||from autumn to ashes- milligram smile
Did you spend your childhood time with mostly real or imaginary friends?: Uh, myself. No imaginary, or real friends.Loser.
Did people consider you an odd child?:I was a little.. strange.
Do you have memories that go back to when you were only a few months old?: I have memories from when i was a few years old. Not that young though
Do you remember any thoughts you had when you where very young?:ah, yes.
Were they intricate or simple thoughts?: many were complex thoughts, i started reading early..
If you answered "intricate", give an example of one of those thoughts:I don't know.. would wonder things about the earth, and i would program my mind into remembering how people looked when they lied. (my dad's a big liar...)
Were you dreams very vivid as a child?:Rarley.. i didn't start having vivid dreams until a few years ago.
What is the strangest memory you have from early childhood?: Strangest? meeting a clown at a piza parlor.
Were you a child prodigy or did you display any gifts at a young age?: No. I learned how to read + talk early.. dosn't make me a prodigy..*le duh*
What was the most "grown-up" thing you ever said as a child?: don't know
What were your favoite TV shows in early childhood?: I was quite fond of strawberry shortcake
Were you afraid of monsters?: I was never really that bad with the monster under the bed thing. I was more into reality, you know, kid nappers and stuff.
Did you believe that fictional characters were real?:I used to wish they were
Were you more quiet and artistic or loud and physical?: quiet and artistic
Issues and US Stuff
Do you eat meat?: occasionally
If you do, what is your justification for it?:...Because i want to. Moron.
If you could legalize 3 things in the US, what would they be?: killing the president if hes a moron,and uhhh... OOH gay marraiges.. *shoots george bush dead in the eye* FUCKER.
Do you belive in the death penalty?:Uh.. well.. I don't know. Depends on what they did.
Did Mumia do it?: sure.
If you had a choice, which country would you have chosen to be born into?: I don't know...
What are your opinions of Michael Moore?:*shrugs*
Describe your feelings about marijuana legalization:I don't like drugs. I despise them. Even if it was legalized, i would not partake in it.
What about gay marriage?: I don't think it should even be a question. Legalize it, god damnit.
Red, White and Blue is a ghastly color combination, right?:...okay.Sure, yes it is.
What television news coverage do you detest the most?:Uh, chanell 3. Makes me want to shoot myself
What will you do if Bush is re-elected? Cry/scream/celebrate etc...:Go insanly crazy with anger. Hes a fucking close minded moron. redneck.
Which state do you think will drop off into the ocean first?: Don't know.
Who do you consider "American Heros"?: *cough* dunno.
Completely Obtuse And Silly Questions
Have you ever taken something apart just to see how it worked? Explain.:No.
Do you ever yell at the television while you are alone? Reason?:Who says i have to be alone? I talk to the TV bunches.
Name a few things (if any) that you bought on Ebay recently:Nothing.
Are the Muppets sinister? Think about it.:Why, of course.
Do you watch the Science Channel (Discovery) on a regular basis?:No....
Ever gotten into an "in person" argument with a total stranger? Discuss: Tons of times.
Sugar or Honey?: sugar. I dont find the taste of honey appealing at all. In tea, okay, honey.
What's on your desk right now?:Coke cans, CD case,CDs,Papers,notebooks,watermelon jolly ranchers, speakers,mouse,mousepad.. STUFF
How many e-mails do you recieve a day?:Don't know.
Do you think that time travel is a possibility?:Sure.
Have you ever had a past life regression?:I'm not sure if thats what it was, but possibly
Are you slightly addicted to online tests and surveys?: Yeahh
San Francisco or New York City?:Either.
Are you really a famous person undercover on Live Journal?: Oh god.*ducks* you found me out.
Are you really an alien spectator studying the human condition via LJ?: Mmhmm.
What are your favorite color combinations?:Well, as for colors.. nothing. Shades black + white. Shades and colors:black white and red
Close your eyes and type the first random image that pops into your head: writing on a piece of paper.
Do you enjoy night or day better?:Night
Favorite animal:Cats..i still don't have one though *sigh*
Have you ever been to a protest?: No.
Aggravated a cop on purpose?:Why of course.
Worst decision you ever made?:*smashes head into wall repeatedly*
Ever gone train hopping/ridden the rails?:No.
Best invention of this century? Worst?: Everything is both. The televsion: good for relaxation, bad for the obease who need to get out and exersize.
If you could choose a time period in which to live, which would it be?:London.. 18th-19th century
Ever put your hand through a window?:No i havn't
List a few words you hate the sound of:A few...
And a few you like the sound of:A few, i dont know. I like words.
Are you sick of this survey yet? Well, fuck you. There's more....:Not really
Emotions And Such
Have you attempted suicide more than once?: I don't want to die
Cutting?:Yeah i cut..
Do you get violent when you are angry?:I can be. Depends.
Which emotion are you most consumed by?:Depression,worriness,concern,anger,nothingness.
Are you highly emotive?: yeah
Do you discuss problems or keep them to yourself?:myself
Do you fall in love easily?: No
What age/year was the most difficult for you?:this + last year have been my worst.
How do you channel your anger/sadness?:music.singing,writing..
Ever been addicted to alcohol or drugs?:No.
Ever been homeless?: No.
List a few simple things that make you happy::music,reading,chocolate,walking in the rain
When were you most recently your happiest?:. Don't know....
Do you consider yourself empathetic?:Yeah..it's not always a good thing. Sometimes i make myself disregaurd it.
Describe your best friend as if you were describing a character from a film:crazy,empathetic(more so than myself)
Do you have friends that are drastically different from each other?: Yes
List a few key traits that all of your friends have in common:Fucking insane.
Do you keep in touch with friends from highschool?: ..............
Have you lost touch with many of your friends?:Yeah
Are they mostly local or long distance?:local, one of my best friends moved though =(
When you go out with friends, what kinds of things do you do?: mall, houses.
Have you ever been betrayed by a close friend?: Yeah.
If yes, are you still friends with that person?: Yes.. one of them, because i was too close with her to let it go. The others i ditched.I don't need that shit
Are your friends mostly your age, younger or older?:alot are the same or older.
Do you have a hard time making friends because most people bore you?:Yeah. Well.. people are stupid.
Do you like to hang out with friends one-on-one or in groups?:With my close friends, all of us together is great.
Which of your online friends do you have the most in common with?:Online friends? joe.
Are you close to your family?:No particularly
What traits are you glad you inherited from them?:From my mother- independance.
Which traits are you pissed off you inherited from them?: alot
What sitcom does your family most remind you of?:None.
Does your family live locally or far away?: locally.
Have you ever stopped speaking to someone in your family?:for periods of time, yes
Have either of your parents died?: no.
Is your family very much like you or are you opposites?:they're not like me..
How many siblings do you have?: 1
Has your family ever thrown food at each other?:nope.Acctually, my dad once threw a pizza crust at my cousin and it hit her in the forhead. That was funny.
Are the holidays a nightmare or a time of joy?:*smahes head into wall* SHIT.
Do you look like your parents?:...dont know
List one interesting fact about your family:My mothers side were all insane. My fathers side are mostly bottled up backstabbers.They'll never tell you the truth about what they think of you.
Gay, Straight, Bi-sexual or no idea?: Im straight. I don't mind being around gay or bisexual people though.
Ever gone out with someone you were embarassed to be seen with?:No..what the fuck would be the point?
Ever broken someones heart?: Don't think so.
How many serious relationships have you had?: 1 *smacks self in face*
Do you believe in monogamy?: Uh... I personally don't think i plan on getting married.Maybe, i don't know.I would rather be truley in love with someone and be able to say that, and mean it, then say 'Yeah, im married'
Have you ever lusted obsessively over someone you knew you couldn't have?: If you count celebrities, sure.
Do you believe in the theory of soulmates?: yeah, well.. i dont know. yeah i think i do.
Ever cheated?: No. Never will.
Been cheated on?: yes. That stupid bastard. My hatred NEVER will subside for what he did to me.more than just cheated on me, mind you.
Thrown someones stuff out on the lawn/stairs/etc.?:Yeah
Had your stuff thrown out on the lawn/stairs/etc.?:no
Most important emotional qualities of a lover?:alot
Most important physical qualities?:dosn't matter to me that much. It's nice, but i dont care about it.
Watermelon: jolly ranchers
Food & Drink
Non-alcoholic beverage of choice::water/soda
Alcoholic beverage of choice::i dont drink
Foods you crave on a regulr basis::bread
Salsa and Chips or Pita and Hummus?:neither
Meat or Tofu?: ..either. I don't eat meat alot. Normally just chicken. Im a chicken person =)
Soup or Salad?: Soup
Soda or Juice?: soda
Can I get you anything else?:.....
What's your problem?:Haha. Alot
Favorite candy:: jolly ranchers,hershey,gummi bears. those are all i'll eat. The occasional twix.
Favorite food to make::pancakes.*flip* heh.
Food brand that you hate?: tons of shit
Do you try to buy all organic?: ehhhhhhh
Favorite quick food?: nothing
Would You Rather...
Eat a steak or a whole tube of toothpaste?: ...neither...
Be covered in papercuts or cigarette burns?:mm.. uh.. paper cuts. To be covered in cigarette burns it would imply a cigarette would have to be light around me.
Be percieved as intelligent or street-smart (but not both)?: Well.. i don't know. I find myself more intelligent, than i am streetsmart but i suppose im a little of both. I don't care really.
Eat a bottle cap or a spider the size of a bottle cap?: Bottle cap.
Have to always eat standing up or always enter your car from the sunroof.: i dont have a car.. *sigh* so i guess eating standing up.
Be ruled exclusively by your heart or your mind?: Mine, my mind and heart usually cooperate anyway.
Have the power to read minds or make anyone fall in love with you?:read minds,only when i chose to though, none of that 24 hour hearing voices shit.
Chew shards of broken glass or sit on a lighted barbeque grill?:oh glass.
Not be able to tell the time or not know left from right?: not be able to tell time.
Be able to fly or be able to render yourself invisible?: invisibility.
Eat 15 feet of aluminum foil or swallow 3 steel guitar strings?FOIL.
Have questionable integrity or no sense of humor?: uh.. questionable integrity.
Always spit when you talk or always be spit on while spoken to?: Neither *dies* i hate spit
Granted the answers to any 3 questions or ability to resurrect one person?: 3 questions. No one in particlular i would like to resurect at the moment.
Ever had a great song ruined for you after it was used in a commercial?:No.. the only song i liked that was put into a commercial was one by the cure.. maybe a few by queen, and i still liked the songs anyway.
Ever yelled at an SUV?: heh sure
A Hummer?:YES. theyre fucking ugly
Ever faked being sick to get out of going somewhere?: Every fucking week
Horror film that freaked you out the most?:hmm.. the ring? Heh, i dont know. The exorsist maybe.
Horror film that is so scary, you could not be paid to watch it again.: i would see any horror film over again. I love horror films.
If you could turn back time and change one thing, what would it be?: Nothing, don't you know about the whole 'change your past, change your present' shit?
Bambi or Nemo?:Neither, they both suck.
List 3 things that are worrying you right now: a few things
Are you sick of this survey yet?: Nah
It's too fucking long, right?: no.
Well, I'm just trying to help you pass the time.: Kay
How long have you been on LJ?: this is a blurty, dear. Since august.
Do you find it t be a fulfilling experience?: ..Uh.. not really
Describe the last dream you had: A nightmare a few nights ago. I forget what really happened. All i know is that it was scary.
Ever brought a lawsuit against a company?: no
Ever sang at a Karaoke bar?: no
What was the worst concert you ever went to?: fuck you.
The best?:None.*le sigh*
Do you think you'll ever have children if you don't already?:no
Do you think there is life on other planets?: Yep
Have you ever saved a dying animal?: No.
Most disgusting thing you have ever "found" in your food:: hair, a tooth
Have you ever broken a leg or arm?:no
Would you rather stay in the house or do things outside: Inside. Im not much for the sun. (ever see all those old people with sunspots?)
Do people make their own reality? Is there one true reality? Discuss.:Reality is overrated. Some people chose to live their own worlds out, in their minds..their thoughts. So there are many realities.
David Letterman or Jay Leno?: neither
Last words?: biotch