nothing   
06:18pm 21/05/2003
  Well, erica broke up with me. March 28. 55 long days ago. It seems like forever. She was the first girl i ever loved. i miss everything about her. the way she laughed. the way she smiled. the way she looked at me when i had to leave. the way her head fit perfectly on my shoulder when i held her. And oh my god, holding her. i probably miss that most of all. even more than kissing her. when i held her, i never wanted to let go. but maybe i dont miss her, maybe i just miss being happy. i never knew happiness until i met her, so maybe i just cant picture being happy without her? man, i hate this feeling. i dont know what im feeling. i think im over her.  
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sorry...........we've lost contact   
03:15pm 30/01/2003
  oh yeah, incase anyone wanted to know, that girl erica i was talking about in my bio is my girlfriend now. GO ME!  
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03:05pm 30/01/2003
  my new semester classes suck. i've never felt so alone or depressed in my life. i dont know anyone, and i hate it. i dont get to see erica much during the day either. that sucks too. maybe things will get better. so i've been teaching swim lessons at the ywca, and that sucks. there is this one fat girl who must weigh four times as much as me. i get to work with molly sometimes though. and after lessons, me and mol get free food and stuff. thats kinda cool.  
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still bored out of mind   
03:19pm 11/12/2002
  im at home and im increadibly bored. im also grounded. that means im not supposed to be on the computer. but i am. i hate my little brother. he is such a brat. he always gets me in trouble. im not really used to keeping a journal. that is why all my entries are so short.  
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bored   
11:40am 11/12/2002
  im really bored right now. i wish some one would call me. (coughmollycough). thats pretty much all i have to say about that. ill be back later.  
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07:40am 11/12/2002
  we dont have school today. that rules. i didnt do my homework last night. is that one word or two? Lastnight, last night? oh well. hey mol, call me if you read this. 334-9830. thats all i got to say for now.  
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07:39pm 10/12/2002
  hey mol. i dont really have anything to say. i dont really know why im on this thing. its silly really. im really bored. i want ot talk to molly but i forgot her phone number. ill see her tomarrow though.

molly has quotes, so i do too.


we were talking about yeast infections in health. the teacher said girls should blow dry their pubes. the funny quote is when the foreign exchange student AJ said "i thought they shave the pube." it doesnt sound that funny now, but it was then so leave me alone.
 
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