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dear live journal?! [26 Jan 2004|02:00am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Signs Of Hope - Demo '03 (the whole thing) ]

yeah, thats right, i sold out you fucks... blurty is for pussies... my emoticon is a dragon with a mowhawk now! i dont need you! eventhough im gonna pull a jill and update both, so you never know what to exptect! you're just gonna have to read both journals, now wont you?!?! HAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ahem... so yeah... it's www.livejournal.com/users/migz920 ..... go, look at my updates!

XXX dont be a n00b XXX

survgay [10 Jan 2004|08:24pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | The Darkness - "I Believe In A Thing Called Love" ]

-Name: mike
-Nickname(s): migz, miggy, migzilla, mikey
-Are you named after anyone?: no
-Pets: fifi
-Birthday: september 20th 1982
-Time of birth: i cant remember
-Zodiac sign: virgo
-Age: 21
-Height: 6'1(2)"
-Eye color: brown
-Hair color: brown
-Current residence: southington
-Where were you born?: i forgot
-Where did you grow up?: plantsville CT, st. cloud FL, southington CT
-Email address: migz920@yahoo.com
-AOL screenname: migz920
-Yahoo screenname: no
-Homepages: no
-Computer(s): a black one
-School: tunxis
-Grade: college
-What kind of student were you?: not bad
-What do you want to be?: psychologist, criminal profiler for the F.B.I.
-Fears: nothing
-Medical issues: sinus problems
-Where do you work?: house of games on occasion, and i work for my dad, other than that im unemployed at the time
-What do you want to be in the future?: criminal profiler for the F.B.I.

*Opinions and Questions*

-Best movie of 2003: kill bill
-Best book you've read in school: my psychology text my first semester at central
-Best TV show of 2003: viva la bam
-Best new music artist of 2003: First Blood
-Best songs of 2003: With Honor - "More Than Heroes", Most Precious Blood - "Why Hyenas Laugh", First Blood - "Foundation"
-Best kind of music: hXc
-Who do you have a crush on: Jill
-Do you like someone famous: i hate famous people
-If yes who: bruce willis
-Who do you have for best friend on opposite gender: Jill
-Do you like pickels?: yeah
-What are you wearing?: my usual, jeans, white t-shirt, black hoody, bad facial scruff
-What time is it?: 8:35 PM on Saturday January 10, 2003
-What is your idea of a perfect date?: summer time, spend the morning at the beach, go out to lunch at olive garden, romantic alone time somewhere secluded, shower, go out to a fine dinner at carmen anthony's
-What is your idea of a perfect honeymoon?: can't say, jill would freak out
-What is your idea of a perfect wedding?: can't say, jill would freak out... and i'm not girly like that
-What song reflects your life the most?: Most Precious Blood "Why Hyenas Laugh"
-What lyric reflects your life the most?: "... Every scar has a story... No guts... No glory..."
-What hospital were you born in?: i forgot
-Which celebrity has the best hair?: paris hilton
-What do you wear to bed?: boxers and/or sweat pants
-What kind of socks do you wear?: white ones
-What kind of toothpaste do you use?: whitening ones
-What kind of shampoo?: whatever my mama buys
-What brand is your TV?: dont know, dont care
-Have you ever done any extreme sports?: professional wrestler

*Favorites*

-Books: "Choke" by Chuck Palahniuk, and "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas" by Hunter S. Thompson
-Relative: my niece Samm
-College: campus-wise, yale, but i never been enrolled, im not a friggin scientist... but my preference is central i guess
-Stores: pheonix records
-Kind of chainletters: chainletters are for assholes
-Poems: heh, haikus
-News channel: i hate the news
-TV shows: jackass, viva la bam
-Five girl names: vanessa, gwen, hannah, jill, lynn
-Five boy names: anthony, travis, wesley, giglio, morgan
-Top 5 Actresses you like: jennifer connelly, uma thurman, darryl hannah, diane lane, kate hudson
-Top 5 actors you like: bruce willis, brad pitt, samuel l. jackson, morgan freeman, robin williams
-Male singer: wes eisold, American Nightmare
-Female singer: natalie imbruglia
-CD: American Nightmare - Background Music
-Bands: Most Precious Blood, With Honor, American Nightmare/Give Up The Ghost, Candiria, Iron Maiden, Unearth
-Movies: The Shawshank Redemption, Fight Club, American Psycho, Kill Bill, Raising Arizona
-Musical: Les Miserables
-Song: With Honor - "Bridges and Gaps"
-Website: Jill's journals
-Music Award Show: mtv VMA
-Music Video: The Darkness - "I Believe In a Thing Called Love"
-Vegetable: carrots
-Meal: steak, mashed potatoes
-Soda: dr. pepper
-Drink in general: milk
-Cheese: mozzerella
-Ethnic food: haha, watermelon
-Fast Food Place: wendys
-What do you get there: # 7 or dollar menu
-Eat-in: olive garden, boston market
-What do you get there: fettucini alfredo, chicken and stuff
-Snack to munch on: pretzels
-Kind of pizza: plain cheese or meat lovers
-Ice cream: chunky monkey
-Bread: italian
-Pastry: pop tarts
-Cereal: reese's crunch!
-Meat: steak
-Holiday: christmas
-Sport to play: kicking faggots asses
-Sport to watch: hockey
-Thing to do in winter: sit with jill under a blanky
-Thing to do in summer: sit with jill in the buff ... =^O
-Thing to do on weekends: go out, shows, mall, eat, sit, whatever
-Vacation spot: atlantic city
-Dream vacation spot: aruba or jamaica
-Place to shop: pheonix records
-Thing to do on a rainy day: play nintendo with jill
-Thing to do on a sunny day: drive around and blast hXc
-Color: green
-Magazine: maxim or men's health
-Gum: big league chew
-Outfit to wear: naked
-Pair of shoes: pumas
-Kind of car: 1998 acura nsx
-Stuffed Animal: my army of monkeys
-Article of clothing: my easy access sweat pants that jill got me for christmas
-Piece of furniture in your room: my monstrous bed
-Place in your house: my room
-Place to be alone: my room
-Kind of house: the kind my dad is building for my brother
-Place to live: cape cod IS cool, but somewhere in CT, be close to the fam and friends
-Place to work: funstuf
-Kind of occupation: criminal profiler
-Family member: mark
-Memory from childhood: playing video games with mark everyday
-Memory with friends: new year's at my house
-Alcoholic beverage: fuck you i'm XedgeX
-Kind of cigarettes: cigarettes are for the weak, fuck you, i'm XedgeX
-Party you've ever been to: the huge bash at my house 2 years ago, 100+ kids, keg, live music, it was amazing
-Teacher: Mr. Boyles
-Grade: none, public school was shitty for me

*Personal*

-Have you ever done drugs?: yeah
-If so, what is your favorite?: weed WAS my favorite
-Have you ever had sex?: yeah
-Are you straight, gay, or bi?: straight
-Have you ever passed out or thrown up from drinking too much?: yeah
-What’s your favorite bar?: negative
-Did you go to prom in high school?: my sr prom, yeah
-How many continents have you been to?: 2
-How many countries have you been to?: 3
-What color are the socks you’re wearing right now?: white
-Underwear?: my monkey boxers
-What was your last vacation?: haha, i dont even know, i can't remember it... i think it might have been atlantic city like 4 years ago
-Do you have any future vacations coming up?: maybe aruba
-Do you have any tattoos?: not yet, ask me again next saturday
-Do you have anything pierced besides your ears?: eye brow
-Have you ever had a one-night stand?: kinda
-Do you own a car?: yeah
-What is the make and model?: 92 acura legend
-What is your dream car?: 2000 BMW 7 series
-Do you have long fingernails?: only when i let them grow after 2 days of clipping them
-Do you paint them?: no
-What about your toes?: no
-Do you believe in God?: sure
-What is your religious belief?: roman catholic
-Did OJ do it?: yes
-Do you use Napster?: i did when it first came out
-What are some of your pet peeves?: hypocrites and assholes who insult me and the ones i love... (i still wanna fuckin kill you, you faggot)
-What are some of your phobias?: i fear that i wont be able to bludgeon the fuckin piece of shit that wanted to fight me because hes a big fuckin pussy
-What is your major in college (if you’re in college): psychology
-How much money do you make each year?: haha, i dont know, ask jill :)
-Do you want children in the future?: yes
-Do you want to get married?: yes
-How many fillings/cavities do you have?: like 4
-How many people have you had sex with?: 3
-Guys or girls?: girls
-Have you ever kissed anyone of the same sex?: do i look like my screen name is AlleyFaggyKitten
-Did you like it?: ... nnooo...
-Do you underwear and bras match?: sometime...ss.... ummm... noooo...
-Do you carry a purse?: no
-How do you eat a Reese’s Peanut Buttercup?: with milk
-Are you right or left handed?: right
-What is under your bed?: drawers of clothes
-What posters do you have on your walls?: weird ones, and soon to have the ones jill got me for christmas :)
-What kind of housing are you in?: a house
-Have you ever been hospitalized?: yeah
-Have you ever had surgery?: nope
-Have you ever broken a bone?: yup, my ribs, a toe, orbital bone
-Have you ever had stitches?: yeah
-What’s the weirdest place you’ve ever had sex?: i dont know about weird places, all i know is i enjoy my bed, and jill's bed... and floor... :)

*This or That*

-Peanut butter or jelly: peanut butter
-Coke or Pepsi: coke
-Drive or walk: drive
-Traveler or homebody: traveler
-Skydiving or bungee-jumping: skydiving
-Real World or Road Rules: real world
-MTV or Comedy Central: comedy central
-Ice or roller skating: ice (hockey)
-Nike or Adidas: nike
-Purse or wallet: wallet
-Dark hair or light: dark
-Chocolate milk or regular milk: regular
-Tall or short: tall
-Tan or fair skinned: fair
-Blue eyes or brown eyes: brown
-Ketchup or mustard: ketchup
-Books or movies: movies
-Comedy or horror: comedy
-Bath or shower: shower
-Lights on or off during a movie: off
-Theater or video: theater
-Red or blue: blue
-Gold or silver: platinum, *bling bling* niggaaaa
-Top or bottom: bottom
-Morning or night: night
-Black or white: black
-Glass half full or half empty: full
-Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla

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ATTENTION: mike is going to fuck some shit-head the fuck up this saturday if his pussy ass shows up! [07 Jan 2004|10:10pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Untold Truth - "Today's Mourning" ]

yeah... i like the title too... it holds a lot of ground and pinoche, if you will... so i wake up at 2:30 this morning, and see that this fuckin kid who left my girlfriend a troubling message yesterday was online, so i took the opportunity to speak my mind and warn him of the reprecussions he would have to face if he decided to command her to not do something... not to check his profile to be precise... yeah, its gay, its stupid, but he decided to TELL her not to look at it... big mistake, because the second i see you're telling my gf what to do, i find it as a posed threat to her. so the reprecussions i laid out for him were a little harsh (i told him i'd break him), pardon me for my abrasiveness. i told him if he didnt want her looking at his profile, to block her, but the stubborn cock smoker declined the easy way out, and decided to offer me a FIGHT! thats right folks... a scrawny little fairy armed with nothing but a bad attitude OFFERED TO FIGHT ME!! i must admit, ballsy on his part... stupid, but ballsy... on top of the will to fight, he also insulted the way jill and i look... more importantly, the way jill looks... he hurt her feelings, and for that, not only will he suffer, he'll remember what i did to him for the rest of his fucking life because i plan on scarring him beyond repair. long story short, we got into a 2 hour pissing contest, slung some mud, threw some insults, and at the end, he fucking apologizes to me... "ok, so now what?" i ask myself as i crawl back into bed after leaving him with my final warning... will he show up to the empress ballroom show this saturday? did he apologize to try to get himself out of the grave he dug himself? because as far as i see, allan, if you read this, all you did was piss me off more... oh? im being a "bully"? a "meat head"? guess what, this bully meat-head is gonna fuck your life right up if you show up this saturday, because i've only just started to end this bullshit... NO ONE orders jill around, and NO ONE insults her or i... you break the rules, i break your fucking face, you piece of dog shit. this "ugly" "fat" "bully" is gonna kick your fuckin teeth in...

other than that horseshit, today was splendid :) i woke back up again at around 8:20, started the car to warm up, drank a glass of water, brushed the teeth, went to jills... we got a chance to lay down for a little bit before we took our showers, which was really nice because we dont get to do that half as much as we'd like to. then we ran some errands, ate some food, did some shopping, and went back to her house for dinner.. then we played nintendo, and she started to feel really sick :( so i stuck around until it was time for her to rest up. tucked her in, came home, here i sit. i cant wait for the show this saturday, i never seen full blown chaos, i like them a lot... there'll be some hardcore, good friends, good times. maybe even some stage dives and high fives! ... im an asshole... heh, lata


p.s. if anyone would like to harrass the fuck that wants to fight me aka the kid that might die this saturday, his screen name is Alley Boy Kitten ... yeah, i know, he's pretty much as gay as his screen name... he mistreats his girlfriend and is really cocky and high strung... i might warn you though, as soon as he starts talking, he just don't fuckin stop... melee mouthed bitch... he hates it when people who don't like him look at his profile, so get lookin! peace

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THIS BLOOD WILL FLOW! [06 Jan 2004|08:49pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Full Blown Chaos - "Blood Flow" ]

sup... so yeah, i havent been updating a fraction as much as i should... i know, gay... so here goes... way back in december, the friday before christmas, my gramma passed away. services were held the following monday, and i saw some people i could done without seeing (wolfy and 8-fingered Art... faggot...) , and got a chance to partake in my grandmother's services by being a pallbearer... it wasnt a difficult job, but it was hard on the nerves, knowing that my deceased grandmother laid in rest in the large box i helped carry... jill came with me to all the services, and supported me every step of the way, and i can't thank her enough for being by my side through all the hard times ive been going through over the past month or so.. thank you so much jill, i love you :) ... im forgetting a bunch of stuff, so ill move onto christmas eve... cristmas eve jill came over and ate dinner with my family and me, it was pretty cool and pretty creepy at the same time because of all the polish cuisine and spooky relatives in my house. we exchanged presents that morning, but we had exchanged others previously that week... jill bought me so much stuff, i dont even know where to start listing... she got me cologne, pins, shirts, a hoody, and a bunch of other great stuff that is surrounding me in my room... she spoils me! so i had to retaliate and attemp to spoil her back, but times were tough on the wallet, so i didnt get to get her a few things i wanted to get her... but ill make up for them on valentine's day and our 1 year anniversary... christmas i went to jills and ate dinner at her house with her family, and then went to my uncles in middletown for the remainder of the evening. overall, thr holidays were pretty cool, and i must give my father a massive amount of credit for being strong through all the stuff he had to go through... he paid for the vast majority of my gramma's funeral, so he couldnt really afford to get anyone anything for christmas, but he STILL pulled through and got stuff for us.. my dad is an amazing man, and i know he'll never read this, but he's just the best father in the world. now onto new years... new years i had friends over my house because previous plans had fallen through for everyone, so i decided to hold a little party at my house for people who didnt have anything better to do... and surprisingly, it was pretty fun for everyone... woke up with jill in my arms, and ive never started a new year feeling better about life than that morning wrapped around jill :) ... so overall, the past month had its ups and downs, but i survived and i couldnt be happier... i spent quality time with my friends, my family, and my one and only love... this week, i might go to the full blown chaos show at empress with cj an nick, but i gotta see whats going on... i might have to reschedule the appointment i made with jill at darkside for our tattoos, tragically, her uncle tom has been diagnosed with cancer. her visit with him might fall on our anniversary, but id much rather have her spend time with him than be with me, and if anything, i would go with her if she needed or wanted me to... my prayers go out to him, and to anyone who reads this, just take at least a second out of your day to think about it and cast a prayer for him, every thought counts in situations like this, and jill and her family could use all the support they could get... well, thats all for now, other than my current sitch... im lookin for a job, and im spending my day with jill tomorrow, we're gonna go shopping and stuff :) fun times. hopefully i get hired by somebody this week or next week, i really need to get back onto my feet financially.. OH, on the 26th, I'M BACK IN SCHOOL BABY! im so excited... just thinking about how awesome its going to be to learn about something i actually have interest in. but maybe ill update more on that some other time... be good everybody, peace off.

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jesus christ UPDATE GOD DAMMIT!!! [31 Dec 2003|12:36pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Embrace Today - "FxYxIxE" (Fuck You I'm Edge) ]

i went to update my journal like 3 times since christmas and the shyt dont work... im gonna do a HUGE massive update as to everything that happened since my last update sometime this weekend, so stay tuned for that... but for now, ill update what happened yesterday. i worked the HOG all week so ive been lacking on sleep and regular eating patterns. yesterday i hung out with jill, ran around for a little bit, like the mall and freindlys with amanda and her room mate from lsu magali.then later on that night i went to my first band practice with Shoot To Kill... Shoot To Kill is the band i formed with john gray from tunka mighty on bass, justen and brian from distance between doing lead guitar and drums, and this kid nylez on back up guitar. we get to justens house at around 6:30, and practice becgins... we're having a fgreat time, just feeling each other out, and about 10 minutes into practicing- *BOOM BOOM BOOM*... state cop that lives next to justen shuts us down... that fuckin faggot.... i swear to god, next practice and he knocks on the window, we're gonna ignore him until they break the door down. they can fuck right off with that shit, it was at 6:40 pm... we're not disturbing the peace or breaking sound level curfew, so if they wanna start shyt, they'll get shit. i am NOT afraid of fuckin cops. if he wants to disrupt our practice again, ill see his ass in court for harrassment. piece of shit. but yeah, thats how tough we are... so tough our PRACTICES get shut down by the cops.. thats harsh.. anyways, tonight im having people over for new years... i dont know what time or whos gonna show, i just know peope are gonna be there, like me and jill and fred and katy and nick and erin and craig and mary and a few others... it should be fun... too bad im i'm fuckin xEDGEx! ... i love embrace today... peace, be good on new years suckas... happy 2004

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cool [29 Dec 2003|10:19am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | First Blood - "Victim" ]

cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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im so tired... and bored... and pissed... [28 Dec 2003|06:33am]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Pale Horse - "The Deed" ]

converge
You are Converge. You are so pissed off at
previous relationships and you want everyone to
feel your pain. You make peoples ears bleed
and that makes you feel better.


What crazy screamo band are you?
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im posi... but im so fuckin pissed right now [28 Dec 2003|06:32am]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Most Precious Blood - "Your Picture Hung Itself" ]

just gotta stay in a positive fram of mind!
Let's go! You are positive hardcore.
You have a genuine love for hardcore music,
especially the early stuff, but you're too nice
to intentionally hurt someone. You're not
afraid to dance but you won't go swingin' if
someone is in the way. And if you do
accidentally hurt someone you're the first to
kiss and make up. If you're not Straightedge
you will be, or you're a Christian. Forget
about other peoples safety and we'll talk about
being tuff.


How TUFF are you?
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Jill : "He's FAAAT!!" [17 Dec 2003|10:32pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | Jan A.P. Kaczmarek - Musical Score from "Unfaithful" ]

Well, today, as uneventful as it was, still remained to hold its interesting points... Jill and I kept in contact throughout the day because today was our 11th month of being together, and we couldnt see each other for various reasons ranging from me being sick to poor driving conditions... but i was happy to have still heard her voice all day :) even when absent from sight she still manages to make my eyes glisten with joy... (i am such a homo...)... but yeah, i miss her... then later on i talked to karen online and talked about how we might end up hanging out on new year's because dave is gonna be up from florida, and we gotta catch up on times because we havent hung out in forever. I miss hanging out with dave and karen and josefiak and the rest of my friends... i told karen that sometime this summer im gonna have a huge bash at my house interweaving all the friends ive made and all the friends ive kept in the past few years... it should be a pretty awesome get together... just a big group of compatible personalities meeting under one roof and all, i hope i can pull it off... i also talked to dave on the phone not too long ago, hes in good spirits and excited about coming up too. im starting to feel a lot better, especially after tucking jill in, because it just makes me feel really calm and serense whenever i know shes sleeping comfortably... we're gonna hang out with fred and katy on friday probably, do the ol' double date, hang out and stuff, should be fun... no clue as to whats gonna happen tomorrow, i just know that i miss jill and i hope i get to see her soon, because i owe her the biggest kiss i could ever give... we all know how special she is to me, lord knows i remind the world about it every 5 seconds... but thats the way i feel... i feel like i have something that no one else can have, and it just makes me proud of myself that i accomplished something like capturing her heart... i hope everyone can understand that... if not, then im sorry for all the gloating, but regardless, shes MY girl, and i wear this relationship i have with her like a medal of honor... Happy 11 months baby. take care everybody.

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i hate being sick :( [17 Dec 2003|11:35am]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Strife - "Slipping" ]

Its that time of year again where every other fuckin week I get deathly ill and ruin plans for everybody that wants to hang out with me... Being sick sucks the fat one... Its so lame... Today is my 11 month anniversary with Jill, and I don't know if I'm gonna be able to see her today because I'm still a little sick... I mean, if it were up to me, I'd be with her in a heart beat, but my mom would chew my asshole out and Jill wouldnt let me just because she cares for my health that much... But I really wanna see her today... I hope I do... but if not then i'll just have to hold off until the weekend and celebrate later... so if you read this baby, Happy Anniversary :) I'm sorry I'm sick :( But I'll try my best make it up to you. Well, thats all for now... peace everybody

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!!!haey ,elur nikcuf syevrus [14 Dec 2003|11:27pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | SkyCameFalling - "To Forever Embrace The Sun" ]

*YoU*
1.FULL name: michael peter miglietta... yuck...
2.nicknames: mikey, migz, miggy, migzilla
3.city and state born in: Idontknow, CT
4.state you live in now: Southington, CT
5.birthdate: sept. 20, 1982
6.astrological sign: virgo
7.school: tunXXXis
8.hobbies: hardcore, good friends, good time... hardcore, stage dives, high fives
9.sports that you play/enjoy: hockey, base/softball
10.height: 6 something
11.weight: like 230ish
12.shoe size: 13
13.right or lefty: righty

*What....*
1. What do you think of the way you look?: im pretty stupid looking... but jill thinks im hot, so thats cool
2. What do you think about your attitude?: i dont know... some people like me, others just flat out get pissed at me... i guess it depends who you ask
3. What do you think about life after death?: i'm going to haunt the playboy mansion
4. What do you think about karma?: its a fuckin dickhead and i think its about time it cuts the shit
5. What do you think about love?: its tough
6. What do you think about fate?: its even tougher
7. What do you think about your self?: strong like bear, frail like kitten
8. What do you tell yourself if times get hard?: i think about the times during my wrestling training when they chopped my chest up till it bled through my shirt, and then splashed rubbing alcohol on my bare skin after i pulled my shirt off... if i could handle something like that on a day in day out basis for 6 months, i could handle anything..
9. What would you give your life for?: and exploit my weaknesses? FUCK you
10. What do you think about your first love?: thanks for teaching me that life is unfair and how i should never let my feelings hold more ground than my integrity. oh yeah, and if you read this, FUCK you too.
11. What do you think about the first person that loved you?: get over it, i'm not coming back
12. What are you scared of?: nothing
13. What was the saddest moment of your life so far?: being sat down in my living room and having my dad explain that my best friend died in a fatal accident.
14. What would life be without friends?: pretty lame and lonely
15. Without family?: id be up shit's creek without a paddle

*The Dream Side of You*
1.Do you dream a lot at night?: yeah
2.Do you dream in black and white, or color?: color
3.Do you remember any of your dreams?: yes
4.Where is your dream make out spot?: i always wanted to own one of those crazy rich tweaked out villas in italy overlooking a mountainside or a body of water, and have a humongoid bed covered with silk sheets... thatd be so 007... thats hot...
5.What is your dream kiss like?: i share at least one with jill everytime i see her
6.What is your dream job?: criminal profiler for the FBI
7.Where is your dream house?: see #4? yeah, somewhere amidst the vast beauty of europe, namingly italy... somewhere warm, and comfortable... spacious, but "cute"... and altogether 007 style
8.Where is your dream vacation?: fuckin, aruba
9.Do you believe that your dreams are a gateway to your soul?: i believe dreams are an off-shoot of events and thoughts that cross you during your day that subconsciously cling to your metaphysical memory, making you concoct your own visions of reality while in a deep sleep stasis... and yeah, dreams do often times seem like your soul is speaking to you...

**DoN't Be AfRaId To DrEaM. ThE bEsT tHiNgS cOmE tO yOu WhEn YoU dReAm!**

*Family*
1.Parents names: Giglio and Lonia... how i got stuck with the name Michael, i dont know...
2.Do you live with both of them?: yes
3.Any siblings? If so, names and ages: mark - 25, paul, 36
4.Do you get along with your siblings?: yes
5.Do you get along with your parents?: sometimes

*Do you...*
1.Do you write in a journal or diary?: a journal on line
2.Do you keep an organizer?: no
3.Do you believe in love at first sight?: no
4.Do you believe that every person has one soul mate: yes
5.Do you believe in god?: why not
6.Do you believe in everyone (even the beyond helpless)?: no
7.Do you believe in having a good education?: yes
8.Do you believe in horoscopes?: sometimes
9.Do you believe in yourself?: a lot of the time... no... but i can surprise myself sometimes
10.Do you shower daily?: usually
11.Do you like this survey so far?: its fine
12.Do you like the person that sent you this?: i stole it from jill's journal, so technically, yes, i like her a lot
13.Do you cry easily?: sometimes
14.Do you believe in Heaven?: not yet
15.Do you believe in hell?: not yet
16.Do you believe in reincarnation?: ill believe it when i do it

*Favorites*
1.favorite day of the week: saturday
2.favorite ice-cream: lemon sorbet
3.favorite movies: the shawshank redemption, fight club, indiana jones trilogy, die hard trilogy
4.favorite actors: brad pitt, bruce willis, samuel l. jackson
5.favorite actresses: jennifer connely, uma thurman
6.favorite quote: "get busy living or get busy dying"
7.favorite songs: Candiria - "300 Percent Density", Iron Maiden - "The Trooper", Iced Earth - "1776"
8.favorite music groups: american nightmare, snapcase, unearth, with honor, candiria, iron maiden, the dillinger escape plan, converge, ed gein, caliban, dredg, coldplay, cave in, iced earth, children of bodom, in flames, in pieces, on the rise, and the list keeps going on and on and on and on...
9.favorite music singers: scott weiland, justin timberlake
10.favorite holiday: kwanzaa
11.favorite season: spring
12.favorite colors: green, black, red, dark blue
13.favorite flowers: daisy
14.favorite book: "Choke" by Chuck Palahniuk
15.favorite school subject: psychology

*When you hear ___ you think of..*
1.Baseball: yankees
2.Jeff: asshole
3.Dog: fifi
4.Warm apple pie: mcdonalds
5.Socks: holes
6.Fish: sushi
7.Nail: gun
8.Amanda: high 5
9.Swimming: floating
10.Bologna: has a first name and a last name
11.Giant Eagle: tattooed to a sweaty guy with a mullet at ozzfest 3 years ago
12.A nun: chris farley
13.The # 69: cool
14.School: is for nazis

*Friendships*
1.Who is your overall~* top of the line~* best friend?: mark, josefiak, jill
2. Who are your other friends?: cj, fred, nick, john, nate, pete, aransky, amanda, dave

WHICH OF YOUR FRIENDS...
6.Is the funniest: nick, dave
7.Do you tell your dreams to: jill
8.Do you tell your fears to: no one because i have none
9.Do you go to for advice: mark
10.Have you dreamt like everyone: what the F are you talking about
11.Knows everything about you: mark, josefiak, jill
12.Do you tell your secrets to: mark, jill, dave
13.Is the most shy: john
14.Is the loudest: cj
15.Can't you live without: any of them
16.Is the most trendy: pete
17.Can be the most annoying: mauri
18.Lives the farthest away from you: dave
19.Lives closest to you: josefiak
20.Are you most like: none
21.What do you look for in a friend?: someone who doesnt turn their back on me when shit gets tough

*Relationships*
1.boyfriend/girlfriend's name: jill
2.crush: jill
3.where does that special someone live?: wallingford
4.things you like in the opposite sex: smile
5.when was your first kiss: i cant remember, 16, 17... i was drunk
6.are you a virgin: no
7.the most romantic thing anyone has done for you was: jill skipped her class to come visit me when i was sick a few weeks ago... it felt nice to be held by her, eventhough it wasnt for long
8.which is more important- personality or looks?: personality
9.first boyfriend/girlfriend: sarah

*Creative Q's*
1.If you had the choice to spin around the sun, or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why?: moon, sun would most likely char me to a crisp
2.What color do you think best describes you and why?: black, because im unpredictable and i have a big dong
3.If you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing: sleeping
4.Would you ever share you heart completely with someone else? If yes- who~* if no- why not?: yeah, probably jill if it didnt scare the life out of her
5.Which sense could you not live without, and why?: touch, because without that, you dont know what its like to be alive
6.Have you ever written on a mirror? If so what did you write?: i wrote "im sorry" in theatrcal blood for one of aransky's movies
7.If you could change one thing you did in the last 24 hours, what would it be and why?: i regret nothing
8.Do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night sky, or your cozy bed indoors?: cozy bed, its fuckin snowing and raining and below 0 out there you crazy phag
9.What is the most beautiful thing in the world?: waking up next to jill
10.Name one person whose changed your life for the better: mark
11.What can someone do to you that would turn you on fully- physically or mentally- or both? ummm... be jill?
12.If you knew you were going to pass away within the next few days, what would be the last thing you say, and who would you say that to?: i'd say "do the right thing, make me proud... dont screw up because ill be watching.. i love you." and that'd go out to the family, my friends, and jill
13.What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood your in?: arnold szchwarzenegger's voice
14.If you could meet anyone, past or present, dead or alive, who would you meet and why?: my grampa (my daddy's daddy), because he died before i was born and my parents aleways told me how amazing of a guy he was. i think he'd be one of my best friends if he was still around.

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holy shit balls [14 Dec 2003|02:22pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Bury Your Dead - "10 Minute Romance" ]

Friday i woke up early, went to jill's and brought her to work, then ran errands for my dad, picked mark up from work for his lunch break and took him out to eat for his birthday. he had chinese food. it was a nice little afternoon... then later on, i went back to my dads office and josefiak met up with me, as we waited around for a few hours for my dad to cut the office bullshit and actually give me the last of my work for the day... so josefiak and i embarked on a journey to finish up my errands, and then i dropped him off at his car and i went to jill's... he wasnt feeling that great and i asked if he wanted me to drop him off at the e.r., but he refused and said he'd be fine... turns out later he went to the e.r. and i still have no word on what exactly happened to him, but he was in there until 10 in the morning, from what jaime told me... so friday night, i did security for the tunka mighty show, yelled at some kids, screamed on the mic for the opening band, and watched in awe as nate's dad scared the bejesus out of some little asshole. that night, jill freaked out because of many issues that were bothering her, mainly consisting of friends (from what she told me), and then i did my best to comfort her and tuck her in... next day, saturday, i woke up, showered, went to jills and ran errands with her... we went to the bank, then to the walmart, then to the consignment shop, then back to walmart, then to darkside tattoo and made our appointments to get inked. after that, went back to wallingford, back to the bank, then to rite aid, then back to her house, and then i left to go back to southington... did some christmas shopping for jill when i got back to southington, then met up with cj and went to the death threat show at the webster underground. this is where the weekend hit a peak... i met aaron and bill from death threat, hung out, drank some juice, watched some punk bands, then when it was time for DT to take stage, the old guitarist, whos name is CJ, showed up and aaron and him got into a scuffle outside the webster. aaron took a few shots to the face and got pushed to the ground and then cj and his buddy grippo talked some shit as they ran away... aaron's nose got busted up pretty bad, and he said if the bleeding doesnt stop or at least slow down then they werent playing. but eventually it stopped and death threat took stage and all hell broke loose... faces were punched in, music was stopped, bouncers were threatened, and things got out of control! it was a great night, and it felt so nostalgic to be back in the hXc scene... today im sitting at home and waiting for my parents to get back from visitng my grandma, because i guess we're going out to eat for my brother mark's birthday... we're going to risk our lives for pork fried rice... later.

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true friends don't stab you at all, they just ignore you... [11 Dec 2003|11:24pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | Candiria - "300 Percent Density" ]

today i realized something. ive been a beneficial part to the lives of those who i hold close to me, and they turn around and treat it like its nothing. they'd rather spend time and give credit to seeing the friends who aren't ever there for them and show the utmost love and respect for those friends. and to be quite honest, im pissed about it, and i think im not going to stand for it anymore. its self centered and maybe a little greedy of me, to want attention and all, but isn't that how friends treat friends? aren't they supposed to acknowledge them and go out of their way to spend time with or even call them? i guess not, i guess it's human nature to take for granted that which is so openly available to you... well, you don't have to take me for granted anymore because from now on, i'm a friend to only those who give back what i give in... onto today's uneventful day... i woke up, felt mad sick, so i laid down for a little while longer, then i got up feeling very energetic so i worked out. then i talked to some friends online and got some things off my chest that needed saying. then i showered and finally shaved for the first time in like a week, and visited joseifak at work. jaime was leaving as i pulled in, i said hi to her but i guess she didn't see me or something... then i waved bye and i guess she didn't see me again, so i hung out with mike at his work for a few... he tried selling me stuff, well knowing that i need a job and don't have the money to purchase things that would get him bonuses. but he still persisted. then it was closing time, so i dipped out and went to house of games to visit aransky because i needed to beg for hours to work, but instead got hours for after christmas, which the grand total of profit between the days of the 26th-31st will be shared a whopping 5% with me... which isnt too bad considering mike and mark think its gonna be a good $3500 for that week, all night gaming parties rack up the cash... so i might be looking at a good... wait... $175 bucks IF they do $3500... thats fuckin bullshit! im gonna be working at least 8 hours a day everyday, so i should be making at least $250... i gotta talk this over with the "owners"... because if im getting screwed out of cash, then im gonna have to start stealing from them again... shit... so tomorrow im waking up at the crack of dawn (well, 6 anyway), showering, going to jills, bringing her to work, going to the bank to do some deposits for my dad, go back to his office and do a few more runs, then josefiak said he might call me, so i dont think that'll happen so after i work for my dad im going back to wallingford and picking jill up, then back to southington for the tunka might show. should be fun, im working security, as i once said before. beware to those of you who will be in attendance... i might not be in the best of moods tomorrow, so if you fuck around, ill toss you down the flight of stairs that leads up to the hall. thank you... afterward jill and i might hang out, depends on how she feels... then saturday we're going to darkside tattoo and scheduling our appointment to get inked up in january after our one year anniversary. then i dont know whats going on after that because i might go to the Death Threat show at the webster underground, or i might hang out with jill, or i might do something with my family because its mark's birthday saturday... so i dont know... well, off to bed... bye everybody who i don't feel pissed at.

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... i like water... [10 Dec 2003|11:26pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Death Threat - "For God and Government" ]

water
Your element is Water. You are a deep person and a
good communicator. Incredibably loving and
loyal when your trust is gained and you are
fairly mature.Myterious to the utmost water is
in everything. One can be an Ocean or a river
but nobody truly knows you.


What's your element
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today [10 Dec 2003|10:53pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | On The Rise - "So Slowly Fade" ]

today i ran around like an asshole, to almost every establishment this side of connecticut... well, actually, i seeked employment at Brix in cheshire, Ruby Tuesday's, GNC, Pet-o-rama, Friendly's, Southington Wine and Spirits, iParty, and even went back to the house of games looking for hours to work... only places that seemed promising were Pet-O-Rama, GNC, and possibly Ruby Tuesday's... i hope i get a job soon, jill wants so many presents for christmas and i don't have any cash, and i can't disappoint her ;) so i got home and watched some movies on tv... i watched the closing hour of Unfaithful, and let me tell you... what a sad movie... i felt so bad i almost cried... richard gere was like the best husband ever and his wife had an affair with some french student... shes a fuckin jerk... the sad part was when richard gere was playing the piano with his son after finding out about her affair, and shes looking through a photo album and she opens up this snow globe with a hidden picture in it saying "if you find this before our 25th anniversary, dont open it." so she opens it anyway, and inside is a picture of her and richard gere and their son, and on the back it said "to my beautiful wife, who always makes my day"... i almost cried... it was such a sad scene... and im such a pussy little girl on the inside, so it made matters even worse... so yeah, good movie, im gonna watch die hard and eat a steak soon just to reiterate that im a heterosexual... aaannnyyyways... this friday is the Tunka Mighty show, and I be workin security yo. i will ruthlessly be busting heads of those who are acting stupid. so don't be one of those people. or you will not only be stupid, but you will also be hospitalized... THEN, on saturday, i will be attending the Death Threat show at the webster underground... unless i decide to change plans and hang out with jill... i hope if i change plans she wont feel bad, because i really dont care about shows these days, they dont mean too much to me because they'll always be there and i've been to my share throughout my life, so its not a big deal if i dont go... buuuuut im tired, after a long day of dealing with stupid traffic and coping with a few hours off reluctantly hanging out with cj and mccrann, which was pretty cool and pretty god fucking damn annoying at the same time by the way, so im beat.... good night, all.


p.s. jill,
good morning beautiful:) have a good day at work baby, i love you :)

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bored [10 Dec 2003|12:48pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | On The Rise - "Dawn Of A New Millenium" ]

Yesterday I hung out with Jill and Benny for the night, went to his b-ball game, played nintendo, you know how we do... so onto today... im jobless right now, and working for my dad is nightmarish, so i kinda need to go out there and get a job NOW... i have a ton of xmas shopping ahead of me and i intend on getting everything i need this year... no cutting corners... so i'm off, the go find yet another job... why do i suck at finding jobs? later

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survey|yevrus [07 Dec 2003|11:50pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | The Comeback Kid - "Playing The Part" ]

What band (s) ....
Reminds you of an ex-lover: bon jovi, sublime, dashboard
Reminds you of an ex-friend: salt 'n' peppa
Makes you cry: only one song by skycamefalling called "to forever embrace the sun" makes me think about sad things
Makes you laugh: Every Time I Die
You never want to hear again: sublime
Sums up your teenage years: hatebreed
You want to get married to: i dont wanna get married TO them, but if they can play at my wedding, it'd be Dredg
You like to wake up to: Death Threat
You like out of your parents record collection: frank sinatra
You love that you wouldn't know about if it wasn't for a friend: On The Rise
Makes you think of someone who died: Notorious B.I.G.
You love the video more than the tune: stacy's mom by fountains of wayne
Reminds you of your first crush love: Radiohead - "Creep"
Reminds you of your now crush love: Poison The Well - "Nerdy", Incubus - "Stellar"
Makes you think of sex: john mayer
Makes you think of being alone: With Honor - "Bridges and Gaps", In Pieces - "A Part Of Me Dies", Unearth - "Black Hearts Now Reign"
Has only been released recently but you love already: Most Precious Blood
Are you embarrassed to admit you like: Justin Timberlake, All American Rejects
Perks you up: With Honor, Snapcase, Unearth, Sworn Enemy, Iron Maiden, Candiria, The Dillinger Escape Plan, Hamartia, Age Of Ruin
Do you love to sing: With Honor, Iron Maiden, Dredg, Radiohead, Bedroom Heroes, Every Time I Die, Death Threat, Mars Volta, Unearth

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mmm... wholesome survey goodness [06 Dec 2003|08:54pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | Children Of Bodom - "Children Of Decadence" ]

10 Bands You've Seen Live ]
1. Candiria
2. The Dillinger Escape Plan
3. Dredg
4. Unearth
5. Snapcase
6. Every Time I Die
7. New Found Glory
8. Coheed & Cambria
9. Poison The Well
10. Thrice

[09 Things You're Looking Forward To]
1. seeing jill because its been almost a week since we spent time together - I miss you baby
2. our one year anniversary, because i know it's going to be a great day :)
3. dave coming up from florida in a few weeks!!
4. visiting dave in florida with jill
5. going back to college jabuary 23rd!
6. of course, christmas!
7. unearth's new release in the fall
8. with honor's cd release
9. get inked up with jill after our one year

[08 Things You Wear Daily]
1. boxers
2. deoderant
3. t-shirt
4. my piercings
5. socks
6. my sick pumas
7. glasses
8. my black shoe lace choker

[07 Things That Annoy You]
1. my mom acting the way she typically does
2. my dad making jobs to be done at the last minute
3. being sick as hell
4. midgets
5. nu-metal
6. stupid bitches
7. posers

[06 Things You Touch Every Day]
1. my nads
2. my phone
3. my computer
4. face
5. neck
6. hair

[05 Things You Do Every Day]
1. listen to scary hardcore music
2. sleep
3. use my computer for something
4. shower
5. brush my teeth

[04 People You'd Want to Spend More Time or Hang out With]
1. josefiak
2. nick
3. fred
4. john

[03 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over]
1. the shawshank redemptoion
2. die hard
3. fight club

[02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment]
1. Unearth - "Black Hearts Now Reign"
2. On The Rise - "Dawn Of A New Millenium"

[01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With]
1. hypothetically speaking, it'd definitely be jill. it just feels right to me... but ask me again when im 25.

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i'm most compatible with jill :) [05 Dec 2003|08:57am]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Sworn Enemy - "As Real As It Gets" ]

freshmint
You are Fresh Mint.
You are caring and friendly. You have a nurturing
personality and always help out a friend in
need. You are fairly outgoing, and always show
a friendly face. You truly care for other
people, and you show it. However, you may
neglect your own responsibilites or become over
involved in your friends' personal affairs.
Most Compatible With: Orange


Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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what a crazy week [04 Dec 2003|08:22pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Most Precious Blood - "So Typical My Heart" ]

so yeah, lotsa stuff has happened since my last entry, but most importantly, i saw bad santa... twice... it was such an awesome movie, and i cant wait for it to come out on dvd... oh yeah, and i think i had pneumonia or something totally bad for the last 2 days, because i guess my temp last night was around 103-104 and i went to the docs today and the nurse said its a miracle that i didnt die or suffer brain damage, and i shoulda went to the hospital last night... which is still in question because i dont feel as much brain activity as i usually do.. stupid illness... so yeah, yesterday, i laid in bed all day and jill surprised me with a visit to keep me company and help nurse me back to health, so yesterday wasnt all too bad, and seeing jill always makes my day, so i was happy, minus the being sick part... on a shitty note, my family is all very insane and in need of analysis and/or therapy... on another shitty note, my uncle bob had a stroke and my gramma went to the hospital with some infection in her lungs, so that was pretty gay, but i guess shes doing better... so things arent TOO bad, but not as good as usual. ahh well, things will look up sooner or later, tis the season to be jolly. i hope i get to see jill before sunday because shes the only person thats been keeping me sane lately... so im gonna talk to jill a little bit more online after this, and then hit the sack, im tired and i feel woozy still, so im thinking some rest is in order. peace

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