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ew, it's sunday [05 Jun 2005|10:07am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Backstreet Boys =) ] hmm..this weekend was fun. it went by too fast. wayyy too fast. friday, i went to school. i was actually really hyper that day. it's almost over. basically, all that's left to do is review for finals, then take finals, and thats pretty much it. thank god. and i get to skip 2. then i went home on amanda's bus and we finished our project for lesbo shelly on panama. we adopted a panamanian family, and we named the father tomali, the son guacamole, the mom snugglebunny, and the daughter, jean. hah. oh gosh i had soo much fun with her..hotdog..lmao..yeah she randomly was coloring our poster and said that..i love amanda teresa anne beccaria soo much then i went to kelli's with jamie and amanda. and that was fun too. we swam in the rain. then went in the "cuzzi" aka jacuzzi. tee hee. umm..saturday was boring. till i went to the movies at night with kelli and jamie and saw Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants that was good. i cried..a lot. lol. but it was good. it was really different from the book. then i got in a fight with my mom cuz she pisses me off cuz shes never home and i hate it..and my dads never home either..so im always home alone..and i hate it..but yeah..its all good. k now today my mom wanted me to go to AC with her and her friend but i didnt wanna go unless someone came with me and no one could come and she left already..so that sucks. then i made myself breakfast and cleaned the house a little while listening to boy bands. how fun! but now that's over..so im gonna go chill at jamie's later. and i love jamie cuz she's awesome. the end. Leave a Comment

ew, it's sunday [05 Jun 2005|10:07am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Backstreet Boys =) ] hmm..this weekend was fun. it went by too fast. wayyy too fast. friday, i went to school. i was actually really hyper that day. it's almost over. basically, all that's left to do is review for finals, then take finals, and thats pretty much it. thank god. and i get to skip 2. then i went home on amanda's bus and we finished our project for lesbo shelly on panama. we adopted a panamanian family, and we named the father tomali, the son guacamole, the mom snugglebunny, and the daughter, jean. hah. oh gosh i had soo much fun with her..hotdog..lmao..yeah she randomly was coloring our poster and said that..i love amanda teresa anne beccaria soo much then i went to kelli's with jamie and amanda. and that was fun too. we swam in the rain. then went in the "cuzzi" aka jacuzzi. tee hee. umm..saturday was boring. till i went to the movies at night with kelli and jamie and saw Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants that was good. i cried..a lot. lol. but it was good. it was really different from the book. then i got in a fight with my mom cuz she pisses me off cuz shes never home and i hate it..and my dads never home either..so im always home alone..and i hate it..but yeah..its all good. k now today my mom wanted me to go to AC with her and her friend but i didnt wanna go unless someone came with me and no one could come and she left already..so that sucks. then i made myself breakfast and cleaned the house a little while listening to boy bands. how fun! but now that's over..so im gonna go chill at jamie's later. and i love jamie cuz she's awesome. the end. Leave a Comment

ohmigosh! [02 Jun 2005|09:41pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | NSYNC!! ] i quit my job today. the boss lady hung up on me. im glad i don't work for a biznatch like her anymore. or whoever. her son..whoever. i don't even know how much i was getting paid. i don't care. i'll find another job. i dont like serving all those people at the berlin farmers market. i lasted a day, ew. but it's dirty there..so why serve food at a dirty place if i wouldnt even normally buy it there? so yeah. im done with that. yeah so today i had this urge, i wanted to listen to nsync. so i'm listening to them right now. i hope they have a reunion just like the backstreet boys. cuz that would be uber cool. i still remember that little dance they did in the dirty pop video. lol, yeah im a geek like that. i'm a true nsync fan. other than that cool stuff my day was boring..as usual. i can't wait till tomorrow, i have a fun day ahead of me =) Leave a Comment

%^$%$ [01 Jun 2005|09:26pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | anberlin-paperthin hymn ] it's pretty cool that people still comment in this thing. thankyou=) uh, today was boring. the most exciting part was when michelle dropped her cupcake jigger in the hallway. lol, i love you mish<3 don't think of it as embarrassing, think of it as making my day more exciting. lol. umm..i came home then at like 5 i fell asleep and didnt wake up till freakin 9. i guess i was tired. im gonna go..watch a movie or something. byefornow. 2 Comments <3 Leave a Comment

wow.. [31 May 2005|10:54pm] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | counting crows- i am ready for love ] hmm..wow..remember this thing? my life became to busy to keep writing in it. i forgot about it. i always end up getting bored and coming back to it. it's amazing how so much has changed since the last time i wrote in this thing. some people are completely out of the picture, and theres some new people in it..wow..just..wow..i read over some of the shit in here and can't believe i said it. a lot has changed, and a lot hasn't changed. people still piss me off that'll never change. i know a pathalogical lier, who needs help. and who has caused so much trouble for me..and i dont know what exactly to do about it. i'm still trying to figure it out. and, i know great people. my best friends in the world. jamie, kelli, michelle, redman, amanda, maggie, taryn, diana, and lexi, just to name a few. thats mostly all of them i think. i love them with all my heart and probably couldnt even live without them. i know theyre the ones who will never ever leave me, and i'll never leave them. and i know you all wish you were all cool as them. but youre not. so youve gotta deal. i'm happy school is almost out, and i won't be a stupid freshman anymore, i'll be a sophmore, and hopefully it'll be a better school year. even though this one was fun i just hope next years is better. yeah, well i'm done for now. it's late and i guess i need to try to go to sleep. night. 4 Comments <3 Leave a Comment

[31 Jan 2005|08:04pm] [ mood | aggravated ] i wish people would just butt the fuck out and let me handle my own shit...you only make things worse... my day sucked...how was yours? Leave a Comment

[30 Jan 2005|02:00pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | velvet revolver...something different.. ] yesterday was cool. me and jamie babie went to the wrestling match at 12. that was cool. then afterwards we went to my house and chillaxed like all day just talkin and stuff. i love jamie i can tell her anything. and that's awesome. we were listening to my brother and his friends go on about weird people at the table. that was kinda of funny. then we chilled more. then jamie went home, and this depressed me a little, but then caitlin called and i got invited to her house, so i went. and me her and dan chillaxed and watched a movie and did other cool stuff. we're too cool for school, way too cool. but we all go anyway. hmm, i dyed my hair today. its like a bright redish auburn color, im not too sure if i like it again. we'll see how people like it soon because im leaving for a party in about 15 minutes...and i dont know anyone there, but like 2 people. so i hope that goes okay..hmm..well i gotta go get a card now, klater. 2 Comments <3 Leave a Comment

[28 Jan 2005|08:07pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | maroon 5 ] hmm..today was sucky yet good. i had algebra and science mid terms. too many numbers, they gave me a headache. then after school me and jameizzle headed up to the gallery and had ourselves some good gallery food. mmmm! nummy. then we walked in the freezing cold back to my house. and that really sucked because the sides of the road had all that dirty snow crap so we had to somehow dodge that without getting hit by a car. which wasn't exactly easy. we ended up like running down garwood road...lol. so then when we got to my house and chillaxed there. then she went home, then i fell asleep, for like ever. blahhhhhh. friday nights are stuuupid anyway. well, not really but since this one sucked they are. okay, so this dance is soon. im not sure if i'm going. no date, no dress...NO DANCE! yep, that's my moddow, or at least it should be. i'm gonna make it my moddow. and if i do go, im not going all out for it, im not gonna get my hair done, i'll do my own nails since last time i had fake ones part of the fake nail and my real nail was hanging off after someone ran into me in softball and i had to get an operation to get the rest removed and they stuck 5 needled in my hand to numb me, but i don't know that crap they use doesnt work so i still felt it..so yeah, i think i'll paint them myself. dances are just too much trouble..hm, well im bored so im gonna go find something to entertain me. klaterrrr. Leave a Comment

[27 Jan 2005|06:43pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | sugarcult ] school was boring. i had a history mid term that i did not study for and it was hard as fuck. ew, stupid lesbo shelly is a whore. i had my last class with marc thats so sad. =(. im so depressed now. after that i had 2 hours of lunch. that wasnt so bad. interesting..but not bad. we just chillaxed by our table, then by the weiner stand. (aka the place where they were selling the hot dogs that smelt like a car tire.) but yeah, pretty much my day. boring, yes, but that is a-okay. welp, im done. kbye. Leave a Comment

[26 Jan 2005|08:48pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | jimmy eat world- sweetness ] hmm.. nothin much to say. school was boring. i had english mid terms which turned out to be easier than i thought, and then i had to 2 effin hours of gym. it was so boring so we stayed in the weight room the whole time and did absolutely nothing. around 7 i went to the wrestling match with jamie jv won but varsity lost really bad. me and jay had fun making fun of guys fondling eachother in those little things they wear. they grab eachother in the balls and stuff. ew. but it was fun cuz i love jamie. and now im gonna go study i have a history mid term tomorrow. 1 Comments <3 Leave a Comment

blah, midterms suck [25 Jan 2005|06:04pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | the killers- mr. brightside ] blah, today was a half day but it seemed longer than most full days do. i dont like being in class for 2 hours, i only needed 30 minutes at the most to take those damn midterms. and theyre so freakin easy. spanish was boring but theatre was more interesting since theres people like cuhhrazy whoa in that class like jay and bri and nicole and other people. but diech can be a bitch. so yeah, today was boring. i talked on the phone with jamie for a while since i love her to death shes a silly girl. we had the oddest conversation about hot pocketslol, i dont know we talk about weird crap. she keeps my life interesting. cuz right now, it's kinda startin to suck really bad. this is the first time my life has sucked since the summer, i think i made a new record. so people want me to go to this dance? what's gonne be so good about this dance anyway? after all, it's just a stupid dance. it'll be just like the last one. except dumber. jeez, im such a pessimist. im gonna go talk to amanda since she makes me happy. i'm out.. laturrr 1 Comments <3 Leave a Comment

bored like crazy whoa, this is from err's gj [23 Jan 2005|11:21pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | hawthorne heights ] 1.What time is it?12:22 am. yeah, im bored. okay?! Personal 2.Do you want to answer these? im bored. so yes. 3.Name? Brittany 4.Name spelled backwards? ynattirB 5.What is your quest? to be able to fall asleep...tonight. 6.Nickname? Brinn, Brinnie, Brinnsz, anything Jamie calls me..and umm..Britt..and w.e else people call me.. 7.Age? 14..im a youngin..but ill be 14 in like 3 months, bitches. 8.Hometown? E-real 9.What were you born in? hospital? durr.. 10.Where do you live now? E-real 11.What state? New Jersey. stinkyyy. 12.Ever going to move? i love e-real..sometimes.. 13.Would you rather live somewhere else? sometimes. 14.Birthdate? April 17, 1990<3 15.When do you blow out your candles? uhh, April 17? 16.Day you were born? i was born on a tuesday i think.. 17.Zodiac sign? Aries. 18.Do you know what that is? a ram? 19.Sex? female 20.Height? like 5'7" 21.Weight? NEVER ask a girl how much she weighs..freaks.. 22.Eye color? sucky brown, my mom tells me its because im full of shit.:-/ 23.Hair color? brown. but its dyed like a red color, they was definetly professionally done but it faded.. 24.Any siblings? a brother... 25.Names and ages? Earl 17 26.Do you get along with them? when hes not an ass, yes. 27.Any pets? a dawg! 28.Names? Zoe, she's fat. 29.Parents? NAHH!..idiots.. 30.Names? Earl and Debora. 31.Do you get along with them? i get along with my mom...most of the time. 32.Married or divorced? married 33.How long? like 20 years or something.. 34.Website? i have a myspace? 35.Email? my e-mail adress sucks.. 36.AIM s/n? oOoSNAPitsBRITT 37.Yahoo s/n? dont have one. 38.ICQ? jeez, like no one has one of those.. 39.MSN? i dont have one of those either.. 40.How many people are on your buddy list?170...i just cleaned it out too! 41.Phone number? you can ask me if you want it... 42.Personality? why dont you tell me. School 43. Do you want to answer these? bring it on. 44.What school do you go to? timber creek 45.What year are you? '08 46.What are you? a freshie :-/ 47.Hardest class? honors english 48.Easiest class? theatre arts. 49.Most fun class? does lunch count? 50.What day did school start? september 7? i think 51.Do you have classes with friends? yes i made a bunch of new friends :-D 52.Do you have friends? yeahhh..some 53.Do you go to school events? some of them. 54.What was the last event you went to? a hockey game. 55.Do you have school spirit? it depends.. 56.Do you go to dances? yeah.. 57.Stag (isn't this a male deer? I know it is) or with someone? either works for me..but i havent been to one alone yet..but ive only been to 2 homecomings.. Relationships 58. Do you want to answer these? just ask me the fucking questions.. 59.Have a significant other? no. i wish i did. 60.What is their name? why dont you tell me. 61.How old are they? tell me that too. 62.How long have you been going out? yeah, this too. 63.Have you been faithful? no i havent.. 64.Do you have a crush? yes. 65.Who? its not like people dont already know.. 66.Do they know you like them? yes. 67.You ever going to tell them? i fucking told you that they knew.. 68.Do you have an online crush? umm..he goes online? 69.Who? this is confusing.. In the Past 24 Hours Have You? 70. Do you wonder why I'm asking these questions? sorta.. 71.Had a serious talk? yeah. 72.Hugged someone? yes i hugged my dog! 73.Fought with a friend? jamie hung up on me..does that count? oh yeah she called me a jerk too! 74.Cried? i wanted to.. 75.Laughed? of course. 76.Made someone laugh? yep. :-D cuz im good like that.. 77.Bought something? nope. 78.Cut your hair? nope. 79.Felt stupid? extremely.. 80.Talked to someone you love? yesssa! 81.Missed someone? yepp. Have-you-ever ? 82. You want me to tell you? umm... 83.Smoked? no thats gross.. 84.Stolen something? yeah..but not like from a store..lol.. 85.Done drugs? no. thats gross too.. 86.Drank? who doesnt? 87.Gotten drunk? no, and i agree with err, youre supposed to stop before youre totally wasted.. 88.Eaten an entire box of Oreos? not in one day.. 89.Been dumped? psh, fuck yes...i think theres a sign on my head that says "dump me" 90.Had someone be unfaithful to you? maybe.. 91.Hiked up a mountain? haha, believe it or not, yeah i actually have.. 92.Stayed home on Saturday night, just because? yes..of course. 93.Been in love? i think so.. 94.Seen the White House? yeahhh! CWL SAFETY PATROL 04' REPRESENT! lmao..k im done.. 95.Seen the Eiffel Tower? i wish. 96.Try smoking? no. 97.Played monopoly? yeah and i suck. 98.Seen Titanic? who hasnt? 99.Kissed someone? yepp. 100.Tried a weight loss program? nah, but i think i should.. 101.Jumped on a trampoline? yayahhh! 102.Colored in a coloring book (and had fun)? dude, coloring books are my favorite. 103.Had a bubble bath? yessa! 104.Been on a plane? yepp 105.Been on a boat? yepp. 106.Been on a train? yepp.. 107.Been in a car accident? yeahhh... 108.Ridden an elephant? omg yes and it was fucking fun!!! 109.Made a web page? myspace..and one of those really weird things i made a long time ago when i actually knew some html.. 110.Played with Barbies? dude, every little girl has. 111.Stay up all night? yepp! 112.Shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean? yeah.. 113.Called a psychic or sex hotline? lmfao..nope.maybe i should though?lol 114.Watched Jerry Springer? yeah 115.Gotten in trouble for talking in class? durr.. 116.Been afraid of the dark?dude, i still am..like deathly afraid.. 117.Been in the hospital (not visiting)? yep 118.Had stitches? :-/ 119.Dumped someone and regretted it? eh, kind of, but in the long run it turned out okay. 120.Gone out with more than one person at a time? ha, no..what do you think i am? 121.Lied? yeah 122.Been arrested? nope, but ive been in trouble with the police.. 123.Fallen asleep in class? once.. 124.Gotten in trouble in class? yeahh... 125.Used food for something other than to eat? umm..maybe? 126.Meta celebrity? yeah, a few of them. 127.Broken the law? yeah 128.Ever loved someone so much it made you cry? i dunno.. 129.Hated yourself? more than once.. 130.Been brokenhearted? yeahhh 131.Broken someone's heart? maybe? 132.Are you a virgin? wouldnt you like to know? 133.Done something really stupid? yepp 134.Been arrested? NO! 135.Hurt a friend? umm..i dont think so? 136.Broken a bone? mmhmm.. 137.Ever had a crush on a teacher? lol, nope. Favorites 138. Why do you want to know?riiiight... 139.Guy name? people think i have a weird thing with the name chris, but i dont lmao..i like the name aiden. 140.Girl name? dunno.. 141.Nationality? italian all the fucking way bitches. 142.Color? green. not stupid dark green. bright green. 143.Holiday? brittmas. 144.Day of the week? friday... 145.Restaurant? tough one.. 146.Fastfood restaurant? me and jay love taco bell<3 147.Food? this is tough too... 148.Animal? pupies. 149.Pet? pupies. 150.Store? american eagle and pac sun<3 151.Mall? lol, ive only been to the sucky ones in nj... 152.Clothes brand? umm.. some people call me a poser so fuck this.. 153.Soda? dr. pepper. 154.Alcohol? iuno i really like wine coolers =) 155.Instrument? geeeetarrrrrr 156.Season? summer..durr.. 157.Number? 17 158.Radio station? 100.3 or 97.5 if something goods on... 159.Song?a lot.. 160.Sport? softball all the way<333 161.Vacation spot? wild fucking wood. or anywhere with a beach. 162.State? anywhere warm that has a beach. 163.Country? umm.. 164.Flower? iuno...rose? 165.Perfume? currrrrrrrrve..the cologne though.. 166.Thing to do? hang out with my homies. 167.Actor? orlando bloom 168.Actress? kate hudson. 169.Saying? iuno.. 170.Car? anything mustang<3 171.Month? APRIL! 172.Cartoon? south park 173.T.V.Show? degrassi, real world, gilmore girls 174.Website? iuno whatever.. 175.Book? green angel, someone like you, that summer..yayah 176.Quality about yourself? nothing..at all.. 177.Your best friend? i have like a few really really close friends and they know who they are.. 178.Your best guy friend? i have a bunch..they all go to highland though =( 179.Your best girl friend? like i said, i have a few really close ones.. 180.Fruit? hmm..i like lots of fruits. 181.Vegetable? carrots..mm! 182.Meat? fuck meat.. 183.Quote? im not sure.. 184.Saying? i dunno... 185.Type of movie? i like to be scared outta my mind..lol.. 186.Candy? hmm..anything chocolate?=) 187.Language? dude, i only speak one..fluently.. 188.Magazine? anything i can read. 189.CD? hmm..at the current moment im likin the used..and the fall out boy cd which i lack..but i have burned.. 190.Store? didnt you already ask me this? 191.Movie? napolean dynamite..and some others.. 192.Day of the week? dude, fuck you. 193.Singer? michelle branch. 194.Band? i cant decide on ONE good one that i like the most.. Misc. 195.Why are you so curious? i dont know? 196.Like to swim? sure i do. 197.Like to dance? maybe sometimes? 198.Have a pool? yep 199.Have a car? yes. but its in my grandfathers garage at the moment. its a 97 mitsubishi galant.=) 200.Going to get a car? i dont have to.=) 201.Your motto? i..dont..have..a motto.. 202.What do you look for in a friend? someone i can trust and they gotta be funny as shit.. 203.What do you look for in the opposite sex? looks can never hurt...and they have to be funny, if youre not funny, then you can look elsewhere.. 204.Time you get up? usually 6 205.Time you go to bed? 11 206.What color are the sheets on your bed? lol...white. 207.How many pillows? 3 big ones.lol.. 208.Ever skip school? yep. 209.Have you ever been convicted of a crime? nope. 210.What did you eat for dinner? a salad. 211.What are you wearing? an old lewis gym shirt and shorts. 212.What movie makes you cry? a walk to remember. and stepmom. 213.What book makes you cry? a child called it. 214.What song makes you cry? dashboard stuff..some of it.. 215.What/Who makes you laugh so hard you cry? jamie..haha..i love her so effin much. 216.What is your favorite possession? my laptop. 217.What physical, tangible possession do you want most? i just had tangible as a vocab word last week and i forget what it means...fuck.. 218.How badly do you want it? no idea. 219.Have you ever seen 'The Exorcist'? i saw part of it, and it made me cry. i will never watch the whole thing.. 220.How long did it take you to understand why that question is here? umm..i dont get it.. 221.Does Christmas music played too far away from Christmas annoy you? yes. 222.How old do you think you will be before you stop liking getting older? probably like 18..cuz actually having to do shit when i get outta high school is gonna suck.. 223.What was the best Halloween costume you ever had?i was minnie mouse one time..that rawked pretty hard..lol 24.What was the worst Halloween costume you ever had? lmao im gonna go with err. the army thing in 7th grade sucked.. 225.What holiday do you think has still managed to retain its original meaning? halloween..lmao..i know, and thats sad.. 226.There are currently no federal holidays during August-what should be put there? everyone hump brittany day..i think it would be cool to just have everyone hump me.. 227.How good is your short-term memory? umm..good? 228.How good is your short-term memory?YOU CAN FOOL ME BITCH! 229.(Not very good I see, I repeated that question, did you notice?): dude, obviously.. 230.How good is your long-term memory? good i guess? 231.What is your earliest memory? i was 3 and i was sick on christmas..it was horrible. 232.What is your happiest memory (other than receiving this survey)? i dunno, but thats something to think about.. 233.What is your strangest memory? i dunno... 234.What is your worst memory? my g moms funeral..absolutely horrible.. 235.What song, movie, etc. do you wish you could memorize? lol..i dont know.. 236.What song, movie, etc. do you seem to memorize unintentionally? a lot of them.. 237.What size are your feet? my cleats are 6's (womens 6's not mens) but my dc's are an 8.. 238.If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? maybe id think about giving them a try..iuno 239.Do you prefer getting to know someone first before dating them or going "blind"? i like to get to know people.. 240.Could you carry on a relationship with someone with the same first name as a family member? NO who the fuck would date someone named earl?! 241.Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? i could care less about what society thinks, ill ask out someone if i want to.. 242.What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? could be fun?lol..i dunno.. 243.Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? i dont get the question..did i ever wanna fuck an ugly guy?...no..no i havent.. 244.Do you think the opposite sex finds you good-looking?no i dont.. 245.Would you be willing to give up sex in exchange for an emotional commitment? umm..i dunno.. 246.Do you laugh when you hear or read the number 69? lol, well my house number is 69..lmao..but i dont always laugh at my house.. 247.Were you lying about your answer to the previous question? nope. 248.Do you actually know your Social Security Number? am i supposed to? 249.Do you actually know your IP address? whatever that is..im computer challenged.. 250.Do you know what an IP address is? lmao...no. 251.Do you know the four-character extension on your ZIP code? nope..but i know my zip code!! 252.Ever think there were too many numbers floating around in our lives? no, but now i do.. 253.Does your head begin to hurt when you think of infinity,imaginary numbers, irrational numbers, etc.? dude, my head hurts when i walk into algebra class, which may i add this is the second year in a row im taking it..lol 254.What do you think of pi, you know, 3.14152967 etc..? its goes on after 3.14? 255.Do you have a driver's license? PSH! i wish.. 256.Do you sometimes see a movie or watch a show just because a good-looking celebrity is in it? lol yeahhhh. 257.What celebrity's autograph do you want most? orlando bloom/ryan cabrera. i was like | | this close to getting ryans. but i didnt.. 258.Have people ever said you looked like a celebrity, and if so, who? jamie said sometimes i look like joey from dawsons creek, and i have this refrigerator magnet that has this girl on it and its from comcast and people tell me i look like the girl.lol... 259.If there was to be a movie about you, who do you think should play you (in personality, looks or both)? ill play myself. 260.Does it ever annoy you when you know someone is a celebrity but you can't remember who they are? like you see someone and cant think of their name? yeah..i hate that.. 261.If you could enter any celebrity's mind like in "Being John Malkovich", whose would you enter? ashlee simpson i wanna know what shes thinking when she thinks she can sing.. 262.Do you want to be John Malkovich? id love to.. 263.Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? sometimes you just reach a point every month where you think "damn, i wish i was a guy" yeah, you know, you know. 264.What do you love most about the other gender? i dunno, i love the way you can be rude and obnoxious around guys and they dont care like some girls would..and i love the way they dont talk all the time, and they dont talk about other people all the time. and their penis's. 265.What do you dislike most about the other gender? sometimes, they get confusing and weird..lol..ask me to explain, i will.. 266.What do you understand least about the other gender?iuno..lots of things.. 267.Mac or PC? pc 268.How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer or is it only as long as it works?umm..i go by what my brother tells me is good. lol..since i have no effin clue.. 269.Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversation? sometimes i like the phone better. cuz if you have to tell someone a long story..or like if a guys gonna ask me out, dont want it done online.. 270.Do you find you're different talking through IMs than face-to-face or on the telephone?yes. im more outspoken online with certain people lol. 271.Have you ever bid on something on eBay and regretted it later? no cuz i never win cuz my mom tells me to stop when i get too high.. 272.If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name have been? andrew.lol..seriously.. 273.Would you name a child of yours after you? no..never. 274.If you had to switch first names with a friend of yours, who would you switch with? someone who has a name thats not common cuz everyone and their moms is named brittany. 275.What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name? some people say brittany weird, like i cant type how they say it..they like say it like its 2 words..pronounce it like brittnee mofos..ONE WORD! 276.If you were to become famous, would you drop your last name (like Madonna, Cher, Roseanne)? no theres too many brittany's to get confused with, but id change my last name since harris sucks ass.. 277.Like to give hugs? yes! 278.Like to walk in the rain? yeah, as long as its not cold out. 279.Sleep with or without clothes on? lol with clothes on. 280.Prefer black or blue pens? black. but i mainly use pink or purple...lol..dont ask me why.. 281.Dress up on Halloween? yepp. but i dont like putting too much effort into it..i just want the candy. 282.Sleep on your side, tummy or back? side/tummy 283.Think you're attractive?no. 284.Want to marry? yes. 285.Have a goldfish? ive had a billion of them... 286.Ever have the falling dream? no.. 287.Have stuffed animals? too many.. 288.Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?i dunno.. 289.Do you think God has a gender? hes dude isnt he? 290.Do you think science counteracts religion? yes. 291.Do you believe in organized religion? i think people should believe in what they wanna believe in and everyone who doesnt like that can go somewhere.. 292.Where do you think we go when we die? to tell you the truth, i dont know what to think.. 293.How easy is it to make you laugh? lol, easy. 295.Do you laugh at jokes you know you shouldn't? yes. 296.Do you tell jokes you know you shouldn't? yeahh... 297.What words instantly make you laugh or at least smile? papa johns(i crack up cuz jamie is a dork) 298.What do you think is the funniest thing you've ever said or written? i dunno... 299.Do you ever dance to music when nobody's watching, when someone's watching? yes/yes. 300.What is/are the worst song(s) you have ever heard? that 50 cent song..what is it? 301.What song(s) do you wish you could understand a little better? like err said, emo bands that use big emo words. 302.What song(s) are constantly in your head? lmao, gwen stefani holla back girl..lmao..its funny. 303.What song(s) do you think describe your personality best? hmm.. 304.If you were to serenade the object of your affections, which song(s) ????? 305.If the object of your affections were to serenade you, what song(s) ????? 306.What movie(s) do you love that nobody else seems to? i like the movie 13, but no one has ever heard of it.. 307.Do you agree with the idea that sequels are always worse than the original? yeah...minus shrek 2 that was funny. 308.Who's your favorite Star Wars character? who the fuck cares? 309.What kind of movie do you think there should be more of?pointless movies like napolean dynamite. 310.What movie(s) do you simply not understand the appeal of? youve got mail, i mean i love tom hanks, but that movie just sucked.. 311.When eating, are you more concerned with taste or healthiness? fuck being healthy... 312.What's your favorite kind of cheese? how many kinds are there? 313.What do you think your answer to the previous question reveals about your personality? lmao..that i dont know how many different kinds of cheeses there are? 314.If you knew exactly what went into Chinese food,hamburger meat, etc., would you still eat it? i only eat chicken..i hate meat with a passion.. 315.Do you ever feel guilty eating meat? no but i dont really like it.. Friends 316.What a unique category, don't you think? sure. 317.Are you sure you have friends? lol, pretty sure. 318.Best friend? theres a few. 319.Second? theres a few! 320.Email the most? i dont really e mail people. 321.Call the most? definetly kelli and jamie.. 322.IM the most? JAMIE!!!woo! 323.Best friend of the opposite sex? this is tough, theres a few. 324.Best offline friend? theres afew. 325.Best online friend? ok dude, you dont have online friends and offline friends, you have fucking friends...got it?! 326.Which friend do you dislike the most? i dislike someone a lot, but shes not nor ever will be my friend. 327.Person you can always confide in? jamie. shes like one of the only one whos never told a secret of mine. 328.Person that you can talk to for 12 hours straight and never get bored? jamie. we nevr run out of things to say to eachother.. 329.In a fight or annoyed? wheres the rest of the question? 330.Friend's house you sleep at the most? i HATE sleeping at other peoples houses..no offense to your house i just like my own house better.. 331.Friend's house you wish you could sleep at but can't? hmm... 332.Who is the first number on your speed dial? i dont use speed dial. 333.Who would you take away on a week vacation? jay. shes cool.theres some other people too. 334.Craziest? brittany effing redman!! it must be the name. i love her<3 335.Weirdest?redman. i effing love her. 336.Most fun? a lot of my friends are fun. 337.Saddest? no comment. 338.Quietest? im the quietest out of my posse. lmao..ask anyone.. 339.Who knows you the best? umm..kelli and jay. 340.Who do you know the best? jay and kelli. (i switched it up haha) 341.Who do you like to shop with? everyone. 342.Talk with? everyone, as long as youre interesting to talk to and willing to listen too. 343.Trust the most? i only absolutely trust like 2 people..thats it. 344.Flirt with? im not too big on flirting, but if you flirt with me, im gonna most likely flirt back, depending on the circumstances of course. 345.Laugh with? i will laugh with anyone. 346.Give advice to? lmao, you can ask anyone, im not good with advice, but if you ask me for advice, ill try my damned hardest.. 347.Who gives you advice? mostly diana and jamie. 348.Best singer? err. 349.Best athlete? jamie all the way.shes a beast in softball. my fellow pitcher<3 350.Who is the nicest? theyre all pretty nice. 351.Who is the meanest? they can all be mean. but so can i.. 352.Best dancer? umm..kelli? shes the only person i can think of whos in dance class..lol 353.Best writer? diana. 354.Best smile? tough one. 355.Most creative? jamie 356.Best dressed? not sure.. 357.Best shoes? hmm.. i dont really pay attention to peoples shoes.. 358.Who doesn't care if they lie? dude, no effin comment.. 359.Who can't lie? you mean like they suck at it or theyd never be able to lie to me? cuz i dont think jamie would ever be able to lie to me, but i know people who suck at lying. 360.Most innocent? la 361.Most innocent looking? haha, la. 362.Rebel? no comment.. 363.Moodiest? kelli. 364.Happiest? redman, but she has her days..lol. 365.Cutest?i have like pretty friends. nicole carluccio is really pretty. Do/Are/Who's? 366. It's because I'm bored, can't you figure that out?? no? 367.Religious? not at all.. 368.Try to be fashionable? i wear what the fuck i want and if you got something to say, say it the fuck to my face bitch.. 369.Think fashion is important? i think you gotta wear what you like and not care what people say... 370.Get along with your family? some family members, and some of the time. 371.Get along with your friends? yeah. 372.Get grounded? yeah, but not much. 373.Know any foreign languages? im in spanish? lol.. 374.Run into walls/doors? i have before but its not like a hobby or anything.. 375.Blonde? no but i had highlights before. 376.Who do you talk to most online? jamie.. 377.Who do you talk to most on the phone?kelli. 378.Are you a bum? yes. 379.Do you get online a lot? you have to pull me away from the computer..i live on it.. 380.Do you shower? everyday =) 381.Do you hate school? yeah except for in between classes and lunch. 382.Do you have a social life? most of the time lol. 383.Do you trust people easily? no, not anymore. 384.Have you ever lied to your best friend(s)? no, i always end up telling the truth. sometimes the truth hurts i guess.. 385.Are you a dare devil? sorta...i like to try things. 386.Would you ever sky dive? possibly..if im strapped to someone who knows how..lol. 387.Do you like to dance? not really. 388.Are you funny? people tell me i am. 389.Are you a serious person? only when i have to be, or when im depressed or something. 390.Do you make friends easily? no, im shy..too shy. but i have a lot of friends. 391.Do you work out? lately i have been.. 392.Do you like to work out? when im bored its something to do, so yeah i guess so. i only do like little crunches and crap.. 393.How much can you bench press? i never tried that lol.. 394.How much can you lift? not sure..i can lift other people..does that count? 395.Are you a popular person?at lewis i was a geek, im a little more popular at tc..actually, a lot more. but im not popular, and that really says something about my social life at lewis lol.. 396.Do you have plans for your future? i have no set plans, but i have an idea of what i want it to be like.. 397.Do you plan to go to college? yes. 398.Do you play sports? i couldnt live softball..i couldnt do it.. 399.Do you like sports? i love them. 400.Do you play an instrument? several. 401.Know what you want to be when you get older? ive been thinking about accounting..please dont call me crazy lol.. 402.Ever been out of state?yes..millions of times. 403.Out of the country? no..stinky. 404.Do you like to travel? yeah but i dont like planes. 405.What do YOU think of the way you look? lets just say i dont think very highly of myself. 406.What do YOU think about your attitude? its not bad..but it can be. 407.What do you think about life after death? no clue. 408.What do you think about karma? we learned about that in history.. 409.What do you think about love? it can suck. but it can be great too<3 410.What do you think about fate? if something is meant to happen, it will happen. 411.What do you think about yourself? no comment. 412.What do you tell yourself if times get hard? get over it. people have it worse.. 413.What would you give your life for? love. 414.What do you think about your first love? it was nice, but now its over. 415.What do you think about the first person that loved you? i loved someone, but i dont know if they loved me back. but theyre nice..lol.. 416.What are you scared of? the dark..im extremely afraid of the dark..like, ill cry or something..lol.. 417.Do you cry easily? not too easily.. 418.Who/What is something/someone that has touched you? haha...why do you care? 419.What was the saddest moment of your life? i dunno, too many to count. 420.What would life be without friends? id probably die, and if i wasnt dying, id kill myself. 421.Without family? i couldnt live without my mom, shes like, my best friend. i could care less about the rest of them.. 422.Without you? umm..it would suck cuz i wouldnt even be alive... 423.Are you deep? i can be. 424.Do you think love is once in a lifetime, or just chance? i agree with err, true love is once in a lifetime, love isnt. 425.Do you like your town? sometimes.. 426.Do you wanna get out of your town? yeah. 427.What design/logo is on your mouse pad? i dont have a mouse pad, let alone a mouse. i have one of those things you move your finger across since i have a laptop. 428.What color is your mouse pad? you mean my desk? no. 429.Drink a lot of water? yes. 430.Have a cell phone/beeper/etc.? i have a mobile. 431.Do you like amusement parks? hellllllsz yayah! 432.Have you ever been to 6 Flags? who hasnt!? 433.What namebrand do you wear the most? i dont know... 434.Do you like taking pictures?yeah. 435.Do you like getting your picture taken? sometimes..maybe.. 436.Do you have a tan? my skin is kind of olive colored, but during the summer i get really tan. 437.Do you get annoyed easily?sometimes... 438.What are you hobbies? internet, friends, phone, music, shopping, softball. 439.Do you have your own phone/phone line? yes. both. 440.Do you have any posters/pinups on your bedroom walls? yep. 441.Are you sick of this survey yet? yeah actually i am. 442.Do you get good grades in school? yes, but theyre slipping.. 443.How do you vent your anger? i talk to people, like jay or diana, or i turn the stereo up as loud as it goes, and i scream my lungs out. 444.Are you a role model?doubt it. 445.Who do you look up to? not sure. 446.Who do you trust the most? jamie and diana. 447.Do you have any piercings? yes. 4 448.Do you have any tattoos? no, but i want one. 449.Do you dream a lot? yes. 450.Do you daydream a lot?omg yes. 451.Have you had a nightmare lately? yeah, my mom was raped and killed..i woke up hysterically crying..i have bad dreams about my mom all the time..its really weird and i hate it.. 452.Do you have any allergies? yes! lmao..a lot too.. 453.Do you have any health problems? yes some. 454.Do you like animals? i love animals. but im allergic to cats =/ 455.Do you have any pets? YES! 456.Do you like siblings? i like most peoples siblings..i dont really like mine.. 457.Do you have glasses/contacts? no. 458.Do you have braces? i got them off over a year ago=D 459.Do you have a job? nope. 460.Have you ever been fired from a job?nope. 461.Who did YOU want to be President? eh, anyone but bush. 462.Who would you vote for, if anyone, and why? not bush, cuz hes a fuckface. 463.Do you have a curfew? no. 464.Are you a vegetarian? not really. but i dont eat meat. 465.Could you be a vegetarian? yes. 466.Have you ever thought about suicide? sadly..i think everyone has. but id never do it.. 467.Do you like coffee? NO! 468.Do you have a sweet tooth? no. 469.Do you like horror movies? yes. but i need someone to hold my hand lol.. 470.Do you like to spend or save your money? it depends. 471.Do you keep your room clean?messy, i havent cleaned it in about 3 months..you cant even walk in it..but i hate it.. 472.Do yours well? ? 473.Do you eat vegetables? some. 474.Are you a flirt? i can be. 475.Are you good at flirting? ask someone ive flirted with. 476.Do you like to go to parties?yayahh! 477.Do you still go trick or treating? umm..who doesnt?you lose like 20 lbs walkin then you gain it back eatin the FREE candy. 478.Are you an angel or a little devil? a little bit of both? 479.Do you get along with people? pretty much. 480.Have you ever just started dancing/singing in the middle of somewhere? lmao, yes. 481.Have you ever won anything? yessa! 482.Do you have a waterbed or a regular bed? regular.. 483.What size? ew, twin. 484.Do you get bored easily? yes. 485.Do you play golf? no 486.Do you play miniature golf? yes! 487.Do you like tennis? yeah. its cool 488.Are you flexible? i can be ;-) 489.Are you a sweet heart? ask someone else.. 490.Would you like to be cloned? no, but itd be cool to have a twin. 491.What are your opinions on cloning? no? 493.Scaramouche,scaramouche, will you do the fandango? THUNDERBOLTS AND LIGHTNING VERY VERY FRIGHTNING! galileo, galileo, galileo, galileo, galileo, figaro-oo-ooo-ooo! lmao.. gotta love queen, and yes i know that whole song by heart lmao.. 494.Did you like this survey? too long..then again..im the one who had nothing better to do than to take the whole thing.. 495.Are you sorry you began filling it out? yeah kinda... 496.What questions do you wish it had asked? fuck you. 497.How would you have answered them? fuck you.. THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT QUESTIONS 498.When was the last time you let the people you love/people who are important to you know you love them/that they are important to you? today i let a few people know i love them. 499.What do you want the people who are reading this survey to know? i hope you guys stuck around to read the whole thing, if you did, youre a trooper. and COMMENT! 500.What time is it? 2:40 am..that took me about 2 and a half hours..wow..i need a life really bad.. damn, i need a life... Leave a Comment

[23 Jan 2005|11:16pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | hawthorne heights ] So here we are Back to the start again Trying hard to wait 'til morning Hey, Rise and shine And open up your eyes To give this world some color Shine on diamond eyes Seperate the space between love and lies And as days go by, the memories remain I'll wait for you. And as days go by the memories remain I won't let go. These days remain the same. Pictures fade away Please don't ever, change. Please don't change your mind No matter what they say I'll always wait. And as days go by, the memories remain I'll wait for you. And as days go by, the memories remain I won't let go. These days remain the same. Pictures fade away... I hope you never...fade. As you drip through my...veins. Shine on (Shine on) Shine on Diamond eyes. Shine on (Shine on) Shine on Diamond eyes. Shine on (Shine on) Shine on Diamond eyes. As days go by the memories remain I'll wait for you. As days go by I swear I'll try until I die Anything for you. Leave a Comment

[23 Jan 2005|04:29pm] [ mood | happy ] NO SCHOOL TOMORROW BITCHES!! woot! Leave a Comment

[22 Jan 2005|09:33pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | anything tbs.. ] hmm..i have a tough time updatin this freakin thing but when i get bored i do. and today i'm bored. extremely bored. it's snowing and no one lives near me and no one is online cuz everyone is out having a jolly old time in the snow. and im the only loser sitting here waiting for someone to i.m them because everyone is out in the effing snow. i wish i could be in the snow. yeah, im a geek. and im effing proud of it. people confuse me really bad sometimes, one second they're your best friend and they love you to pieces, the next second, they dont know... yeah, its beginning to make me angry... i can't just sit here and wait for them to realize what they're missing, because there's something i might be missing too...something better..but i dont know what could be better at the moment..i just had to put that out there, it's not like anyone reads this thing anyway.. yeah, im gonna go study or something, midterms are on monday.. 1 Comments <3 Leave a Comment

[14 Jan 2005|03:35pm] [ mood | angry ] you wanna know how bad people suck? really bad... Leave a Comment

[06 Jan 2005|05:57pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | go fuck yourself.. ] hmm...yeasterday was boring..so boring that i didnt even update.. today was worse. it kinda sucked..oh well.im done now.kbye Leave a Comment

[04 Jan 2005|04:20pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | soty ] hmm..welp, another long and boring day at timber creek high school. though i'd have to say there was one very interesting part that gave me a few good and needed laughs: a bunch of guys square dancing together it in gym. yeah it's princeless, kinda like flaming porn..haha..anyway.. ever since christmas break ended which is only 2 days ago school has been long. like really long. and it's starting to really piss me off..a lot. it's getting annoying. and im getting lazier every day. oh well. i dont really care anymore. theres no reason i should. it's stupid and pointless and the only reason i like to go is to socialize. the things they try to make us to are rediculous and insane and i refuse to do them. and im really tired. i keep waking up insanely early. i was so tired last night and i didnt go to sleep till like 2, then i woke up at 5:30..and i was insanely tired. i think i have that problem where you cant sleep..whats it called? oh, im an insomniac..or maybe i just think im that and maybe im that thing where you always think youre sick when youre not..whats that called?..hmm well i dont know that one but there is a word for it i'm just too stupid to know it. and that's another thing, people think im stupid..but i dont know why. i mean maybe i dont have the most common sense in the world but im not completely stupid. im jsut random and sarcastic. and sometimes ill be in the middle of a conversation and zone out then suddenly zone back in and not know whats going on and when i ask someone theyll be like "dude, youre so stupid you were right here and we were just talking about it" maybe i have A.D.D. or maybe i still have that thing where you think youre sick all the time. heh. i dont know. but i zone out a lot. it's weird. dude, i really so have some sort of problem lol. welp, im tired so im out. kbye. Leave a Comment

blah... [03 Jan 2005|04:03pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | yellow card- back home ] hmm..welp, the holiday break is over. and im quite depressed. i woke up at like 3 a.m. and could not get back to sleep so i listened to music till like 6 then i got ready for school. and today seemed like 5645643 days. linck's class seemed especially long. that research project she assigned us is rediculous. it has to be 5-7 freaking pages. that's rediculous. i really want out of her class. like bad. anway, the whole day was long and tiring and we got a lot of homework. and i never get to see the people i wanna freakin see..grr..anyway. im so tired but i have to go to pitching class in like a half an hour..grr.. heh..wow i was just reading through some of my old entries...wooooow. like from eighth grade and all. i was one messed up and depressed child. lol..it's funny how i was like omg i cant take it im so ugly and fat and i gotta go to stupid tc but its kinda the opposite now. i love my school, minus the learning part. but i still miss my lewis peeps. a lot at that. and im not soo fat anymore lol. cuz back then i really was really fat lol. but not really anymore. but i still think im ugly, but then again, no one really thinks highly of themselves, and if they do they are considered concieted. it's a shame how some people like, cant thing theyre pretty. but there's a difference between thinking your pretty and braging about it. okay and now im starting to ramble so im gonna stop. im gonna go take a nap before stupid pitching classes. kbye. Leave a Comment

new years [02 Jan 2005|02:03pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | jimmy eat world- kill ] i had a new years party! wee! it was fun. lots of people came. too many to name. we had fun. we had a food fight with carrots and celery. which was very difficult to clean up may i add. and then we went in my yard and people brought out shook up sodas and those little poppers and then we all jumped around and it was fun. then we went into my front yard cuz my neighbor across the street had fire works. so that was cool. those 2 sweethearts kelli and taryn helped me clean up some. i'd say everyone finally got out of the house around 3. my basement was a disaster area. took a little to clean it up. stuff was broken and the carpet was stained. so yeahh..lol. but it was fun. now im sick. i was sick all of new years day and im still sick today. and we have school tomorrow. oh boy. i guess this isn't the greatest way to start off 2005. but for now, im out. later. Leave a Comment

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