u7.gif mmmm. well that's all for the long awaited Incubus update. i love Rick. dream you're alive

this one's for you jen. heh [19 Jun 2004|06:32pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Incubus-I Wish You Were Here ] So yeah i obvioulsy haven't updated in about well almost 2 months now but i assume that's okay since jen is the only one who reads this. since the last time i updated quite a bit has happened. the main thing being i'm out of school cause i rock. well last night i went to the outback with felipe, ryan, alex, and jimmy and it was fun. i ate a wicked lot and felt pretty sick and for some reason i could not stop laughing practically the whole time. it was weird but cool. i've been watching my communications (539X/pink/news) video a lot lately, cause i'm obsessed with it and i am reuniting with 539X possibly? let's hope. yeah i have really nothing much to say but i wanted to update since you were kind enough to comment jen. that means a lot man. heh, i know that sounds gay but what ev. yeah so on wednesday i'm going to my aunt's house apparently so that katie can get her hair done cause she wasnts it bleached out like my color. and we all know it's cause i'm hot. or not at all. heh. so i think that's all i have to write about, and maybe, just maybe i might start updating this thing more often. well i must continue with the Jimmy Gnecco-ness since well, he's hot. http://www.geocities.com/garden_of_black/ours40 i thought that picture was cute cause it was basically the only one i've ever seen him smile in. :) i heart Rick :) 1 fallen soul| dream you're alive

4-21 [21 Apr 2004|10:49am] yay Incubus. :) 1 fallen soul| dream you're alive

"i'm really sorry darling, i'll see you inside at the show."-Justin freaking Hawkins [03 Apr 2004|11:27pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | The Darkness-Love on the Rocks with no Ice. ] OH MY GOD. okay the only reason i am updating my journal is because today was so amazing!!!!!!! i went to see the Darkness tonight and it was the best concert i have ever been to. i'll explain in detail. so i called melissa at around 230 telling her that i was coming to pick her up and then we'd be heading to jen's house to be on our way and i went and picked her up. once at jen's i played some dance dance revolution which by the way is the funnest game and i need it really badly. then katie and her cousin janaya were ready and jen's dad took us on our way to boston at 330 heading towards avalon/axis for a Darkness/ distillers concert kinda. katie and janaya went to go see the distillers with her dad in axis while me and jen and melissa all went to see the Darkness at avalon. okay so we got there at 4 and the doors didn't open until 6 the concert not starting til 5. we went to go stand in line and then these people came up behind us and they were like is this the Darkness line? and we were like yeah and then they asked if we had gone to the newbury comics signing at 1 and i was extremely mad that we didn't get to go since i really wanted to meet the Darkness and then i was kinda sad. so about a half hour later i hear the people behind me start like looking and screaming "yeah! wooo! go Darkness!" so i look and there is Justin Hawkins (lead freaking singer of the Darkness) just standing on the sidewalk so i ran over and left jen and melissa in line and all these people were asking for pictures but i stood there and was extremely happy and pulled out my piece of paper that i made jen give me before we left her house just for an event like this. he was kinda starting to walk away and i tapped his arm and i was like " could you sign this?" and he did and then he said "i'm really sorry darling, i'll see you inside at the show" in his wicked hot british accent! oh my god so needless to say i went back over to jen and melissa and passed out practically. it was so awesome, i mean he called me darling, JUSTIN HAWKINS CALLED ME DARLING! okay so then about an hour and a half later the doors opened and we went in and i bought a hoodie that is pretty hot and then we ran into avalon and got right up front. okay so the first band was the Wildhearts i believe and they were good, well at least i liked them. they were from the uk as well as the Darkness and apparently going on another tour with them in june which i'm definately going to. okay so they played for a while and i liked them and then they were done and this big curtain dropped down in front of the stage so you couldn't see and it was there for like a half hour. so after this some weird music came on and the lights flashed off the sheet for about 5 minutes and then you saw Justin's shadow in the curtain and hear "Black Shuck" start to play. oh man it was so hot. Justin changed his outfit 3 times during the show and the first one was like this pink fuzzy shirt like thing and black sparkly tight pants (wicked hot) which were my favorite, then there was this pink catsuit with black feather like things coming out the back resembling kinda a peacock and then finally a pink and white catsuit that was hot. they played...Black Shuck, 3 songs i didn't know, Get Your Hands off my Woman, Growing On Me, I Believe In a Thing Called Love, Love is Only a Feeling, Givin' Up, Stuck In A Rut, Friday Night, and finally Love on the Rocks with No Ice. all amazing! i love the Darkness so much that i can't even get over it. and one more thing he was saying why they had to cancel a few shows a while ago and how "once i go back over to england they're going to have to give me chemotherapy treatments for my esophogus problem, but i said to the doctors as i rose up from my death bed all sweaty i said hey! i will not let this kill me! i WILL rock again! this is ACID REFLUX! not CANCER!" and it was really funny and i love the Darkness a wicked lot. Dan Hawkins looked really good too. well then i think that is all for now or at least all i can remember since i am still in a mild case of shock since i did meet Justin Hawkins. please enjoy a picture of the sexy beast... http://www.peeball.com/world_of_peeball/Images/Celebrities/Justin.jpg and here is Jimmy Gnecco for all of you... http://www.sissyphus.com/extension/009/graphics/01.0810_016.jpg and i think i am going to have to die now cause i am so excited! 2 fallen souls| dream you're alive

i miss you too. [03 Mar 2004|04:41pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | Incubus-Leech ] well it's been awhile, 1 month and 4 days to be exact. so today i had a double study and it was pretty fun. i love study other than the fact that i am so paranoid that we're gonna get kicked out but hey it's worth it i think. anyways i first went down with melissa and then i went with her to finish a quiz she needed to do in math so that took about 5 minutes and then we went back to heritage where we then took everyone's order who wanted something in the cafeteria and went down. so we went back looking like fat slobs holding 2 trays of food each and then ate...a lot. anyways after this i remembered that i had to do history homework which i did completely wrong but that's besides the point. then courtney reminded me that i had brit lit homework and then i attempted to do that but was quite distracted when Jon Mendez came in and played some Megalomaniac. i mean how hot? anyways i then finished my brit lit and then it was time to go to communications. once there we went over some notes and he gave us the answers to the test which we had with only 15 minutes remaining but i did really good on it, maybe cause he gave us the answers? anyways tomorrow we have to finish up our suspense movie which is gonna be really good i hope. spanish was pointless so i just sat there and took a quiz that probably took me literally 2 minutes and got a hundred and then i didnt feel like sitting anymore so i got up and leaned on alex's desk and talked to him and then melissa asked ms. marcucci if she was pregnant and she said yes and then we were all like WHOA! only not. i must say i knew it all along. so i ate a donut cause i'm fat and then we went to double history. i got there and then realized that andy wasn't there which was weird because amazingly enough i actually got to talk to MY friends as opposed to sitting there not being able to because for some stupid, pathetic reason he hates me. anyways we didnt do much except for the fact that we read a little and then it was time to go. Alex Mendez on the way out asked me when The Darkness was coming here and i said April 3 and told him he should go but then he reminded me it was sold out...but me being the idiot i am forgot that i have an extra ticket that i could give him. oh well. lunch 9 was up next which was decent although i didn't like the table we were sitting at but hey what are you gonna do? so then i informed ryan that Mr. Clifford is hot and then thought about him and talked a bit more. geometry was cool cause ryan sat in andy's seat and i kinda got to talk to him. but other than that i didn't really do anything but listen to don get confused like she said we would. brit lit was okay, i like that class. mrs. nosek is pretty cool and i like elizabeth the movie cause it was good. although i must say that i don't like the idea that i have to write a 5 paragraph essay on lord robert even though he was kinda hot. as a side note i forgot to say that me and jen are going to see The Darkness on april 3 and then me and jen and alex are going to see APC on april 30 and then Incubus is coming on july 3 to the centrum and guess who has gotta go? :) at the end of the day i went to the lobby and met jen and then walked to the t with her and was cool like that waiting for my bus and then arrived home where i was hoping to see Rick waiting for me telling me that he got a job at quirk but he didn't even go. so if he doesn't get a job by monday he has to cut his hair off and if anyone knows ANYplace that is hiring i would really appreciate it if you told me cause i dont want him to have to cut off his hair when he doesn't want to, especially since it's so long now. so that would be really helpful, even though i'm basically talking to myself since no one reads this journal anyways. i love Rick so much and i kinda got mad at him today cause he didn't go to quirk and i feel bad still even though i apologized, so if someday he ever for some freak accident of a reason he does read this...i really am sorry Rick and i love you so much more than you'll probably ever know. i miss him a lot right now and the song i'm listening to at the moment isn't exactly helping. anyways i think that's all for now and hopefully i start updating more frequently again. so for now and maybe a while here's Jimmy Gnecco... http://theworldisours.5u.com/cgi-bin/i/Bowery%20122003/Jimmy1.jpg i love Rick so much... 3 fallen souls| dream you're alive

i believe in a thing called love... [28 Jan 2004|06:38pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | The Darkness-Love is only a feeling ] well i must say...it has been a while, quite a while i might add. and i figured, i'm a bored person so why dont i ever update my journal anymore? so here i am bored-er then ever and updating my journal cause today was hot. anyways we had school today even though everyone thought we were gonna have a snow day cause of "all the snow" we were supposed to get. anyways it started off with study. when i first got down to heritage there was no courtney, josh, sean, or melissa so i just sat there and hoped that they were going to come back and thankfully enough they did..well josh, courtney and sean did. melissa's in skills plus 2 which she's switching out of tomorrow :) anyways i talked to courtney for a bit and about 20 minutes into study in walks Alex Mendez. he informed me and courtney that mrs nosek wasnt there and he had a double and didnt want to go back so he was staying there. so me and courtney chatted it up a bit and i talked to Alex as well and we talked about Brandon Boyd's sexiness and then i showed him my notebook and he said it was hot and i dont know, there's just something about a guy thinking Brandon Boyd is hot that is hot. anyways me and courtney got melissa to ask to go to the bathroom and come down to visit us so she did and stayed for a bit and then Alex decided that after an hour in "the bathroom" that maybe he should go back to class and he did just that..followed by melissa. so me and courtney were then debating on whether or not she should go to the nurse and i told her she should wait until i had to go to get my eye test and she did. i went to get my eye test and needless to say i failed. next came communications which was really fun. we were supposed to be working on our sound bridge video but we didnt cause we had better stuff to do..or not. so me and tom and greg and jesse all went into the hallway to "film" our video but ended up getting really sidetracked cause Jon Mendez and some other kid were in the hall with us and then they were talking to us then we were filming them cause it seemed like a good idea which it was and it ended up being funny but then they left the camera on too long and it cut off our actual video so we had to delete the whole thing and now it's left until tomorrow to finish which mr green might not even be there for...oh well at least it was hot. spanish was up now and i walked into the class only to see steve bythrow sitting in the seat next to mine cause he wants me...heh or not at all but it was funny. so ms marcucci (the vegetarian like i knew!) told him to go with her and she tried to get him to switch classes but he ended up coming back into ours or something odd like that..i dont know. anyways we had a pop quiz which i think i got 100 on. then i talked to melissa and alex and we were all being cool and then the class was over and alex left early cause he's a rebel. double history wasnt bad at all cause we were actually doing stuff the whole time. we got new books today which we never have to bring home..i think and if i'm right then that rocks muchly. we made a timeline and stuff and then mr harris gave us our grades in which i got an 84 which isnt too bad i guess although i only got a 73 on the midterm. ewww. anyways it went by fast and then came lunch. i sat there the whole time and talked to ian and then occasionally when ryan wanted to talk to me he did which was cool so i talked to him a bit as well. then geometry which was boring cause she tried to tell us "what it is to be an honor student" but she didnt tell us the whole lecture cause she was saving that for tomorrow. then i did some note things and that was about it. english was good cause we had a sub but don and felipe and courtney all werent there so it was me ryan and andy. (courtney got dismissed when she went to the nurse) anyways i tried to do the assignment but i only got like 3 questions done cause i was discussing the hot people in the canterbury tales. heh. anyways after english i went to the lobby and saw Rick which wasnt too cool cause he wanted to go quickly so i did too and then i wanted him to come over and he wanted me to go over there and i couldnt do either which is gay cause i wanted to see him. i love Rick. okay well i know that was long but hey it's been awhile and whatever works right? okay well enjoy Jimmy Gnecco cause apparently Alex Mendez does too.. hehe http://www.geocities.com/garden_of_black/ours17 can you say hottie? haha i know that was retarded but hey why not. i love Richard. dream you're alive

a little late... [21 Dec 2003|04:53pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Can't Hardly Wait..on tv ] well i know i havent updated in a while and for that matter i dont even know what my last update was about but this one will be about how awesome friday was. and yes i know it's now sunday. i went into school with jen and of course it was Swedish Rock Friday. I wanted everyone to sign my pants cause well i'm just cool like that, or not. anyways i went to study first and there i gave josh his gift which was a teddy bear and a card that i made him and i believe he like it quite a bit. the teddy bear was really really cute so it was understandable. and josh was the first one to sign the pants :) then came melissa who wrote Sweden OWNS on my bum. it looked a little gay but what can you do? anyways then came in Jon Mendez and meanwhile melissa is running around heritage with a kam man price stamper so she said "CAN I STAMP YOU?!?" so she did and then he took the stamper and ran around even more-so then melissa and reached all the places she couldn't get to. after that i asked him to sign the pants and he drew a flower and wrote o'doyle rules i believe and then i gave him an Incubus patch that i thought he would like and when i gave it to him he smiled and was like " wow, thank you" and then hugged me :) i felt special. so then courtney came back from taking a history test and came in with me and melissa's gift, she got me a cute little teddy bear (with a small face of course) and a Legolas shirt that's really awesome. and! how could i forget the really sexy card which includes Brandon Boyd, Blindside, and Jimmy Gnecco. so then she proceeded to sign the pants with a little guy with a small face and I <3 you Rachel <3 Court 4T. so needless to say it was probably the best study ever. then came chemistry and all i need to say is failure. double communications turned out a LOT better than i had expected. when i first walked in jesse was like "i was in english today and Jon walked in with a bunch of yellow price stickers on him and an Incubus patch" so me and melissa were proud. well anyways we were supposed to watch citizen kane but thank god mr green got a dvd player and we got to watch all the winners from this little high school film competition instead which was pretty cool. they had one video on there that was called the battle of the soda and it was this kid speaking overdubbed like in a godzilla movie and he was saying how he would get the soda and then a stuffed rabbit was talking and they battled but i dont remember who won. the only thing i do remember was that there were 4 Incubus songs in the background :) tom also signed my pants...heh. lunch i had fun cause i gave anthony his card and then i had alex sign my pants cause he's cool like that. he wrote Alex Mendez "Swedish Rock Friday" cause he was trying to think of something cool to write and nothing says cool like that. :) hehe. anthony then signed my pants along with phil. then lunch was over :( off to culinary i went and had steve bythrow (bythrow stevens) sign my pants and then angelo did as well. he was going to be all controversial and write angelo was here and then put an arrow upwards but he decided against it. heh. i got to take a pie and 24 cookies home with me from culinary cause it just so happened that g was in a good mood. history i had a test that i think i did well on but before that i asked if anyone wanted to....sign my pants so Alex Mendez said he would and also said that his name was already on there but it was the other Alex. you know you needed to know that. so he wrote Alex Mendez #2 was here :) and that smiley face was actually part of what he wrote. so history was good :) double geometry was okay. we had a supposed party and made some star thingys where andy gave me two cd's which just so happened to be OUR Tool show, how awesome is that? so i made a star and then drank a lot of cream soda and ate some cookies and then we played some scrabble and all i have to say about scrabble is rnnnnboamier. yeah. so then i realized i forgot my jacket in culinary and asked andy to come get it with me and he did. then we went back and got dismissed 5 minutes early and thus beginning the 16 day vacation :) i would've really liked for Rick to come over after school but geoff and a skate park or wherever he ended up going was what he chose to do and i probably wont see him for a while. how fun. okay well Jimmy Gnecco and i hope you enjoyed reading this quite lengthy entry about my awesomely awesomeocity day on friday. http://www.tamaramadden.com/davejimmy4.jpg I love Rick. 1 fallen soul| dream you're alive

dont say that, now i'm all sad and scared. [07 Dec 2003|07:25pm] [ mood | peaceful ] [ music | Incubus-megalomaniac (live) new song! ] well this weekend was very funfilled and because of the no school tomorrow it's not over yet! friday was the start of it all. first of all in school it wasnt that good but it wasnt bad either. andy, ryan, don, and felipe were all on a field trip so i was alone in most of my classes and at lunch 9 oh man it was so bad. oh how i wish i had lunch 5 with alex where we could waste the lunch away doing pencil tricks. heh. anyways yeah i think history was the highlight of my day and it wasnt even that good...no pigtails :( after school i went to go meet Rick in the lobby but then his friend dan came over to me and told me that he left already so then i saw melissa and we went to visit mr lugo briefly cause he had kicked us out of his room earlier and we needed to straighten things out so we talked for awhile and then went to meet courtney in heritage (pronounced herr-i-tah-jay). we waited in there for a bit and then took a walk to lazarino's to get some pizza and of course we brought the box with us. we ate a lot and then decided to go to the library cause we're cool. so we looked at a few books and then went on the computers and then the lady told us to get off cause she was stupid. we then decided to head back to the school cause courtney had to be back at 5 for the play, it was now about 4:40. so we got there and then she remembered that she was supposed to bring refreshments so we dropped our stuff off in heritage and took a walk to stop and shop. we got some cookies and ice cream (the ice cream was for ourselves) and then we self check-outted ourselves outta there. we realized on the way back that we forgot spoons so we used our fingers and kinda the lids but wasnt working too well. we got back to the school right at 5 and me and melissa were told to wait in heritage for about 2 hours. good news is we found some forks and ate our ice cream... yeah with forks. at around 7:15 melissa's friend carolyn showed up with carolyn and ohhhh mike spada. heh. we waited around and once we were in the play at 7:30 i turned around only to see....Dan Harrold! it was cool cause he recognized me and we talked at the intermission. so then alex and felipe came and sat behind me and i talked to them. the play itself wasnt good but it was still fun cause courtney rocked the house. :) at intermission i went to the lobby and talked to dan harrold for a little and it was fun. bff all the way. then the play started again and it was still okay. then there was another intermission and then it started one more time. after the play was over me and melissa found courtney after looking at the snow and getting our stuff in heritage and gave her the picture of melissa's hand. (while in heritage for the 2 hours before the play melissa decided to scan her hand and then have us sign it and we gave it to her after the play) we then waited for my mom to pick us up, talked to josh, said bye to dan harrold and alex and felipe and then went to my house. courtney and melissa slept over and we looked at old yearbooks and old tapes of talent shows and lip sync's and even the old cape cod house when melissa came. yeah embarassing times. after this we attempted to watch finding nemo but melissa fell asleep and then me and courtney got really tired and gave up about a half hour into it. we fell asleep about 3:30 and did annual snow checks previous to that. the next day we woke up and finished finding nemo but then courtney had to leave early to go coat shopping and she missed the end of the movie. me and melissa then proceeded to go and play in the snow. we rolled down the hill which was quite a lot of fun and then we made some homemade snow cones which were really good. then we came in and waited for our clothes to dry in the mean time eating some pizza my grandparents brought over while helping my mom put up the village. once the clothes were dry we took melissa home and then came back here. i came online after this and talked to jen and told her to come over so she did. needless to say she ended up sleeping over because she loves me that much. we woke up this morning after going to sleep ridiculously early and then i helped my mom shovel. once back in we went out shopping at the mall. my mom dropped us off and then we were off to look for gifts for our boyfriends and friends. i cant say what we did in here or what we got for fear of Rick finding my journal and seeing it and knowing what i got him for christmas. let's just hope he likes it. :) then we went to newbury comics and got some stuff and then went out to eat with my mom at the 99. after we dropped jen off i came back here, listened to my messages and then heard Rick's and called him back. now he told me that there was no school tomorrow and he is correct and it got me really happy cause i thought that i would be able to hang out with him tomorrow since i haven't all weekend and i miss him a lot and i wanted to go out and play in the snow with him but then he told me that if we didnt have school that he was hanging out with geoff. so needless to say i wont be seeing Rick tomorrow which is really sad cause i wanted to hang out with him a lot. :( i miss him. so if anyone wants to do something tomorrow apparently my schedule is open so talk to me about it or whatever. anyways i think that is all for now. hope you enjoyed this long awaited update. please sit back, relax, and enjoy the Jimmy Gnecco-ness of it all. http://www.tamaramadden.com/davejimanthony.jpg I love Rick Cullen a lot. and i miss him too. :) :( 1 fallen soul| dream you're alive

"knock, knock." who's there? "little boy blue." little boy blue who? "michael jackson"- Maynard :) [22 Nov 2003|05:41pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | APC-The Outsider. hot. ] WARNING. this journal entry will do no justice to how awesome yesterday really was. no matter how good it sounds, it was 20 million times better. WARNING. yesterday was easily one of the best days of my life. i'll start off with school... first period me and melissa got a pass to go down to heritage for our double study which was the funnest study i have ever had. we got down there and talked to courtney and felipe and josh, cause he's cool and one of his favorite bands is Ours. so i was sittting there and i also talked to jon mendez while melissa and courtney were talking amongst themselves. :) next i had communications..he wasnt there. spanish. ah spanish. we discussed for 44 minutes who would bring in what food for our "fiesta" on tuesday and who we were going to celebrate for the day of the day. so needless to say we are honoring alliyah (sp?) and kayleigh..aka...stupid idiot is going to be alliyah. double history, now i was dreading this class a lot cause it was going to be my only boring class of the day, especially being a double. now dont get me wrong, mr harris is cool but i dont like doubles. so i went in and who was there but a SUB! yay. i contained myself and then i got really happy. so the whole double i was talking to andy, ryan, chris pratt, and alex mendez :) so all in all good class even though he did come in at the end of the class and found us being all loud and stuff and a kid that wasnt supposed to be in our class was there so he got mad. then i had lunch 9 which was boring but not too bad since i just talked to andy the whole time i believe and stole some pretzel from felipe. geometry i had a test but i honestly dont think i got anything wrong on it. if i got below a 95 i will be surprised. it was really easy and that was all we had to do during the whole period. english was last and i had another sub and instead of her making us write a 4 paragraph compare and contrast essay she made us write a one paragraph "essay" on the main idea of the story which was good cause me and courtney made it up and it was easy so it went by fast. after school..getting closer to APC. we left and i saw Rick and i felt really bad leaving him there, i missed him a lot yesterday especially at the concert since that was where all the couples were. i love him. :) so i kissed him and then i left with alex, jen, and andy. got to the t finally, after it took andy and jen an hour to cross the stupid street but anyways...we got there and got on the train and made our long way to copley. we ate at flamer's cause it rocks and i definately got 2 orders of cheese fries that were sooo good. we left copley and met my dad at the hancock and walked to his house were he proceeded to take a shower, and then we left. although we had forgot the directions. so we turned around and lost about 10 minutes. anyways we were on our way and nothing could stop us now. we realized we didnt bring any APC or Tool cd's so we listened to the beatles. pretty cool i might add. we got to the place (whittemore center) after a few wrong turns at about 7:10 meanwhile doors are just about opening when we got there so we ran across this astro turf thing and it felt cool so that we could get to the other doors with the shorter, quicker lines. me and jen were in first followed by andy, alex and then finally my dad. right away we went to the merchandise table and i bought a shirt along with everyone else. oh man my shirt is hot. anyways, after purchasing the shirts (and debating with jen on whether or not we should buy and share the APC thong...heh) we went down onto the floor and were in shock. about 20 minutes after we got to the floor the lights went out and on came the year of the rabbit. i enjoyed them, no one else i was with did but i did and that's all that mattered. they were cool and the lead singer was okay looking. once they ended their 32 minute set the lights came back on and about 40 minutes later (a long, excruciating 40 minutes) the intro to "vanishing" started playing followed by the lights going out! on came A PERFECT FREAKING CIRCLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maynard started out behing a box/curtain/swirly illusion thing for vanishing and then he came out for Pet. oh my god he looked so hot. his wig was all brown and long and he had on black adidas pants with a white beater on. here's the set list with my opinion on each song/performance: -vanishing: oh man, i was so anxious throughout this whole set cause it was all quiet and amazing and just waiting for Maynard to reveal himself. it was really good, definately made me more excited. -pet: hotter than the real version by 10 times. he came out from behind the curtain and i got to take a look at jeordie (who is hot by the way, heh). "Swaying to the rhythm of the new world order and...." made me want to faint. -the hollow: wasnt the best song of the night but so amazing and hot and perfect. during this song Maynard decided he wanted to get even hotter and stomp his foot really sexily. heh. just to add in here his voice is the cutest thing in the whole entire world. :) -magdalena: the last "i'd sell my soul, my self esteem a dollar at a time for one chance, one kiss, one taste of you my magdalena" need i say more? -weak and powerless (aka think for yourself as Maynard called it): was amazing. people started getting a little rambunctious which was pretty stupid but other than that pure perfection. -rose: the rose/thomas combination wasnt what we wanted but i must say that it was so good. "when push comes to pull, comes to shove" *faints* i wanted to cry. he is such a god. -blue: one of my favorite APC songs so there was no way it could've been bad. and trust me it was no where near bad. talk about amazingness, he was sitting down during this but it was still amazing since he was still stomping his foot. ...he was sitting because he was making fun of the crowd and how they wouldn't stand..which was cute but i must say the crowd was really pretty stupid and didnt deserve to be there. he the proceeded to say that the "fbi and cia might hunt and shoot me down for this but they implanted tracking devices in each of the seats so that when you sit on them they are implanted into your anus, so be my guest and sit if you want to be tracked by the fbi" it was wicked cute. -thomas: wasnt really paying attention duing thomas, i dont know why i think i was looking at jeordie the whole time and trying to get b.k.a. x 2 out of the way. Maynard was hidden in the shadows but it was still good. -the package: oh my god. how hot can you get? "peripheral on the package" ahhhh. god is he hot. the song had so much feeling behind it too, it was amazing. -3 libras: oh man. yeah, it was pretty sad that no one started moshing to it, heh..but never the less it was still godlike. i love that song so much and whenever i hear it i get chills so this time it was like chills times a million since it was LIVE! now this is where a certain, really funny joke was inserted by the one and only Maynard. here goes: maynard: knock, knock crowd: who's there? maynard: little boy blue. crowd: little boy blue who? maynard: michael jackson. oh mand i thought it great. and before the next song he said: and now for a song called "the nurse who love me" not the popstar who loved me. hehe -the nurse who loved me: much, much better than the cd version. much more emotion and energy put into it and according to andy it was the best version they did on the tour so far. -gravity: good song, even better that Maynard started stripping during it. okay so he didnt strip but he did take off his shirt and oh man is he sexy. now somewhere in the set was a song that i believe jeordie wrote called "fred's got slacks" so Maynard (i dont remember where in the set it was) introduced it as a song about a guy named fred who has slacks. and the song went something like "fred's got slacks, he's got a nice pair of slacks, fred's got tight slacks." it was funny and really awesome since Maynard and Jeordie sang. hehe -the outsider: oh my god. craziness, Maynard was going all out during this, he was stomping and spinning and stomping more. it made it even better since it's my favorite APC song. "disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time." :) :) :) :) -the noose: how hot? i mean who doesnt love the noose? it was so good especially the last "with your halo slipping down" part. oh man. definately another favorite APC song. and lastly you have -judith: craziness. absolute awesomeness. everyone was going crazy since they all knew it was the last song and it was over. Maynard was amazing and it was a PERFECT way to end the concert. OH MAN. the greatest night of my life. i heart APC and Maynard. and jeordie, and josh, and james, and billy. i heart last night! oh yeah jeff.... ewww. who does that? well i must put on my Jimmy Gnecco link so here you are, enjoy: http://www.miseryhead.net/img/autumn3.jpg I love Rick Cullen. and i heart APC. good night all. 2 fallen souls| dream you're alive

but when i saw you, my anger went away. [10 Nov 2003|09:19pm] [ music | APC-The Hollow ] well this is the update that is for alex! hope you like it man: since i havent updated in a while i shall tell you about this weekend cause it was pretty cool. friday: melissa came over after school and we chilled here for a while cause we were waiting for mi madre to come home. while waiting we made a really good smoothie with peaches, strawberries, blueberries, and raspberries. so then my mom came home and we were off to the christmas craft fair which wasnt as bad as i was expecting. me and melissa kinda went off to look at some gingerbread houses that were i must say quite impressive and then we went and got some free food and stuff. even though we were both really full, we just had to eat the samples cause we felt if we didnt we were letting our country down. hehe. i tried a lot of Cajun flavored things just for the sake of Gambit. i also bought a bow and arrow thing and it rocks. saturday: i went to felipe's house at like 1:00 after waking up felipe at 11. hehe. i rock. when i got there alex, andy, ryan, and felipe were all kinda sitting around. about an hour after i got there, felipe's rents called and said they were coming home from florida and they were close, they lied. they were still in florida, they just said that to scare felipe which i must say worked. so then we watched american history x, how high, american pie, and some south park episodes, gi joe, and some george carlin. (not in that order and not right after eachother) jen came over around 11 and stayed until 6 am cause we definately stayed up all night. at about 4 we sent andy and jen to 711 to get some food and drink which was good cause it was. me and alex claimed the bed and didnt move from it the whole night, everyone was jealous. so needless to say saturday rocked. a lot. :) sunday: my dad came over and we went looking for a videocamera for me cause he's gonna buy me one. how awesome is that, i'm gonna have a videocamera...yay! so yeah we did that and then later on that night Rick called and it was the first time i talked to him all weekend and it was..nice :) well today was good too but i dont think i wanna go into detail its already long enough. feel free to comment though, it would be nice and i know all of you who read this are nice :) i will now leave you with Jimmy Gnecco, this ones for you alex...since the whole update is as well. heh. http://www.miseryhead.net/img/live26201.jpg i love Rick Cullen. a lot. 1 fallen soul| dream you're alive

do you think Rick is hot?.... yeah. [31 Oct 2003|10:31pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | radio free roscoe. ] tonight was really good. and i mean i WAS Rogue for halloween, how much better can it get? it was fun and probably one of the funniest nights in a long time. so today in school was okay i guess, i was complimented on my Rogue-ness by some people and some better people. wink wink. hehe. but yeah whatever school was okay. after school i went with melissa to make up a test in algebra so that took about 15 minutes and then we went to the costume contest to see who won but we never saw the winner cause we were so busy stalking mr lugo and spending about a half hour in his room just talking to him. he does remember me by the way and he was also complaining about his new 9th graders that are gay. we then proceeded to leave. from there we went to the T and talked to araujo who by the way is real funny and pimpish of course. and then we got on the 215 and went to melissa's house, cause we're cool. once we got there tom was IMing her and we asked him to hang out with us on halloween cause we're cool and went trick or treating. so while we were waiting for tom to come over we definately decorated melissa in her costume which consisted of purple lotion stuff on her nose and forehead and chin, and red lipstick all around her lips and near her eyebrows, and then some orange and blue glitter stuff with the last and final make-up touch being purple crayola marker around the eyebrows and eyes. then the outfit was like a black shirt with a pink and black polka dotted dress with blue hockey socks and converse with a nylon tied around one leg and 3 different belts which lemme tell you looked hawt. so then tom got there and was not dressed up at all so we used what we had and made him a fisherman who was eaten by a shark. his costume was gauze around the head, with a neckbrace and a fisherman apron around his clothes and then a trashbag over that which acted as a shirt. lastly we added the blood (ketchup) but then it started to seep through the gauze and we used lipstick and i wrote " blood " on the back of his head cause i'm cool. so trick or treating was fun cause we got lots of candy since we went with a bunch of little kids and one of them was just so cute and little and i wanted to take him home but i couldnt. after trick or treating we went back to melissa's for some "vegetarian" chinese food and sat around in her living room for about an hour just talking about stuff that was really funny plus we were trying to ignore the fact that my feet smelled really bad. but hey it was sexy. so then i came home at around 930 and watched the new degrassi at 10 which SO disturbed me a lot. Craig and ashley broke up twice in the episode and then he made out with plus some with gay GAY manny who i wanna kick in the face and now him and ashley go back out and he finally said i love you to her which was really cute and he wrote her a song. how damn cute is that? anyways that was my day and it was a really fun one at that. only thing that wouldve made it better is if i couldve hung out with Rick for at least a little while especially after watching that episode of degrassi making me think of Rick since Craig and Rick are so the same person. i miss Rick :( but i love him too. okay well enjoy that sights and sounds of Jimmy Gnecco, or just click the link. yeah. http://www.miseryhead.net/img/tx0101.jpg I LOVE RICK CULLEN. a lot. dream you're alive

seven months [17 Oct 2003|04:50pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | APC-The Noose :) ] well today and the past few days have been kinda gay. i guess i shall elaborate a little for you all. yesterday i went over to alex's to skate cause we be cool yo. it was fun but that was the only part of my day basically that was good. alex is awesome and skating with alex is really funny cause well i'm so bad and he tries to tell me things that just dont make any sense. kinda like alex: "come on get in the zone" me: " you mean the auto zone?" although i must say that was quite funny, for me at least. so yeah yesterday after school was cool. today was eh. let's see... first i had double study which was okay cause i had some stuff to do like my math homework and well 2 spanish paragraphs just to get them done and over with even though it's like 2 weeks in advance but oh well. then when i was bored at the end of class i wrote Rick a note considering it is seven months today and he probably didnt remember but i felt like writing him a note anyways. i also talked to the kid that sits behind me a little bit, pat mullen...i know he went to sterling and i remember him so yeah i feel cool. then i had communications which was okay i guess since i had to be on tv today cause emily pahud's partner left the class and she asked me to do it with her so i said okay, since i'm so nice. so yeah it was pretty fun but we were pretty bad. spanish was next and i really dont do anything in that class, its kinda like last year. i sat there today with melissa and alex and filled in about 10 blanks then i talked to them for the rest of the class and alex was telling me about this X-Men thing that he found online and how he liked it and i was happy. i love spanish. then came wonderful double history. how much gayer could it be when the only good thing in the class isnt there? oh well i guess. anyways i kinda had to present my poster even though he just called on the rest of my group but i sat and talked to andy most of the time. lunch was stupid. the whole time i was just sitting there with andy and ryan and don and rob mitchell and ian although the whole time they were trying to figure out a stupid geometry problem so i didnt really do anything but sit and listen. fun huh? geometry was next and all she did was cut up a apple and orange or at least that was all i got from the class. eh whatever. brit lit was boring kinda like always, we read a thing and then wrote a paragraph on it and then went over the paragraph but it was good cause it was the first time i saw courtney all day so it was fun, like always. too bad i didnt get to have culinary today and have certain people come. after school i found out that i was coming home to watch degrassi alone. Rick went to geoff's house cause he had to play grand theft auto and melissa went to a haunted house thing with others and i asked jen to come over but she was waiting for brian to come over so its a lonely degrassi tonight. i wish i got to hang out with Rick today though since it is seven months but eh. well i guess that is all for now and if you feel like commenting it would be greatly appreciated. Jimmy Gnecco is a sexy beast. http://www.miseryhead.net/img/txnov03.jpg I Love Rick Cullen a lot. 2 fallen souls| dream you're alive

i love you, marry me right now. [01 Oct 2003|07:01pm] [ mood | peaceful ] [ music | cool runnings song, the jamaica's got a bobsled team one. ] hello all and sorry for the long delay of actual updates on this journal but hey you know the stuff, it takes a while to well i dont know but yeah okay here's my update. today was a pretty good day. study well i didnt do anything but i never really do anything in study especially since there is no one for me to talk to or anything for me to do. but yeah i guess it was better than other things. chemistry was okay. we had a test today that i think i actually did good on cause well i dont think i failed and if i didnt fail then it will be the first test in over a year in the sciences that i didnt fail! woo hoo but i cant celebrate yet since i dont really know what i got. double communications rocked. i like that class a lot. we watched the end of the truman show which by the way i really liked and forgot how good it was. then i worked the camera and since one of them wasnt working i had to keep going back and forth while gay people were telling me who to get shots on when they did things that they werent scheduled to do. but besides that i felt cool cause i had the ear thingy on and that makes me feel important. heh. lunch is always good. i sat with alex and anthony, well i sat with a lot of other people but thats only because they are gay and follow our table cause we're so cool. i wish it was just alex and anthony and our table but hey i love lunch and thats all that matters. culinary was fun. i also like that class a lot too. i so got to work the bakery today cause i rock. me and courtney were in control pretty much but i couldnt cut the stupid piece of pizza for some lady so after a while of work i did it and then tomorrow for the double me and courtney will have to take charge again cause we rock and mr g loves us. history well what can i say about history? it's boring, its a good thing the mr harris is pretty cool cause thats the only good thing about that class. okay well i lied jen but you know what the good thing about the class is. hehehe. double geometry, well its easy, thats all i have to say. ms ronchinsky has to be the easiest teacher ever and its awesome cause i learn things so easily hence my 97% on the test. oh yeah. so needless to say i am definately more used to my classes than the last update and i like them all now. :) okay well after school Rick came over for a bit but that was about it. hehe, i love Rick. i think all of you (all 3, maybe, of you) who read my journal should comment cause well i dont know, maybe about my awesomely awesome layout? okay well yeah, JIMMY GNECCO!, you werent expecting that one now were you... http://www.miseryhead.net/img/txnov01.jpg I LOVE RICK CULLEN. 9 fallen souls| dream you're alive

[27 Sep 2003|09:41am] [ mood | curious ] [ music | tv ] AWESOME NEW STUFF ON THE JOURNAL!!! yes i rock. now here's a survey: INTRO 001. First name: Rachel 002. Middle name: Anastasia 003. Last name: Fishman 004. Nickname(s): i dont have any 005. Age: 15 006. Birthday: September 6th 007. Height: 5'5" i think 008. Hair color: reddish brown with whiteish blonde streaks in the front. ( Rogue hair ) 009. Eye color: brown 010. Glasses: None 011. Contacts: No, well i have them i just cant put them in so i choose not to use them 012. Braces: yeah but they should be off by now 013. Hair short or long: long 014. Where you were born: Brockton, MA 015. Where you now live: Quincy, MA 016. Astrology sign: Virgo 017. Chinese zodiac sign: Dragon 018. Nationality: like scottish, italian, russian, and others but there are too many to think of 019. Bad habits: there are plenty i just cant think of any right now 020. Piercing: 3 in each ear 021. Tattoos: None FAMILY 022. Mother's name: Lisa 023. Father's name: Jon 024. Brother's name(s): None 025. Sister's name(s): None 026. Favorite aunt: Paula 027. Favorite uncle: Nabil 028. Favorite grandparent: dont know 029. Worst relative: dont know 030. Best relative: my cousin cady 031. Best family memory: I dont know 032. Do you get along with your parents: yeah 033. Do your parents understand you: for the most part unless my mom gets two people confused while driving me and jen to school 034. Does anyone else in your family understand you: yeah kinda SCHOOL 035. Are you still in school: Yes 036. Current grade: 10 037. Favorite grade: 8 or 9 038. Worst grade: 2nd 039. Favorite teacher: Mr. Jone, or Ms. McNiece 040. Worst teacher: Ms. Chella 041. Favorite subject: english i guess 042. Worst subject: chemistry 043. Buy or bring lunch: buy all the way man 044. School sports: none 045. High school: Quincy High 046. School activities: None 047. Popular or what: nope 048. Favorite memory: i just dont know 049. Worst memory: i dont know FAVORITE 050. Number: 1024 051. Clothing brand: none really 052. Shoes: either my converse or my vans 053. Saying: holy river or holy Jimmy Gnecco! 054. TV show: X-Men, X-Men:Evolution, Degrassi 055. Sport: none 056. Vegetable: dont know 057. Fruit: oranges 058. Movie: X2, X-Men, LOTR fellowship of the ring and the two towers, Pirates of the Caribbean, and Signs 059. Actress: Famke Jannsen 060. Actor: Johnny Depp, or Hugh Jackman 061. Candy: skittles 062. Gum: big red. just kidding, that gum sucks so much and makes you need to spit a lot 063. Scent: Rick 064. Candy bar: milky way 065. Ice cream: Chocolate chip cookie dough 066. Color: Red 067. Season: spring 068. Holiday: Christmas 069. Band: let's see, Ours, Blindside, Incubus, HIM, AFI, and APC 070. Singer: Jimmy Gnecco, or Brandon Boyd 071. Music: rock 072. Fast song: dont know 073. Slow song: dont know 074. Thing in your room: my Legolas cut-out 075. Place to be: my house 076. Radio station: fnx i guess 077. TV channel: cartoon network or the n 078. Junk food: doritos or bugles 079. Fast food place: Wendy's 080. Restaurant: Friendly's heh. 081. Shape: circle 082. Time of day: afternoon 083. Country: USA 084. State: MA i guess 085. Boy's name: Remy 086. Girl's name: i dont think i have one 087. Mall: whatever 088. Video game: HARRY POTTER!!!! hehe. or Lotr the original game 090. Computer game: none 091. Car: dont know 092. Music video: dont know 093. Swear word: dont have one 094. Month: May 095. Song: too many to count 096. Scary movie: Signs 097. Team: dont care PRIVATE LIFE 139. Boyfriend/girlfriend: boyfriend 140. Crush: ^^ 141. Do you love anyone right now: yes 142. Have you ever been in love: i am now 143. Ever had sex: No 144. How many hearts have you broken: none i dont think 145. How many people broke your heart: 1 146. So what's your significant other like: really sexy, nice, funny, sweet, cute, and well perfect. 147. Do you go more by looks or personality: well at first looks but personality matters a lot too. 148. Ever kiss a friend: yeah :( eww 149. Are you still friends: no 150. Do you smoke: no 151. How about weed: no 152. Acid: non 153. How about a little ecstasy: non 154. Crack, heroin, anything else: non 155. Are you a sissy who drinks Mike's Hard Lemonade and wine coolers: no 156. Prefer beer or liquor: none! FRIENDS 171. Best friend(s): geraghty and cullen. 172. Known longest: geraghty 173. Wish you talk to more than you do: geraghty especially since she's gonna be hanging out with brian more now. 174. How many friends do you think you have: about 7 at the most 175. How many do you actually hang out with: around 3 176. Who drives you insane: gay people 177. Ever lose a good friend because you took it to the next level: nope 178. Craziest: geraghty 179. Loudest: Rick 180. Shyest: none 181. Best hair: Rick 182. Can always make you laugh: geraghty and Rick 183. Best eyes: Rick 184. Best name: dont know 185. Most athletic: courtney? 186. Shortest: courtney 187. Best singing voice: geraghty? 188. Skinniest: Blob 189. Nicest: dont know 190. Best personality: all 191. Biggest drug user: none 192. Alcoholic: none HAVE YOU EVER 193. Told the person you liked how you felt: only after i knew they liked me 194. Gotten really REALLY wasted: nope 195. Gone to jail/juvenile detention: nope 196. Skateboarded: actually i'm learning now 197. Stolen anything from a store: no 198. Kissed someone of the same sex: no 199. Been to a concert: yeah 200. Been to another country: Nope 201. Talked back to an adult: Yeah 202. Given money to some homeless person: Nope 203. Cried to get out of trouble: Yeah 204. Kissed a friend's brother/sister: No THE LAST THING 205. You ate: uhhh an english muffin 206. You drank: fruit 2 o 207. The last place you went: alex's house 208. Last thing you bought: dont know 209. Last person you saw: my mom 210. Last person you talked to: jen, online 211. Last song you heard: i dont remember YES OR NO 212. Do the voices talk only to you: no 213. Are you straight: yeah 214. Are you short: not really 215. Do you own a hot pink shirt: no, but i own a normal pink shirt 216. Do you like Marilyn Manson: not his music but he seems pretty cool i think 217. Did you ever touch someone else's no-no spot: ... 218. Do you shop at Hot Topic: not really 219. Do you remember your dreams: sometimes 220. Can people read you like a book: no 221. Do you talk a lot: when i feel like it 222. Are you afraid of clowns: no 223. Can you drive: not yet 224. Are you an only child: Yeah The date ; September 27, 2003 How was your day ; well it's only 9:23 am Main event of today ; living through it without it being too gay What really happened today ; nothing yet What did you want to happen ; stuff Did you car pull, walk, or ride the bus ; huh? Whered you sit/walk on the ride ; dude, nothing happened yet! How was it ; gay! First song you heard today ; nothing yet First thing you ate today ; nothing! First person you touched today ; no one First thing you said today ; yeah Who did you talk to most today ; this is gay Who did you sit/talk at lunch with ; i didnt go to school today since its saturday What did you wear today ; nothing yet, i'm in my pajamas right now What happened/who did you sit with durning.. The ride to school ; no school! okay i'll just fill this out about yesterday then i guess... HR ; nothing, talked to jen 1st ; double chemistry, so gay 2nd ; spanish, lockdown 3rd ; communications, watched the truman show 4th ; lunch, nothing 5th ; double culinary! made brownies and rolls 6th ; brit lit, read beowulf some more 7th ; geometry, test i think i so got a 90 or above on Lunch ; I already answered this Lockers ; dont have one Halls ; Just people Who made you smile today ; no one yet Who made you mad today ; no one Who mad you cry today ; no one Who did you want to have sex with today ; hmmmm... Who was the last person to make you laugh today ; no one Who did you miss the most today ; Rick so far What do you want today ; A HUG FROM ALEX << just to let you know that was there from the first person who filled out this survey, swear to god. What more are you doing today ; a lot of stuff Best thing of the day ; Nothing yet Worst thing ; Having Alex walk RIGHT. PAST. ME << previous filler outer also. Best person ; Rick and geraghty Worst person ; who knows Did you.. Get on the computer today ; Well, yes Watch tv ; yeah kinda Take a shower ; not yet Brush your teeth ; yeah Kiss anyone ; nope Hug anyone ; nope Have sex with any one ; nope Eat ; not yet Listen to the radio ; nope. Fall in love ; well i've stayed in love...heh Cry ; nope Do drugs ; nope Steal ; nope What time did you wake up today ; 8:18 am How many times did you hit snooze ; dont have an alarm clock What time are you going to bed tonight ; dont know yet What are you doing tomorrow ; hopefully hanging out with Rick What do you want to happen tomorrow ; i want to hang out with Rick i love Rick now here's Jimmy Gnecco: http://www.miseryhead.net/img/02bostonours2.jpg 1 fallen soul| dream you're alive

you are ridiculous...that's why you love me :) [05 Sep 2003|07:30pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | daria on the n ] well let's see, the first day of school was a hoot. hah a hoot. i'm good. anyways, i dont really like my teachers..besides the fact that almost all of them are girls...they're just stupid except for mr harris who i had today, he seems like he'll be cool. well yesterday i found out that i have mr jones for my homeroom teacher which is awesome, the only good thing about my mornings basically. then i have clothing, yes CLOTHING, first because gay people in the office filled up the communications class and wouldnt let me into it even though it said on both of my old schedules that i had it. i am smarter than half the people in that class so that got me pretty mad...i'm thinking about switching around my chemistry to period 1 and then taking clothing, turning it into communications and taking that period 4. i mean maybe, just maybe, if i had at least one other person in the class that i could talk to then i would stick it out and deal with it the rest of the year but no. which in a way is good i guess. period 2 study. oh man that is the worst study in the world, not only because i have absolutely no one to talk to even if we could talk but the fact that it is so crowded that even if i wanted to do homework i wouldnt be able to because the person sitting next to me is literally RIGHT next to me. urghhh. period 3 is spanish which yesterday was really gay cause my teacher, ms. marcucci-bonilla "you can call me ms. marcucci or ms. bonilla or ms. marcucci-bonilla" was being really stupid. today though with the double she wasnt all that bad and i guess she's nice to me. she's no mr lugo but i guess i can maybe deal with it. at least i have melissa and alex. period 4 is chemistry with mrs. smith the same mrs. smith that told me last year that my opinion didnt matter. well her class seemed easy but i think i'm gonna be switching out and going into courtney forti's class with ms. mulvey since i dont want gay clothing. although i would be leaving andy and ryan in the stupid chemistry class but i think they can deal with eachother. lunch 5. okay there is no one at my lunch except for alex. so basically it's me and alex and jimmy at a lunch table. yeah. 6/7 is culinary..it's fun but the only reason it's fun is cause of courtney. if she wasnt in my class i would have no one to talk to and i think the class would be horrible. kinda like clothing. i cant really complain about it though since i do have someone. 8/9 is history which so far i like. i think i like it so much because it's practically my same history class as last year with the exception of chris pratt so it should be fun. plus mr harris seems like a cool teacher or at least the best teacher that i have. but yeah i sit next to andy so it should be good. period 10 is british literature with mrs. nosek. she seems like she puts off some niceness but then she takes it all back. i dont know, she was pretty cool in class today and it doesnt seem like it will be boring but i was sitting next to andy and then she had to go and move me up and now im next to donika i think. oh well it's an okay class. and lastly, period 11 is geometry. my teacher, ms. ronchinsky, is really weird. her eyes are really bulgey and she seems kinda hyper like. oh well maybe it will be fun, maybe not but it seems as though she could be cool. just a little freaky. so my last 2 school days have been quite the mixture of joy and sorrow, like the HIM song In Joy and Sorrow heh, but i enjoyed seeing all my friends and stuff again. my classes were better last year but what are you gonna do? you know? oh well i like a few teachers so yeah it could be cool. well enough with me, i havent had an update this long in forever. okay. Jimmy Gnecco, oh i have new notebooks too with Jimmy Gnecco, Brandon Boyd, Ville Valo, X-Men, X-Men: Evolution, and Gambit and Rogue. they rock a lot. okay here's Jimmy Gnecco. http://www.miseryhead.net/img/newbury2.jpg i love Rick Cullen 2 fallen souls| dream you're alive

that was the cutest thing i ever saw, you are soo cute. [26 Aug 2003|09:26pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | i love the 70's ] so yes, here is my actual update just for you jen. heh. kinda. well that and i'm bored. okay well Rick was going to go away to maine until saturday but today he decided that he didnt want to and now he's staying here which is making me happy :) so yeah i get to not miss him as much as i normally would if he were to go away. today was fun, scary huh? rachel had fun during the summer, without Rick. i hung out with alex, ryan, and felipe today and we went to the outback and then hung out at felipe's house with his ferrets and they are so cute. so yeah then ryan left and me and alex and felipe were talking to melissa on the thingy and it was cool. speaking of melissa i am hanging out with her tomorrow and do you want to know what's gay? (not about hanging out with melissa) Rick asked me to hang out tomorrow, the first time in forever that he's asked me to hang out and planned it without just coming over at like 3 and i have plans. i dont have plans, Rick's the one with the plans..he's the one that's always doing something and the one time i have something planned to do he's not doing anything and it's gay. but i do want to hang out with melissa tomorrow and it will be fun. okay i think that's all for now. Jimmy Gnecco is my sexy beast. http://www.miseryhead.net/img/e5.jpg I Love Rick Cullen 3 fallen souls| dream you're alive

totally [25 Aug 2003|02:55pm] Kyan: Grooming Guru Which Member from Queer Eye for the Straight Guy is your type? brought to you by Quizilla that quiz should be taken by everyone since that show rocks so muchly. i should be updating with an actual entry later... I Love Rick Cullen 1 fallen soul| dream you're alive

i dont want to sleep alone. [08 Aug 2003|12:34pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Incubus-summer romance (anti-gravity lovesong) ] yo. i thought that was only appropriate to start off a journal entry like that since i never update anymore. heh. well yeah i'm only updating because i am really, really bored and want to tell of a few things. 1) i officially have the coolest hair in the entire world, no matter what anyone says. it's like a reddish, brownish, purpleish color (that will fade soon but as of now it's awesome) with blondeish white chunks in the front. oh man i am so cool that i cant even get over myself, heh just kidding but i do think it looks really, really cool and this is the happiest i've ever been with my hair. 2) i am going to the cape tomorrow with Rick and i'm going for a week..it's gonna be really fun but i still think you shouldve come with me jen. oh well it'll still be good, a pool for the whole week..never having to leave the house..and being on vacation with Rick. so yeah i think it will be awesome and let's just say i hope i am right. 3) i love Rick Cullen so muchly. that's all i have to say for now and i hope you all enjoyed this wonderful and lengthy update. :) Jimmy Gnecco..holy cow. http://www.miseryhead.net/img/txnov01.jpg i love Rick. 2 fallen souls| dream you're alive

you do know i want be able to call you right? [14 Jul 2003|11:42am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Rocket Power song ] [current desktop picture] Rick Cullen, Jimmy Gnecco, and Brandon Boyd. i made it myself [current favorite group] Ours, Blindside, Incubus, AFI, HIM [current cds in stereo] HIM, Distorted Lullabies-Ours, and Precious-Ours [current color of toenails] shiny silver stuff [current worry] that Rick will have to stay in the cape for a week [current hate] that dreams that feel real, aren't [current love] Rick Cullen Basics : . [ .001. ] first name: Rachel [ .002. ] middle name: Anastasia [ .003. ] last name: wouldn't you like to know? heh. [ .004. ] nickname(s): i don't think i have any [ .005. ] gender: Female [ .006. ] age: 14 [ .007. ] birthday: September 6 [ .008. ] height: about 5'5 maybe 5'6 [ .009. ] hair color: brown roots with blonde and black tips but soon i think it will be black with red tips. [ .010. ] eye color: brown [ .011. ] race: white [ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: i dont wear either but i should and i have contacts [ .013. ] do you have braces: yeah [ .014. ] is your hair long or short: long [ .015. ] where were you born: Boston [ .016. ] current location: Quincy [ .017. ] zodiac sign: virgo [ .018. ] how many languages do you know: 1 and i guess you could say some spanish. [ .019. ] nationality: too many to list [ .020. ] bad habits: there are a few [ .021. ] piercings you have: 6, three in each ear [ .022. ] piercings you want: my bellybutton and the top of my ear. [ .023. ] tattoos you have: 0 [ .024. ] tattoos you want: maybe 1 [ .025. ] today's date: July 14, 2003 [ .026. ] the time: 11:00 a.m. [ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: sure : Family : . [ .028. ] mother's name: Lisa [ .029. ] father's name: Jon [ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any: none [ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): none [ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): none [ .033. ] favorite aunt: Paula [ .034. ] favorite uncle: . Nabil [ .035. ] favorite grandparent: Jimmy [ .036. ] worst relative: Joanne and Kevin [ .037. ] best relative: Paula and Shari [ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: yeah [ .039. ]does anyone in your family understand you?: sometimes . : Pets : . [ .040. ] do you have any pets: yeah [ .041. ] what are their names: Raven, Sammi, and Trini and the next animal that i get will be called Gambit [ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: Raven and Sammi- cats Trini- turtle and Gambit will be either a chinchilla or a guinea pig . : School : . [ .043. ] are you still in school: well yes but not now since it's summer [ .044. ] did you drop out: no [ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: i dont know [ .046. ] favorite grade: 8th [ .047. ] least favorite grade: 2nd [ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mrs. McNiece [ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Mrs. Chella [ .050. ] favorite subject: English i guess [ .051. ] least favorite subject: Math [ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: buy [ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: no [ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: nope [ .055. ] are/were you popular: in 6th-7th grade i was but now thankfully i am not. [ .056. ] favorite dance: none [ .057. ] favorite memory: March 17th, 2003 [ .058. ] least favorite dance: nono [ .059. ] least favorite memory: i dont remember [ .060. ] most humiliating moment: i never had one but i knowt hat jen did. :) [ .061. ] number: 1024 [ .062. ] clothing brand: eh whatever really [ .063. ] shoes: AFI vans or converse [ .064. ] saying: dont have one [ .065. ] tv show: totally the weekenders. heh [ .066. ] sport: i dont really like sports [ .067. ] vegetable: tomato [ .068. ] fruit: kiwi [ .069. ] movie: LOTR fotr and ttt...heh, X-Men and X2, and Pirates of the Caribbean [ .070. ] magazine: i dont really like magazines too much anymore [ .071. ] actor: probably Hugh Jackman and Johnny Depp [ .072. ] actress: Famke Jannsen [ .073. ] candy: Swedish Fish [ .074. ] gum: any kind really [ .075. ] scent: my deodorant? [ .076. ] candy bar: milky way [ .077. ] ice cream flavor: chocolate chip cookie dough [ .078. ] color: red, black and white [ .079. ] season: spring [ .080. ] holiday: St. Patrick's Day :) [ .081. ] band: Ours, Blindside, Incubus, AFI, HIM [ .082. ] singer: Jimmy Gnecco [ .083. ] group: ... [ .084. ] rapper: gay [ .085. ] type of music: rock, punk, alternative i guess you could say [ .086. ] thing in your room: bed or posters [ .087. ] place to be: my house [ .088. ] radio station: recently it's been wbcn [ .089. ] tv channel: 220-223, 301-361 [ .090. ] junk food: bugles [ .091. ] overall food: uhhh pizza i guess [ .092. ] store: i dont know [ .093. ] shoe brand: vans or converse [ .094. ] fast food: burger king [ .095. ] restaurant: friendly's [ .096. ] shape: circle? [ .097. ] time of day: 12:00 p.m. [ .098. ] country: Sweden [ .099. ] state: New Jersey [ .100. ] boys name: Jimmy, Rick, Brandon, Logan, Remy [ .101. ] girls name: Rogue. [ .102. ] mall: eh. [ .103. ] video game: none [ .104. ] shampoo: whatever the stuff i use is called [ .105. ] board game: candy land. :) [ .106. ] computer game: none [ .107. ] car: eh. [ .108. ] music video: Ours- Sometimes or HIM- Wicked Games [ .109. ] swear word: freaking. heh [ .110. ] word: totally [ .111. ] month: July [ .112. ] cartoon: the weekenders [ .113. ] scary movie: Jeepers Creepers [ .114. ] team: none [ .115. ] possession: i dont know . : What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear : . [ .116. ] eminem: gay [ .117. ] dog: leash [ .118. ] hot: Rick Cullen [ .119. ] britney spears: rich [ .120. ] nsync: retarded [ .121. ] real world: matt [ .122. ] orange: county [ .123. ] choice: drugs [ .124. ] fuck: you [ .125. ] bisexual: man [ .126. ] black: beauty [ .127. ] icq:computer [ .128. ] insane clown posse: stupid idiots [ .129. ] linkin park: chester [ .130. ] jack: sparrow [ .131. ] rainbow: brite [ .132. ] cherry: pie [ .133. ] cucumber: good [ .134. ] shark: water [ .135. ] lifehouse: jason wade [ .136. ] bat: ball [ .137. ] leather: cow [ .138. ] whip: floor [ .139. ] america: country [ .140. ] water: shower [ .141. ] volcano: the movie . : This or that : . [ .142. ] rock or rap: rock [ .143. ] rock or pop: rock [ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock [ .145. ] rock or metal: either [ .146. ] rap or pop: neither [ .147. ] rap or r&b: neither [ .148. ] rap or metal: metal [ .149. ] pop or r&b: neither [ .150. ] pop or metal: metal [ .151. ] r&b or metal: metal [ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park [ .153. ] tool or korn: tool [ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: selena [ .155. ] hot or cold: cold [ .156. ] winter or summer: summer [ .157. ] spring or fall: spring [ .158. ] shakira or britney: britney [ .159. ] icp or eminem: ewww neither [ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: rob zombie [ .161. ] kittie or garbage: garbage [ .162. ] mtv or vh1: mtv [ .163. ] buffy or angel: buffy [ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gilmore girls [ .165. ] football or basketball: neither [ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: summer [ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding [ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: skateboarding [ .169. ] black or white: black [ .170. ] orange or red: red [ .171. ] yellow or green: green [ .172. ] purple or pink: pink [ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: slipknot [ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: pac sun [ .175. ] inside or outside: inside [ .176. ] weed or alcohol: neither [ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell phone [ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen [ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: charlie's angels [ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: scooby doo [ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: pokemon [ .182. ] star wars or star trek: star wars [ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: tattoos [ .184. ] prep or punk: punk [ .185. ] slut or whore: neither . : Private life : . [ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: yes, boyfriend [ .187. ] do you have a crush: boyfriend [ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: yes [ .189. ] have you ever been in love: i am [ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: about 4 [ .191. ] who was your first kiss: i'd rather not say [ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: none i dont think [ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: 1 [ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: i love you [ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: gorgeous, nice, funny, smart, caring, thoughtful [ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: yeah [ .197. ] please post it if you do: no thanks [ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yeah [ .199. ] please post it if you do: no thanks [ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: first impression is obviously looks since when you see a person you can't say oh i like his personality but their personality is really important [ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: well i guess you could say that [ .202. ] are you still friends: nope [ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: no [ .204. ] do you smoke weed: no [ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no [ .206. ] how about a little x : no [ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: no no no [ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: beer bad [ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: i wouldnt know [ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: no [ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: neither [ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: none [ .213. ] are you a virgin: yes [ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: ^^ . : Would you ever : . [ .215. ] bungee jump: i think so [ .216. ] sky dive: maybe [ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yeah [ .218. ] scuba dive: no [ .219. ] go rock climbing: yes [ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: no [ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: maybe [ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: i'm gonna have to say no unless someone else had Rick then i would have to attack. [ .223. ] cross-dress: nope [ .224. ] lie to the police: maybe [ .225. ] run from the police: depends [ .226. ] lie to your parents: if the time called for it [ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: probably not [ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: no [ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: no [ .230. ]streak:no :.Your friends : . [ .231. ] best friend: my imaginary chinchilla [ .232. ] known longest: jen [ .233. ] wish you talked to more: liz i guess [ .234. ] wish you saw more: jen and liz [ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: about 3 [ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: uhhh candice [ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Rick [ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': nope [ .239. ] craziest: liz [ .240. ] loudest: liz [ .241. ] shyest: none [ .242. ] best hair: jen [ .243. ] can always make you laugh: jen [ .244. ] best eyes: jen [ .245. ] best body: Rick [ .246. ] most athletic: none [ .247. ] sex symbol: Rick. heh [ .248. ] hot tempered: none [ .249. ] most impatient: me [ .250. ] shortest: jen [ .251. ] tallest: Rick [ .252. ] talented: jen [ .253. ] best singer: i dont know [ .254. ] skinniest: Rick. heh [ .255. ] nicest: jen [ .256. ] best personality: jen [ .257. ] biggest drug user: none . : Have you ever : . [ .258. ] flashed someone: no [ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: yeah [ .260. ] been to michigan: no [ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: no [ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: no [ .263. ] skateboarded: i tried but i fell [ .264. ] skinny dipped: no [ .265. ] stolen anything: no [ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: no [ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: no [ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: yes [ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: no [ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: no [ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: no [ .273. ] gone on a road trip: no [ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: no [ .275. ] been to a concert: yes [ .276. ] been to another country: no [ .277. ] talked back to an adult: yes [ .278. ] got pulled over: no [ .279. ] got in a car accident: yeah [ .280. ] broke a law: no [ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: no [ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: no [ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: yes [ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: no [ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: no [ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it: no . : Opinions : . [ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: it's stupid [ .288. ] about boy bands: they're gay [ .289. ] about flag burning: hah. whatever [ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: gay [ .291. ] about suicide: not useful [ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: so what, you dont have to listen [ .293. ] about abortion: if you dont want the kid then i guess it's okay [ .294. ] about rock/metal music: it's good [ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: living somewhere with Rick [ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Rick possibly jen and liz since she's related to Rick . : What did you do : . [ .297. ] last birthday: nothing [ .298. ] yesterday: went to my aunt's house and then came home and watch X-Men all day [ .299. ] last weekend: saw T3 [ .300. ] christmas: stayed here and everyone came over [ .301. ] thanksgiving: went to my aunt's house [ .302. ] new year's eve: hung out at my house [ .303. ] halloween: went to jen's [ .304. ] easter: was in florida [ .305. ] valentine's day: went to a blindside concert :) . : the last : . [ .306. ] thing you ate: cake [ .307. ] thing you drank: talking stuff [ .308. ] thing you wore: green shorts and blue tank top thing [ .309. ] place you went: my kitchen [ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: my ears [ .311. ] person you saw: my mom [ .312. ] person you kissed: Rick [ .313. ] person you fucked: no one [ .314. ] person you talked to: my mom [ .315. ] song you heard: something on hey arnold . : Now : . [ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing [ .317. ] what are you drinking: nothing [ .318. ] what are you wearing: green shorts and blue tank top thingy [ .319. ] any shoes on: nope [ .320. ] hair: up [ .321. ] listening to: hey arnold [ .322. ] talking to anyone: nope [ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: no . : Yes or no : . [ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: no [ .325. ] do you like cows: yes [ .326. ] are you a bitch: no [ .327. ] are you artistic: no [ .328. ] do you write poetry: no [ .329. ] are you a fast runner: not really [ .330. ] can you ski: no [ .331. ] are you british: no [ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: i could care less [ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: no [ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: yes [ .335. ] would you eat mac &cheese with hot dogs in it: no [ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made alice in wonderland: it's possible, but no [ .337. ] are you straight: yes [ .338. ] are you ?stupid, ?insane, and another ?physically handicapped: no no and no 4 fallen souls| dream you're alive

hello, i love you [10 Jul 2003|06:25pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Kidneythieves-Before I'm Dead ] well here is my first update in a long time and i think that it calls for it since a lot has gone on in the last week or so. starting back with july 3rd, i went over to Rick's for the celebration thingy in hough's neck and hung out with Rick and geoff and frank and liz and torrie, it was really fun and i am now definately convinced that Rick knows everyone in hough's neck. yeah so then after the thing i went back to Rick's and slept over since we didn't get back to his house til like midnight and it was really fun. on monday of this week, which was the 7th i think, liz slept over since we were going to six flags the next day and Rick came over for a while but didn't sleep over for some unknown reason. the next day i woke up at 5:30 and got ready to go to six flags and then me and my mom and liz left here at about 7 and went to pick up Rick and then we were on our way to six flags. when we first got there it was soo hot it wasn't even funny, the whole day was miserably hot so thank god for the water park. me and liz went on the batman first and then the mind eraser and then the flashback and then we were so hot so we went to the water park and only me and Rick went in first but it was so fun, one of the highlights of the day was swimming with Rick cause it was just so fun. later on liz came in and then we ate cause we are all fat cows. after eating we went back on the batman and then the batman again since it's just so awesome and we all decided that the superman was just too much. after this we went back to the water park and me liz and Rick all went into this pool area and swam and attacked eachother and then Rick got out and me and liz got hit on by eternal blue and then liz got molested in the wave pool by an old man so we soon got out and went down a few water slides. this was almost the end of our day and then we went on the mind eraser and the batman one more time and then we left. when we got back to my house we ordered pizza since we were all hungry and then liz and Rick slept over but Rick had to be home early the next morning so we dropped him off at like 9:30 and then me and liz and my mom went down to my aunt's house so my mom could get her hair done. (i'm thinking of doing my hair black with bright red tips, any comments on that idea i would like to hear them) after this we went to friendly's and had our orders messed up twice but it was okay cause i guess it was still good. we came home and then went online to check what time pirates of the caribbean was playing and then we went to the 5 o clock show and it was one of the best movies ever. it was so funny and good that i could see it many more times, it's right up there with LOTR and X-Men. not to mention orlando bloom and johnny depp looked sexy. now i am here doing nothing since my fun 3 days is over but i will hopefully be seeing Rick tonight. oh and i forgot to mention that i got my new AFI old skool vans and i totally rock. okay well that's all for now. Jimmy Gnecco everyone, and OURS has a new video for Realize, JIMMY GNECCO IS SO SEXY!!!! http://www.miseryhead.net/img/6248.jpg i love Rick Cullen so muchly. :) 5 fallen souls| dream you're alive

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