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[09 Mar 2004|09:54pm]
[ mood | sick and pissed off ]
[ music | coldplay- in my place ]

yeah...im dying. this is the worst cold that i've ever had in my life...

GRR...can't people leave me alone? im sick and i don't fucking need to be yelled at..
im so tired...fuck...im just gonna go sleep for a few days. =/

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[08 Mar 2004|07:32pm]
[ mood | numb ]
[ music | trouble-coldplay ]

i've died...leave me alone.


actually, you know i knew that sooner or later everything would fall apart, and i'd almost rather it be while i'm still young enough to try to put things back together again. it hurts so bad though...and not one bit of good news or anything is going around right now..
jealousy ruins a lot of good things sometimes. =/

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another show [07 Mar 2004|12:40am]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | coldplay-trouble ]

yeah, this show was just about the best ever. i made a lot of new friends, and got to be better friends with a lot of people i've known randomly.
i bit 27 people on the chest too, which not all of them liked =) oops.
i was sorry that sara couldn't stay longer cause of her momma, and i couldn't stay with her...i wanted to but dad needed someone here with him and im sure none of ya care.
it was nice hanging out with trey again and not fighting with him. it's like getting an old friend back. i also got to hang out a lot more with chance, which was alright.
donut's cool too, i didn't really know him all that well till him and justin used me as a pillow.
im not sure if tucker liked that i wasn't around him much, and im not sure how he feels about all my guy friends. i just hope he was alright with me hangin out with them.

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hi [06 Mar 2004|08:50am]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | 3 doors down- away from the sun ]

yeah, my mom woke me up at like 7 this morning saying i had to get up and get ready, so she can leave me alone at dads house so she and my sister can go to ohio to see her love interest,
joy.

last night was so fun, i started out having a gret time at stevens house, wrestling with steven and falling asleep next to tucker
and then i had a great time once jarrod, ian, michael, danny, and bauer came running down into stevens basement and stole us.
when we were coming back from the gas station, we got stolen by people that have been called ' street corner preachers' by my sister.
they stopped us in the middle of the parkinglot/ sidewalk area and made us pray and accept god.
well...danny ended up doing a few things while standing in front of me, and i laughed a lot in the middle of him preaching,..i felt bad but it was funny..
then we went to michaels and hung out in his basement. it was funny to watch everyone kill everyone else for no reason.

it was supposed to storm last night, and im glad it didn't...im so afraid of storms. oh well...anyways...

well, i have tech crew at 3, so im gonna go sleep more. a lot more if possible.

p.s. dads surgery went ok for those who care. he's in a bit of pain and he's not all there from the being asleep stuff, but he's ok.

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respect your cow...you never know when you may regret not doing so! [04 Mar 2004|10:03pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | stare at the sun- thrice ]

paint wars are fun. it wasn't much of a war though, concidering it was just me monkey and sara smacking each other once or twice and then finishing up.
schools not that bad, things are going decent there...
dads surgery is tomorrow in the morning. sometime around 9. so i'll be at school where im less likely to think about it the entire time. =/
oh!
today at school, after communications/channel 1, there was a short clip on " how the american people take the cow for granted..."
it was so funny...it was all about cows and how we just view them as food and don't care about them..the cows are much more!! they have feelings too!!!
hehe....bye bye

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[29 Feb 2004|12:55am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | into the silence- obviously clear ]

just got home from the show. it was great besides the one band that had to ruin it by all being posers and killing " sober-tool"...i wanted to cry.
i peirced shaggy by biting his nipple too hard, i made him bleed!! =/
ian has an anarchy sign hickey from kodi, that was hilarious.
i got to spend the earlier part of the day with my parents sisters and tucker. it was so great. we placed second, and did really well ( state competition)
yay! i can't hear anything...it went from muted to deaf. fun.
sleep for me! i've been up since 5 and its now 12:53...midgets like sleep, so yeah...night.

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[24 Feb 2004|04:49pm]
deming park, or mall friday to meet at? lemme know...
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[24 Feb 2004|04:46pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | no use for a name- any number can play ( warped '03) ]

ahh..why does my weekend have to be eaten by state comp. i don't wanna go!!
crap..finals are tomorrow too, huh? damnit...
oh well,. i'll just fail them :)
haha...i gave michael the idea to replace his chains on his wallet with multi colored yarn tied to look like chains...that's great...he's actually gonna do it too :-p
woohoo..warped tour music is the greatest..i really wanna go this year...
if anyone is planning on going, post on here and tell me, i wanna see how many people i may be able to get to go to that and or ozz fest
i think i'll go to both if i have time

i have ta go to my sisters b-ball tourney...bye

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woohoo...? [22 Feb 2004|11:02pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | box of sharp objects- the used ]

well, this was a very musically oriented weekend, and it was overall good. the good out-weighed the bad in my opinion.
friday=wow...i can't remember...
oh yeah, mall. went to the mall place, saw family there, also pretty much everyone i know. then went to stevens with sara, sara paired off with michael which led a few people to believe they were " together"...bad idea...
went home, slept.
then saturday me and sara and my mom hung out around the house listening to ring tones for mine and saras phone, which was nifty....went to michaels, had a great time when no one seemed to be sad for once, and then left for the show ( WHICH WAS AWESOME) i couldn't believe how much i missed them!! i got to be the midget who sat on stage again!!
i got to see steven tucker and michael every day this weekend...neat...i just realized that.
the huge orgy in the corners of the room was amusing...:)


-the used - box of sharp objects
It's our time to shine through the down
Glorified by what is ours
We've fallen in love
It was the best idea I ever had

Today I fell and felt better
Just knowing this matters
I just feel stronger and sharper
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing

Do you want a song of glory
Well I'm fucking screaming at you

I fell in love
it was the best idea I ever had
found a box of sharp objects
_

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[19 Feb 2004|09:19pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | Korn- my dad's watchin them on tv ]

i made a new screen name...its just midget in leet.
M1D637
yep...i was surprised it wasn't taken, but i guess i'm the only loser who also happens to be short. so...yeah...
hey! tomorrow i get to see people! and saturday i get to see people and then maybe even go to a show! woohoo!
sara had a decent birthday i hear, and i hope she liked my gifts.
her and my sister are both sick, and since they're both the people i'm around the most, iim hopin i can somehow manage to stay semi healthy =/
I love you Tucker!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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well.. [18 Feb 2004|08:54pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | schubert- unfinished symphony ]

well HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARA and get well soon!

i got my industrial pierced...ooh it hurt...but the guy who did it was kind of an older guy, and he was really nice and joked with me so it wasn't that bad. it's heavy though.

don't have much more to say....bye

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well... [17 Feb 2004|10:01pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | beethoven-string quartet no.13 in B flat ]

i got to talk to hobo finally...and he's alright. and i called a truce with trey, so that's alright. and i apologized to michael for a bunch of stuff, so that's good...

daddy goes in for a meeting thingy with his doctor to learn about his surgery for his throat tumor tomorrow, so i may or may not get to go see people, ( and i would rather stay home with my dad if it's bad...)
hm...my mom bit me tonight at my sisters game. she claims i bit her first, but i don't remember ( cough cough) ....and then she got food on my glasses while trying to get it on my nose, and she pinched me so when i did it back she yelled at me...she's worse than my little sister...some people never grow up.
i've kinda noticed too that people are posting a lot of song lyrics...mostly just the same two people, and i'm kinda confused by it all...maybe it would be easier to just type out what you want to say instead of using someone else's words.
but yeah, i can understand why you would use them. maybe cause its harder to
say what you want sometimes and it come out right. oh well.
well, i think i'm going to go finish some conversations. night.

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seeing people for the week [17 Feb 2004|05:03pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | sr71-tomorrow ]

ok, since no one made formal plans over the weekend, a few people got screwed over, so hobo and i decided to do it.

people are meeting up at the mall friday AND saturday, go which ever day you can. if you can't go, let me know or post something, so if enough people can't go one day, other people will know not to go.
so...yeah. hopefully now everyone will get to see each other this weekend.

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something [16 Feb 2004|03:29pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | 311- amber ]

well, saturday seems like everyone got to see each other, and i was locked up at home...oh well. everyone has a boring day every once in a while. mine just happened to be satuday.
sunday was better, i slept till really really late in the afternoon, and then woke up when my mom FINALLY remembered she had a life in Indiana and came home from Ohio.
then i got to spend some nice happy time with steven, which was really great, i dont get to see him alone and him be happy most of the time.
then tucker came over, and needless to say that time was perfect also. i've never loved anyone this much in my life. it's great :)
i've talked to sara a couple times this weekend, i wish her mom wasn't such a hitler.
=/ strange, it seems like i haven't spoken to michael or hobo in a while...i normally talk/see them more than i have recently.
you still alive hobo??
well, i've got a lot of nothing to do...bye bye

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blah [14 Feb 2004|03:50pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | jimmy eat world-sweetness ]

bored...really bored...and knowing that everyone is at the mall and i'm stuck at home waiting for sara to come over ( for the past few hours) and watching my little sister really sucks!!
i guess people are alright now, which is good...
i got my mellophone...it's as big as i am, and hard to play...i just wonder how in the world i'm supposed to walk and play it at the same time...hehe...
yay!! i love it when stevens in a good mood!!! he makes me really hyper/happy :)
ok..bye bye

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[11 Feb 2004|04:33pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | tool- H. ]

moo...


i'm really bored.
i hope people get settled in soon, cause i'm more than ready for things to get calmed down again.

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[08 Feb 2004|11:35pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | none, but im really cold ]

saras mom is HITLER...
and some people don't have the decency to not lie to people. YOU'RE LYING AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE(and maybe if you can keep yourself in your pants...)
some people know FOR A FACT from other people or from seeing first hand THAT YOU DID LIE AND YOU DID do something that is completely DISRESPECTFUL to someone that didn't deserve it...AND DON'T ACT LIKE YOU DON'T SEE THIS

well my large ensemble made it to state, feb. 28 in Indianapolis, which is exiting i guess.
congrats to everyone who played though. no one really did bad.
i saw bauer michael and ian and sara there...and tucker!! ( a very good " good luck" charm i might add)
i heard the show was pretty good, sorry i couldn't find out for myself. well i guess im gonna go finish up some conversations and get some sleep.
p.s. to everyone: please don't think that fighting actually has a purpose. lying gets you no where, and anyone who lies is no better than any of their own enemies.
and to hobo: if you're mad at me, then i don't apologize, i don't know what i did, as far as i know i wasn't in it. but ya know, its teenage " drama". it's gotta make people mad.

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tomorrow doesn't need to happen [06 Feb 2004|05:16pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | Rise Against- Like the Angel ]

why can we go to the moon and stupid shit like that but we can't do anything useful like learn how to fast foward time...
needless to say, state qualifications for solo and ensemble are tomorrow...during my first solo, i think im just going to sit on the floor, calmly sit down my instrument, and cry. maybe i can score points for sympathy =/

anyway...saras mom is hitler...why, i'm not sure. but i think it's a suitable term. she should be thankful they're not raping her with pinapples ( little nikki reference )

i may get to see my two favorite guys tonight...so that's really good at least.
oh, tucker, jordan says he's tired of proposing to you, and you're going to have to propose to him now....but he still wants his honey moon...hehe..i'll let you two settle this.

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blah [04 Feb 2004|10:47pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | sporadic movement- CKY ]

this weekend is going to suck, a lot. contest is going to make me almost late for the show, and i haven't managed to get to one in forever...sorry kodi =/
well, next month is really gonna suck,
1: drivers ed 2: sinfoniette 3: grease ( the play) tech crew 4: starting out learning french horn for marching band
and then school and trying to see friends all at the same time...this is going to be fun!!
of course, saras going to be with me for marching band drivers ed and grease, so i mean it's not like im all alone
well, i keep thinking of things to write, and i can't think of anything else
I love you tucker :) it's almost the weekend :)

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[02 Feb 2004|11:40pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | tool- H. ]

We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea and the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner." The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress. The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn as the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop. The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime. I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall, but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two. I rode alone. You said, "The cinders are falling like snow." There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty, bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence. Of blue and grey. Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city. The sun has stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines. Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward, and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched into the earth like a message.
-AFI

great poem..creapy sounding though. its kinda hard to understand unless you really care i guess.
well, half day tomorrow, and i get to see tucker on a weekday for the first time in a couple months! yay!
...and on a worse note, my dad got his mri stuff back, and yes, it's throat cancer. =/
it'll be alright though, i mean i don't think that'll kill him, which is very good news, and there are ways to fight it.
and i found out saras mom can help out with my mom and her cancer, me and her have been talking about it...so both of my parents still have good oppurtunities to come out fine :)

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