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Blah~ [04 Jun 2003|07:28pm]
I dont want to continue Blurtie with this name... if it goes unused will it be cancelled?
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Yah TAH~!!! [26 May 2003|01:29pm]
[ mood | whishful ]

It's been forever since I've been to this journal... ever since the Galleria incident I've been in Galveston workin and livin back in my olde home... but I like it in Friendswood better... I dunno, maybe the idea of livin alone sounds gud to me... my solitarie life dream come true... yay...

Uh... I dunno what to say now that skool was over... nothin much happened in galveston... just workin and bein surrounded by incompitent ppl...

Cable is better in galveston tho... ^_^

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Cocaine Fiends... [07 May 2003|08:52pm]
[ mood | terrified... ]

HAHA~

Such olde talk... my god... it's olde and stupid... and funnie...

::Happie sigh:: Today was an odd day... but to be with Ryan again after fer so long... it felt wonderful to hold him again... the end of the skool is near and how will we ever keep in touch with each other...

Our fourth month is soon... but we won't be able to be together... I'll think of somethin... hmm... anyways I found a pic fer Cayari and I'll send it to him when he gets online tonite... ::wink::

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The Final Final [05 May 2003|07:44pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Tomorrow... the final stress factor... ima go play some vollie ball with some people after the test and after I get the burner from Acunzo...

Maybe I can go buy my GBASP when I go home... but what game should I get with it?

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Crammin... [01 May 2003|06:13pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

My head hurts like hell... there's mindless silence outside... I'm out of music to drown my head in while I studie... ::sigh... :: Ima go outside to skate fer a while... I need to get out fer a while... ::sigh... :: soon it'll all be over... and I can start crammin fer physuX...

X_x ::straps on skates and goes out the door::

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tired [01 May 2003|12:08am]
[ mood | mmm.... ]

I bought some ginger shnaps to snak on after my allie in engrish class told me about his day with Keebler Caramel Pecan ShortBread cookies, so I went out to Krogers to buy some fer meself... they were out... so I gots some ginger shnaps instead... I haven't had these fer a long while...

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Know what? [29 Apr 2003|12:19am]
[ mood | tired ]

I want some coffee fer some reason but all that's in the house is french coffee...I don't like that taste... ice water should hold me over til later today...

Dr. Pepper is sometimes useful now... ::sigh:: I wonder if Ryan is still mad about what happened earlier... hope he feels better sometime soon...

::whines... :: no folgers coffee...

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Worries [29 Apr 2003|12:12am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Fur Fighters ]

Cayari's paper is missin from his COMM 1302... aww... what's he gonna do since right now he seems skrewed over... is he still playin GTA: Vice Citie?

This will be so bad if nothin gets fixed about this problem...

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historie notes... [27 Apr 2003|02:54pm]
[ mood | tired ]

My studie packet is complete... after I finish rewritin my paper fer engrish ima gonna cram fer the nite til the next mornin fer my exam... and then turn in my paper to my teacher's mailbox with a self addressed, stamped envelope so I can see my grades and gets my paper back with evaluation...

Must... finish... engrish... paper... must... write... sensiblie... and argumentive...

X_x ::thinkin too much rite now... ::

~_~; I miss Ryan...

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An easie lesson in life [26 Apr 2003|09:44pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Solid HarmoniE: I'll be There for You... ]

Sometimes it's a lot easier to learn about the "birds and the bees" from a stranger's tattoo than from yer own parents... health class doesn't do enough since they ask you about it...

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WebCT grades... [26 Apr 2003|01:46pm]
[ mood | busie ]

^_^; V

My overall test grades add up to a 98 average... ::supreme happiness... ::

I gotta be with Cayari after my historie exam... either to comfort me after bombin my exam or to hug him after much confidence that I probablie did not fail... either way I want to be with him after classes...

::can't wait to see him again and to hold him once more... ::

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What's goin on? [25 Apr 2003|06:31pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Yesterday was my physuX test and I was drivin a bit too fast to skool... I got pulled over fer speedin... how is 70mph in a 60mph zone speedin?... my mom told me to call the courts to ask fer something to do to get it off my record... I'll do that after next friday... I gots some work to do fer me exams... stupid cops... I think they onlie picked me off just because I looked faster than everyone else... meh... I'll deal with it...

I drove to galveston yesterday after skool... stayed fer the nite and then woke up at 3:00 to drive my daddie to the aireport... he gave me 20 darus fer drivin him to the aireport... hehe... but I was so tired after bein up fer 20 hours... when I got home I worked on my paper fer a bit more and then went to sleep... that was about 6:30 and an hour later my alarm woke me up... I slept fer another 30 min after that...

I have a historie test to studie fer and a paper to finish fer monday... with my dad gone fer the weekend I dunno if I can ask my mom fer the saturday off to studie and do my paper work... alreadie I had last week off and I need this one too...

Guh... too many demands... not enough peace time...

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TIME TO GET BUSIE~!!! [23 Apr 2003|07:17pm]
[ mood | busie ]

::gone to cram::

What?

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NOTE TO SELF [23 Apr 2003|09:41am]
[ mood | tired ]

o buy more rubber cement
o make more copies of drawin
o finish the formula sheet and study tonite
o study historie
o finish paper 03 fer engrish
o WebCT HW
o ... damnit what was the last one...
o get some sleep thurdsday nite...

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Morning Routine [23 Apr 2003|09:38am]
[ mood | tired ]

I asked my brother to give me a wake up jab before leavin and alreadie I was awake... he asked me if he shoule still give me my wake up jab... then he pokes me with a stik before leavin my room and downstairs with dad... that ass hole...

I woke up later after I went back to sleep cause I had a weird dream... I dunno what it was but if I remember I'll write about it...

NOTE TO SELF: George's bday is 7/4... make some cupcakes and get the pan fron galveston...

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NO music [22 Apr 2003|10:52pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I have not listened to any music other than inmy car... I wonder if I can burn a copie of DAFT PUNK from Ryan since he's burnin a copie of my DDRcds... be nice to have something new... does he also have the new LINKIN PARK cd?

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I'm tired... [22 Apr 2003|09:35pm]
[ mood | tired ]

ARCH paper... done...

Formula sheet fer test thursday... almost done... gotta studie to the max fer this...

Readin short storie... done... beginnin analysis of storie... gettin there...

Historie notes to studie by fer the test 3 monday... OMG... I need to get started on those...

Thursday nite I gotta drive down to galveston... my dad's goin to cali and he needs me to drive him to the aire ports at 4 in the morn... I work while I studie over the weekend and hope to pass next monday... finals are encroachin on us and I feel tense around Ryan... we're so close with each other we can ask the oddest questions... one answer was "yes... every mornin... and it hurts every time... " Hehe... I never knew that...

::Sigh... :: Life is so different as it was last year... estranged from others when I realized who I could call my real friends... pented up hatred from that bitch of a principal... the frustration of organizin everything fer college... the apathie from the impendin final days of freedom... now I have something called a life... people I can be open with... some confide in me to tell me about their problems... a boyfriend to have my peace time with... great places to hang out in... like SG, Lollicup... the UC, the Galleria... hehe... it used to be that I went out at least once every two months... and usuallie it was with my familie... never with any friends...

Man... one year can change a whole aspect to life... one semester alreadie without a major depressin breakdown... thanX to Ryan... he makes me feel special... he loves me fer my psychotic self... sometimes I whished I was bipolar so I can have my fun days... I love him because he's a real person I can talk to... real by bein himself... and I love him fer that...

It's nice to know he's tryin to impress me by followin some moves off his korean vids and show them to me... he doesn't have to do much... I'll still love him... anyone else can try to get my attention... they will but it'll never be full... I am all to Ry-sama... someday... I may even give myself to him...

I wanna an OREO cookie... those coffee and creame kind... I miss coffee ice cream... I haven't has any since my last trip to california... and that was about 8 years ago... shit... ::checks freezer... :: I gotta finish off that other ice creame box B4 I can get another one... I want Ryan... now is not a gud time since then end of the year is here... and finals are demandin...

Tomorrow is our short date at LolliCup... I'm drivin so lemmie see if I can flie on the lump of street... Maybe friday I'll go buy my GBASP... or whenever after my finals... I wanna play when it's all over and have my short break time til summer 1 starts... ::sigh... :: I love life now... I have something to do... I have a purpose in life... I am happie... someone outside my familie unconditionallie loves me...

Like I said... I'll be with him no matter what... even if I have to compensate my time fer his... which he alreadie beat me to it... manie times he did things fer me that made me feel like... I dunno... reallie appreciated that I have someone like him... at times when he has a bad day... I'll do whatever I can to make him feel better... I don't want to see him mad... though I know he'll be mad again when I'm not around... I tried and it's ok... we all have problems.. I keep mine to myself since I've done so since I "snapped" in middle skool... this entrie's been goin on since 21:30ish and it's now 22:50 something... I should end this now... ja ne...

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Internet go PFFT~!!! [21 Apr 2003|03:49pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Gud thing I did my WebCT assignments B4 my connection got fried somehow... it all crashed by 2:00 sunday mornin and I was pissed because before then my AIM was slrewin me over by DCin me every noe and then... but now it's fixed and hopefullie it doesn't go out again... it would suck very bad balls...

Now I'm off to finish my architecture essay, type up my response prompt and start on paper 03 fer engrish class... ugh... tuesday nite I gotta start crammin fer my test thursday... aww, damn... thusrday I'm stuck on campus til 21:00 at nite... why? Because at the beginnin of the year I assumed that my physuX exams were at nite because from last semester... my parents thought it would be the same as last year... might as well go a long with it so I'm stayin late thursday... I can take this opportunitie to draw and write...

I gotta go and get a monies order (from somewhere NOT Krogers) fer me Saiyuki Box ::wiggle wiggle... :: Finallie Saiyuki is in america... and from ADV so it's cheaper to buy here... ::wiggle wiggle::

I wanna be with Ryan now...

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My head [19 Apr 2003|10:46am]
[ mood | bland like the skie ]

I feel horrible and guiltie on manie things... just small things and some stressful things... I should separate my journals between this one and the other... so far they're botht the same... Snow Orchid was supposed to be more personal... at times a different persona like what Cayari did... that's not what I feel bad about, I was off the track fer a moment there... I feel bad about how off balanced I seem now... up until now I can do whatever no matter how much sleep I had... but recentilie I've been sleepin in a lot and even durin classes... I can't seem to stay up after 1 anymore unless the days been gud...

Usuallie around 1 is when Cayari gets online to talk to me... but last nite I couldn't stay up that long... I was nappin on the game room floor or in the guest room'd bed... my brother came in and said some people are tryin to you... I said I'll be right there... one was from Cayari and the other two were from my cousins askin me about sunday... I stood there in front of the comp and thought to myself... sleep is a REAL gud feelin... bah just go... and I logged off and fell into bed...

I feel bad that I logged off on Cayari... I miss him and he misses me... and he has to go to church today... I wanna talk to him but I dunno if he's awake or not busie work, chores or stuff his dad needs him to do...

Tonite I should be able to stay awake after dinner... I have some crammin to do so I'll stop here...

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I feel weird... [18 Apr 2003|06:59am]
[ mood | tired ]

Look at me.. it's 7 in the morn and I woke up after four hours of sleep since finishin my paper... now that I look at it... it still seems... like I wrote a stupid paper... I don't think this will get me a gud grade... this is bad... this is reallie bad... well... today is a gud friday and we're going to the Galleria to play some games...

::packing stuff into bag::

I'm meetin Ryan in the ARCH parkin lot today so we can hang out b4 our first classes... I need some fud... I haven't eaten since 6 last nite and that wasn't very much... I bought a jr bacon cheeZburger to hold me over when I got home since I ate one bowl of rice the nite b4 that... I've been drinkin a lot of liquids so reallie I feel emptie all the time...

::yawn... :: maybe I can get a few more minutes of sleep before leaving fer skool... tonite I'll start typin those historie notes and studie fer algebra and physuX... every now and then I'll write my last two papers... my third paper fer engrish and the essay fer ARCH... then the peaceful three week summer break...

I need more tape fer my tape recorder...

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