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ok haven't typed in here lately but whatever...muh life isn't interesting enough to update everyday anyways...everything is gay but whatever... muh mom thrw muh comuter in the garage that y im never on ever...i hate u! =) bye
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| MUH WONDERFUL WEDNESDAY |
[25 Jun 2003|11:32pm] |
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parents fought all day...suxed...it was a real fight...i hate that, it feels like the ol' days....not good..RAINED...ok sammy maybe it does rain a bit...left and made YL signs with Miranda, lindsey, kaylyn and stephanie...what so much fun, i miss chillin and talkin to bailey!!!! i heart that gurl...she was supossed to go to the drive in tonight with kyliE but i dunno. came home..they still were fighting...went to muh uncles house.. muh aunt is so big..shes pregnant...shes so cute..there cleaning up to show there house off to sell, there moving to RainTrEE...fun fun. lindsey and ryan came and picked me up..went to the milatary base to give his dad a movie...i know i say this alot..but i am so HAPPY hes muh best friend... i know some ppl don't like him but i heart that mo' fo'. i was pissed at him and he was freakin singing to me...lol he was all...." U can't be made at me...u see ur muh baby...muh sugar...muh babygurl muh phillipino chik, u see i love u..." i was laughing and lindsey was cracking up...there so cute...they have been dating for a like 2 weeks maybe and he asked her out today...its so good that muh best friend and muh babydoll are dating... its so funny... and its great cuz he really likes her he has never talked about a gurl like that ever... and he tells me everything... he let me take his car...new one.. went to get food for everyone...we had YL at his house.... me and lindsey almost broke his car... i saw elisha, cassie and court....i don't think she likes me anymore(elisha).... i dunno... we got loads of food for 2 bucks!!! on the way back we saw geano and andy...talked to them, andy is getting hotter and hotter..ok i need to shut up...hes like muh best friend....i think we are gonna go to worlds of fun on friday... went back to ryans and me and lindsey fought...great she tried to kill me...we left like 10 drove around and chillied...saw muh JEN JEN at the gas station....man i miss her so much!!!!! i liked hugged her for ever...man we need to da something, we areso so f*cking busy!!!! came home and muh car works!!!!!!! im so happy..muh dad bought a new car...there not fighting anymore...whatever...talked to muh sammy jean...i miss u hunnie!!! well had a good day for the most part...saw everyone....HUGE GARAGE SALE SAT> @ RAYMORE FIRE STATION>>>>7am-3pm!!!! support the YL kids who love jesus!!!!!!!!!!.....night hunnies!!!!!
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sarah
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[24 Jun 2003|11:48pm] |
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went to muh lil brothers play thing...it was so funny. audrie, emily and megan were in it...man i miss seeing them in chamber choir. its wierd how u hate school so much but when ur not there u miss seeing everyone, even if u don't talk to them u just miss seeing them...or maybe its just me!!! ok ima loser shutting up. well i'm kinda proud of muh self..i haven't drank, smoked, or anything else like that in 2 weeks. long time. but its cool, its whatever..well this is gonna be short just like the past couple entries. SOMEONE TELL KYLIE i HATE HER!!!! lol..don't forget to bring it...well gotta get up early to make signs..pCz!!!!
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sarah
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[24 Jun 2003|12:17am] |
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woke up early. watched movies with some peeps from leawood. chilled...relaxed all day...was good. went for a walk and worked out. talked to elisha...been awhile. its wierd not to talk to her all the time. i miss chillin with her, but i know she's got work and meg..so. its cool. lol i read kylie's journal..the comments sa funny...go read them if u haven't already...it be funny if ppl left comments like that in mine...it would be funny...haha..gonna go to sleep laughing...its so amuzing...Night PlaYaZ!!!
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sarah
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[23 Jun 2003|01:24am] |
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saw a movie. not in a good mood. niGht.
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sarah
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[22 Jun 2003|02:18am] |
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really good day...drank alot of caffine. payed bills with muh dad, fixed muh car....hooraa!!!! heard about lindsey and ryans date...cute!!! lindsey called like 3 times, and ryan "was just in the neigborhood driving by muh house a couple times...he cracks me up..but what can i say he's muh lil' verba. rained a lil' bit. babysat two boys. there house is cool the kids slept and i watched "just married"...really funny movie!!! came home talked to someone on the phone..(FL)...man i haven't talked to him in a long time..i didn't even mean to call him...i was calling sammy and it was like 12 there and he answered and i was like crap...so i just talked to him. last time i talked to him was the last day i was in town...man i'm SO glad i moved only cuz i know i would've gotten back together with him, and everyone that knows "me and him" it = NOT GOOD. last time we went out he got put in jail. so im happy. but hes good. he said i'm turning white. i laughed and said.."no i ain't..yo!" did nothing else...but this. i really did nothing today..but i am still in that really good mood i was in yesterday...i kinda feel high...but in a good way...pCz...nigHT.
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sarah
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[20 Jun 2003|11:58pm] |
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i went outside and played outside with muh brothers and felt like i was 11 again. i did nothing else at all. i was ditched for tonight but i really don't care. everyone does it to me and its whatever. i know who muh friends are...lol i am in such a good mood... i can't stop singing...well nothing to say but im in a great and wonderful mood, and i haven't been so happy in a long time!!!! thanx god.=)
I HEART EVERYONE!!!!!!!!
GREAT SONG!!!!
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-----RELIENT K-----
__"College Kids"___
someone please save us, us college kids!
what my parents told me is what i did
they said go to school and be a college kid
but in the end i question why i did
i'm poor, i'm starving, i'm flat broke, i've got no cash to spend
sell all my books for front row tickets to dave matthews band
my girlfriend's at another school, i know this year will test her
i called, found out she had three other boyfriends last semester
and that's why i say
oh no! not for me, not for me
call it torture, call it university
no! arts and crafts is all i need
i'll take calligraphy and then i'll make a fake degree
80 grand later i found out that all that i had learned
is that you should show up to take your finals and your midterms
the party scene is kinda mean, i think it's sick and twisted
the navy showed up at my dorm and claimed that i enlisted
and that's why i say
oh no! not for me, not for me
call it torture, call it university
no! arts and crafts is all i need
i'll take calligraphy and then i'll make a fake degree
don't get excited. she'll say "no" without a doubt you see
and i've decided college girls just won't go out with me
they make me nervous and they always catch me off my guard
like cell phone services i drop out cause college is too hard
it's time to call my father
cause it's his alma mater
good grades aren't what they seem
i think he knows the dean
it's time to call my father
cause it's his alma mater
he says he's proud of me
but college always was his dream
and i would always say it's not for me
oh no! not for me, not for me
call it torture, call it university
no! arts and crafts is all i need
i'll take calligraphy and then i'll make a fake degree
someone please save us, us college kids!
what my parents told me is what i did
they said go to school and be a college kid
but in the end i question why i did
do what will make you happy
do what you feel is right
only but one thing matters
learn how to live your life
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(phi, beta, delta, cappa
someone please save us, us college kids!
what my parents told me is what i did
they said go to school and be a college kid
but in the end i question why i did)
do what will make God happy
do what you feel is right
only but one thing matters
learn how to live your life
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PCZ GUYS...=) NiGHt!!!
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sarah
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[19 Jun 2003|10:43pm] |
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went to royals stadiam to park cars for YL camp money. MAN IT WAS HOTT and me being stupid i wore black...but i had so much fun hanging with josh, kalyen and this really cute harrisonville guy. man he was so funny...he was like "are u goin to camp"...i said yea...he goes u better. man he is cute and i don't know why he was talkn to ME all day but i didn't mind laughin with a cutie. never really happends to a fat chick, ya know? i ain't gonna down muhself in here cuz i know some ppl that would kick muh butt if i called MUHSELF A FATTY!!! haha...well the ride home was fun me and josh talked soccer and looked for cars for him to buy. it rained like all day. good tho, never rains. NOT LIKE IN FL WHERE IT RAINS IN THE SUMMER ALL THE TIME>>>HAHA SAMMY!!! U MAY STILL HAVE THE BEACH BUT MUH SUMMER IS RAINLESS!!!! did laundry. talked on the phone and made plans for the weekend....good day =)
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sarah
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[18 Jun 2003|11:48pm] |
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Tues.....
woke up late agian...had a really good day... other then the fact that ppl like to leave comments and not tell anyone who they are..cuz they are scerd!!! i think its prtty funny... went to wal-mart, watched american juniors...great show.. me and jill reka have dicsided that american idol and american idol are the best shows!!! lol well i had a good day staying home and setting up sammy jeans s/n and journal, i was sad only because bug boy was mad at cassie...not cool, i told her to buy him flowers and tell him he was a sexy peice of man but she just laughed and told me to shut up. lol. i hope he talks more and give lots of lovin' to cassie!!!! worked out...always fun..took a cold shower and went to bed early....
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great day...woke up early..8...watched real world...i love that show. Ace is hott!!!! went to wal-mart and muh dad made me fill out a application...mcdonalds isn't putting me on the scedule...gay, so i wanted to get a different job...but no i have to work at wal-mart... with muh wonderful parents!!!! but there is an up side..8 bucks an hour and they want me to start a.s.a.p. so i guess it'll be ok. saw bailey up there... i miss that gurl, i never see her anymore. came home and watch real world again. i think im hooked. talked to erin online... i miss seeing her everyday...she was sending me pictures of what she wants to get her hair cut like. her hair grows so fast she said it's down the middle of her back... i really miss her. were gonna do something. =) talked to audrie and i really wanted to go to choir with her but it was at 7:30 and YL was at 7:30...=( jill came and got me at 7:30 we went to the "new" bel-ray skating rink and it was so trashie.... man i was scared... but they siad they closed at 9:00 and by the time everyone got there so we dicsided to go to arrons family fun center...we bowled.....it was so funny...lol i beat verba everytime!!! and i love making lindsey and cari mess up. otis wouldn't play..=( i thought that would've been fun if he would of played..he cracks me up. ryan likes lindsey so much and she likes him too. but trent hurt her and shes not ready to have another reletionship..aka... shes scared. he called me lindsey twice...it was funny when we left he gave me a hug and he was like thanx lindsey to me..i was like bite me. hes crazy about her. it was so funny. me and cari were dancing in the parking lot i was teaching her to drop it like its hott... she can't but ryan and lindsey can!!!! we all sat there and danced for like 25 min. ppl kept starting but it was so much funn. ry verba is so funny, im so glad we are so close. i'm happy i can tell him everything and not worry about it. then we followed him home since i live down the street, and told him thanx...he was like what the heck...lol me and lindsey stoped the car half way to muh house and fought in the dark...cari started to drive off and lindsey jumped in the window and cari was driveing with lindsey hanging out the window...i was laughing so hard..i threw her shoe in the grass it took a while to find it...but it was funn...and here i am telling the web about it...and im about positive no one reads muh loser journal...BRET IS GAY STUPID PUS*Y fU*K (SORRY ABOUT THE LANGUAGE) and bug boy and cassie are gravy....well ims gonna hit the hay.. gotta wake up early to go raise money for YL camp...nighT
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i have a crush and he is so freakIn cutE!!! i know i ain't got any chance...but he makes me have butterflies....and hes so sweet...and its always good to have a crush, even if thats all it is, ya know?
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sarah
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[17 Jun 2003|01:42am] |
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=( sad day. he called.
He wanted to do something with me. i told him i couldn't love him anymore.
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-.-met him 6 years ago. fell in love with him 4 years ago. he broke my
heart 2 years ago. believed he was sorry 1 year ago, he hurt me again
7 months ago, i was stupid a week ago, he hurt me for the last time today-.-
he asked me what was wrong i told him...goodbye.
its like everytime i start to breathe and get happy, he comes and says he loves me and i am stupid, i believe him everytime. yes i do love him u never stop loving someone u really love. when u give ur heart u give it, not knowing wiether u get it back... and i gave it to him along time ago. but i have to be strong and say goodbye..and thats what i did.
anyways....
the rest of muh day was ok. chelsie cunningham is messing with kenzie...not cool. kenzie is muh baba'. and no one messes with muh gurls...but i have learned that gettting into there busniess no matter how much i hate ppl messin with muh gurls...i make it worse. THANX CASSIE, MEAGAN AND COURT. i learned a good long lesson. and i'm gonna let kenzie take care of it. but they better not touch her .lol. OH yea mr. anthony is the stupidest fuc*ing idiot hom0 cracker i have ever know in muh whole freakin life. court texted his phone as some other gurl and he told her to come over and him and that him and court broke up not know knowing it was her..then tried to say it was his friend....stupid guy...thats being nice if u know me... court deserves SO much more then some a-hole like that. i sware i would kill him if she didn't love him so much. and i would just mess up his face but she loves that part to!!! i had a chance to go out but i didn't want to go. i am a loser i stayed home and didn't answer the phone when he called and i listened to music that made me cry. talked to ppl online and met this new person..billie...some of muh homies don't like her but i see nothing wrong with her yet...shes sweet and funny...but she better stop talkin about muh friends in front of me...she don't know me like that. babysat all night. was muh moms birthday and muh dad took her out for a date. so all in all i did nothin but think of him all day long. im not tired but i want to stop writing things about him.................
when u read this read it well....GOODBYE...i can't love u anymore..
stay gone for real...i don't even want to stay friends...
just stay gone.
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I found piece of mind, I'm feeling good again.
I'm on the other side,
Back among the living.
Ain't a cloud in the sky,
All my tears have been cried,
And I can finally say
Baby, baby stay,
Stay right where you are.
I like it this way,
It's good for my heart.
I haven't felt like this,
In God knows how long.
I know everything's gonna be okay,
If you just stay gone.
I still love you, and I will forever
We can't hide the truth,
We know each other better.
When we try to make it work,
We both end up hurt.
And it ain't supposed to be that way.
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stay gone...please.
NighT
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sarah
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another wonderful sunday. went to church. fathers day. dad was yelling this morning, the only reason i hate going to church is everyone fights the whole way there and then we change right when we get in the door. acting. went stright to the boonies of kansas, and went to a philipino party. Great fun!!! not so much. 27 phillipino's loads of egg rolls and pizza for the american husbands. the ladie is rich , lives in a mansion, huge pool, but one let down...it was heated. man it was a hott day to and i was dieing... to much heat for this fat gurl. a boring and loud speaking day. im red and going to wal-mart....so nigHt.
x0x0
sarah
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very first entry...im sorry ahead of time. long and boring day. i thougt i had to work but no...mcdonalds doesn't need me anymore, i really don't care. a year is enough of double cheese burgers and number twos. the only thing that sux is that no one else is hiring. i staid home and talked on the phone. erin, jenna, katie are all doing softball. man i kinda wish they wern't so busy, but i know how much it means to all of them...heck i excited to see if they'll win state next year!!!! 2003 SOFTBALL STATE CHAMPS!!!!!! wo0p wo0p!!! anyways, i talked to catie today...man i miss florida, no matter how much B/S it puts in muh life and how many ppl i really don't like down there.... there are those few things i do so much miss. and miss catie kupKAck, is one of them. it was like a breathe of freash air. i was supposed to go see a movie with amanda but she couldn't go. so i enjoyed staying home watching "two weeks notice", "the evens steven's movies", talked to elisha (muh sunNy) on the phone all night, and downloaded music that made me and her cry...its funny how gurls listen to music when they know it'l make them cry. cassie and bug man went on a date...lol he doesn't talk tho. the first sat. in a while i haven't gone out and made a fool of muhself and drank to much...to late and tommorow is fathers day..so, niGHt.
xoxo
sarah
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