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[04 Dec 2002|11:07pm] |
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IGNORE THAT LAST UPDATE
IT WAS A MISTAKE.....Too bad though.
Nothing new, still single and thats how its going to be. FOREVER!
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[01 Dec 2002|08:09pm] |
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IGNORE THAT LAST UPDATE
IT WAS A MISTAKE.....Too bad though.
Nothing new, still single and thats how its going to be. FOREVER!
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[26 Nov 2002|11:16pm] |
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Hi
Just checking in to let everyone know I DIDN'T DIE!!
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[15 Nov 2002|10:11pm] |
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I AM ALIVE!!
Happy?? Miss me?? DID YOU BUY O2??
Kelly!! I want to talk to you please IM me sometime...what happened to the friendship??
Amy: is the biggest dork!! She LOVES my singing!! *dies*
trevor: fights like a girl *dies* pulling my hair *shakes head* shame on you penick!
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[09 Nov 2002|08:05pm] |
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I'm sorry but I have to take another break......Talk to you all later.
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[03 Nov 2002|08:22pm] |
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Well Amy is here with us guys. She is so funny but so weird ::laughs:: no but it's cool to have someone here I am so sick of the guys ::dies:: just kidding guys. Trevor seems out of it cause we can't find him and every time we do he is sleeping. Then Erik and Jake, well that's another story, Erik is back in his party schedual and Jake well he rather not com around that much, maybe cause Amy reminds him too much of Janie. ::shrugs:: But I think Amy is here all week so she gets to come to New york City with us! I swear me and her are going to cause too much trouble and if trevor, doesn't pay attention to amy, I am taking my little sister away!!! And then you can't see her anymore! Well I am tired, and I want comments, pleaseee leave me comments, make me feel love, if not I am leaving again and I know some people will not like that! It's up to you!
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[02 Nov 2002|04:45pm] |
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I thought I should update. I am actually doing a lot better, haven't really had time to even think about what happened. Although it's going to be a little akward trying to talk to her I still would like to be Kelly's friend,that's if she wants to be mine still. I mean we probably will have to build our friendship up again but I am sure it will be worth it. Well me and the guys have been promoting like crazy and we will be in New york on the 6th for TRL, YOU ALL BETTER WATCH!!::laughs:: Well I think Amy is going to come and see us especially her man Trev and I don't know about Janie but I want to see janie too! Well I think I am going to be staying around from now on but I might have to keep taking short breaks every now and then cause of the whole album. Take care.
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[27 Oct 2002|07:52pm] |
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So.......She said no....but it's alright I will be fine, I just should have known. IF she didn't say yes right away it should have been a clue but I took a chance ::shrugs:: and what did it do? it kicked me in the butt in the end. I am hurt but I knew something like this would happen. I think I am going to stay off line for a while untill I feel better. I know I am going to get so many I told you so's but that's cool just don't say it now, I am not up to talking or anything. I wish my brother was here or someone was here for me cause right now I feel like returning home. I am going to go to the hotel for a while. I'm out.
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[26 Oct 2002|02:27am] |
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SO I have a date sometime soon ::laughs:: with Kelly. I am pretty happy. I mean I like Kelly, and apparently I get treated like crap cause I do. You know yes I was annoyed she couldn't give me a straight answer. But she did and we are going to try it, I love having her as a friend but I wanted more and to give it a try was cool with me. But come on people I didn't mean to hurt anyone trust me but you know I deserve to be happy to. And if someone makes me happy then that's who I am going to try to be with. Don't force me to like someone, don't crawl down my throat asking questions. Please if you have your opinons keep them to yourself, if you have to express them then let me know but it seems like no matter what I do I make the wrong choice well I am sorry. I try to be a good person but I can't please everyone. Also Holly, I didn't want to try to sound mean but you were bugging me. I mean how would you like to be ask "who else do you like" like a hundred times? I didn't like it so I told Ashley who told you. I told you to stop and if that hurt you I am sorry but look you just can't ask me to tell you something when I bearly know you. I want to trust you and others but I just don't trust that fast. But I am not a mean person I was just annoyed at the time and to cause more stress made me mad. But you didn't know that so I can't blame you but I kept saying no so you kind of could tell. But whatever, you can either forgive me or don't forgive me......i am tired and annoyed still so I am probably going to go to bed soon...I knew i shouldn't have come back if maddness was going to start.
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[25 Oct 2002|08:09pm] |
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Well I thought I would update and say that I am alive still. I still am liking that one person, although I don't think anything will happen...sad yes I know. Well life goes on I guess. I Saw that ERIN is here, I am happy yet sad, I mean we aren't even dating, why? I Don't know but I like someone else and I am sorry I don't want to be with anyone but that person. Oh and Trev and I are taking a break...::nods:: it is for that best ::dies::. [It's a joke] Oh and I need BETTER ICONS!! I like Eliza's Icons, they rock! and HOLLY!! your icons make me sad....TREV AND ASH, WHAT?? NO LOVE FOR DAN THE MAN!! Shame shame!! Haha. Well got to go I might be online tonight.
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[20 Oct 2002|11:24pm] |
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woo, it has been great talking to most of you....I think I am going to like it here ::laughs:: if I don't I am going to be in trouble. Well I want to apologize to some of you who didn't make my hot list, don't worry there will be more, trust me, soon everyone one will be on it, almost everyone anyway ::smiles:: Well I am beginning to like someone, yea it's scary since I broke up with erin like a month or so ago, but this person::coughsnonamescoughs:: is great, she is funny, sweet, cute, the list could go on forever. ::shrugs:: i don't want to ask her out just to get rejected, it's a scary world now adays ::laughs:: Well I just wanted to say that I like someone, not a big deal but y'all will be asking soon, I know it. Oh and to the people who left me comments I will respond soon and thanks to ELIZA, I got my first spam by her today or yesterday I can't tell ::laughs:: Night.
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[20 Oct 2002|01:01am] |
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Hi. I am Dan...the Man if you want to call me that cause it is the truth ::dies::. I am from a group called o-town and if you don't know us..well thats your problem ::laughs::. You can catch me on Aim so talk to me at Mocking Miller.
next update hot list.....
edit: janie said I should make my hot list now so here it goes......no number or anything
Kelly clarkson
britney spears
christina christian
jennifer lopez
monica
Reese witherspoon
TREVOR!!!!
--still pending----
Janie
and that's about all I can think of cause I am tired...maybe more later
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