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[18 Feb 2005|01:02am] |
over d past few days its been sinking in that we're already at our last year of college.. our last term..we'll all be graduating soon (yes..keep repeating that..we will graduate!!)..
like d job expo.. last year i was there..pero lamoyun parang wala lng..hanap kunwari ng ojt ganyan..not really caring f a company calls back or what..but this year..syempre its totally different..like u go to d job expo all prepared..u have tons of ur resume..tor..and u apply to almost every company. and like over d past few days ppl have been coming up to me asking "tinawagan ka ba nung ___?" and ill be like..how come i havent received a single call.. huhuhu. but hey..too early for me to be moping about that
then like probably two weeks ago..i was having lunch with my friend vannie..then nung papasok na kami ng gox..ayaw tumunog nung id nya..e pano b nman..yun yung id nya simula pa 1st yr..so u can just imagine..gutay-gutay na (hehehe!)..and i said "e apat na taon mo nang gnagamit yan eh! syempre magkakaganyan" then as soon as those words slipped out of my mouth..narealize ko lng. wow..4 yrs na! (no.. not her id!) pero 4 yrs na pala ako sa lasalle..man how time flies
i applied to graduate knina..parang..whoah totoo ba to..am i really on my last term? (yes! yes! hehe)
i know midterms pa lng and all..and ni ndi pa tyo nakakapagdefense for our thesis.. pero it just feels na "hey! we're almost there!" and it's all very scary.. but at the same time it's exciting as well. that must be why i kept on saying june instead of february yesterday! haha..kausap ko c phoebs and nagemail ako sa grpm8s ko ng dates ng deadlines namin and stuff..and i kept on saying june 22..june 25.. june 26 without even realizing na mali pala pinagsasabi ko! and phoebs had to point it out like 2 or 3 times! ill be like, langya onga noh! then after a few seconds.. june na naman! hehe ewan ko ba. must be loopy
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| time for healing.. |
[12 Feb 2005|09:10pm] |
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for d first time i dont feel like crying anymore..
i know that this is for d best.. and that things will get better
i think im gonna be ok..
in time.. it will all be ok..
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[10 Feb 2005|01:57am] |
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We don't even talk anymore
And we don't even know what we argue about
Don't even say I love you no more
'Cause saying how we feel is no longer allowed
Some people will work things out
And some just don't know how to change
Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by
Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don't do it baby
Now they can see the tears in our eyes
But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts
Well maybe that's a pain we can't hide
'Cause everybody knows that we're both torn apart
Why do we hurt each other
Why do we push love away
Some people will work things out
And some just don't know how to change
Don't do it baby
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| LEAP |
[27 Jan 2005|01:15pm] |
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hehe astig yung leap namin.. pinanood lng nmin yung girl magdemo kung pano gumawa ng pastillas and polvoron.. tas we got to take it home. antsalappp!! wheeee :)
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| hammie pix! Ü |
[21 Jan 2005|10:11pm] |
finally..! here are some pics of my beloved hamster Ü
that's her eating..kyut kyut anbilog! hehe
another one of her eating..this time sumuot na sya sa bowl..which is what she usually does. kyuttt!
closeup! wheee. she was eating on top of d bowl na nman
i had to change her bedding. all they have at pet stores are pine and cedar..which is so frustrating since those are the 2 kinds that u musnt use coz theyre absolutely harmful to hamsters. so i now use shreds of tissue paper. when she's sleeping she blends with the bedding so ndi mo sya makita agad! kanina kinabahan ako akala ko nakatakas sya! natabunan lng pala ng bedding habang natutulog!
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| panic attack |
[21 Jan 2005|06:30pm] |
i know most of us are pretty worried about our thesis..
but this wasnt one of d times when i went "shit shit shit ilang weeks n lng! shit shit shit!" and panicked like crazy
this was different
my whole body went cold..
my heart was beating so loudly..so fast..
and i couldnt breathe..
this only happens to me when im highly stressed..
i dont even know if there's one particular thing about our thesis that set it off..
there weren't even any particular thoughts in my head at the time..
it's like my whole body just stopped and all this poured out of me
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| my hammie! Ü |
[18 Jan 2005|11:08pm] |
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bought a hamster today! Ü wheeeeeeeeeeee
wala pa name.. for d mean time.. "hammie" muna. hehe (pero bka un na ang maging name nya hehehe!)
kyut kyut nya!! Ü
nakakatawa..i feel like im a new parent and she's my baby. hehehe. lam mo un..b4 ko sya bilhin basa ako ng basa about hamster care (well dapat nman tlga prepared ka to take care of ur pet dba) tapos i have first-time jitters.. kinakabahan ako.. "am i doing it right?" "will i be a good mother?" este..owner pala. hehe.. tapos tipong ang overprotective ko sa kanya.. ("dahan2 ka sa cage baka mahulog baby ko!") haha fun fun! Ü
vinideo ko pa yung first time nya ginamit yung exercise wheel! baby's first "steps" hahaha!
wala pa pix.. asa fone ko p lng.. ill post pix soon Ü
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| thesis |
[11 Jan 2005|12:14am] |
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three weeks to finish our system.. shit.. kaya kaya nmin yun? (kakayanin!! *as if may choice) iniisip ko p lng im lyk "noooooooooooooooooo!"
damn u nlg!! hehe
tapos 1 month for testing and documentation!
siyettttt!
* i tink i can..i tink i can..
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| madagascar |
[05 Jan 2005|11:45pm] |
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d latest flick on my list of movies i wanna watch
saw d trailer yesterday.. aliww! hehe what can i say.. i lurve dreamworks!
i luv d penguins! hehehe ang funnie nila sobra!
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| ym |
[05 Jan 2005|01:36pm] |
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ayaw gumana ng ym ko! pag iru-run ko sya laging cnasabi "ym has encountered a prob and needs to close.." tas i tried uninstalling it.. then reinstalling it..many times na pero ayaw p rin.. tinry ko rin yung ym asia.. same error..
kaka-format lng ng pc ko.. tas ang alam ko.. nagamit ko p nman yung ym pagka-format.. yata?? or bka nga ndi na.. ndi ko na ata nagamit pagkaformat nung pc
wahhhh bat ganun? wats wronnnnnnnng!
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| okay ka fairy ko |
[05 Jan 2005|01:29pm] |
haha.. watched it yesterday with my baby. our first filipino film together hahaha!
naaaliw ako dun sa audience.. tawa sila ng tawa.. tas anlakas pa.. hehe na-enjoy tlga nila yung film
ako.. ok lng.. tas parang mas nagustuhan ko yung first 2 films nila (hahaha nax!) pero cguro kaya ganun i was way younger then and mas madali maaliw hehehe
namiss ko nga yung series eh! namiss ko yung original ina magenta! hehehe
may anak pala silang lalaki? yung c benok? haha i dont remember na e. c aiza lng naalala ko.. and she was so cute then haha. meron isang part dun sa movie sabi ni michael v "e yung anak mong babae? tas sabi ni vic "babae ba yun?" haha! wala lng nakakagago
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| m hommmeeeee |
[03 Jan 2005|10:07pm] |
nakakatuwa dun sa plane.. kasi u wont get bored.. each person has his/her own tv tas u get to pick which movie u want to watch.. kewlll.. kaya lng i ended up surfing d channels.. wenk! wala kc akong magustuhan dun sa movies.. palipat2 ako ng channel.
tas may games din.. so tlgang ndi ka mabobore. hehe aliwwww
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| hapy new year! |
[01 Jan 2005|03:03pm] |
ang corny ng new year dto :( hehe! antahimikkkk. walang fireworks! bawal kc e.. may fine..
sa city lng pwede mag-fireworks. so at 12:00 we all watched d countdown..fireworks display sa city.. dun sa may opera house.. sydney harbour bridge.. astig astigg.. ganda! but it wudve been cool to actually be there and see it live.. ano nga e.. parang ngyn lang ako naka-appreciate ng fireworx. hehe. pag samin nman kc at home ndi rin kami nagpapaputok.. pinapanood lng nmin yung sa kapitbahay hehe. pero kgabi.. yun nga while watching it on tv.. i was like "wow.. cool! wish i was there" hehe ang ganda kc e
ndi ko pa feel na new year na.. pag sapit nga nung 12 e (omygod did i just say 'pag sapit'? hehe) "i was like.. new year na ba? ndi pa.. 9pm p lng sa phlippines e" so d new year pretty much hasnt hit me yet.. but i am kinda looking forward to it..specially last term na natin to. graduating na. supposedly! hopefully! hehe. so this is gonna be a big year for all of us.
a blessed new year to us all! goodluck goodluck goodluckkkk! :D
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| boxing day |
[26 Dec 2004|11:56pm] |
today is boxing day.. d day after christmas
its d day that ppl open their chrismas presents.. hence d name boxing day. hehe weird noh? mag set-aside pa ba daw ng holiday for d christmas presents? ganyan dito e
e sa pinas nga e.. 24 p lng opening na ng gifts! hehe right after ng noche buena! kaya kami.. ganun p rin gnawa nmin. pagkauwi from d christmas party.. bukasan na ng regalo! e bakit b.. we're not aussies! we dont need to keep with their traditions! hehe. pero c ate ndi nya binuksan lahat ng kanya.. para daw may laman naman yung cristmas tree.. kawawa nman daw hehe
we watched 2 movies today. first was phantom of d opera (hehe.. nung other day we watched lion king.. d musical movie turned musical.. ngayon nman musical turned movie.) it was good. kawawa nman yung phantom.. hehe i always have a soft spot for the "not so bad guys" (parang ung goblin king sa labyrinth.. hehe) gusto ko tuloi panuorin yung phantom of d opera ulit.. d musical i mean. kasi mas maganda tlga pag yung musical (altho yung sa lion king syempre mas nagustuhan ko ung movie! hehe)
then we watched the incredibles! hehe ngayon p lng pinalabas dto! kaya i got to see it for d 2nd time around. weeee! dpat nga ndi na kmi magbabayad for d tikets..kasi dito yung bilihan ng tikets nasa labas.. tas alamoyun pwedeng-pwede ka pumasok dun sa iba't-ibang cinemas na.. well as long as walang nagbabantay! e nahiya ata mum ko na wag magbayad. tsaka kasi pag tingin din namin nung una may nababantay tas andami na nakapila.. so isip nmin nakakahiya nga din nman mamya puno na pala.. so bumili n lng kmi ng tikets. tas pag pasok nmin la naman bantay.. tas dami pa seats. kaya sabi tuloy nila "dpat nga tlga d na lng tyo bumili ng tikets' haha!
dami ko p na gusto panuorin e! showing na din dito ocean's 12 pati meet d fockers dbale.. mapapanod ko rin nman un paguwi ko e hehe. sana ung okey ka fairy ko maabutan ko! wahaha! wala lng.. fan ata ako nung bata pako noh! weren't we all? nung nakita ko ung trailer i was like "hmmmm gs2 ko ata to panuorin ah!" actually nung nakita ko p lng ung poster! wahahahaha! nacurious ako e. naintrigue..hehe. pero yuk d ko gusto c kristine hermosa! bakit b sya p ung cinast for d role? owell! hehe
tomorrow we're going shopping. major sale kasi dito right after christmas. weeeeeee!
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| gday mate |
[21 Dec 2004|06:58pm] |
m in sydney na :)
flight was ok. beter than last year's. last year kasi sobrang nadelay yung flight (altho yung ngyn delayed n nman!) tapos we had engine trouble pa! so andaming stopover.. tas ngkaron din ng turbulence blah blah blah blah blah! in a nuthsell: worst flight ever! wel that was year. ung ngyn nga.. ok nman
nakakatuwa we met these 2 cute boys at d airport (uh when i mean boys i do mean little boys!) yung isa 1yrs old.. yung isa nman 4yrs old. ankyut2 nila tas nilalaro nmin sila ng dad ko. tas sobrang lambing. tapos yung isang kid kinagat pako! wahaha. kyut kyutttt talaga kakaaliw. awwww.. gs2 ko ng baby! hehehehe!
we'll b staying here s house namin. nax! ang ganda pakinggan! hehehe. maliit lng yung hse, 2 bedroom. pero nice sya. very cozy :)
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| ccard day |
[20 Dec 2004|04:29pm] |
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anpanget ng gwades ko crap :(
hehe bawat subject nga may reaction ako e..
maclern: tsk.. sayang tlga to.. nakakahinayang tlga.. hayyy darn it.. pag naiisip ko tlga tong maclern.. depressing.. sooo disappointing
ntrepre: hmmmf! bat ganun. 3.0 lng ako wah. hehe actually nung nkita ko nman kasi yung card ko i was like "ah o cge ok lng" e pero nung nalaman ko n lahat ng grpm8s ko naka-3.5 parang ako "panu nangyari un!" e wala lng.. reasoning ko lng nman kc is yung midterms lng nman tlga pinagkaiba nmin.. tapos sbi ni sherwin pareho p kmi ng grade.. e bat ganun? i dunno nagkatalo2 dun sa mga assignments etc? e grabe nman..ganun kalaki yung diff? stupid ko tlga sana nung nagkita kmi ni miss tiningnan ko n rin ung breakdown nung grades..e kaya lng i didnt bother kasi un nga d grade was ok n rin nman. hayy. im just bitter! hahaha duh?
biocom: in fairness! ndi ako bumagsak! kasi ito sobrang knakabahan tlga ako. pero tsk.. sayang tlga.. 1% n lng makukuha ko n yung next grade! tas wala lng.. parang anlabo nung bonuses nya.. kasi ano eh.. personally, i dont think its right na yung grade mo magdedepend sa personal favors. dba? i dunno if thats just me..pero un.. opinion ko lng. and no this time im not being bitter!
biocol: hmf kala p nman nmin easy 4.0 na to! haha ndi pala? nung tiningnan ko nga yung brkdown ng grades (well ac2ly ang tiningnan ko lng yung raw score) i was like "aba may kinokompyut pala sa biocol?" haha! akalain mo un
numanal: yung numanal ansaya! haha nasurprise tlga ako. i didnt expect it at all! yuck mala-acceptance speech e noh? e wala lng.. d ko tlga akalain. pero actually sabit lng din eh. 97.02! hahaha! buti n lng tlga may +20 yung mp whoopeee!
so there we have it.. tskk.. this wasnt a good term for me.. here's hoping na ung next term maganda
pero isip ko lng.. yung subjects next term.. filipi, litera, & jp.. mga paimportanteng subjects! haha.. daming requirements yan for sure.. sasabayan p ng thesis! ooooh horrorrr
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| haha anong oras na |
[20 Dec 2004|02:53am] |
its 3 am and im still up! packing!
haha.. nagstart ako magpack mga 1 am na.. odbah.. tas mamyang gabi na flight nmin. nakuuuuuuu i better not forget anything!
nakakatawa nga e.. mga 2 am pumasok mom ko sa kwarto.. and i was just sittin there haf nakid (wahahaha tangna oversharing na2 hahaha soreeee) and she was like "ano gnagawa mo" and syempre sagot ko "packing! what else" haha.. ganun kasi ako evrytym magoovernyt sumwer or what.. i always and i do mean always have to try on ALL the clothes before i pack 'em. tas sbi ng mom ko "anak ka ng daddy mo" haha! ganun din kasi si dad. odiba. hehe dats not very usual for guys dba. im sure guys wud just stick their shirts into their bags. e hello.. guys nga pag nagsha-shopping ndi n sinusukat yung clothes e dba. pag nagiimpake pa kaya!
so anyway! ayun.. mejo patapos nako.. i tink. now i hafta figure out what to bring sa hand-carry ko. like a good book or smthing.. and syempre yung mga eklat stuff ko pa.. like accessories etc etc etc!
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| hr gurlz |
[19 Dec 2004|02:04am] |
*long-delayed post.. hehe
nagpa-studio pic kmi ng mga kabarkada ko about a week ago. haha anlalandi may motiff pa kame.
so yung first pic: thats us with our "signature colors" usapan nmin dapat lahat kmi naka-plain na shirt
wenk sowee pangit scanner e wah. anyway dats roz in purple.. mia in blue.. maine in black.. vannie in yellow (actually! anyone hu knows vannie knows that pink is her signature color! e pasaway tong bruhang to eh! magyellow b daw? haha).. eula in white.. and joanne in red
second pic: printed nman daw dpat
vannie pasaway na nman! ndi nagdala ng printed shirt! haha buti n lng may extra c maine
tas after nun we had lunch sa house blend.. nakakatawa halos lahat kmi beef & mushroom pat order. pero unavailable e! tsk kainis!
nakakatuwa lng tlga kasi its d first time na nagkasama2 kmi ulit.. sobrang namiss ko yung ganito.. yung magkakasama kami lahat [pero actually may kulang pa rin :(]. its been a year! it took us a long time to get back on track..but im really happy we did. m so happy to have such great friends :)
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| sleepyhead |
[19 Dec 2004|01:56am] |
this is so me:
haha! nakoh.. next sem 8am na nman ang class.. lagottt na nman ako
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| this is just not my day ... |
[16 Dec 2004|01:15am] |
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Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face
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