| SWITCHING JOURNALS! |
[05 Jan 2005|05:24pm] |
From now on, my main journal will be on GJ. The link:
www.greatestjournal.com/~midgetsex_
Please delete this journal from your favorites/bookmarks and put the GJ instead.
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[04 Jan 2005|04:38pm] |
::WOULD YOU::
1.kiss me?
2.hug me?
3.go to a movie with me?
4.lie to me?
5.kill me?
6.cry over me?
7.buy me a non-alcoholic drink?
8.go to a show with me?
9.die for me?
10.cuddle with me?
11.kick ass with me?
12.do my hair & make-up?
13.go shopping with me?
14.drive me around?
15.sneak out with me?
16.force me to do something I didn't want to do?
17.take advantage of me?
18.be my best friend?
19.ask me out?
20.say you love me and mean it?
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[02 Jan 2005|11:47pm] |
JakeAlien170: SIS!
JakeAlien170: I'm too weak X_X carry me to bed
xbr0kenlife: oh my. poor poor brother. *takes out magickal wand*
xbr0kenlife: *poofs you to bed*
xbr0kenlife: sleep tight bro.
JakeAlien170: O_O SWEET!
JakeAlien170: O_O AM I A WIZARD TOO!??!?!?!
xbr0kenlife: no, sorry. it's a freak genetic mutilation thing with me.
JakeAlien170: >_< RAR!
JakeAlien170: *passes out*
JakeAlien170: night sis
xbr0kenlife: night bro.
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[02 Jan 2005|01:49am] |
LOOK AT THE BEAUTIFUL ICON I MADE FOR JOHN:
( click for sex )
Hahahhahahahahaha. It's gorgeous.
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[31 Dec 2004|03:40pm] |
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I’m drunk off your kiss
For another night in a row
This is becoming too routine for me
But I did not mean to lead you on
And it’s all right to pretend
That we still talk
It’s just for show, isn’t it
It’s my fault that it fell apart
Just maybe
You need this
And I didn’t mean to
Lead you on
You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There’s no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
(My friends over you)
Please tell me everything,
That you think that I should know
About all the plans you made
When I was nowhere to be found
And it’s all right to forget
That we still talk
Its just for fun, isn’t it?
It’s my fault that it fell apart
Cuz maybe you need this
And I didn’t mean to
Lead you on
You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There’s no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
(My friends over you)
Just maybe you need this
You need this…
And I didn’t mean to
Lead you on
You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There’s no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
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[30 Dec 2004|09:33pm] |
( C O L O R B A R )
Yeah, I can make colorbars now ^_^
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[29 Dec 2004|10:22pm] |
http://www.smashtokyo.net/fatman/
AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAa.
That's my friend Steve. He lives in Laurel Branch. Man this kid is such a weirdo.
I love him anyways :P
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[29 Dec 2004|01:12pm] |
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why
You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say
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[29 Dec 2004|01:33am] |
I'M SORRY.
I AM SO SORRY.
I LOVE YOU.
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[29 Dec 2004|01:23am] |
( bye bye beautiful )
This is Chris. He is my ex boyfriend from Miami. I miss him SO much. And I know he feels the exact same way. He was my perfect man. My cute little emo boy. Everything I'll never have again.
Moving up here to Maryland has got to be BY FAR the worst thing that's happened to me. Ever. I have friends up here. I even found a new someone to love, someone I could call mine and think about constantly. But nothing compares to who and what I had in Miami.
And to be able to have that once more, if only for a week, was amazing.
But then that opportunity was ripped away from me. And now I'm stuck here in Waldorf, not knowing when I'll be able to see him again. To see THEM again.
I'm sorry to everybody in Maryland. I really am. You don't deserve to put up with this drama. You shouldn't have to take this shit from me. But I thank you for doing so regardless of how much it goes on.
I'll end this before I end up hurting even more people than I already have.
I'm sorry I let you down.
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[27 Dec 2004|06:38pm] |
kilrothi (10:44:07 PM): SHHHOOOOOOO
rottensherry17 (10:44:16 PM): freddy, what happened??
kilrothi (10:44:21 PM): *cries*
kilrothi (10:44:32 PM): my parents are such asshollesss
rottensherry17 (10:44:45 PM): did you say something foul?
kilrothi (10:45:19 PM): no, my aunt dud
kilrothi (10:45:20 PM): **did
kilrothi (10:45:30 PM): because she's convinced that she's the "perfect" parent
kilrothi (10:45:36 PM): and she's convinced my parents the same thing
rottensherry17 (10:45:46 PM): ._.
kilrothi (10:45:56 PM): and so she's like
kilrothi (10:46:04 PM): "isn't that a bit much for a 13 year old?"
kilrothi (10:46:09 PM): WHICH IS STUPID BECAUSE
kilrothi (10:46:30 PM): WHEN I WAS 12 I FLEW FROM HAWAII TO CALIFORNIA ALL BY MYSELF AND IT'S A 7 HOUR FLIGHT
kilrothi (10:46:37 PM): but NOO my aunt had to be all IDIOTFACE
rottensherry17 (10:46:51 PM): did you tell them the hawaii thing then>
rottensherry17 (10:46:52 PM): *?
kilrothi (10:46:56 PM): and plus my parents said it cost too much money and I'd miss too much school (like three days is too much)
kilrothi (10:46:57 PM): yes
kilrothi (10:47:10 PM): but my dad got all pissed and he was like "STOP, it's not going to happen"
kilrothi (10:47:19 PM): you know how my dad's an asshole and yesh.
rottensherry17 (10:47:41 PM): no i dont know but...whoa so sudden
kilrothi (10:48:14 PM): I know
kilrothi (10:48:17 PM): I was sooooooo pissed
kilrothi (10:48:24 PM): I argued it for like 30 minutes straight
kilrothi (10:48:32 PM): and I kept hearing "no no no no no no no no no no no"
kilrothi (10:48:37 PM): it's all because of my aunt
rottensherry17 (10:48:44 PM): eesh...
kilrothi (10:48:45 PM): she had to open her mouth and say something
kilrothi (10:48:56 PM): and it's like I can't believe my parents would be so gullible
rottensherry17 (10:49:48 PM): so your dad is gonna drive you down later?
rottensherry17 (10:57:06 PM): choochoo
kilrothi (10:57:23 PM): I don't know.
kilrothi (10:57:28 PM): sorry I'm spaced out today
rottensherry17 (10:58:51 PM): its okay, id be...stunned too
rottensherry17 (10:58:52 PM): its okay, id be...stunned too
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[26 Dec 2004|09:13pm] |
Please just don’t play with me my paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won’t do
Be with me please I beseach you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can
Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new
Something that I know
Moving on is, easiest when I am around you.
So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
Now a year has past
The seasons go
Please just don’t play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won’t do
Be with me please I beseach you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can
Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips, are sealed for her
My tongue is,
Tied to, a dream of being with you
To settle for less, is not what I prefer
Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down, and so do I into
The arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me
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[26 Dec 2004|03:02pm] |
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My parents cancelled my flight to Miami.
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[25 Dec 2004|05:06pm] |
Tell her you think shes Amazing.
Tell her why you think shes so amazing.
Play with her hair.
Talk to her in movie theatres.
Snuggle, Hold her hand, and lightly kiss her.
Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the river; she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she'll love it.
Hold her hand and walk.
Hold her hand and run.
Just hold her hand.
Pick flowers from other peoples yards and give them to her. Tell her she looks beautiful.
Introduce her to your friends as "The most amazing girl I know''.
Sit in the park and talk to her.
Take her to the library, ice skating, playgrounds, and coffee shops.
Tell her dirty jokes. Tell her stupid jokes...Whatever it takes to make her LaUgH.
Write poems about her.
Walk with her, even if its just around the block.
Throw pebbles at her window at night. surprise her.
Do things that make her smile, make her laugh, and make her want to kiss you right on the face. be spontaneous.
When she starts yelling at you, tell her you love her.
Give her back rubs.
Play mud football with her.
Play in the snow with her.
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Call her... even if its just to say hi.
Call her back if she calls you.
Jump on the bed with her.
Sing to her, no matter how bad you are.
Carve your names into a tree.
Get her mad, then kiss her.
Push her on swings.
Give her piggy-back rides.
Stay up with her all night.
Leave her little unexpected notes.. on the car, or on her door, or in her locker saying how much she means to you.
Take her to romantic places and lay out blankets to look at the stars
Make up nicknames for eachother.
Show up at her school or class unexpectedly.
Send flowers and dorky notes that only you two understand.
Teach her guitar.
Lend her your cds.
Make her cds of songs that remind you of her.
Write her letters.
If she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even if it means a 5 hour car trip.
Go out on a road trip even if theres no destination or you cant be gone long.
Take her to cool shops, and let her take you to even cooler ones.
Listen to her favorite songs.
When shes sad or sick, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything.
Buy her ice cream.
Let her take all the pictures of you she wants.
Look into her eyes.
Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast.
Make her a romantic dinner for special days.
Remember dates.. even ones like your first kiss or date and surprise her on the anniversary.
Kiss her in the rain. Kiss her in the snow... Kiss her when she least expects it.
When you fall in love with her, tell her.
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| it's now when I realize that I don't hate Christmas, I hate the PEOPLE. |
[24 Dec 2004|10:00pm] |
I fucking hate you. Stop trying to fucking guilt me into giving up what I want. I don't practice the same shit as you, and I most certainly don't GIVE a shit about what you think is right. I don't want to hear what you have to say, and I DON'T want to conform to the image of what YOU think is right. I'm sick and tired of this bullshit from you. I AM NOT YOU. Don't fucking try to press your beliefs on me. I'm not fucking listening. Get the FUCK out of my life, and stay there.
P.S. Stop trying to be so badass, you're a geriatric idiot.
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[24 Dec 2004|08:01pm] |
OH MY FUCKING GOD MY AUNT IS SUCH AN IDIOT.
Her: What's wrong?
Me: Uh, nothing o_O
Her: You look sad.
Me: Well maybe because I want to go back to John's house.
Her: Would you rather go to John's house than open presents?
oh my fucking GOD. Shut up. Quit asking fucking stupid questions. And then 5 minutes later I hear her talking to my cousin:
Her: Would you rather play video games than open presents?
I WANT TO STAB HER. I'm sick and tired of her Jesus-freak prude-ass holy mary bullshit. SHUT THE FUCK UP. It's so annoying. Go die plzkthx.
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| The ONLY good Christmas songs: |
[24 Dec 2004|07:33pm] |
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Simple Plan - My Christmas List and ZH-I Hate Christmas |
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My Christmas List - Simple Plan
Santa is coming tonight
And I want a car, and I want a life
And I want a first class trip to Hawaii
I want a lifetime supply
Of skittles & slurpees and Eskimo pies
I want a DVD,
A big screen TV
Just bring me things that I don't need
[CHORUS:]
'Cuz now it's Christmas
And I want everything
I just can't wait
Christmas
So don't stop spending
I want a million gifts, that's right
Don't forget my Christmas list tonight
'Cuz now it's Christmas
Somebody take me away
Or give me a time machine
To take me straight to midnight
I'll be alright
I want a girl in my bed
Who knows what to do
A PlayStation 2
I want a shopping spree
In New York City
Just bring me things that I don't need
[CHORUS]
I wish I could take this day
And make it last forever
And no matter what I get tonight
I want more
It's Christmas and I want everything
I just can't wait
It's Christmas and I want everything now
Christmas
And I want everything
I just can't wait
Christmas
So don't stop spending, I
Want a million gifts,
That's right
And I can't wait 'til midnight
Don't forget my Christmas list tonight
'Cuz now it's Christmas
Zebrahead - I Hate Christmas
[Intro]
Christmas comes just once a year (I got a baby doll)
With all its yuletide joy and cheer (I got a football)
But theres one thing I'd like to say
Is that I hate Christmas day (I got a rock!)
Its time for everybody to have a christmas party.
Everyone but me I'll step outside
Boycott your office party.
No secret Santa for me.
Mistletoe makes me sneeze anyway.
Cos I don't wanna go, where happy days are snow
I'd rather stay where
Frosty melts in the sun.
July 4 parade.
A Lynchburg lemonade.
An alcohol-a-day by the pool in the sun (now everybody sing).
[Chorus]
Deck the halls with bells of holly
'Tis the season to be jolly but,
I hate Christmas
I'm glad it only comes one time a year
Its time for everybody to head out Christmas shopping.
Everyone but me I'll stay inside.
No presents under your tree that have a nametag for me.
And it makes my gifts so easy to hide
I don't wanna go where shopping lines are slow.
I rather stay at home with the frosty cold one.
A bud on ice in may, a lazy summer day.
An alcohol-a-day by the pool in the sun (now everybody sing) .
[Chorus]
Deck the halls with bells of holly
'Tis the season to be jolly but,
I hate Christmas
I'm glad it only comes one time a year
[Rap]
It was the night before Christmas and all through the house,
All the creatures was chillin like Flint drinkin stout.
I woke from my sleep, heard 'here comes the boom'.
I knew that Santa would be comin' soon.
On Dascher on Donner, Commit, on Blitzen.
I yelled 'shut up ya'll,' but they wouldn't listen.
And then he came down with his belly of jello.
He says, 'where the ladies at cuz I'm a real jolly fellow.'
Then he gave me a wink and was quick out of sight.
Merry Christmas to all, and to all a super deeky duper fly night.
[Chorus]
(now everyone - sing)
Deck the halls with bells of holly
'Tis the season to be jolly but,
I hate Christmas
I'm glad it only comes one time a year (one more time, like you mean it)
[Chorus]
Deck the halls with bells of holly
'Tis the season to be jolly but,
I hate Christmas
I'm glad it only comes one time a year
Cos I hate Christmas I'm glad it only comes one time a year
Cos I hate Christmas I'm glad it only comes one time a year
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Good GOD. My family is a bunch of retards. I just want to open presents and go back to John's house. For real.
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[24 Dec 2004|07:31pm] |
I hate Christmas.
I hate the way my family acts at Christmas.
Most of all, I hate Christmas music.
Especially Celtic Christmas music.
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Wake up
My love
Never thought you'd make me, break me
Now I'm up from below
Such a brilliant star you are
And will your love keep burning baby
Burn a hole right through my eyes
All these short times feel like no time
I thought you ought to know
I'm so far gone now I been running on empty
I'm so far gone now
Do you wanna take me on?
Do, Do you, Do you know?
Do you know how long I've waited?
To look up from below,
Just to find someone like you?
And will your love light burn me baby?
Burn a hole right through my heart
I think I might just trust you, maybe
But I'm not sure
I'm not sure I wanna know
I'm so far gone now I been running on empty
I'm so far gone now
Do you wanna take me on?
Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa
I think you could make me girl
Could make me and take my life
I know you could break me girl
Take all of me
All of me, yeah hey
Wake up
My love
Never thought you'd make me, break me
Now I'm up from below
Such a brilliant star you are
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