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holy fuck [28 Nov 2003|04:13pm]
[ mood | moody ]
[ music | Caliban - "About Time and Decision" ]

so thanksgiving was crap... i went to jills for our first dinner, met her cuz KT, and that was cool... i snuck in a hug with her mom while jill said bye to her grandfather, it was funny... then we went to my house where we ate our 2nd dinner of the night with my totally dysfunctional family, who scared the shit out of jill and made her feel like we're all fucked in the head/face. it was pretty dramatic. sorry jill, my family is far from perfect :\ ... went back to her house, tucked her in, came home, passed out... went to work this morning... which royally sucked... i worked the "calender kiosk" all day. had many interesting visitors, including rick carpenteri, shaina chojnicki, couple of jills old co-workers from the praline's era, and taylor, my ass. mngr. from EB. shaina told me i lost a lot of weight and that she didn't recognize me, which was cool because i havent seen her since sr. year. taylor gave me his # so we're gonna hang out soon, probably.. hes the man. his nick name is Big Awesome... thats how you know hes cool... so, now that paul is out of the shower, im gonna go shower because i feel like i rolled around in my uncle rich's cat infested house. good bye.

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

cranky and sick [26 Nov 2003|09:10pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Snapcase - "Caboose" ]

[my name is]: mike


[in the morning i am]: erect


[love is]: cool


[i dream about]: a lot of things




-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-


[what do you notice first?]: smile


[last person u slow danced with]: jill




-W H O-


[do you have a crush on?]: jill


[easiest to talk to]: jill




-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-


[fallen for your best friend]: no




-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-


[you talked to on the phone]: brian mauri


[hugged]: my mom


[you instant messaged]: jill


[you laughed with]: sean, while on the phone and listening to the crank call sound boards i found online




-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-


[could you live without the computer?]: yeah


[what's your favorite food?]: i hate food, it does nothing but cause me pain


[whats ur favorite fruit?]: watermelons, cantelopes, honeydews, grapes


[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional, because those wounds never heal all the way


[trust others way too easily?]: yeah, and i think it will be my down fall




-N U M B E R-


[of times i have had my heart broken? ]: like 6, 2 of which really hurt, and one of those two fucked me over real bad... what can i say, some girls fuckin suck


[of hearts i have broken?] : 1


[of boys i have kissed?] : none


[of girls i have kissed?] : like 5, sue me, i was a loser


[of drugs taken illegally?] : 1


[of tight friends?] : 4 or 5


[of cd's that i own?] : like 100


[of scars on my body?] : a lot, big ones, small ones, weird colored ones


[of things in my past that i regret?] : 1 or 2




-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-


[i know]: that i should stop spending my money so quickly


[i want]: a good and high paying job


[i have]: a lot of patience for a lot of people


[i wish]: i had all the answers and know what the future holds for me


[i hate]: how im too nice


[i miss]: my youth


[i fear]: being alone


[i hear]: paul's shitty music from the next room, and jill's sweet voice on my phone


[i search]: for jobs, constantly


[i love]: jill


[i ache]: everywhere almost all of the time


[i care]: about everyone and everything


[i always]: am late, according to some people


[i dance]: when im drunk... i dont drink anymore


[i cry]: a lot


[i do not always]: have the right answer


[i write]: a lot whenever i do


[i confuse]: everyone that knows me


[i can usually be found]: with jill or at home


[i need]: a new job


[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: yeah


[if so, when and with who]: i played strip padiddle with some old friends, and skinny dipped, if that counts


[favorite place to be kissed?]: lips


[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: yeah, it was funny


[wuss]: yeah, but i'll still kick your ass


[druggie]: no, im pretty much straight edge now


[gang member]: fuck that shit


[daydreamer]: yeah


[alcoholic]: no, my name isn't paul


[freak]: according to some of my friends


[brat]: no


[sarcastic]: yeah


[goody-goody]: yes


[angel]: negative


[devil]: negative


[friend]: to those who don't use me


[shy]: sometimes


[talkative]: sometimes


[adventurous]: too much for my own good sometimes


[intelligent]: sure




-Concerning.The.Friends.(You.Claim.To.Have)-


[impacted you the most spiritually]: i don't know


[wish you saw more often]: dave, josefiak, any one of my friends that i don't see anymore


[wish you could meet]: bruce willis


[most sarcastic]: nick


[wish you knew better]: benny


[knows you best]: jill and josefiak


[best outlook on life]: me


[most paranoid]: josefiak


[sweetest]: jill




-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-


[your best feature (personality)]: jill thinks im the greatest person alive, so i must be doing something right


[your biggest flaw (personality)]: i am self conscious


[most annoying thing you do]: apologize too much, be late, be nice


[biggest mistake you've made this far]: trusting half the people i trusted thus far in life


[describe your personality in one word]: insecurebashfulandtotallynotinagoodmoodrightnnow


[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: jill compliments my butt, and any boys who compliment jill's butt, figure, smile, anything - in anyway - will have to answer to my foot up their asshole


[person you regret sleeping with]: jess


[height]: 6 something


[a smell that makes you smile]: jill's lovespell


[a city you'd like to visit]: venice italy


[a drink you order most often]: water with lemon


[a delicious dessert]: white chocolate mousse


[a book you highly recommend]: Choke by Chuck Palauhniuk


[the music you prefer while alone]: lots and lots of scary hardcore


[your favorite band]: Iron Maiden


[a film you could watch over and over]: shawshank redemption


[a TV show you watch regularly]: used to be jackass and the family guy, but i dont watch tv too much these days


[you live in a(n)]: house


[your transportation]: red acura legend


[your cologne or perfume]: my dad's cologne


[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: contraceptives, love letters, bodies, etc


[something important on your night table]: a picture of me and jill

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

"Look up into the stars and you're gone." [26 Nov 2003|03:42pm]
[ mood | groggy ]
[ music | Stretch Arm Strong - "For Now" ]

i just woke up from a nap and now im feeling groggy and cranky as fuck... i dont know why... i just dont feel good now... this sucks... i think i should take a long hot shower and pop some aspirins and lay down, but instead im gonna sit on my computer and make myself feel worse because i am also just as bored as i am groggy and cranky... time for a survey...

~*~* NAMES *~*~
1.What is your real, full name? Michael Peter Miglietta
2.What other names were your parents thinking about for you? Michelle, because they originally thought i was gonna be a girl... they were dead wrong
3.If you had been born of the opposite gender, what was your name going to be (according to your parents)? Michelle, like i just said, you jerk
4. What does your name mean (if you know)? god-like... yeah... not true... i have low self esteem
5. Do you like your name? i guess, but it sucks because damn near everyone born in the 80's was named michael, so it isnt very unique
6. Do you know anyone else with your name? yeah i know at least 13 other mikes, but they're all fags, im the only good one.
7. If you could change your name, what would it be to? probably wesley or something cool or heroic like that
8. What is coolest name of someone you know? my old boss from funstuff, his name is bruce
9. The wierdest? my dad, his name is Giglio, doesnt get any weirder than that... well, accept for my mom, whos name is Lonia... go figure, 2 of the weirdest first names on the planet and they name their kids Paul, Mark, and Michael...
10. The plainest/ugliest? Todd

~*~*FAVORITES*~*~
11. What is your favorite weapon? well, if i got to kill people on a daily basis, it would be a "katana" aka a samurai sword, those things are gnarly
12. What is your favorite genre of book? Anti-Societals like Fight Club, American Psycho, Fear and Loathing..., and i like motivational/psychological complexity novels like Ishmael and Choke
13. What is your favorite planet? uhhh... i've only been to one so far, so im gonna use my gut and say earth
14. Your favorite type of sandwich? Jill's Signature sammich from Vinny's Deli, I recommend all of you go and get one. Its exquisite!
15. How about your favorite role playing game (if you play them)? umm, when i used to play playsation everyday, it used to be suikoden
16. Your favorite play? (No, not movie or TV show, PLAY) phantom of the opera, the guy had a fudged up face like freddy kruger and shit
17. Favorite joke? what do you call cheese thats not yours? not cho cheese!! (nacho) (jill stole that from me ;P ... actually everyone knows that joke, but its funny!)
18. Favorite color of clothing on you? blue and every variation of blue, black, and earthy colors... i dont like to limit myself to pastels... i swear im not gay
19. Favorite fruit juice flavor? flashin fruit punch!! .... i swear im not gay
20. What's your favorite thing to look up online? funny stuff like arnold soundboards and videos of funny stuff happening... oh, and lots of illegal mp3 action too...
.......................
......and pornography.... lots and lots of pornography.... j/k jill :)

~*~*ABOUT PEOPLE YOU KNOW*~*~
21. Do you know anyone who drinks underage (if yes, how many)? yeah, like every kid that ever lived... minus sXe kids...
22. Smokes (if yes, how many)? yeah, like a million
23. Does drugs (if yes, how many)? sadly, million and a half
24. Lost their vigrinity before being married? yeah
25. Worships the devil? this kid in my art class from my sr. year
26. Has had their life threatened? yeah
27. Do you know anyone who hates slurpees? no, but now i know that jill doesnt
28. Give a rough estimate of how many people you know. 6
29. Now how many of them are your friends? like 6
30. Where are the majority of your friends from (i.e. sports, school)? various points of interesting times in my life

~*~*WOULD YOU EVER*~*~
31. Eat bugs purposely? nah, im on a diet. i dont eat anything that makes me throw up
32. Commit a crime? yeah, crimes of passion are sick
33. Change your religion? nah, i like who i am
34. Lie to your parents? yeah
35. Jump over a waterfall? do i look like a fugative on the run from? but yeah, thatd be fun
36. Change clothes in front of an open window? yeah, i want my neighbors to see my balls, thatd be funny... id get a measure of revenge from when i saw one of their gorss daughters changing when i went out to my car one morning... that was gross...
37. Dress up as the opposite sex for an important event? umm.... yikes...
38. Go out at night dressed in something like a black trenchoat and sunglasses? yeah, but only if i knew kung fu
39. Sing a harmonized duet in front of 500 strangers? sure
40. Tell someone that you liked them if they were much older than you? sure

~*~*HAVE YOU EVER*~*~
41. Lied to your parents about something really important? not that important
42. Have your life threatened? sure
43. Stumbled across FBI secrets online? nah, im no hacker
44. Stayed up until the morning light talking online? yeah, i used to back when i was with bon jovi freak
45. Made people give you really wierd glances? If yes, how? yeah, i would say obnoxious shit
46. Read a Shakespeare play? why not, i like the arts
47. Talked in your sleep? What did you say? yeah, sometimes i talk about politics...?
48. Sung at a kareoke bar? not at a karoake bar, but i did karoake once
49. Looked something up online your parents specifically told you not to look up? umm, my parents never estricted me... but someone should be because whenever i come home from being out all day i find porn on my computer... which sucks, because thats gross
50. Been run over... with a bike? no, but i almost got hit by a car once while on my bike

~*~*WHO'S*~*~
51. Number one on your hit list? ive learned to relieve my grudges and pose no threat to anyone, now matter how much they DESERVE to get their asses trounced by yours truly
52. On your aol instant messaging list (Give screen names and real names, if possible)? like 40 somethin
53. The person you talk to most online? jill, nick, or john
54. The person you talk to least online? the people that i stalk
55. The person who calls you every other day? cj
56. Is there anyone that dumped you when you most needed them? yeah, like 3 times
57. The last person you talked to on the phone with? jill
58. The person/people you're with the most? jill
59. Never home? me
60. Always home? my mom

~*~*THIS OR THAT*~*~
61. Mulan or Moulin Rouge? RAMBO: FIRST BLOOD PART 2
62. 7 Up or Dr. Pepper? dr p
63. Hamsters or Gerbils? fifi
64. Rats or Mice? mice
65. The Swings or the Slide? im a swinger baby
66. Rollercoaster or Merry-Go-Round? water slides
67. Sneakers, Sandals, or No Shoes? sandals
68. Italian or Mexican food? itailan
69. Fast Food or Sit Down Restaurant? sit down
70. The Sun or the Moon? moon

~*~*MORE FAVORITES*~*~
71. What's your favorite quote about love? "The metronome was wrong again, my heart has surely gone and skipped a beat. Now the rhythm is all right... " - Cave-In
72. Favorite quote about friends? "I treat my friends like fucking brothers" - Death Threat
73. How about about life? "For in life the purest thing in your heart, in your mind is not without temptation and greed, but we must aim higher.
A higher plane.. My outlet for self-, an exchange of ideas and opinions a catalyst for open discussion tainted by your avarice.
What does it benefit man to gain the whole world, gain the whole world
and lose his soul?... "
Locked In A Vacancy
74. What's your favorite humorous quote? "Imagine how much deeper the ocean would be if sponges didnt live there" - Steven Wright
75. How about the quote that makes you go, "Hmm..."? "What would Jesus NOT do?" Choke by Chuck Palahniuk
76. The quote that makes you go, "To true, to true." "School is for Nazis" - Taylor Zavatarro
77. What's your favorite swear word? shit
78. What's your favorite non-swear word? F
79. What's your favorite thing to do on a cold day? sleep
80. How about your favorite thing to do on a hot day? swim

~*~*WHAT DO YOU SEE*~*~
81. Are there any shoes in the room? nah
82. Underwear? yes
83. Dishes, glasses, forks, spoons etc? yeah, my dinner is right next to me
84. Something unidentifiable that is very nasty looking? my dinner
85. Money? 5 dollars in unmarked non-consecutives singles
86. A TV? nope
87. Is there a fan in the room with you? yup
89. How about a blanket? a few
90. What colors are the walls and the floor? creamy suicidal tope on the walls, and a lush and lavishly rich gray office carpet that looks like the sky during a tornado

"What about tomorrow?"

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

weekend and monday update [25 Nov 2003|10:59am]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | Iron Maiden - "Hallowed Be Thy Name" ]

SOOOOooooo... saturday josefiak and i hung out for the first time since the cubs won the world series... actually since my "party" about 2 weeks ago, but still... it was fun, stalking and eating at ruby's... sunday, nick, joe, cj, jill and i all went to the thrice, thursday, and coheed & cambria show at the webster... we met up with john and ashley and had a grand ol' time as usual... Coheed & Cambria was the band of the night on sunday... They fucking covered The Trooper, man!! it was a proud moment for me... Maiden must be proud that they are so respected by pretty much every band on the face of the planet... i wanna be in maiden... i wanna be bruce dickinson's bastard child... but the show was pretty good, got to hang out with almost everyone i know and love this weekend, so i feel rather accomplished. on monday i spent the day with jill, which was incredible considering we havent gotten a chance to spend quality alone time with each other for almost a month. we had a great day yesterday :) after that i dropped her off at home and i hung out with josefiak, did an old school mall run... jill is so excited about amanda coming home, which is a club that ive joined as well... shes probably the sickest chick i know, she knows how to party and shes got her shit together. i hope we can all hang out before she goes back to school. if you're reading this, Sista, HIGH 5!! we should be hanging out at least one night this weekend, because another friend of ours, sean, is coming home from his post at Ft. Drum. he is also one of the sickest kids i know, so it should be a gnarly time if him, amanda, jill and i all spent some time hanging out before they both go back to their respective "posts". welp, i gotta go get ready, my mom and i are gonna visit jill at work and eat some sammich action and say hi to my wonderful girlfriend. then its a journey off to the doc's in guilford, then its 5 dolla movie night with jill! i'm pretty stoked, i dont know what we're gonna see, but it should be a fun night :) well im gonna go shake my dirtay tail featha into the showa... lata

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

brotha bear [19 Nov 2003|11:19pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | Shai Hulud - "Set Your Body Ablaze" ]

hello everyone that reads this, aka hi jill, and hi amanda, and hi josefiak (what up nach), and hi stalkers... so onto events. yesterday was 5 dolla movie night, so jill and i went to go see brother bear. you know, the most amazing thing happened... the black guy who takes ticket stubs, directed us to the film's screen by saying something totally off-center and left-field... "3 do's down to the brotha's houwse, heh hyeh!" ... ok, start laughing... now... ok... good... yeah, how sick is that... ive never heard a black guy say "brotha" in real life before... i think jill and i have the best relationship ever for many reasons including the excessive obnoxious black people sightings we get. its a magic that no couple i know to this day of having. its a beautiful thing... so anyways, "brotha" bear was pretty good. the canadien moose were hilarious, but by far the rams were the funniest thing on the movie... i highly recommend it. after the movies, jill and i went to scrubway to visit nick and get some food. saw fred there, because he never goes back to uconn when he should, the crazy bastard... other than that, nothing much else really happened... i got back to eating right (alias "dietting"), and working out again (alias "not being a fat lazy fuck"). i really wanna get into shape and get back into martial arts. OH! i got back into tunxis for next semester. im real stoked, i picked up psych, english and marketing for my part time status until the summer sessions. not bad, its better than not going at all, especially at this stage of the game for me. i gotta catch up on past semesters, i dont wanna be a late bloomer. i think i found my calling in life, which is still on the lines of helping people. i was always a good listener, and i was always interested in psychology, so of course, im going to major in psych from here on in, with a minor in business and marketing. i have my work cut out for me now. on one side, it feels rather stressful knowing that im going to be so busy, but at the same time, it feels good to have something going for me as far as progressing into a career. other than that, ive been working at waldens for a few days a week, seeing jill and taking care of things as i go along. but on a side note(typical for me), i wanna say thank you to jill. i cant thank you enough for motivating me and inspiring me and always throwing reasons at me for trying to succeed in the things i do. you mean the world to me and i cant tell you how much i love you :) ... you are my everything... i love you. well, now that everyone but jill is disgusted with me (actually, shes probably kinda disgusted at this point too), im gonna go to bed. peace out brothas and sistas

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

Case of the Mondays... [17 Nov 2003|04:40pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Between The Buried And Me - "Aspirations" ]

YO. so yeah, its monday evening, and my poor jill is sick on our 10 month anniversary :( . so what would any self respecting boyfriend do other than sit and take care of their ill girlfriend? she's sleeping comfortably, so she said to update my journal when she fell asleep. Happy 10 months baby :) ... on friday jill's lil bro benny and i went to the movies to see matrix 3... it was pretty sick, very philosophical. but it was cool to hang out with benny, he's a great kid. then later on that night i went to the between the buried and me show in north haven. it was pretty good, i ended up going with cj and his two friends joey slamdance and timmy fightnight ... weird last names, they must be irish or something... then low and behold, jill shows up to make sure im ok :) so i hung around her, ashley and nickowis for the night until we went to wendys to eat stuff, then nick went home so jill and i stayed at the show for a little while. after jill left mid-set of BTBAM, 3 or 4 fights broke out and cj crowd moshed his way up front and landed on the rhythm guitarists pedal board and broke his shit. the guitarist was mad pissed, i even think he started kicking cj when it happened. saturday nothing really went on, jill and i went to darkside tattoo to scope out the place because we're getting "inked" in january, and one of the guys there was real stoked about doing my ninja star, so i think we're gonna end up going there. sunday jill and i celebrated our 10 month because we werent going to be able to do much today on our actual anniversary. we went to friendlys, watched finding nemo, and ate dinner at her house with her parents. we had an argument after that, but everything is cool, it was a big misunderstanding and it was my fault, so we made up and things were ok after that. back to today, i went to hartford for some gigalo errand running, almost died 7 times on the highway because of stupid drivers, and then i came over jills after. she just got up, and i think we're gonna eat something now, so see y'all lata!

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

one incredible song [10 Nov 2003|12:02pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | Give Up The Ghost - "Love American" ]

"Love American"
by
Give Up The Ghost

Love
Our love is all that we ever had
Love
Our love is all that we'll ever have
Boys and girls, guys and dolls
You were finding faith in bathroom stalls
and broken beds, spring fractured spines
Fall for the right kids at all the wrong times
And in a world of sluts, we keep this wet dream alive
Yeah, our drought is drying out
You go nowhere in a nowhere town and no one's listening to the sound
of breaking down and breaking out is just wishful thinking

We're taking walks around the hearts and homes we'll never own
You go nowhere in a nowhere town and no one's listening to the sound
of breaking down and breaking out is just wishful thinking
You go nowhere in a nowhere town
We're growing up by falling down
We love the songs because we live the songs
in condemned flats between the rights and wrongs

And all we know is that we live for now
We love the hearts but the hearts love us even more
Desperate and true, thinking of you
Borrowed and blue, sinking with you

Keep loving, keep breathing, keep living.

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

holy jesus i havent updated since forever [09 Nov 2003|09:43am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | With Honor - "More Than Heroes" ]

ok, now lets see here... i havent updated since october 30th, and mad amounts of shite happened since then, so i gotta think for a sec... ok, first things first, halloween night, me and jill hung out, went to the outback strak house, saw no trick or treaters, but jill did manage to light a spark under josefiak's gf jaime's ass, lord knows what she did, but it managed to make a lot of frowns... heh, girls are so weird... anyways, saturday, had a few heads over at my crib, nothing even remotely spectacular like last year's spectacle, but it was a good ol' time. watched fred eat 2 slugs, hung out with josefiak for a few, managed to keep the house in one piece. unfortunately jill didnt have as good a time as everyone else since she had to go home early and didnt get to party, but maybe some other time ill find a way to make that up to her. worked tuesday and friday from 10-3... 10 frikkin hours in 2 days... thats quite the job, not that i like being in the mall for 5 hours a day or anything, but still, mikey needs more jobness. so my folks came home on thursday, brought back $260 worth of cheese, and a few bottles of tropical wines, which is sick because jill and i get to pick one out of the group and its officially OUR bottle... creepy that my folks want us to get drunk together and not leave my house for a few hours after, so i think they're trying to set me up or something... whacky relaxed vacationed parents... SOOOOO yeah, the night my parents were due home, jill came over and helped clean my old room in the upstiars facility, which mind you, is quite the task. i owe her so much for helping me as much as she did, so im open for suggestions, just leave a comment! and then friday, brought jill to work, went to MY work, came home, temporarily fixed my tire, went to the free with honor show at the hawks nest on the UHart campus... it was a decent show, considering it was very old school hardcore, just like back in the day when i used to go every weekend. it brought back a lot of memories... THEN THE FUCKING COPS RUINED IT AND STOPPED THE SHOW! bullshit had new meaning after that... they stopped the show right after Embrace Today... which was RIGHT BEFORE WITH HONOR WENT ON! THOSE FUCKS! i went there to see With Honor... waited 3 hours practically... and then i had to go home and not see them because some douche bag cop knocked himself into a speaker and said he thought he saw a fight, and decided to call in back up. what a faggot. on the cool side, talked to Todd from With Honor (lead singer), talked about how much we hate scenesters and kids that like hardcore because its fashionably cool. fuck those kids, learn your roots, hardcore means heart, not X's on your hands and tight jeans with black shirts. heart, you shits... anyways, saturday, alias yesterday, woke up, watched a little bit of Road to Perdition with tom hanks, went to wally world and picked up jill from vinny's, went to her house and hung out for a few. then we went to old navy, visited mary at kb's, then went to funcoland right next door. this is where the night hit an interesting peak, whereas i saw matt my old manager from EB, and craig, who just got a job there. i talked to matt for a few, filled an app at jill's motivational goading, and hopefully, i might get another job, but this time, with people i know and love. matt was the greatest manager ever, i hope i get to work with him again. then jill and i went to the olive garden, had a blast there as usual with our mysteriously creepy waiter, got some extra bread sticks for the road, and ate some far superior black tie mousse cake, which was far superior to anything there on the dessert menu according to spooky dave the waiter. went back to my house, watched a few from finding nemo, jill was tired and wanted to hit the hay, so i brought her home and called it a night. it was a good day. today, got no clue what the F is going on, but im gonna go start my day now, so peace out c00ns!

1 XXX not n00bs XXX/ XXX dont be a n00b XXX

i hate telemarketers [30 Oct 2003|04:53pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | Iced Earth - "1776" ]

well well well... looks like im finally updating my journal... well it seems that i got the job at waldenbooks and im back to working at the mall... today was my third day, and quite frankly, it couldnt have felt slower if time stopped for an hour between minutes... jesus, and the people i work with are weird... like real weird... everybody but this dude harold can suck it, even little midget anthony, because hes a little prick that has an ego thats twice the size as he is... besides that, life is pretty normal, minus the fact that my folks went to aruba on tuesday and arent to return until next thursday, which is sweet as hell because now i have some peace and quiet... oh wait, i forgot... my drunk of a brother listens to mudvayne and slipknot like a god damn deaf nu-metal kid.... ive never heard someone play shittier music so loud in my whole life.... paul sucks, hes on my shit list... anyways, i spend every other day with jill and we always have something cool going on... especially yesterday, which was probably the most complete day ive had in my whole life... we did it, i worked, we did it again, we macked it, ate dinner, got ice cream, and i went to bed... today at work i had to sticker EVER DR. SUESS BOOK IN THE WHOLE FUCKIN STORE!!! i wanted to shoot myself... there were more books with weird names and titles and plots by that screwed up old bastard that you can shake a stick at... i swear to jesus, if i have to re-learn how to count change back into someone's hand again im gonna scream and burn the mall to the ground... and jill wouldnt like that because then we would have no where to go during the week.... i got a haircut today, it sucks balls, its real short and i look like a lesbian again... fuckin gay... and this saturday im having people over, and if this is news to you, then i either didnt tell you because i dont really like you, or i just didnt get a chance to tell you yet.... you pick... i dont really want the epic party that i had last year, but i just want some good wholesome time with my friends in a place where they can eat and drink and pass out wherever they please without causing a ruckus and making me mad. but now im gonna go upstairs and watch tv, because im bored as fuck and i need some quality time with the tube, its been a long time since we spent time alone together, so its catch up time..... i wish it wasnt an off day with me and jill, but i guess i have to deal with it, :). im out, peace foo'z

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

Few Against Many [22 Oct 2003|08:52pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]
[ music | "The Lonely Shepherd" - Zamfir (End Theme from Kill Bill) ]

today not too much happened other than waldencrooks called me back and i got the job... i am no longer unemployed. i start on tuesday, 10-2... ill be getting paid $7.50 on the hour, which isnt too bad i guess, considering i will probably work my ass off to the point where ill get a nice raise after a month or so. other than that, things are pretty slow today. but at this moment im in complete relaxation, at complete peace. i havent felt this way for a long time, and it feels good seeing things fall into place for me. im not saying i have life all figured out as of today, but still... its very calming to know that im on my way in my life and no longer halted at a speed bump. now im going to take things in a very serene manner. i once felt like this before, and at that stage of my life, nothing bothered me or got me down. i feel inner strength building, and inner peace closer to achievement... inner peace... an item without purchase, a subject without grasp... its the only thing i can think of that doesnt require hard work to be gained, but luck and serenity and patience. philosophically, inner peace is not attainable while living, its only aqcuired when you die... but maybe they dont mean death in the figurative sense... maybe they mean a transition, like a steady change to your livelyhood that can make you seem like not a different person, but a renewed version of the person you are. i feel renewal... and on that note, im going to lay down on my bed and relax and soak in the remains of the day and envision a hopeful tomorrow.

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

"Wiggle your big toe" [22 Oct 2003|12:07am]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | Incubus - "Stellar" ~ for you, Jill :) ]

word, i learned how to play the top gun theme on the guitar today, i leanred it by ear, so im proud of myself.... benny, jill, and i all went to the movies tonight and saw kill bill... comments on this movie are as follows : i, mike miglietta, do not condone the actions performed on the said film, nor do digress that the viewer will not be left in complete awe and disgust after witnessing the events that took place on that said designated film... oh yeah, and it was mad fucked up too. blood... lots of blood... and cutting, and stabbing, and disemboweling, and oh my god theres someone's arm over there... jesus... quentin tarantino is the sickest fucker ever to debut on film... thank god its only cinema... other than the movies and such, i spent some quality time with jill and things couldnt be better :) yesterday josefiak and i hung out and it was mad funny because we were reminiscing about our past plunders in our extensive friendship. just hearing the indiana jones theme is enough to make mike and i piss ourselves laughing. inside jokes out the ass... i hope we hang out again soon, i miss being with that fuck everyday. play wrestling games and eat mcdonalds, or run to arby's after a typical mall run... ah the good ole days... hopefully this weekend we'll make some time to hang, because we have plenty of stalking to catch up on, and perhaps new targets to be assessed will be established. anyways, mikey tired, mikey go sleepy. peace out y'all mafucks.



I love you jill :)


peace

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

happy 9 months jill :) [18 Oct 2003|02:33pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | Bleeding Through - "Our Enemies" ]

yesterday was a beautiful day, minus the crummy weather. it was mine and jill's 9 month "annigaysery" as she so sarcastically (i hope) puts it, and we had a great day... we hung out at her house for a few, then we went to the mall and i think i finally got a job, at waldenbooks where my old midget co-worker from suncoast now works. cool.. we ate some chinee, walked around for a bit, then went to vinnys to get jill's paycheck. eventhough jill thinks its some kind of confused look, the kid she works with shot me a look as i can only describe as "i dont like you, why are you smiling at me" look, with a litte bit of the old "im just a dick" look. jill will probably defend him because hes nice to her, but he gave me a look so i dont like him right now... no no, wait... ill retract that statement, and say that he gets one more chance to be nice to me before he chalks himself onto my "i dont like you" list. but anyway, we then went to a volley ball game at her old high school where i spent some quality time with jill watching her old team play... it was cool, and funny to see jill's face go red when they did a cheer towards her.. it was fun, eventhough my rump was aching from bleecher ass. after that we got lost looking for the olive garden in orange because i forgot which highway to take, but eventually we got there and had fun making a ruckus and eating fine italian food. all in all, it was a pretty awesome day spent with my wonderful girlfriend of 9 months. i love you jill :) ..... onto today .... today was different... today i woke up to watch saturday morning cartoons, but instead i worked out for a few hours to get back onto the workout wagon, and then watched italian job with my brotha paul. it was a pretty sick movie, i enjoyed it. mark wahlberg = the man...seth green = the man... mos def = the man also... jason statham = yet again, the man... all in all, the whole cast was pretty gnarly, i like that move a lot.... anyways, tonight i have no focking clue what is going on, but i guess ill just play it by ear... first come first serve... come get some, n00bs

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

past post [16 Oct 2003|12:39pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | Unearth - "The Charm" ]

i'd like to withdraw a comment i made a few posts ago, i regret to inform you that no transformation in my appearance will occur this week... but instead, i now must list a set of goals that i must achieve before the end of this year, with some required to be accomplished sooner:

1. get a god damn job, now... not next week, not tomorrow... now... before the end of october or stipulations at bottom of this post may apply.

2. enroll back into tunxis and register for classes for the coming spring semester, change my major

3. lose 5% of my body fat and gain 20 lbs of muscle by means of dieting and working out on a strict regiment, thus getting into shape

4. start a savings account once paychecks come in

5. being to save up for a new car OR for an apartment for early of winter 2004

6. buy new clothes and update my wardrobe

7. accquire a credit card and begin construction of good credit

ok... now to anyone who reads this and is in daily communication with me - i need a favor... make sure i stay o0n task and dont get sidelined by any unnecessary activites, i.e. partying, hanging out, going to shows regularly, watching t.v., helping my folks... if for any reason that any one of these are not done by the end of october, i give full permission to anyone to kick me right square in the testicles and/or penis as hard as they can, no strings attatched... thank you, and wish me luck

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

"Fuck YOU, buddy" - Jill's Mom [16 Oct 2003|08:57am]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | Darkest Hour - "The Hollow" ]

oh man what a day yesterday was. i woke up bright and early, took a shower, headed over to jill's and went out to breakfast. our waitress had the dental hygeine of a god damn sewer rat, but i left her a nice tip anyway, in hopes she saves up enough to buy floss. jill's english class gets cancelled, so we went back to southington so i could finish up some work i had to do for my dad, consisting of moving playwood into Stinky Ass Manor, aka gigalo's new office building. went back to wallingford, brought jill to class, and i cleaned my car out. drove back to jill's college, and fell asleep in my car in the parking lot until she got out of class. went out to friendly's for lunch, brought her back to school for her 4 o'clock psyh class, and i drove around for a few, then went back into that parking lot and took another nap until jill got out. went back to jill's ... played nintendo... :0* ... jill argued with her friend sarah's closet homo boyfriend while i played "eye of the tiger" on her acoustic guitar, you know, to set the mood for the argument, and then went to wendy's to meet up with that very same sarah and her mom... her mom is pretty cool, laughing and joking like she was jill's age. went back to jill's, watched the yankees fail me for the 3rd time in the series, and sat and talked with jill and her mom. at one point jill told her mom about how sarah's boyfriend treats her, and mrs. mclaughlin simply says "fuck YOU, buddy"... i held back my explosive laughter, but man was i dying on the inside from that little outburst... heh, went home, went to bed, called it an evening... i spent 50 bucks on food yesterday... we went out to eat 3 times yesterday... jesus... i need a job... sarah's bf is a fag...

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

friggin survey [14 Oct 2003|08:56pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]
[ music | Yellowcard - "Way Away" ]

What does your name mean? like god
How old are you? 21
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)? between 11 and 45
What are your worst qualities: im always late, im too apologetic, and i dont shave as often as i should
What are your best qualities: im forgiving, im honest, im trustworthy, im faithful, im caring, and i work on correcting my flaws
How long does it take you get get ready in the morning: about an hour


~SLEEP~
Do you dream at night? yeah
Do you remember your dreams? most of the time
Describe one. i was crossing the street, jill called for me, and i turned to look at her and then i got hit by a car
What time do you go to bed usually? anywhere between 11 and 3
What time do you wake up normally? anywhere from 7 to 12
What time do you wake on weekends? 9ish
Do youfind waking late nice or annoying? it depends on what i gotta do that day
do you sleep with one pillow or two? 2


~SCHOOL~
Do you like school? yeah, i miss it
Why/why not? because once its done with it ill be on my way into my life, living by my standards
Whats ur fave subject? psychology
Most hated subject? algebra, calculus, any useless math course
Do you have a fave teacher? not right now
Ever had a crush ona teacher? yeah back in the 6th grade i had a sub that told me i was "adorable"
Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? english drama

~FRIENDS~
Do you have heaps of friends? yeah i guess
Do you have a best friend? yeah, jill
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? guy friends, jill wont let me have any chick friends, shed kill them
Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? yeah
Have you ever lied to a friend? yeah
Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? no, but josefiak stole opportunities from me a few times, haha

~FAMILY~
Do you like your parents? yeah, but they can piss me off to no end sometimes
Ever run away from home? no
Ever thought about it? yeah, when i was 5 because i didnt like how i was being treated at school and i thought my family thought i was a loser like everyone else did at school, so i thought itd be better off for them that i didnt stay at home with them.
Do you have any siblings? mark and paul
If so, do you like or get annoyed with them? i like 'em, but we dont hang out as much as we used to
How old are they? 24 and 35
If not, do you mind being an only child?
Do you feel your parents spoil you? yeah, like mad
Do you not get along with any of your family? yeah, my mom and i have an odd relationship, shes mad at me 98% of the week, so we argue a lot
Do you have big family get togethers ever? yeah sometimes

~RELATIONSHIPS~
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yeah
If so, are you in love with them? yes
Do they love you? yes
How long have you been together? 9 months friday
Most romantic thing theyve ever done for you? dressed in sexy lingerie when she planned on gettin bizzay
Do you have a crush? yeah, my girlfriend
If so, are you in love? yeah, like i just said a few questions ago, kneegrow
Do they know you like them? uh, duh
Is it serious or playful? serious and playful
How long have you liked them? since the day i first started to hang out with her
Ever done something stupid to impress them? yeah, all the time
Have you ever experienced unrequited love? yeah, and it sucked
Do u find it romantic or hurtful? hurtful
Even know what it is? when the love you give isnt as much as the love you recieve... cough cough driving 7 fuckin hours to pennsylvania to get dumped, cough cough when i used to spoil my ex and i recieved nothing but a fuckin e-mail break up for my troubles, oh yeah, and it was a little one sided too... she was having more sex than i was. cough cough thanks for the memories ladies >:(


~Sex~
Ever had sex? yes
believe that a person shouldnt have sex before marriage? to each his own i guess, but i respect that decision
Believe in casual sex? no, thats for porn stars and prostitutes
When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity? last summer
Did you regret it? well i wish i saved it for jill, but im glad that i did it for the reason that i was in love and i planned on being with her for a long time, but it ended up that she didnt see it the same way as i did, so yeah, i kinda regret it

~Religion~
Do you have a religion? roman catholic
Do you practice it i.e go to church? i go a few times a year, but im not as much of a devout catholic as i SHOULD be, but oh well
Do you believe in God? yeah
Jesus? nigga owes me 12 bucks
Satan? can i help you?
Heaven? yeah
Hell? aka bayonne new jersey, yeah, i been there
If you died tomorrow what do you believe will happen to you? god'll send me back to life because im not done yet
Does death scare you? not really no


~Morals~
Have you ever been drunk? yes
taken drugs? smoked the gonja a few times in my day, but my new motto is up with hope, DOWN with dope!
stolen? yes
shoplifted? not really
tried to commit suicide? thought about it
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? only good lies,l like trying to hide the fact that i was so broke at the time that i traded in some of my prized dvd's in for cash to go buy jill flowers, but other than that, i keep a clean record, eventhough im accused quite often ;0P
gotten into a fight? yeah, a few
are you more innocent or guilty? depends
Would you date a drug addict? only if they planned on stopping
have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? negative
Are you racist? not really, eventhough i may say the occasional slur
Are you discriminatory to anyone? nope... except for those god damn jooz... just kidding!!! im not anti-semtatic!!
Have you been a hypocrite in the past? yeah
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? open

~Media~
Do you watch tons of tv? not anymore
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? probably like 5
Do you listne to the radio often? no, not really
Do you read the newspaper? only when its about factories burning down next to my house
Do you read magazines? yeah sometimes
Are you a couch potato? not at all
Do you use the internet too much? i try not to, but its hard not to check up on my hardcore websites every now and then in hopes of finding another band that no one ever heard of to brag about

~Music~
Whats your fave style of music? posi-core (positive hXc), hXc, emo, screamo, indie rock, jazz, classical
Do you play an instrument? i can scream like a god damn banshee, i dont need no instrument! eventhough im learning a little bass and guitar everyday
Do you sing? yeah... and scream...
Whats your fave band? oh man, i dont have a fav... i have bands i listen to and then pause from... but if i MUST pick, it'd be Every Time I Die, Unearth, Candiria, The Dillinger Escape Plan, With Honor, and Radiohead
Have you met them before? i met the guys from with honor once, and i met a few guys from candiria too
Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year. i dont buy cds, i burn them or people buy them for me!
Why did you buy them? fuck you!

~Sport~
Whats your fave sport? full contact mixed martial arts... beat stuff
Whats your fave sport to watch? baseball and hockey
Do you have a fave team of any sort? i guess the yankess, but i want to cubs to win the world series... and ui love the NY rangers and the NJ devils...
Do you play a lot of sport? no
ever won anything for sport? nope

~perosnality~
Are you funny or serious? both
Creative or not? creative
Logical thinker or lateral thinker? i dunno nikka
Are you outgoing or shy? both
Are you lazy or active? both
Have you ever been hyperactive? when im in the mood to scream on stage yeah
Are you a naturally hyperactive person? no

~Looks~
Are you happy with the way you look? not really
What would you change? how fat and ugly i am... oh man jill is gonna kill me... i mean how chubby i am... and i guess i cant hate my genetics, but i can hate my parents for making me like this!
Do you wear makeup regularly? yeah, all the time... im not a girl you know
Do you have a large wardrobe? nope

~Money~
Do you have a job? no :(
Do you like it? no :(
Are you a saver or a spender? spender
Do you work hard or slack off? work hard
Have you ever been fired? nope
In trouble at work? yeah
Made a major mistake? yeah
Ever had money stolen from you? yeah
Are you always broke? yes

~embarassing moments~
Ever snorted drink out your nose? yeah, after mark came upstairs one morning when he still lived with us, he was wearing his tighty whities and his shoes, puts his jacket on and says "welp, im goin to work" and walks out the door... i lost it and i blew orange juice all over tha place
Ever giggled like an idiot? yeah, everytime jill tickles me
Ever embarassed yourself and pretedned nothing happened? yeah, every day
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? yeah, like yesterday
Ever said soemthing really stupid? all the time
Ever snorted while laughing? yeah
Ever fallen off a bed? yeah, when i was in the 5th grade, i compressed a vertebrae in my neck, i had to go to a chiropractor for a month after that, and to this day my neck is week and i crack it all the time
Ever sleepwalked? yeah
Ever sleeptalked? hahaha, yeah

~Memories~
Whats your best memory? hanging out with mark and jon back in the day
Worst? finding out that my ex cheated on me
Whats the wierdest memory you have? the first time i macked it, haha, i wanted to throw up for the majority of the time i was doing it :( it was soooooo gross
Do you have a good memory? yeah
Whats the coolest holiday you remember having? spending my 19th birthday driving home from pennsylvania... it was cool because it was at like dawn, the sun was just coming up and it just made me think that the world was wishing me a happy birthday... it sucked to be by myself and all, but still, time alone on the road felt really good to me.


~Thoughts~
Ever had funny thoughts and laughed and no one understood you? yes
Whats the firs tthoght that comes to your head when you hear these names?
Melissa: nick
Bob: creepy uncle
Vanessa: carlton, 100 miles, hardcore cover
Alyssa: my 8th grade history teacher's daughter
Jess:
Brian : every brand of booze on the face of the planet, and getting really annoyed after hearing about all of them...
Charlie : brown
Olivia: my biggest crush in high school
Drew: carey
Lily: my dad's name when translated from italian to english
Anita: video games ???
Whats the firs thtoughts that come to your head while hearing these words?
cheese: oh man, the lines i tell jill when i try to be romantic
rubber: :0*
clothes: i need new shit
big: my head
dress: nude
jacket: i need a new one
polyester: i dunno
kite: "helloooo motherrrr"
washing: "I WILL NOT BE WASHED AWAY!!!" - With Honor

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

ahhh christ [14 Oct 2003|08:54am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | alexisonfire - "Pulmonary Archery" ]

this week we will be seeing a major transormation in mike's appearance... stay tuned...

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

weekend update [13 Oct 2003|09:34am]
[ mood | grumpy ]
[ music | Converge - "Concubine" ]

"people who stalk their ex girlfriends, particularly piss me off. what the fuck is wrong with these people? dont you have better things to do with your life than be emotionally attached to someone who hates your guts?? do something with your life, find a hobby! you know, jeez. . you know how many video games that are out there that you could be playing?? at the very least. . .shoot yourself. get yourself out of society, no one wants to deal with a stalker." - Foamy the Squirrel... who i am in agreeance with, especially the "shoot yourself" part... anyways, i really didnt do much this weekend. friday nate, john, ashley, jill, and i all went to the apple harvest and then i hung out with jill for a little while after. saturday, jill went to boston and i worked for my dad for half the day, so i stayed home that night, didnt feel all too well. sunday, i was sick all morning and spewed the day away until jill got home and we hung out at her house for a little while until it was bed time. today i have no clue whats going on other than im helping my dad out for a little while and then im heading over to jills. but yeah, that was my weekend. peace

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

the reserved and quiet miggy is speaking [10 Oct 2003|09:45am]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | .hopesfall. - "Andromeda" ]

Not too much to say other than a long tirade about whats going on in my life right now... things are good, although confusing and anticipatory, but good nontheless... im still in search of a job, whether it be nabisco, keeblar, pepsi, blockbuster, or elsewhere... for the time being, im doing dirty work for my dad, cleaning out his office, running errands, moving large and heavy objects and getting messy... but work is work, and i dont mind it much at all... things with jill and i are great... we're always doing something, even when it seems like we're doing nothing. we can hang out and be the best of friends, and we have a better relationship than i ever imagined two people to have. she always writes about how shes mean to me in her journal, but shes making it out to be something totally other than what it is... she never talks about how she leaves me little messages everywhere, usually a small "I love you" or "I<3 U" in the most random yet romantic places. and she also never mentions how often she cant resist the urge to grab me and kiss me or hold me, and makes me feel better when im sick or depressed. so dont be fooled by her strong persona, shes all talk ;) i love us, and i love how we function. (jill, i love you ;0* ) but im out for now, im spending my day with jill before she goes up to boston tomorrow, so im gonna take every moment i can have with her. peace

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

[08 Oct 2003|09:15pm]
[ mood | morose ]
[ music | Stretch Arm Strong - "Try To Forget" ]

1. If you were on a stranded island who would you be with and why? i dont know actually... i think id just go it alone because then i could focus on getting off the god damn island without anyone distracting me or tell me to do things differently... the solitude would teach me things about myself too, things like independence and resourcefulness in an environment that ive never lived in, and forced to survive. plus itd be sick to be like tom hanks from cast away, befriending a volley ball and all.

2. Do you believe in Internet relationships? no way, because its so much easier to lie to a computer monitor than a human face... that, and "cybering" is fuckin creepy

3. What do you want to be when you grow up? an adult

4. What is your biggest turn on? gentleness and creativity

5. What is your biggest turn off? excessive piercings,

6. What do you look for in a girl/guy? i like it when girls have the ability to be who they are in front of me, and not restrict themselves because they think they are less than what they are. i look for sense of humor, and for trust, because trust plays a huge factor in relationships with people... because if you cant trust someone, then you cant ever really like them, let alone love them.

7. Would you rather be told in person, phone, e-mail or some other way that you wanted to break up? i'd rather not be broken up at all and work things out... but if i had to go through it again, id hope that the e-mail thing would never happen again... because that was just flat out disrespectful and misleading... ive been dumped by all 3 ways, so i can pretty much sum it up that in person was the toughest, but the most honest way...

8. If a girl/guy had some kind of disability would you still go out with them, or hang out with them? dude, my dad has a gimp arm and he's the man, like seriously, hes the coolest friend i have. disabilities add character.

9. What is your biggest pet peeve? traffic, hypocrisy, impatience, misunderstandings, stubborness, and traffic

10. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be and why? italy to visit the other homeland... and because italy is just mad cool, id go to rome, id go to venice, id go everywhere

11. If you could meet anyone for just one day who would it be and why? id meet brad pitt because hes the sickest actor ever

12. What is one thing in life you want to do before you die? i wanna be the lead singer in a semi popular, overly successful hardcore band, and be on the cover of alternative press magazine with the band im in

13. What is your biggest fear? watching loved ones die

14. Would you ever meet anyone off of the Internet? negative, i already got too many friends and a girlfriend, i dont need no internet creep

15. Do you believe in Love at first site? no and yes... sometimes you can get a feeling, not exactly love, but something like it, from first glance... for instance, with jill, i thought i recognized her, and i did, but the thing is, i knew for some reason that we were going to be involved with each other somehow, i just had this warm feeling when i really looked at her for the first time... then after a few months of the dating game and other stuff, i realized that that warm feeling turned into love and that it was interest at first site, and love at first obstacle. if you can follow that... if not, sorry, im just gloating about how im in love with my girlfriend...

16. What would you say is the most daring thing to do in life? be on the bomb squad, because those guys have balls the size of coconuts

17. Would you ever do it? as long as it was diffusing bombs no bigger than m-80s

18. Do you wish that you could make your dreams come true? only the good ones

19. Do you believe that they will come true? i think some have already come true, not too many left on the list for me to accomplish

20. Have you ever written a poem? *If so share it please* yeah, but its more of a song... here, take this one:
~Liposuction For The Soul~

all i did was provide a headline
this isnt a parade
this is a poisoning
nervous system shuts down
bleed out of your nose
hows that feel?
this breath could be your last
howabout that?
hurts, doesn't it?
like the sailors at the edge of the world
like those starving folks at the end of their road
like i care
like i care
shut the fucking tape off,
sip this blood,
its especially good
with a twist of lime
i feared this would happen, stupid alarm clock
this is not fun, this is what happens when you fall in love
whoops i just blew it
i'm just a kid
i'm just a killer
this isnt funny anymore
tonight we invade
invade their minds with a simple message
regret it
regret it
regret it
3...
forget it
2...
i own a gun
its a 44 calibur fucker
1...
prepare for seduction

(copyright migzilla, 2003)

21. How are you feeling right now? kinda shitty, i woke up about 10 minutes ago and i think i made jill mad accidentally :(

22. Name something that you can't forget no matter how hard you try? the fact that my mom walked in on me beating off, but i covered it up really well and she was none the wiser, but still... that was such a bad moment in my personal history... it kinda ruined masturbation for me for the rest of my life

23. Can you not wait to talk to the person...even write notes knowing that the person will never see them? nigga you on crack? i dont have any idea what this question is asking me, i pass.

24. If you could relive any moment of your life, what would it be and why? the night i had my first kiss with jill... reasons are not available

25. What is your favorite holiday? xmas. i spoil everybody

26. When you get married do you want it outdoors or inside a church? vegas baby, vegasssss

27. What is your favorite place to take your guy/girl on a date? well, i'd LIKE to take jill out to new york to go see a play on broadway and then take her out to eat at a nice little italian joint that had better bread sticks than olive garden, and then book ourselves a room at a QUALITY 5 star hotel or suite, and cal it a night... but i thnk im gonna save that for our one year aniiversary :)

28. What cologne or perfume do you best like on a guy/girl? dont matter to me, just as long as she doesnt smell like fish

29. What is your biggest dream that you want to come true? *Truthfully* to be a successful psychologist with my own practice and be my own boss

30. Name some people that mean so much to you that you wouldn't know what to do if you lost them? the gigalo, my brother mark, and jill.

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

ETID [08 Oct 2003|01:56pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Every Time I Die - "Hit of the Search Party" ]

No man abandon his post. A gatecrasher has called us to arms. Take up your
torch. I want this ship cleaner than a hospital ward. A radical has polluted
our ranks. Slouch into position men, this is a war. Set the traps. We'll
have that criminal's head marched through the streets on a stick. Someone
will pay for this. We'll squeeze his goddamn brains out. Sleep with one
knife open. You can't outthink us, we've been out of thoughts for a while.
The warrior with the deadliest weapon is the one without an instruction
manual for his gun. This is a union of dunces and we are the new global
menace. Stalking the land, gnashing dull teeth, tapping our feet, sighing
and humming and watching the clock. That's what you get for fucking with us.
When we find you we will skin you alive, we'll pluck out your eyes and the
cannons will roar as we march to the capitol, dragging your hide. Drooling
polished jackboot monsters, tracking the scent of a sleeping child. Your
composure gave you away, next time it's best to cry havoc. Keep marching,
the bridge is ours. They're coming to get me. They're coming to take me
away. I'll never make love in this town again. Everyone on the dance floor
is doomed. Hit the ground. Shut your mouth. The prisoners have laid waste to
the pulpit. You're in for it now. Are these helicopters for me? Have I been
appointed to speak? Then I'm going to Hell, and I'm taking the renaissance
with me.

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

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