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It's pathetic.. [16 Sep 2003|02:32pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | The Domestic Fucker Family - Dir en Grey ]

I know.
This journal will no longer be updated.
It's too much to handle for me, with my other journals and now RolePlaying Ling, and the fact that this site is crap. I'm sorry.
Bai bai.

[even though the Chinese mood set is pretty cool. XD]

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happy birthday miyavi san! [14 Sep 2003|10:33am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | ashita tenki nare - miyavi ]

otanjoubi omedetou gozaimasu miya san )
Yes~ Today in America, Yesterday in Japan, is/was Meev's birthday. *sings happy birthday*

Today I'm posting here! why?! because it rained and the races were cancelled.. now I must go do lotsa crossposting. XD I'll do an actual update later.
bai bai

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[13 Sep 2003|10:47am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Monophobia - Plastic Tree ]

akisame !! It's been raining and it's starting to bug me !!
It seems someone is already Roleplaying as my Shinya~
They've only got two entries up though. and haven't updated in a while.

Today is Saturday~ That means, tomorrow is Sunday !!
If it doesn't stop raining, I wont be able to go to the races with Johnny. >.<
*whispers* I don't like racing or anything like that, drag racing is ok I suppose but it's not really my thing. But how could I say no when he goes, "I wanted to know if you'd like to come to the races with me and my family for my birthday." o.O;
I was like, "sure." How could I say no? I'll just be the perfect girlfriend and go and pretend to enjoy myself. I'm going to be hella tired though.. Maybe it'll rain and they wont go.. No shut up you bad bad girl !! *smacks herself*

We're going to look at dresses today !! for homecoming~ My mom said I could bring Shauna !! Of course I have to bring Shauna, Shauna is like... we're like.. joined at the hip~ That kinda friendship. o.o; but not literally. haha

hmph... more rain..

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otanjoubi omedetou gozaimasu natsuki san [11 Sep 2003|11:05am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Dir en Grey on Winamp ]

otanjoubi omedetou gozaimasu natsuki san

XD *signs* Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday dear Natsuki, Happy birthday too you!

I can't seem to find his birth year anywhere.. how old is he now?

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[09 Sep 2003|11:23am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | Misty - Lee Jung Hyun ]

ah~ haha, I had a funny dream last night, influenced I'm sure by listening to
"chameleon no seppun" I had turned off my cd player because I said 'there's no way in hell I'll be able to fall asleep with Klaha going 'doobie doobie' in my ear.' Which was followed by the dream that Gackt and myself were sitting in my living room, and Gackt was really tired [had a long day] and decides to go to sleep, so I lay down and try to sleep too, when Klaha comes in and sits next to me, he leans over and starts singing, stressing the 'doobie doobie' part until Gackt got frusterated and made him leave and Miyavi came in to see if he could borrow a pair of my boots. o.o;

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anou~ [09 Sep 2003|10:05am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Misty - Lee Jung Hyun ]

I'm currently on a mad spree for more K-pop.
Somebody stop me!
No don't!

hehe anyway, Lee Jung Hyun rocks. er, whatever. yeah. She's cute too. XD
Now, like I was saying.. anyway
hehe I'm going to cheat and post this entry in all my journals so I don't have to worry about updating for another day or so.

This weekend, I go to that race thingy with Johnny.. Why the hell did I say 'sure'? I have to get up at like two, go with my dad to pennsylvania to meet them [Johnny and his family] I can tell I'll fall asleep in the car... I don't get enough sleep as it is.. >.> staying up crazy hours of the night to see Korean drama's doesn't help either but.. I have to pay for my order for my cd, magazine and armband like, real soon and finish my fanbook project even sooner, I was gonna do it today, because I've got to mail it to Jade, well because I can't just send Meev-sama a scan of this thing I'm making him that I still haven't decided what it's going to be yet or not.

I can't wait till the weekend of the 27th.. yep. I'm going to be like, super busy. *nods* I'll have to pick out clothes, three sets.

Anyone have Lee Jung Hyun Lyrics to Misty?
Oh! has anyone seen the PV for Liar? By silver ash,
Does anyone know where I could get it...? O.o;

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[06 Sep 2003|06:33pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Just one more kiss - [Hyde or L'Arc?] ]

I just remembered something, in my sister telling me that I'm an instant loser and that I never win anything.
me: 'yes I do. actually.. I won lunch with Jackie Chan from WB17.'
Celina: 'o.o; you did?'
me: 'yes'
Celina: 'and you never went?!'
me: 'actually, mom never checked her email and confirmed that it was ok and all so they picked the runner up. x.x'
Celina: 'man!'
me: 'I KNOW! I could have had Lunch with Jackie Chan! But what did I get? a fecking t-shirt with the wb17 logo on it.'
Celina: 'duuuude! darn mom!'

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oh yeah~ [05 Sep 2003|04:55pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Melty Love - Shazna ]

I had a funny dream last night. It was cool.
In my aunts house [I know none of you know what her house is like but anyway] it's huge, and kind of old fashioned with cool wood furniture and a handsome old grandfather clock, but anyway, In her house, was my house or something 'cause I was cooking in the kitchen, and no one else was there. Then this guy comes in [he was from a Jrock band I know, but I don't remember who he was.. I think it was Gackt actually.. yes, it was Gackt.] Gackt comes to the door, and I let him in. He locks the door behind him and goes into the dining room. I sit down in the living room and lock all the doors so he can't get in. Miyavi is upstairs [the stairs to there are in the living room next to the piano] so I sit down at the piano and start playing 'Beast of Blood' Gackt breaks through the French doors separating the living room and dining room that I'd locked. He pulled me from the piano bench and put me on the floor [carefully o.o;] then he sat on top of me, holding my arms back, so I couldn't move. And I was scared for some reason, I didn't know why, until he leaned down and kissed my neck for a minute, then I felt his teeth sink into my skin, I felt dizzy for a minute while he drank my blood then I passed out. When I woke up, Gackt was playing the piano and I had been laid on the couch. I got up and I was thirsty! I went over to the stairs and watched Gackt play for a minute, he seemed not to notice me so I went upstairs and found Miyavi just got out of the shower and had a towel wrapped around his waist [yum XD] He smiled when he saw me and hugged me [*melts*] when he hugged me though, I kissed him on the neck like Gackt had done to me. I heard Miyavi say 'motto onegai' just before I bit him, he gasped and passed out in my arms. I felt bad but I was happy for some reason. I took him into a bedroom and laid him on the bed and left, then I went back into the kitchen, and stood there for a minute by the sink before I went down into the basement, which strangely resembled a dungeon. then.. I'm not going to tell the rest since it was kind of obscene so.. ~

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wai~ [05 Sep 2003|03:01pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | under the moonlight - Buck Tick ]

I'm so messed up, when I write fanfiction, sometimes I'm terribly mean to my favorite Jrockers.

Anyway. XD I have just uploaded two fanfictions at FF.net

I'm extremely bored with trying to update these journals [I have like... 4.. >.<] so I'm going to work on writing Aijin some more. meep~
I'll write if anything happens worth writing about.
ja mata ne~

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watashi wa ima les mizerable... [02 Sep 2003|12:23pm]
[ mood | envious ]
[ music | Mizerable- Gackt ]

So... Johnny went back to school today.. with all those, girls at his school.. those other girls. I hadn't thought of that until just now. this morning I woke up, after dreaming about him. I wonder, does he dream about me too? I feel kind of empty... I thought I was doing well, holding up, not missing him, openly atleast. Until I woke up today, it's different, do you miss me too?

It's not I don't trust him. or not that I don't trust them even.
I'm jealous.
That's all. Seriously, they spend 5 days a week with him when I see him a couple times a month.

But I know, it's not wrong to sing the last song, 'cause forever fades...
Forever fades, and everything's gone, so I'll sing to you,
while I can, even if my voice isn't that great, will you hear me out?
Even when I see your face, your pretty face,
sad and full of doubt..
I'm sorry, I tried.

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hmph.. [01 Sep 2003|09:10pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | Yubikiri- Kagerou ]

So, my life had seemingly taken an upturn and was slightly interesting.. *pauses* for about a week. anyway.. Shauna was here yesterday, she'd spent the night so she went home earlier. We put a picture of this dude in silk boxers on my uncles truck. so amateur, but it was funny. So I talked to Johnny last night. We, actually I, talked about stupid things. He was watching LoTR, the two towers. We talked about the trees.. and uh.. so he says, 'so what are you doing now?' and I was in my moms room sitting on the floor looking at my feet, I couldn't decide if I thought they were big or not.. so I proceed to tell him that. >.<

him: so what are you doing now?
me: Sittin' in my mom's room lookin at my feet.
him: oh
me: yeah... I'm trying to decide if I think they're big or not.
him: heh, oh.
me: yeah.. I don't think so..
him: Yeah, they're not.

heh.. then before that, I decided to tell him about mine and Shauna's spastic attempt to ride my little brother's bike across the yard.. she was on the front, and I was standing on the back trying to pedal and see over her shoulders at the same time. it was like.. something from a bad circus. uh.. I finished the 5th harry potter book. I didn't like it as much as the third.. and what the hell is up with rowling? killing off Sirius! Seriously! even though the fuck-twit they're casting him as is completely un-Sirius-like! I still liked Sirius and Lupin most!

I mean seriously! First she kills Cedric, who was also cool, then Sirius? damn bitch. Go ahead, kill someone else! I'll come to england and uh.. show up on your doorstep with a flaming sack of shit. oh yeah, stomp it out, I dare ya.

I feel slightly better after ranting like that. XD nyah.


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[31 Aug 2003|12:35pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | LEMONed I Scream- hide ]

Anou.. I can't really write right now so, I just finished my layout and I think it looks spiffy. Geez I sound like Jay, writing about his layout. Stop it. Jay is lame.
I'm a journal whore yes I am. I have three on Caleida, one on Deadjournal and this one. but anyway, my friend Shauna's coming over so I'm gonna go get dressed and stuff. dewa mata

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ichi [31 Aug 2003|12:18pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | In Motion- hide with Spread Beaver ]

yep, this is just so I can work on my layout. XD

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